secretive nature

In quite a precarious position in my own country

While i tend to ignore all that is present in my life

I cant ignore the great conspiracy in my life

I don’t know how to define it as

A temple prostitute, an honorary mason

A deviance

Whether the game of politics is being played or not

I am involved

Those around me have no idea yet everywhere i go the doors are slammed in my face literally

As a being that is not worthy of any of the protections of my state

So i am meant to revolt

Whether or not i play the game of politics is beside the point

And everything happens for a reason

I don’t know why i have met so many powerful people

Their own perverse desire and on some level they send people to threaten me

And everywhere i ask for help they say your nutz for asking for help

Maybe they don’t know about my story entirely

I have gone to the highest echelons of intervention in a hope that i may find some help

Because nothing is working for me

And feeling the threats and becoming a literal exile in the free est country on the planet is not acceptable

I have revisited the issue in my mind and rely on my psychic insight to guide me

So i have asked for help from my member of parliament

While asking for political asylum in the Netherlands

While also making the impression known that i have submitted my captivation piece to all including CBC news

I don’t care if i am playing a dangerous game i am already involved in it

And i don’t want it to be a secret game anymore

I simply cannot live with secrets

I don’t want to be easily snuffed out as knowing too many Masonic secrets

I don’t want to be snuffed out because i can identify all of those responsible for my torture

Because i am a holder of secrets and pain

And nobody on earth is welcome to my history or my path or could even comprehend what i am going through

What do i want? Protection and guidance and to be able to heal from this

I don’t want to be forgotten because all those in medicine i ask for help from slam the door in my face

Being a suicide survivor i find this an incredibly cruel mode of therapy

To simply and sadistically neglect somebody that needs help more than anybody

I don’t want to leave my more political inclination with the resistance behind because it is who i am

And there is no reason i should be harassed and tortured in my own country for having the belief system that enlightens, and ascends all and evolves and cares

Part of me wants to keep being the most famous person in Canada a secret like it has been

But i will always be put in danger

Another part of me can sense having a mental illness that at times i can literally become possessed by beings and do things that i would never do perhaps this is divinity at work perhaps not

But i have felt the need to involve everyone in my fight for liberation because what i am doing currently is not working and will lead me down a harsh path

If my path should include healing so be it , i need to speak with people i trust rather that be given secret handshakes by psychiatrists or told i will never make it –cruelly

If my path should include testifying against the greatest Masonic conspiracy in Canada on individual minds and is technically a geneva code violation  because i am involved in a warcrime

If my path should include neurological therapy so be it

If my path should include other placements that warrant a life in a community that cares than so be it

If my path should include leaving my home country, believe me i will do it because i am being tortured here and neglected and harassed and threatened for my ideological beliefs
best to make as many as aware as possible about my situation in case something uncontrollable does happen where i need somebody to advocate on my behalf unlike the colton stuff going on currently ...

This is not life, and life is my life and my world

No canadian is in prison here without being charged

I am an enlightened being, not a sick being

I have much to offer rather then being literally forgotten

When you bring up the peoples names i accuse of assaulting me , my name comes up so that puts me at risk

But also offers an actual human representation of torture

This happened years ago what is your problem

My problem is that there is no time, i was matched up with somebody that would make me believe that i am nothing and that my problems are nothing, literally neglectful and hateful and led me down a path where i believe i am nothing so in a way in worked to keep me silent for 7 years and also made me into a person that was unattractive to most...made me believe that what problems do you have, how could you say there was a warcrime in the free-est country on the planet? warcrimes can exist in ANY country on the planet
this is the nature of the war on individual minds
But i have broken free

I am liberated

Perhaps i bring liberation to my enemies

But i also want to make them known and make it a representation of individual trauma based mind control

The people that surround themselves in my life are generally unstable

There is much more to the story in the more secretive sense that is used against me as well

But it is time to evolve and to not fight this war in secret
so for all those that lost this fight and hurt this fight for liberation and peace is for you. 

-          Shaun A. Delage