To be in line with a more splendid energy so to speak takes an almost unearthly power, now mind you it is nothing dark...it is more celestial based while those that have chosen their ultimate being as being in line with a more dumbed down approach or mode to existence
This will always sadden those that are seeking a higher wisdom in some way mostly due to the fact that they see these egocentric sadistic materialistic beings as being seemingly more better off than they are
The perceptive ability is strange in this regard because one would think of oneself as a failure
When you know in your heart and your mind and in and out of your soul that you are elevated beyond those types of people
Of course you may not have everything you desire, you may be wishing for more
In a way the conspiracy may be working with you by denying you most of your desires because the system feels you are more at work with the ideology of your piece of the puzzle when you are not given the wealth and the ingredients to make it all happen in a few strokes
Mind you more tact is needed and more guidance from your higher self
When you are living the life of a detached Buddhist monk
In a way as well the system is trying to strangulate you so that you submit
Making you feel like you cannot afford every wish you attain material wise so therefore you are inadequate
A more hypothetical reasoning would state that the being in your very spirit would have you believe otherwise with every single action while those around you secretly trying to sway your nature away from asking questions and finding answers
The only real gift you can give yourself is time and the world is adept at taking that away from you every chance it gets
How many rooms have you been in with people you know nothing about simply waiting waiting waiting for minutes, beyond minutes sometimes up to an hour
You have no idea what their being entails who they are or what they are programmed to do
The only interaction i am confident of these days is an interaction I choose to involve myself in
All other interactions should be seen as hostile
Mind you it is funny to relay this but i just get antsy being filled with neuro code overhearing a sentence or two near my person. It may seem like a paranoia but mostly everyone that chooses not to evolve just literally soak their being in this coding
It is much simpler to listen to techno through my earbuds than to listen people ramble on and on about their drama which is alike to neuro rape
At least i as a person choose to turn on the play button and groove out to some kicken hyped up beats
I am always amazed when people start speaking to me and after about ten seconds i take my buds out and say sorry i was in tune with some tunes
They are usually taken aback that you would have the audacity to not be at their beckon and calling but asking them to repeat it actually puts you at a vantage point
Beings which appear as real may not actually have any dose of reality in them and are more seemingly sitting in a plethora of illusion while they bask in torturing you with their mindgames
While giving you a little smile here and there to try and convince you of their most human qualities
I see hundreds of people on the street yet none seem actually present or willing to validate their true spirit most wanting to avoid contact at any cost which either means they are apart of the sickened reality of torturing their fellow beings or they are ashamed because they are unclean and haven’t bathed
I haven’t figured it all out but i am trying
I ask my spirit guides to show me the way what i get is a tropical black spider, now these things are a bit gross to me as a person i just am scared of spiders let alone tropical ones, perhaps seeing a huge one foot one was enough for me as a youth
Yet i reluctantly hop on it’s hairy bod
I arrived at an old ski hill but it was in the off season so the runs were still there but the snow had been dried off long ago so there is basically a river like bed running down the entire mountain
They were filming a reality show on a sport that involved sending millions at best silver coins down the runs down the mountain and the teams job was to collect the coins and the team with the most coins won the competition
My team found a place near the bottom and put honey down to stick the coins to the ground and an officiate came down ahead of the coins to clear the path with a tractor
The tractor came down and we put beach umbrellas down as well which the tractor was going to run into well one umbrella swung and hit a team member in the face
The officiate jumped out of the tractor and asked if the guy got hit was okay
Well i guess this was too much drama because i saw the spider scrurry towards me and trip me onto its furry back
There was a bouncer at the front of a nightclub that was showing signs of being cannibalized
He told me, everyone he knew was involved with his torture and they would basically all take a pinhead of his flesh at a time and soon enough he was left with no earthbased body
He took me to an open field where there was thousands of the being that we know as Michael Jackson he was laying on his back impaled through the chest and this was repeated hundreds and thousands of times in the field and mr. Jacksons were in white robes
It was a brutal yet odd way to be crucified but this was never his intent while being on earth
Simply so, he made a pact with the wrong set of people who masterminded his eventual death while attaining to demolish his fantastic presence on earth once he was expendable but strange enough it had a reverse effect
I couldn’t take this field any longer so i was walking trails throughout out the countryside that stretched from nY to Alaska i just saw people wandering dazed and wondering how they got there and how they are ever going to find their way home
Luckily i have a guide to get me away from those dazed and confused souls, partly because i haven’t disgraced my spirit entities and i have a new one every night based on some immaculate good deeds done in other life while paying for a spectrum of bad ones as well
The spider smiled as it flung me onto its back i held onto a leg which was damaged and i pet it lovingly and it took me to a party filled with people
I was very new their chef was off and it was a mom type chef comfort food
I wanted to cook so bad i love to cook
But they said i couldn’t
That my ingredients would alter people in a divine way
So they all insisted on reheating the chefs leftovers and eating them half cold
There was a cool rave crowd in a huge block long flat like apartment
I just sat there experiencing it all, simply being there present was enough and i am sure many people in the know or an elite member of society knows what i am talking about all to well.
So i went next door and smoked weed with a neighbour i spilt some on the carpet
I was hitting on the guy that lived there he had a nice flat
I knew i was just a visitor though and could not stay
So i told them i would buy them a blacklight bong as a gift to use when i depart from their presence
Enigmatically yours yet sufficiently amused
Foresight yet to make rice palatable one would need a smile
Why eat in luxurious notion when you can chew your food in renunciation
For there are billions of people with hunger and wondering why they have to live like that
Luckily in some ways i live in a place where i am allowed to protest my own treatment without having my hands cut off and thrown on the edge of a spike for all to see
To be in renunciation
To train in the depths of poverty
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others
Yet not much to relay in speech
Comfort in written word
Timeless nature of self
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love
Finality to a being yet substance without safety
Song of the heart
Whispers of the soul
Thoughts of the most evolved
- Shaun A. Delage