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Operation "Protective Edge" is a WAR CRIME! - Max Igan - Truth Frequency...
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BrEAd CrUsT
Seeing a pet go through the process of death again has given
me a new sense of responsibility and quite a bit more compassion for suffering,
from the smallest of insect to the largest animal we are all struggling to
survive any way we can.
I am at peace with my beloved daughter cats passing but I
just hold dear to me that I have given my animals a good home, waited on their
needs head and foot and totally gave my service to them so they may feel better
and be at ease with their life.
All I need to take me through this is the fact that I gave
them all the love I could and served them endlessly and with loss, you discover
compassion. It was extremely tough a week prior learning we had to put her
down, essentially starting the grieving process early.
I have no doubts she is the techno party in the sky, able to
escape physicality.
Being a physical being isn’t easy, we always have the threat
of death or sickness, and most people do things to make themselves sick but we
do it anyway because it comforts us, like smoking or drugs or food for example.
All I wanted years ago was to become a Buddhist monk, and
here I am, ordained as such living in my forest kuti and studying the esoteric and
the dhamma and studying the philosophy behind the thai forest tradition.
I wrote my mom a letter the other day and told her
everything that pisses me off about her lol I think people process things
differently like death and grieving and anyways I wrote it and wanted to set
the record straight on a few subjects and was a bit mean in the process while
leaving the word bitch out.
Instead of giving her the letter I am going to have a
closure ceremony, and bury it. The important part of my whole writing the
letter was the truth coming out, but to me personally the most important part
is that I KNOW the truth, I cannot advocate for her soul or anybody else’s.
What I am here to do is to work on my own issues and escape the endless cycle
of rebirth and countless past lives mistakes. So I wrote her a 4 page letter
setting everything right but I feared that it may break her in a sense so I
have the respect for her to let it all go and understand that it is in the past
and to go through the process I need, to bring closure. **update, I have decided to send the letter and am letting it sit for a few days, really we don't have much of a relationship anyway except with gifts on holidays so I have nothing to lose at this point, it has some negativity but it is written with love and sent with the truth in mind, if she can't accept the truth than that is not my problem**Essentially this is
what I have been doing of late because I took my manifesto down and I am
beginning to let go. It is a tough process and some people can’t let go, forget
or release the past hence why we have so many people addicted to things, or
doing crime (or in jail) or sad and depressed.
They simply were not taught nor look for ways to release
their anger and negativity.
Believe me when I am done here, I don’t want to go through
the process of birth and youth again and sickness and death. I would love to
ascend to much higher realms of beauty, intelligence and love
And perhaps reincarnate in a few hundred centuries when we’ve
actually made it lol
I have a new respect for the simple mom, that doesn’t see
herself as much but a sandwich maker and house cleaner and maid, because essentially
people that keep the house going, make nutritious meals, and provide emotional
support not to mention the only one that will actually clean the toilet......I see them in a
new light because they offer a stable outlook, love and sensibility.
I believe my beloved cat is up there helping us out down
here by putting in a good word to the powers that be, and that she is happy and
well fed, she will always be in our hearts and she will always be in our lives,
we have loved her unconditionally- If only a few people suffering could feel
that for just one hour.
Keep your heads up, it’s a tough world out there but
thankfully the powers that be gave us techno and meditation and wine and 420
and nice happy pills that make us smile hehe
Take care blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage
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Meditation with the OM Mantra Sound by Tibetan Monks - Relaxation zen music
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Unconditional Love !
It was time to say goodbye to Misstivitz and it was a beautiful ceremony to bring closure, some may see their pets as 'just a cat' for us, she was our baby daughter we couldn't have as a gay couple, she had a soul. We laid her to rest under a huge magnificent cedar tree and dug a deep grave and tucked her in wrapped in a nepalese buddhist robes doused in holy water from the wailing wall and wrote eulogies and scattered tumbled quarts over her and buried her with an amethyst and a clear beautiful John of God blessed quartz we had ohm Shanti mantra playing while the process was under way. We also placed a small 10 inch gold buddha to guide and protect her resting place, it was a time of profound loss and sadness we lost not just a pet but a beautiful member of our family that only inhabited the realms of love, sincerity, compassion, kindness and beauty that is indescribable. Rest forever in peace and now you are flying around the stars guiding and protecting us MissTivitz :)
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Misstivitz
It has been a time of great sadness and profound distress in
my household as we are saying goodbye to a member of our family, misstivitz the
Buddha cat, she reflected qualities that I know will take her far in the
afterlife or beyond.
Caring for an aged and dying feline has brought a new level
of compassion in my life as I offer her a level of being that is beautiful. I have
planned for her passing to be wrapped in Nepalese Buddhist robes sprinkled with
holy water from the wailing wall and my tears, and a crystal from john of god,
and an amethyst, we are going to send her off with a eulogy and sprinkling
quartz crystals on her grave complete with a Buddha to adorn her resting place.
She deserves this send off… a time of beauty and passing,
and I never really discovered my true calling in my reverend nature than to be
able to care for a dying soul. It has brought new depths to my being and my
purpose here. There is nothing but compassion for her passing as she held
qualities of love, adoration, beauty, and a tender nature that is rare to most
cats, she had a true beautiful soul, one that never felt the need to hunt, one
of her only pleasures in life was to take a walk around the cabin and eat
grass. We introduced her to cat pate which she lacked in her previous life with
her mother human.
She was there for countless meditations, in my lap, with a
crystal in each hand, I think I actually united her with her serene Buddha nature,
and it is so incredibly sad to see her go-words can’t describe.
She represents a time in my life when I was escaping a
horrible living situation filled with anger, sadness, and addiction. She will
have kitty my ex-cat greet her on the other side, She doesn’t deserve to suffer
any longer which is one of the toughest choices a pet owner can decide, when
their beloved friend should take the courage to explore the other realms.
So if your wondering why there isn’t a multitude of blog
postings in the next bit, it is because I am going through the stages of
grieving and loss, a rather profound experience.
Rest forever in Peace MissTivitz
-Shaun A. Delage
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Colton Haynes singing "You Raise Me Up" (Full Version)
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Philip Wollen : Animals Should Be Off The Menu debate
I would like to announce that after seeing this speaker I have decided to be a vegetarian again, I see no other path in compassion and enlightenment!
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Black-Tailed FaWn
We are in a time of great and profound upheaval with wars
looming on the horizon and a corrupt power structure, we have things like
cities going bankrupt in America while they send billions in ‘aid’ to Isreal
and for the price of the F-35’s they could give every homeless person a
$600,000 house.
If you don’t think the system is corrupt just do a little
soul searching. We have a nuclear power plant still in distress and a media
blackout, they haven’t even reported anything about acid rain in two decades.
We have the situation in the Ukraine and with Russia and we
have China becoming the sole manufacturing mecca on the planet where the US
used to be, it seems they are gearing up for a welfare state in the west.
We have planes being shot down, planes vanishing.
The truth is, death could come at any moment for any one of
us, when you meditate and come to terms with that, it is a whole new world, you
see the world of suffering and you see the world with compassion from the
tiniest insect just struggling to survive, to the largest mammal fighting to
maintain survival.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to be kind in all
dealings. Live your life with compassion and sincerity and all will be fine,
all will be well and fruitful.
I think most people in the west are a bit disillusioned
because they won’t believe anything is happening unless ISIS is in their
backyard beheading people or the plane gets shot down at their kids school
We have a weird society currently with the snooping and
surveillance and I have no idea when any of us will feel any sense of freedom
and relief. I think things like occupy and other events such as double agents
crossing sides have left the system increasingly paranoid
What does any of us have to hide? I mean come on, there is
only so much snooping can do to the individual I laugh when I see articles
about ‘gmail privacy’ and ‘facebook psyops’ I don’t really think the NSA CIA
FBI CSIS etc is really gonna care about the 800th cat picture I have posted, or
my 2490th email in my gmail that is contest spam.
I think only those that have things to hide are pretty
paranoid, they aren’t gonna come after you unless you are a true threat,
believe me they haven’t come after me yet and I have stroked the highest levels
of conspiracy out there, they simply don’t care about the average folk
They are only harvesting countless amounts of energy into
brands and codeworded situations to give themselves more power. I have felt
pretty comfortable with society as it is going because it has treated me with
dignity and respect and has been there when I needed it the most.
I don’t know how they do it in parts of the world with no
social welfare structure out there, must be pretty greedy governments to take
and take and not give back to their own people, including governments that are
willing to have a billion people yet offer no social welfare structure.
I think if you are in a richer country so to speak and you
don’t see how lucky you truly are this is a travesty because ignorance only
brings despair in a sense that if you take this richness for granted there will
be a run in a less fortunate country.
I think this structure is going to teeter along for at least
the next 50 years in it’s present structure so I wouldn’t put much faith in
doomsday scenarios or whatever but learn to embrace your time here and learn to
live with and work with the structure as much as you physically and mentally
can, since it doesn’t look like anything drastic or lifechanging is going to happen
to our societies in the next while.
A rich person has as much time in their day as you do, they
can’t buy more time. We are all afforded an equal amount of time here as
everyone else and for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away on triviality
like the matrix will assume
-Shaun A. Delage
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DeerFace PeLT
Kindness and compassion should prevail always in all your
dealings, especially online.
In the real world and online there is a mish mash of super
nice people to really insane, and I met all types in the rave scene, I am
fortunate enough now to be able to live the life of a forest monk, with some
mega bonus’s like internet, my hair, holding money, eating after noon.
To tell you the truth I don’t know what kind of Buddhist monk
I would be, being nocturnal and such, which is why I think thousands year old
systems are bound to go through change, and I have adopted a sense of
responsibility out here in my forest cabin, I have a lot to work for, finally I
have a purpose.
Animals tend to follow me around, I could never care for one
on my own, too expensive but they find me in partnership forming a family and
union that is an unfathomable responsibility and tenderness that I hope some of
my readers are going through right now or will in the future.
If I ever came into bucketloads of money, I think I would
form a Church of Techno complex like the one listed below in the graphic where people
could unite and party till sunrise, it would hold some Buddhist philosophy
including a full range of activities from discourses to art to fun little meal
times at all hours of the day, I think it would be great to host this type of
place and make a religion out of techno because I think it is long overdue, the
techno beats have been playing since Egyptian times non stop and beyond that.
The schedule would be in line with my own philosophy and I
would be a guru in a sense but I would be careful not to turn it into a cult or
commune per se but an all encompassing party place where people all over the
world could come and party for a week out of every month.
Can’t forget the cat refuge lol
Techno kitties !!!
I have moved from really compacted urban environments into
the superb rural life and I have to say that feeding 3 deer out your front door
beats living in an apartment anytime haha
I think you really begin to understand your roots and have
time to heal when you are out in the forest and things like the elements do
their work to help heal you and help you progress, another reason why the thai
forest tradition of Buddhism only lives in the forest.
However I can’t live without the internet and things are
progressing insanely technologically and soon virtual worlds will have ocular
head pieces and such that would be so awesome
In second life I am doing pretty well I have my ebook
marketing platform, a psychic biz, an art gallery, a communal living space and
online residual income from SL website it is so fun but they just announced
they are making a new virtual world to run parallel to SL so that gives me some
anxiety because I am so heavily invested in the virtual world, but I have made
money so I am not too worried
I feel extra powerful since it’s been a couple years since I
stopped smoking 420, it is not the right thing for my illness, and I can blow
through like $60 of weed in a couple days, but it does have a selling factor
being that amidst the paranoia you can really tune out distractions and focus
on mind numbingly boring tasks for hours on end and you get pings that ring in
your mind that you should do this or that essentially… epiphanies.
I won’t lie, I created all my art and wrote most of my books
while high on the stuff, and I would consider smoking again if it was
legalized, but just having to get it from a dealer and you never really know what
you are smoking anyway so now I get to join the rest of society and alter my consciousness
through alcohol lol and well I cheat I go through varying levels of meditation
and astral travel so its all relative.
I found when I smoked weed I couldn’t dream and this was a
big thing for me because I am a vivid ultimate reality dreamer and
wholeheartedly believe that we exist on other realms concurrently along side
this waking reality.
Anyways that’s my blurb for the night so hope you are all
well on your corner of the globe.
PEACE LOVE UNITY AND RESPECT
-
Shaun A. Delage
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Carry on...
I have now started on a path of renewal and moving on. Of
course my history is jaded and bizarre but I can’t for the life of me, move on
without well forgiving and letting go of the last 32 years, I want to look
forward to the NEXT 32 Years, moving on and well moving on lol
I figure I am doing no good holding onto the past while
preaching ascension, and it is time to look on to the future. The past is not
you. Although I have been desperately trying to figure it all out and why me,
what have I done to attract such obscure characters into my life. I guess the
answers may never come to me except that I was put here to live a life of
compassion and forgiveness.
I look at all the bad, but it is easy to try and quantify it
all as some insane concocted plan to enslave me or perhaps an epic story in
monarch slavery but my current life is what is leading me on this path. Life is
so awesome that I have to let go, and begin to forget it all.
Quite a bit of bad things happened, but I look at all the
good, I am working on my third book, I am in a stable and successful beautiful
union to a hard working man that believes in me, I am a father to two daughter
cats, I have a very successful virtual world enterprise, a virtual ministry, I
have awesome hobbies that include meditation and contesting, and a stable and
secure income as a lifeline.
Not many people enslaved by the system are afforded the
luxuries I have but I don’t feel bad being on disability per se, I just
understand that the working life is not for me, with persistent barriers to employment
and life long obstacles so I embrace my life for what it is, embrace the power
of nature and the universe, and to move on and forgive and see others roles in
my life as compassion.
I just know there is quite a bit planned for my life and
without moving on from all this obscurity and beginning, with baby steps to let
go, I will never move on. But it’s one hell of a movie when they decide to
unearth my zip chip from the nuclear waste 400 years from now !! hahaha I am
j/k
Thank you to those that have read the manifesto I created,
it is no longer a public document, if you got to read it, all the power to help
you, I have also deleted incriminating links from the web and am beginning my
path of moving on, essentially the path of the Church of Techno
-Shaun A. Delage
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CaT FooD BrioChe
To constantly nourish ones soul remains the highest
priority, there is so much distraction that people with any skill in meditation
can sometimes skip a week or two before they get the chance to meditate.
All I have is time, I am one of the lucky few that has been
able to find a calling amidst a life of seeming failure, I have embraced being
a funded Buddhist lay monk, I am able to pay all my bills while having copious
amounts of time at my disposal, something people that are involved in this
whole apparatus lack essentially is time.
I have been taking baby steps to better my intuition because
I believe it is a calling for me to be somewhat psychic or intuitive and to be
genuine about it. I think many people out here on earth are naturally intuitive
but fail to see the characteristics simply because they can’t guess the winning
lottery numbers, and it is true that you can be obscenely intuitive with
seeming strangers over your own world because if we could simply guess our own
lottery numbers nobody would be working as a psychic they would be sitting on a
yacht in Monaco sipping Moet.
So I have been taking baby steps and it is tough to rely
solely on intuition but when I lack the confidence I simply remind myself of my
history and the fact that I have had an extremely bizarre life which affords me
the gift of psychic powers, the ability to tell somebody their future and
whether their next steps are the right path. So I have opened a mini presence
online in the virtual world of SL and in a few places online. Just taking baby
steps, what it took me to get to this level is many synchronicities that play
out in real life like somebody mentioning something a week prior and it plays
out exactly as mentioned or I will think of a song and an hour later I will
hear it on CNN of all places lol just when stuff like that adds up it really
makes you question whether you have these abilities or not, and I have had
precognitive dreams and such and things will automatically pop into my head
twenty minutes beforehand.
So syncs…. But I also use quite some many crystals and herbs
to help with that development and most psychics find out in their early
thirties.
I come from a life of challenge, almost losing it beyond my
control, from a life of crime and intrigue to almost taking off on a yacht
around the world, meeting a twin of mine in a penthouse that tried to give me
HIV, Being taunted on movie sets by satanists related to some powerful actors/aliens to being ‘involved’ with a Canadian ambassador, stuffing thousands of dollars
into my pockets and staying up for sometimes weeks on end without food. I have
been to hell and back literally, I know what is at stake, and it is our souls,
and redemption. So when I doubt my abilities I think of these things and my
path and the path of the obscure and enchantment, I think of what great powers
I must have picked up along the way, now to only use them.
The simple causality that I have lived through it all and
now get to live a life of fortunate circumstances lead me to believe that I
have a purpose and a reason why exactly I am here rather than that of a simply
anomaly.
People must get mad when they read my writing, all the
brazen stuff I did, and most of it illegal, but what helped me is finding an
eastern meditation technique that reversed all ignorance.
I feel lucky, lucky to be alive after all of that and yes I
think about things that have happened quite a bit, I also think about how many
of the multi millionaires I have met have probably died or lost it all in some
way and no doubt my presence in this world has affected quite some many people
from all walks of life.
Essentially the path of the Buddhist monk, too unfit to be
ordained, too crazy to be in a sangha, too many disabilities to become a regular
Buddhist monk so I am forced to create my own method to living, a philosophical
presence that challenges belief systems and people in authority with a poetic
lick.
When I wake I sit on the porch surrounded by tree’s and deer
and songbirds and think to myself, wow I have made it, I am finally in my piece
of heaven, the meditation has worked, now I can move to the next steps –the next
levels, and my meditation will constantly change and define itself.
I give you this discourse so that it may better your day.
-Shaun A. Delage
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