my volunteer role is going super swell its an introverts dream my other one at the soap charity I failed miserably at was extremely social and the owner of the charity was using MK ultra level hostility against me for no apparent reason so glad I could find something that works and in my gig work its a work in progress I tend to do ok in hot months in the morning then head home when it gets hot but in colder months I can work more and nobody I have gone to the house for except one has tried using riddles or weird MK ultra shit on me but I just kind of shrug it off now and not worry too much if it happens occasionally I am kind of used to it but if the person is hell bent on being an enemy I take my leave I am not going to play that game they are fucked in the head or something lmao just means they need to be alone with themself for awhile or something now cause in my regressions and meditations I dealt with all that shit like 20 years ago haha they have stuff they need to work through so not my issues sorry !! its almost like they are hell bent on reminding me of thefts when you were like 13 years old its totally a bonkersville lmao when its like these days I am an author and artist of 3 books and 17,000 pieces of art and have blogs and several masters and doctorate degrees and am super talented and thriving its almost a weird jealousy or something they need to work through who knows I am just super keen on picking up an energy in every encounter if its safe or not and most of the time people are overjoyed to be around me and to converse so there is nothing to be fearful or afraid of most people are super different and into their own worlds and love you coming over to scrub their cupboards for 3 hours the world is actually pretty inviting and friendly which I would have thought the opposite had I not ventured out

 I only found two possible roles as a volunteer in my city and that got cut to one pretty quickly while I have a need to gain some more work experience and a work reference or two the odds are stacked against me like in what I choose to do or what is suitable for me socially and otherwise I will keep my eyes open but I am not just doing it to get all this like I want to be with them for many years so someone can say like oh yeah I know shaun he does this well he is not so well with this etc its just our whole system is built on it or you work gig work where you do not need this person to vouch for your working style its not like in india where you can make pasta wraps and sell them on the street in an open market like you have to really put in years of effort to even make it on a basic level in canada and nobody cares about your sexual life or your past we all have them they just care about what you do in your work so keep your fucken job as long as sanely possible and do not see anyone you work with as your friend none of them are do your work and go home its simple but still dont settle for a toxic workplace simply cause you have a million dollar mortgage and $80k in student loan debt- its not worth it you will off yourself in the end

 

 

I am at a really comfortable debt to income ratio like I would not really take on more debt at this point I hear about people with 37 credit cards and I am like wtf !!! if i got a windfall I would make rash decisions about it like paying off credit cards and consumer debt and totally wiping the slate clean but for now it is what it is and I am not gonna say abstain from it all just do your best only take on what you can afford hahaha like dont have 12 credit cards simply cause you are accepted hahaha I could never get a mortgage owing someone hundreds of thousands is fucken nuts I would rather rent for my whole life than have that commitment

 

its funny the brain like I planned out this whole mothers day dinner of steak and gravy pasta like what mom would not want that lol got a super strange wide noodle I have never seen before its kind of in between a fettucine and a lasagne and looks cool but like the steak strips I got are already cooked so only need to fry them for a minute or so and they taste really good like they are bbq so that is good but like my brain when I am sleep deprived is like oh cancel your mothers day order she is a bitch/witch for what she did to you in 1994 that one day and then just forget about her that day and get a refund and buy yourself something nice and I go to sleep and wake up all loving again lol so funny it was a funny mothers day like I went between about 10 different plans and tried ordering a few times with another grocery store a totally different idea and it did not work at all so went back to my original plan and paid a week ahead the issue with wal mart is there is not much original or really well made deli food so you just trudge along on boxed and packaged stuff and do not complain about what is offered or you get banned lmao my poor mother has to live with me this whole time hahaha so gotta be nice to her sometimes hahaha

 But yeah got some lemonade (with lemons) and like a few other things like dessert and cheese croissants to eat with dinner it was all under $60 so yeah last mothers day I think I could only afford a few cans of tuna for tuna melts so moving on up lolz the issue I was also having is my mom does not eat a lot of junk so like I was like oh she wont like that x100 and rinse and repeat and I have tons of anxiety so I thought making something from scratch instead of with 1000 chemicals in it would be best hahaha I was like well the can of gravy might have a bunch of stuff in it but thats it lol 

if there is a new covid I will just walk around in a welding helmet lol or like a tactical mask that does not actually filter anything I would rather get whatever is the disease of the day than have to mouth breathe all day

 

I love my budgeting lmao $28 on starbucks card so YES I can get a coffee frapuccino before I clean my kitchen volunteer role in the morning and if I am out I think I have like $20 on my subway card sometimes I do get a sandwich but usually just interested in a pop most of the time and pop is ok to drink and stuff as long as you are not drinking like 700 litres of it a day like can or two a week or a 2L like once a month dont fucken drown yourself in that shit or they will have to amputate your legs off lmao everything in moderation and like just chill with stuff take greens and drink lots of water around your pop addiction who cares just do what you want

I dont get it with all this shit on it just a blended drink lol or I would have died already 

 

the only real viable option I see for everyone in power is if they are raping and eating kids and stuff like that then they must be taken care of and eradicated here and new power structures formed so if all celebs royalty and politicians etc sorry you need to be in a compassionate supermax for your whole life or lethally injected and a new power structure put in place that does not accept this shit from everyone they are trying to normalize DJT being into kids and people are pretty disgusted by that but what can we do everyone that is into this shit has masonic armed guards protecting them its just not going to continue sorry it may fly on other realities or dimensions but not this ONE we are too evolved and too loving and creative for all that so go back to hell where you all came from and yes I will fight to the death over this NWO masonic shit taking place and we are all stuck here fighting to the death for all of eternity and all of known time on crystal meth raping and drinking blood and murdering and doing this for all of known reality fucken duh? who would want to be on meth for 2300 days?

 

 

listen up buttercups nobody cares if you are into gay shit its just when its like someone under the age of consent that is when the muscle studs of society will beat you to a pulp and if society does not take care of you they all will they think their pedo shit will fly here sorry it wont and you will all be locked up in prison for what you have done to kids u think you can hide behind the masons LOL good luck I already saved an ex of mine from a kreepcatchers sting I wont do it anymore you are on your own you are gonna get beat down every single one of you that rapes people

 One of the tactics the masons use as well thru their police services on gay people and indigenous is falsely accusing them of what they themselves are guilty of as a whole sex crimes incest etc to smear the young gay guy or two spirit (or MJ) to make them kill themselves when they are cornered and cant see a way out   sorry but the ones that live through that will be advocates against this type of police and masonic brutality (how many people smeared and are in jail over this false sex shit) and we will fight you every day until our last breath for this injustice this shit wont fly either sorry nerds just because you are gay does not mean you are into kiddies this is not 1987 anymore we dont lock up people based on that shit anymore people are into different stuff like gender benders and other stuff now like non binaries but straight gay bi whatever alien keep it above the age of consent or you will simply be executed its simple 

they are incapable of smiling and having a good time - me I love to laugh at myself and other things all day I really feel enlightenment is actually around how much you laugh and smile

 

I have gone thru thousands of lottery budgets and the one that seems to stick is like doing very little with the money but locking half in annuity the other half in investments and about a 3rd in crypto and metals and other alternatives that all pay out a certain amount every month to live off for $2m that is roughly $13k my stupid ass is like oh buy a condo and all your friends clothes and some gold and shit and see whats left lol

 

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I dunno what to do I check my sites on mobile they seem to be fine I think i will just leave them a few days lol will try taking the security settings a bit off they say if no money is exchanged you dont need them anyway oh fucken why I am i on websites when I know very little lol thankfully I have mother blogspot watching everything or I would be lost lol

 

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