intelligent infusion
I kind of feel bad in a way for making people that read my
words question their reality
In essence what is reality but a carefully hacked illusion
of continuous pain
It is in a sense material prosperity and seeming freedoms to
go in a restricted reality anywhere you wish
But we deal with complexities such as debt and Satanism and
illusion playing out all around
I have been pondering god in totality lately and in a sense
I wonder if god itself is an all great entity such as the luciferian consciousness
or perhaps they are closely intermingled in one being
I have been pondering my actions as the Canadian super thief
and temple prostitute
While my actions in the moment may have proved abhorrent
later on after ten years I am able to say wow that was not me, but that
luciferian consciousness working through me to achieve what exactly
Well in essence I wanted enlightenment but not just for me,
for my readers, my devotees and my friends and relations.
These days I don’t think of snatching somebody’s purse and
running or jacking one out with some old goof
Actually I think to myself the karma I carry is quite paradoxical
and I can be brought in at any moment to be imprisoned for my multitudes of
crimes but somehow I stay free and able to go where I please
Now those concerned about my safety I only say this
I am carefully observed, my cell phone has tracking enabled
, every email and phone conversation is carefully logged and tracked and my
whereabouts are tracked via infared 3-D imaging from satellites
Why? and well i am not too worried about the people on my manifesto as they were most likely put under surveillence long ago when I first published my manifesto, watching me is a cheap endeavour since I barely leave the house and only operate at night
What makes me so special
Well I am anomalous and I threatened the destruction of the
matrix which was detailed by my fraternal brother Keanu Reeves
But as well I am not the end
Far greater and more powerful entities will be incarnated as
we speak to replace me in instructing the masses, thankfully because of my
struggles I am set free from a life of slavery so as to not bring further
injury to my hands, tendons, and motor function
What am I but the incarnated Christ consciousness which is
basically just solar energy and there are various methods to understand this
nature out there but what really it comes down to is your own interpretation of
the Christ
Many would say …how could a christ be in a quarter native
gay poor man from Victoria BC
Well there are many incarnations like me, but technically in
my own perception I am the only one on earth. The earth has been waiting
thousands of years for my divine instruction and likewise there are hundreds if
not thousands of the same nature operating on earth
Oh he needs a divine birth and three wise men and a star
Haha I wish it was that easy
ALL births are equal to my divinity and to my nature
Except some choose to stray away from the ultimate power and
go into the ultimate pits of filth and despair and addiction........................................
Where if you remain in absolute beauty, love, happiness,
compassion, enlightenment, honesty and friendliness
This is the ultimate power of divinity my friends
Not materialism, hatred, suspicion, negativity, mean-ness,
pain, trauma, abuse, sadism, and neglect
The most ultimate and impressive creation is around you this
very moment since you are blessed to read these words by somebody with such
injuries sustained learning the truth and thankfully I will be able to type for
decades more since my injuries at this point only include nerve damage not
tendon or whatever
This is the Christ consciousness and you are blessed with it
this very moment
He is damaged, and sad and abused but he continues on and
keeps going
He is loving, happy, beautiful and compassionate to
suffering because unlike his own enemies he has received the ultimate lessons
of creation in the form of torture and trauma
Essentially I brought it on myself to become an enlightened
being but only because I am sick and tired of incarnating into one of countless
dimensions that are the exact self similar repeating circumstance for all of
time
Time for evolution, ascension, enlightenment….
-
Shaun A. Delage
Dimensional travel update ;)
I wanted to write my insane dimensional travels here on
digital form, since i mass record my travels then type them out - I used to include them in each post but got many emails saying people believe i am delusional =delugeinal lol delageinal
I believe wholeheartedly that what I experience is not simple hypothetical situations like the common mortal but have essentially fried many receptors allowing me to see into the lower hell and astral dimensions
I believe wholeheartedly that what I experience is not simple hypothetical situations like the common mortal but have essentially fried many receptors allowing me to see into the lower hell and astral dimensions
I ask my guide to show me the way and what I get is a nice
surprise I get a baby mole, now these are cute and fattened animals almost
looking like an ant eater or platypus
It took me first to a strange city and I came across a
business where you pay eight dollars to go pee in a couture bathroom and it was
owned by Chinese people well worth the money I mean but you just place your
penis in a contraption like a carpeted marble slab in the wall …a ritzy
washroom business
Then I went to the bar and a guy asked me if aliens have
taken over and I said I guess and he said believe it they are every where
I was wandering around and was lost looking at the map and
that didn’t really help so I was in a pretty seedy part of town so I kept
wandering and was quite the experience these strange cities, I love adventure
and to travel hahaha
Next the cute fuzzy mole took me to a bunch of a huge
shipping containers in the furest that were propped up by bars and stanchions,
there was a war on between people and they were forced to live in homes that
were shipping containers and they were stationary on tracks and elevated on the
sky I was in awe lol
Then I went to a casino with many slot machines, and it was
in a bigger mall and it was huge and I had gone away exploring from my minders
the slot machines were in the food court and I was betting on a two penny one
and you could bet like five thousand quarters and I was playing some dollar
ones etc
I walked into the restaurant and there was gelatins and
alien legs and insect legs and I looked at it and was like ew sick and so I
went into a restaurant with more couture food hehe to get to the bonus round on
some machines you had to bet ten dollars and I only had like eight Canadian loonies
on me and I didn’t have enough so I just pumped out a bunch of quarters so I
went and played with those in a two cent machine, it was funny to see the slot
machines in the middle of a food court and not under the layers of security
like in our dimension I love slots haha
.
Then I went to the mall part and threw a water bottle at a
girls head apparently it hurts to get a water bottle in the head the dream
itself was pretty trippy wandering around this mall lol
Next I went to some cities and it was basically like a movie
playing out about 50 scenes and I was involved and for example I would land in
some spot and would just explore a house or a different scene in the dimension
and just countless malls and houses and places and people I was visiting mostly
navigating people and there was some great sex haha wow with bodybuilders yum
some crazy scenes I basically followed a twink around (a hot guy) the movie was
a parady on real life and it all came together to form this dimensional travel
show for example one show was this restaurant and he went in and ordered the
food and he gets it and it is this paste and he is like yum and I am like ugh
that is disgusting he scarfed it down and I declined and we continued
travelling and we will go to a house and he broke in and we would look around
haha or we would be downtown somewhere and we would be travelling by yachts and
stuff and we would stop and relax and jack each other off
In ways I think it is far too complex for my mind to
comprehend in totality just the amount of travelling and there were many scenes
like fifty scenes which some involved forcible rape etc
Next the beautiful mole took me to travelling around in like
a van in japan just asian faces everywhere and the dilapidated housing and just
the apcalypse nature of communist asian society
I was trying to make it by older car and they were like oh
yeah you can get there and I was crammed into this really old car and met this
guy and had an orgasm too in the car which was pretty weird because all the
people were watching me lol but was just travelling a very strange city and far
off land and strange people I was meeting along the way it is hard to describe
because it is so complex and vivid and real I just cant even fathom the
lucidity like I am an actor in a movie and it is playing out just constantly
switching vehicles etc
Intense sex magic and sex dream mystical astral sex which is
beautiful and never straight oriented always with lovely looking men I am not
complaining at all just some of their penis’s are pretty huge lol a lot to look
at lol
this one scene I was in the middle of a warehouse like shared living there was pits of filth and I could recognize asian faces and I was trying to escape and this guy ended up showing me the way and I finally got into this blue van and did sex and dream magic and I begin to question my reality and question my reality and who I am and these travels make me question my entire existence that I am not simply some pawn in a pyramid scheme that I am a dimensional traveler that my dreams are not normal, that I can see into hell and astral worlds and not many are afforded this right because they have not partaken on decades long quests of spirituality and in a sense they do not have powerful occult blood like me but it is not that I have talked to family and they don’t really remember their dreams in vivid detail like I do
this one scene I was in the middle of a warehouse like shared living there was pits of filth and I could recognize asian faces and I was trying to escape and this guy ended up showing me the way and I finally got into this blue van and did sex and dream magic and I begin to question my reality and question my reality and who I am and these travels make me question my entire existence that I am not simply some pawn in a pyramid scheme that I am a dimensional traveler that my dreams are not normal, that I can see into hell and astral worlds and not many are afforded this right because they have not partaken on decades long quests of spirituality and in a sense they do not have powerful occult blood like me but it is not that I have talked to family and they don’t really remember their dreams in vivid detail like I do
I seriously think I fried most of the receptors in my brain
including psnapses from the sometimes 12 day long highs with no sleep or food
and the sometimes up to a dozen drug cocktails I would consume at raves as a
teen when my brain was still developing because I am almost thirty and have not
aged a day since I was fifteen and even get a stray white hair here and there
lol
Next the mole took me to a competition where a raver was
matching a guy he was making fool of the owner and he was wanting to win there
was this long drawn out drama and the guy made a mess of a teevee show or a
rave or something too complex for me to understand and there was a production
in a movie and the guy did his work to ruin the entire thing and they both had
a sexual seductive love for each other and it turned into a total porn video
far too weird for me to comprehend
Next I went to a health club it was setup near the emperess
hotel it was a concrete little hut and it was across the street and there was a
metal grate and you could sneak into the health club like a mason club they had
soup on and hot tubs for daddies and stuff and I had the idea to look around
and eat and chill out with some rich old kooks oh well lol they enjoyed my
twink ass ahaha
Then I went to a group home setting and was sleeping in shelter
and a lady said she was being abused by the people running it and making her
doing things for money and I said you should fill out a police report and a
human rights investigation the shelter itself was kinda cool but a strange way
to spend the night
Next the fuzzy mole took me to a place with strong lucidity
for over an hour in full control of my dream state and was in a huge run down
artists flat with warehouse windows smoking weed with guys and they were in a
bed and we just chilled and we had sex but I am not sure haha I guess it was
fun they put out some weed and it was a bit wet so I micrwaved it and we rolled
some more and I rolled a whole bunch and I told them I was off to go explore
some more and I had full control and I had full comprehension for quite some
hours and had full moter control and was my first lucidity experience in a long
time where usually there is like a movie playing out but I was shocked to find
I could control my actions and have some reasoning of time playing and I was
there for like a whole day too was so fun those guys were hot chavs too
Next I went to on a foldable scooter roaming around and I
had to arm myself because there was threats against me in the dream world and
they were going to take me into pseudo protective custody for some reason and
was with a bunch of cops and the guy said are you okay and I said well I don’t know
if you guys are impersonating cops or whatever so I don’t really know what to
believe at this point lol
Then the mole took me to a massive class in a school and jumped into the water in my tuxedo and I
got a bunch of lizards in my pants and it sucked there was bees too and I had
to get them out of my pants which was embarrassing and I had to get them out of
my pants because it was pretty grosss apparently I was not allowed to jump into
the water because of all of the lizards in the pool oh well found out the hard
way lol
Next I went to this expansive city and wandered througha
rough edge of town and was going to pay my room rate and there was nowhere I
could cash some Canadian bills and she said oh you can go to cheers for that
and I was walking through this city and there was ruffians and chavs and I was
going to cash my multicoloured bills to this bank and the city was amazing the
police pulled up and I was worried because I had a bunch of weed on me, it was
an American dimension but not America per se the police were not concerned with
me even though I was dressed like a chav with skullcandy headphones on
Basically it was pretty crazy I had a ratty hotel room but
the lady was really happy to see me and I was counting out my bills and they
were the same colour as normal paper I
had a ton of these coloured bills from Canada and I was going to change them
for the one tone bill and I passed through these people and this dad and kid
were like standing there and a Chinese kid came up and said you want mo money I
give you mo money and the kid gave him $5 and the Chinese boy gave him like a
few fifty dollar bills and said I treat you vewy well and the dad was like do
you have gold bullion and he started cashing out some money and the kid was
like dad you cant buy that much the Chinese boy was like I treat you vewy well
Before that there was a crowd of people protesting and I was
in a chauffeurs cap and I was with a group of dimensional guides protesting the
system
Some pretty insane travels
420 just clouds my mind man I am never smoking the herb
again lol
-
Shaun A. Delage
Tiger Paw
This past week has been a tad stressfull and when you’re an
insomniac schizophrenic life couldn’t really get any worse emotionally for the
most part. But I am reminded why I am here, and it is to become a fully
enlightened being in one life. I believe I am on that path but enlightened
beings suffer alongside the rest of us. I mean look at me, how possibly could I
be enlightened – I would be shuttled from castle to mansion in a sleek sedan
and have teams of bodyguards watching over me.
Enlightened beings suffer through things like poverty,
disease and trauma
Essentially you could never become enlightened without first
discovering trauma and the path of suffering. One would proclaim themselves a Buddha
to the masses but the masses would most likely sneer at them and throw rocks
saying you’re too ugly, fat or poor or weird to be a Buddha lol
But the Buddha or the enlightened one would say that he
would never join an ism or cult or faith to proclaim his inherent enlightened
state
Likewise I struggle with my enlightenment in a social sense,
literary wise I can write anything and affect the masses and it is all in the
works with my books and I believe in the projects only because I know what I
have written in two years, two books and finally done the rough draft of the
first novella and almost done the second ones rough draft
People would say, how could you be a writer without knowing proper
grammar or even how to spell grammar for that matter and I simply say that I
work with what I have and what I know
I can finance the book to the point of being edited by teams
of ivy league advisors and editors and haha I know I will be laughing when I am signing
inside the front page on both books my signature
And I envision it
I believe in it, the world is threatened by me. And is doing
everything in its power to make sure I stay in abject poverty riddled with my
own emotions.
I believe in the future and believe in myself I believe in
the story of JK ROWLING
I believe in the projects
I have faith in divinity and I know invisible beings have
read the book over my shoulder while I write it, offering suggestions in the
form of a whisper in my ear and this is just effin beautiful isn’t it
Because I will be liberated essentially and isn’t this the
path of the one
To experience complete liberation of suffering
I have never been in a trauma based mindset, never really
bothered by my own difficulties and surely don’t obsess about the captivation
manifesto much but I have no doubts I have affected change in the minds of
singular initiated sell outs and isn’t this the purpose of the supposed Christ consciousness
on earth
Very egotistical to relate to such a consciousness but not
based out of ego at all nobody even has any idea what it is like to live one
moment in my life but I have attempted to share it with the masses in the form
of this blog lovingly adopted as a virtual ministry in matrix techno
universalism
I have never worried about how much I share online because
this essentially is not me but an artistic representation of my character and
experiences to better aid others in their path of life.
I innerstand that there are many people that do not like me,
nor do they agree with my viewpoint but the funny thing is they keep reading so
who knows about them and if they can ever be saved per se but I know that my
life is meticulously observed by the trauma state because I have an energy and
very strong receptivity to beauty and intrigue
I have been threatened with my leg being eaten, I have been
raped violently countless times, almost given HIV, been tortured in foreign
countries by initiated sellouts, I have committed countless thefts from
disadvantaged people and wealthy alike, I have altered consciousness and
essentially remade the matrix in my favor, I have been given neurolinguistic
programming to the point of complete exhaustion
But I have also become a stronger person, somebody that is
happy, and influential, I never have to work a day in my life now with my
projects and thankfully I am on government benefits from my three disabilities
and if that is ever threatened I can cite human rights violations and win the
battle but essentially I will be able to tell them, I don’t require benefits
anymore because I have become a success
I am never sad about what has happened to me, because that
only brings more sadness
I am only sad at the concept of how many people we have lost
in the struggle to the torture state and the number keeps growing every moment
and I continue to be a beacon for these lost souls that wish to be surrounded
in the essence of enlightened energy which is why I only operate at night and
mostly in the astral and virtual worlds
Haha I struggle with any concept of ‘reality’
I feel it when I deal with people associated with the matrix
in some forms, they immediately get envious that I have a male feline look and
then they get jealous that I exist in some form of hatred broadcasted to me in
the simplest of interactions which essentially makes me laugh at all the
hostility broadcasted my way
It is almost a powerful Masonic curse has been cast on me,
and I am sure of it. I cant nail down who did it because it is probably dozens
of beings and essentially as well those beings continue to haunt me in
thoughtform or as well they have crossed over to the other side the hell realms
and told those astral entities about me and have received advice of how to give
retribution
Paradoxically I am not the same crazy teen I was in the 1990’s
rave days but my mistakes there haunt me to this day in the form of the earth
based sin based justice league whom is unforgiving
These days I live a quiet existence supported by those that
base themselves in reality , essentially protected by people involved in the
system if that makes any sense
I live with very very little material wise, and financially
But I am happy, content, kind, smiling, loving, generous,
skillfull, adept and powerful in my own regard
I only welcome beauty into my life and sometimes it is tough
to filter out all the madness broadcasted in my reality because I remain
asexual as such in the waking or dream world as I like to call it and have tons
of gay sex with men in the astral or real world as I like to call it
They don’t have really much currency in the astral other
than sex and love, I mean there is money and stuff and I have tons but the main
currency like here is sex and love
So I find a man, and make out with him and he cries in my
shoulder that he has lived countless lives in many worlds and never able to
project his true nature simply because the truth of his existence is being
shielded by powerful entities everywhere including the dream worlds
I like to set men free like this every night and I keep travelling
deeper into these realms, always getting transported and guided further through
the cosmos and I am in a way angry that my body is imprisoned on earth in the
year 2012 but perhaps I am needed here most of all, to guide others in the
church of techno and those closest to me
I don’t have faith that I can heal babies with cancer or the
ability to see individuals future but I have a knack at performance art and
virtuosity and writing not to mention astral travel lolz
So the waking world versus my reality always intermixes and
what is people and countries and this illusion but advanced interdimensional
sciences
Having faith in oneself requires great skill and
adaptability
Not relying on others but in essence I am very reliant on
the system and its inhabitants to survive and stay alive.
Reality it would seem could be contrived as a self defeating
prophecy but I only say this
Keep your heads up tigers, it’s the only thing we have left
-
Shaun A. Delage
EBAY is threatening to remove MY $1,500,000 Listing After three years listed SHAUN DELAGE SHAUN ZENO RAVER XENO
The nazi like corporation told me this listing will be removed simply because it is a digital and not a physical product and I told them that it was a malicious move by Ebay whom also lowered this listing buy it now price from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000
I only say this ebay - what about psychic readings via email ?the infiltration of thousands of these ads that do not provide a physical product but a digital email reading?
We are living in a decripid police state - awaken and realize you can discover your fullest potential in a world that was lost sometime around the 1990's to these monsters
It's time we start arresting these nazis as ordained peace officers in a sovereign state not a brutal fascist corporate masonic dictatorship
They did however tell me that my dimensional dream journal can remain on the site listed for $1,500,000 so there it will stay in a love hate relationship.
they will gladly take fifty cents a month from me and not offer a refund for a product that was originally apparently against company policy
Ebay has lovingly earned themselves a posting on my captivation manifesto for continuing the trauma state on individual minds, the question is who is going to be the first to sue me for libel lolz
my common stock must be through the roof (maritime corporation, formerly known as SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE) if you wanna invest lolz
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA
****UPDATE - since they decide to harrass me like a skool kid argument they have essentially decided to keep the listing up - who knows - I think they are debating the ethics and politics of the situation with their teams of lawyers so we'll see. lol
the link to my ebay page is at the bttm of this blog
zen fight
Recently pondering my last purchase in great depth, spending
one hundred dollars on a ticket for a hospital lottery in todays economic climate
seems silly to most but to me it is all encompassing
I welcome wealth into my life and material possessions and
have grown very used to having the bare minimums, using Buddhist monastic life
as a key to living I find is essential to a persons growth
I view monastics as complete lunatics now for forcing
themselves into a subservience of sorts but I can relate being obsessed about
the idea of monastic life to the point of me becoming a forest monk boyfriend
I laugh that the introduction to my forest monastery was
complete opulence and it was, not many Buddhist monks get to make croutons and
pet felines and drink wine and talk of far off lands or surf the net tucked
away in the middle of a loft in the furest
Part of me came to realizations in the furest that it was a
manifestation of my reality in a sense but as well it was a manifestation of my
greatest needs, to be loved, to be cared for and to live in solitude
I was literally obsessed with the ideas of monastic living
to the point of exhaustion saying well if only I become a forest monk everything
will change.
Tapping into my inner nature I discovered that isolation to
that degree and enlightenment like in that regard did not necessarily agree
with me and I know I embrace my inherent citizenship in the matrix
I believe you can oppose the system and still be apart of
it, making conscious decisions to affect change
So when I think of people literally laughing at me for
spending my last $100 on a lottery ticket I only say that it is a fragmented
investment in my ultimate reality because unlike the 6/49 or lottomax numbers-
which everyone dreams they can win the 50 million I can visualize my lottery win
in the form of me living in the house with the suite, essentially creating a
reference point
I am able to go inside the house thanks to the virtual tours
and visualize myself living there not something you can imagine with the
mainstream lotteries and besides the odds in a hospital lottery are 1 in
118,000 when the odds of 6/49 are 1 in 14,000,000 and lottomax are 1 in
28,000,000
Not saying people don’t win, people win every week but it is
by fluke essentially and I figure since my odds are greater, I don’t smoke pot
anymore, I have no children or responsibilities and I have been entering these
things non stop for about 10 years, matched with the fact that I can visualize
the win, and my inherent degree of luck – I barely walk out of the casinos a
loser usually with $1000 or greater in my pocket but also we have very very
short lives here dictated by forces we cannot control and me in part I want to
affect change in my reality and one of the ways I can do that is by using
something I am sure can affect change in my life such as this
While everyone is fiendishly paying $100 a month at $2 or $5
a pop on 6/49 or lotto max here in Canada
I am spending that amount on my ticket for the hospital
lottery which makes sense and in a sense it is a genius idea being regulated in
its own regard but not every country has hospital lotteries nor do united
states hospitals require any fundraising efforts with the state of health care there...
While it is nice to dream of my win in a house on main
street with a suite and a garage I can turn into a coach house and $200,000 I
wholeheartedly believe me winning $50,000,000 would be dangerous
I need to have something to show for my money in the form of
an investment or whatever to make sure I don’t succumb to the temptations of
wealth and I have been introduced to those temptations in my reality in the
form of observing heroin addicted millionaires on yachts abusing fifteen year
olds or for example vice presidents of banks that attempt to give some dirty
little thief HIV through infected initiates or hostile ambassadors that take
their angst out on twinks
I have seen and observed the trauma state of wealth and to
tell you the truth I don’t really want any part in it but I know I am destined
to come into many many millions in my lifetime with what I have been shown and
what I have observed and essentially what has happened to me
But I want it to be on my terms, not dictated by an evil
mysterious cult or selling my soul in a blood oath or having to submit to some gross
old koot as a sugar daddy lol sense my frustration haha
So I am happy living with very little and since I don’t succumb
to the slave state and the solar sun cult I have no visible distinction in
reality
My reality is formed through creative will and the amount of
untold karmic balance I have as a world famous occultist of the church of
techno and essentially that is what I am because my experiences are
unexplainable and lay within the realms of mystery and esoteric natural harmony
Then I lovingly explain to people that my former incarnation
was female and involved within the highest realms of the eastern star cult but
I lost my life in a horrific sense and vowed to right the wrongs of my ways of
inflicting harm on others and work to affect true change and true enlightenment
on the world in entirety
My goals are not that of fame or wealth but to invariably enter
singular conciousnesses and affect true
change and in a way I do that but I also welcome a lot of pain and hurt and
hatred into my life so it takes great skill to release that negativity from my
soul when in effect it latches on like a gelatinous alien and just sucks energy
I just had somebody with the first name mason talk to me in
second life and I have to say this is a funny notion because I have always
crushed on this guy who was another avatar and he has since contacted me again
and I have pondered the fact that my soulmate may be an initiated sellout in a
sense but why would I hate what I have no idea of.
While I may wholeheartedly oppose secrecy I am not closed to
the idea of being matched with somebody involved in their own mystery of life
on their end of the spectrum two opposites may attract and in a sense be a
union of opposites but essentially isn’t this what love is
While I may oppose freemasonry I am not opposed to the idea
of loving a freemason in a sense and I know it sounds funny and ironic given my
own interactions with most of the grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and I have no
doubts in my mind I am in a sense probably one of the only honorary masons in my
region that far supersedes any of their grand worshipful masters based on a quotient
for incarnations and incarnated souls and soul swapping and soul harnessing and
the fact that I remain dimensional royalty
Ah the ego of the aries and ah the ego of the priest and
prophet of the church of techno
Now can you see why they are so desperate to keep me poor in
abject poverty and addicted to things like marijuana? This post serves as a
reminder of my inherent natural wisdom state without clouded thoughts and the
ability to traverse the astral realms and have romantic encounters with very
very powerful astral entities
– Shaun A. Delage
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