What a cruel environment to live in when the people around you attribute you as the causality of their health difficulties, financial problems, stress, and trauma.
This is the nature of the monarch slaves world...and by far is not a very glorious position to hold, that while no matter how good looking you are you are in a neglectful and hateful environment to be in
People endlessly blaring thousands of words at you a minute tirelessly ...i wonder where they actually get their energy from to do such to another
Lucky i am empowered enough to filter it all out ...i don’t know where i would be if i couldn’t by now i would have died, for sure.
This is the nature of the system that has tried to kill me many times. That me being simply alive i have cheated death so to speak so i am expected to be in subservience to a society that treats others so cruelly –i think not- there is one essential quality that is forgotten. Than I am here that i belong that this is MY world as well.
Luckily i am fortunate enough to have fought in a spiritual war, that i am strong enough to fight that i was chosen above many others. And the fight is never over. Believe me.
So if i should leave the earth, i have fought endlessly to bring enlightenment to as many as possible in as little time, even to the destruction of my human body and to the nonenjoyment of luxuries which is a sort of illusion considering i have never had much of luxury and i am content.
I will be ok and better of knowing i will never return, that i will evolve into the final phases of evolution and that no others, but a few of those i have met on the path will be welcome.
It will be so enjoyable to know that i can bring this peace to the world now. That i am not so damaged as to not wish those around me to live a peaceful and prosperous and healthy existence
But enough of that talk....i am afforded a very long life here on earth now...and the illusion will make me believe that i am somewhat threatened or endangered. I know i will live way past 130 yrs with the advent of science and medicine later on after the year 2040 lol but that is another discourse entirely hehe
That i may be here as the sole being of the virtual church of techno to bring enlightenment for my long life to instil my philosophical guidance and protections of divinity above all else
Because divinity has trademarks everywhere that evil does as well including in the length of life and things like miracles and friendships , births etc but the duality must share responsibility and work with the evil to co exist
That while those that live the fast life will see what slow and steady means and i only think of one event that caused this nature in me
People thought it was amusing to take me out of my country and brought me to a college where there was secret radio broadcasts of mumia al jafar playing throughout the whole campus and i was led around and fed things according to prophecy within the matrix including some bad and twisted mushrooms that made me a few days later sadistically torture myself but essentially it wasn’t meh
It was the invisibles locking onto the code of the drug making it easier to establish this cruel act within my psyche
All those glorified in the timeline, that basically the last 400 discourses would not have happened and my whole life would have ended very soon before it even began because they know who my reincarnates are and they know what will happen should i evolve into an adult and member of society
However sadistic it was i felt no pain, zero – they felt the need to photograph my wounds and they sit in some file in the college under public record.
I was saved that day by divinity because if ten more seconds would have evolved this whole philosophy would have been lost forever along with the future of my own sense of being which will become apparent in due time. People will be amazed at the celeb status i will envelop because they can simply say i know that guy and he is awesome. Hehe
That no matter how much money or power i have in the future i will always have divinity close by and the choices of that which is right above all else which paradoxically may not seem so in the present time
Oh the ego lol but it is the only thing left along with love so please embrace yours
I am allowed to progress by virtue of incarnation and prophecy by the agreement of both sides that i essentially am protected by evil along with divinity and this is what most hate
This is the invisible nature of Satanism bequeaths on the masses is the illusion that it has no existence here in ever known facet of our lives much like the nature of divinity as well
Nobody has the heart to entertain the possibility that their friends or family are apart of the madness and in ways they themselves don’t want to entertain the thought that they may be apart of a sadistic illusion
Only one has the heart to understand that yes my closest relations may have involvement but one has to work around the pain of it all and be rather diplomatic in the process
Just learn to work around this virtual hell placed all around individual souls with a smile
So much of the world exists in invisibility from hellish conception to beautiful divinity
It must, mostly work hidden
I entertain the thoughts that those around me have been found by my enemies long ago and are working against me
Most have the faculties to work around all the chaos but most don’t lead a life such as mine as being the 14th incarnate of ever present reality
I must have a loving compassion for all those around me.
I just say to continue on patiently until the world decides to open up for you
Because the universe works very very slowly considering how superspeed our world works in comparison
Our world works eccentrically fast because of all of the darkened magic surrounding evil basis so it is the universe that has been working tirelessly to correct all the wrongs continuously
I always advocate beings suspicious of beings that cannot exude shining happiness , a smile based in reality or at least emote some level of a smile for you chat and text based people ;)
People that while expecting you to do things do it out of haste or worry or anger while frowning should be dismissed as a trivial matter and distrusted in a sense
Every major decision should involve entertaining some degree of enjoyment otherwise it enables an entirely pointless endeavour
Lately i have had some trouble dealing with the spectrum of inhumanity present all around me
From people displaying split personality characteristics and this is everyone i deal with and are involved in my life to people attempting to run others over to friends treating me with alot of hostility and cruelty and especially my closest relations almost kindred with meh with a loving hatred for all i embody
There is two things that i think about
How the heck did people deal with the monarch slaves like 30 years ago and what deals with the devil so to speak have they hatched and hidden from me
In this hatred for spirituality without governance most treat me with hostility for not being inducted into slavery like them and almost exude an envious jealousy at me for not being like them and they feel the need to relay that because of my choices in life
I am the causality of serious health problems, or their life not working out or whatever other mindgames they ensue on my being...oh i wish i had all of this power that they think i hold over them because i would actually work magic rather than be a normal walking breathing human i would so levitate and also stick my arm through their body and heal or make their spit into gold lol
So in a sense i am not worthy of their affection or guidance for not willingly accepting being a slave like them. They so willingly adorn themselves in the luxuries of their slavery while forgetting the one thing that matters the most, is the being that actually cares about the progression of their soul. In some ways i am above it all in some virtual aristocracy.
I have money, talent and good looks, but not enough of either lol
They don’t compassionately view my illness as being of deserving of any worthiness to them i am simply a failure that deserves to be tortured endlessly
I keep playing chess with the world and it is one huge board
But any actual human interaction i seriously struggle with and am incapable of
It is the nature of the monarch mind- i am not built to be social yet being able to guide thousands in one flick of my pen it is really silly to think of
I am simply unable to communicate given so much trauma present in my existence and there are those around me that insist that my trauma was nothing and to simply suck it up and be a man
I cant deny i am led around from one minder to another viceroy to a grand dame where i am continuously programmed endlessly with senseless code and drama and alien neuro language
Simply it all doesn’t have any relevance in my life at all
I am a tortured being only because there is no situation being made available that i can agree with, with a smile and happily of course. And they see me as the being that causes their nastiness
I know me resisting it all is verifiable proof that i can resist the power in entirety but i break down too
Because i know how cruelly the people around me view meh
As being worthy of the torture that lasts decades and abuse, and to me it is abuse because i will never be an adult male...i am stuck emotionally around the age of a 17 year old
My features and disposition establish that of a perpetual teen and to others they see it as some sort of sickened deviance
It is kind of like me being rather butch
I could never be a feminine gay guy if i wanted to i am simply not built with any does of femininity although i can see things from a dualistic viewpoint
I do try though, when nobody is looking parading around with my wrist out with an outwardly femme walk just to break out of the norm and out of my programming
But i love all that i am and that is essential to survival
The nature of true inherited talent versus those that must rely on others to make and build their future
I simply rely on my talent and patience above all else no matter how many people try and say oh your just a mental defilement
I am sorry but to me mental illness is divinity
It is the process of articulating universal wisdom no matter how tough it is to do so
It is divinity devoid of any titles
I am somewhat sad that all those around me did not have the courage to work on themselves enough to articulate a theory as to their more negative characteristics that they blatantly ignore their misgivings while glorifying me as being deserving of torture
I just know what is planned for me and what is to develop and in some ways those around me wonder why they have been essentially forgotten while i am exuberantly lead around in an extremely liberating existence
I am simply not going to bow down to others who are jealous or envious of meh
Or my inherited talent
I am not going to worry about all those that are going to be jealous of my success and power and authority
They chose the life they lived
There is nobody coming thousands of light years to meet them and for that i am sorry
I have walked my own painful path that no others dare walk down
I am faced with a future of elevated surrealism and they are not welcome to it no matter how hard they try and that however painful and concentrated my path was it is my own path and no being can infuse secrecy or rules on my nature simply because i don’t subscribe to that state
That i welcome all those that wish into my world and others so kindly welcome me into theirs
Forming an incredible worldwide web of enlightenment
Many will have theories as to my mode of life but unless they hear it from my discourse it is simply illusion
People wonder how could you attach to beings like Cleopatra or prema sai baba
Well with these beings there is no lineage
Most of those know that those around them have no telling of the reincarnate and they are able to bi-incarnate and quad incarnate etc
So there are others
Their predecessors have seriously fucked things up so how could they tell or relay where the embodiment of spirituality will reside and in whom it will reside in
It is within you this very moment
And it will be with you every step of the way
I ask my guides to find me and show me the way and what i get is a large toad
Toads themselves are seen as kind of distasteful but this toad is a bright orange one and does not have a single ‘wart’ on its body so i happily hop on and it hops off and takes me to a forest
Where i got a ride by two cops, one hot one and one a bit on the portly side
I saw art exhibits in the forest floor and there was floating text over a stand that said stuff and one i focused in on said Warhol and the portly cop said it was a nice exhibit
I walked up to the Warhol name in the grass and forest floor and attempted to touch it and was surrounded by police who announced to me that i and the other artists would be placed in protective custody
I said i didn’t understand and he just simply said those were his orders and that he was simply following them from above
Next the orange toady took me to a dimensional hospital where i had to spend some time in
There was a doctor that was a quack of sorts that while interviewing me was writing down observations of me on his pants and arms i looked behind me and could see a hot stud listening into this therapy and saying the reason to my trauma is that my mom got a boner in brazil or something to that effect and i was embarrassed because that other guy heard this quackery
Next the toad took me to a mirror where i looked at myself and could see my whole head was burnt and that i was leaking the burn down my forehead i was simply too shocked and was touching it to make sure it was real and i was shocked at how it looked with the red skin and white flaked skin layer on top almost seemed to liquid down my face
Next the toad took me to a super large train going real fast and i got up to use the washroom and there was a line through so i went upstairs to a handicapped washroom there was a girl saying it was too big for me i was taking up to much space and i said go find your seat bitch and mind your own business
And a conductor came around and took tix while i was in the facilities, (i really needed to’go’)
I had actually fallen asleep on the train if that makes any sense and awoke to passing winter scenery and mountain passes passing by at over 100 km an hour
The being that sees you sees us
and sees more than us it sees it as us and itself in you and i
because it was here before and it will be here much longer than you and i
so it is working within the system that is enlightenment
not revolting but choosing a middleway a middlepath
one with the least negativity and working within the system to bring enlightenment
no being is unworthy of ascension
if we all evolve at the same time, we put many people out of their programmed intent
so what is left but our own paths
however painful or however mystical
you and i and it will see itself as inside you and i or them
but seeing one inside it and not us is in theory
silly
so lets get this effin pawty started
- Shaun A. Delage