I am at a really comfortable debt to income ratio like I would not really take on more debt at this point I hear about people with 37 credit cards and I am like wtf !!! if i got a windfall I would make rash decisions about it like paying off credit cards and consumer debt and totally wiping the slate clean but for now it is what it is and I am not gonna say abstain from it all just do your best only take on what you can afford hahaha like dont have 12 credit cards simply cause you are accepted hahaha I could never get a mortgage owing someone hundreds of thousands is fucken nuts I would rather rent for my whole life than have that commitment

 

its funny the brain like I planned out this whole mothers day dinner of steak and gravy pasta like what mom would not want that lol got a super strange wide noodle I have never seen before its kind of in between a fettucine and a lasagne and looks cool but like the steak strips I got are already cooked so only need to fry them for a minute or so and they taste really good like they are bbq so that is good but like my brain when I am sleep deprived is like oh cancel your mothers day order she is a bitch/witch for what she did to you in 1994 that one day and then just forget about her that day and get a refund and buy yourself something nice and I go to sleep and wake up all loving again lol so funny it was a funny mothers day like I went between about 10 different plans and tried ordering a few times with another grocery store a totally different idea and it did not work at all so went back to my original plan and paid a week ahead the issue with wal mart is there is not much original or really well made deli food so you just trudge along on boxed and packaged stuff and do not complain about what is offered or you get banned lmao my poor mother has to live with me this whole time hahaha so gotta be nice to her sometimes hahaha

 But yeah got some lemonade (with lemons) and like a few other things like dessert and cheese croissants to eat with dinner it was all under $60 so yeah last mothers day I think I could only afford a few cans of tuna for tuna melts so moving on up lolz the issue I was also having is my mom does not eat a lot of junk so like I was like oh she wont like that x100 and rinse and repeat and I have tons of anxiety so I thought making something from scratch instead of with 1000 chemicals in it would be best hahaha I was like well the can of gravy might have a bunch of stuff in it but thats it lol 

if there is a new covid I will just walk around in a welding helmet lol or like a tactical mask that does not actually filter anything I would rather get whatever is the disease of the day than have to mouth breathe all day

 

I love my budgeting lmao $28 on starbucks card so YES I can get a coffee frapuccino before I clean my kitchen volunteer role in the morning and if I am out I think I have like $20 on my subway card sometimes I do get a sandwich but usually just interested in a pop most of the time and pop is ok to drink and stuff as long as you are not drinking like 700 litres of it a day like can or two a week or a 2L like once a month dont fucken drown yourself in that shit or they will have to amputate your legs off lmao everything in moderation and like just chill with stuff take greens and drink lots of water around your pop addiction who cares just do what you want

I dont get it with all this shit on it just a blended drink lol or I would have died already 

 

the only real viable option I see for everyone in power is if they are raping and eating kids and stuff like that then they must be taken care of and eradicated here and new power structures formed so if all celebs royalty and politicians etc sorry you need to be in a compassionate supermax for your whole life or lethally injected and a new power structure put in place that does not accept this shit from everyone they are trying to normalize DJT being into kids and people are pretty disgusted by that but what can we do everyone that is into this shit has masonic armed guards protecting them its just not going to continue sorry it may fly on other realities or dimensions but not this ONE we are too evolved and too loving and creative for all that so go back to hell where you all came from and yes I will fight to the death over this NWO masonic shit taking place and we are all stuck here fighting to the death for all of eternity and all of known time on crystal meth raping and drinking blood and murdering and doing this for all of known reality fucken duh? who would want to be on meth for 2300 days?

 

 

listen up buttercups nobody cares if you are into gay shit its just when its like someone under the age of consent that is when the muscle studs of society will beat you to a pulp and if society does not take care of you they all will they think their pedo shit will fly here sorry it wont and you will all be locked up in prison for what you have done to kids u think you can hide behind the masons LOL good luck I already saved an ex of mine from a kreepcatchers sting I wont do it anymore you are on your own you are gonna get beat down every single one of you that rapes people

 One of the tactics the masons use as well thru their police services on gay people and indigenous is falsely accusing them of what they themselves are guilty of as a whole sex crimes incest etc to smear the young gay guy or two spirit (or MJ) to make them kill themselves when they are cornered and cant see a way out   sorry but the ones that live through that will be advocates against this type of police and masonic brutality (how many people smeared and are in jail over this false sex shit) and we will fight you every day until our last breath for this injustice this shit wont fly either sorry nerds just because you are gay does not mean you are into kiddies this is not 1987 anymore we dont lock up people based on that shit anymore people are into different stuff like gender benders and other stuff now like non binaries but straight gay bi whatever alien keep it above the age of consent or you will simply be executed its simple 

they are incapable of smiling and having a good time - me I love to laugh at myself and other things all day I really feel enlightenment is actually around how much you laugh and smile

 

I have gone thru thousands of lottery budgets and the one that seems to stick is like doing very little with the money but locking half in annuity the other half in investments and about a 3rd in crypto and metals and other alternatives that all pay out a certain amount every month to live off for $2m that is roughly $13k my stupid ass is like oh buy a condo and all your friends clothes and some gold and shit and see whats left lol

 

Russia deports man over his rave review of a mini skirt

Russia deports man over his rave review of a mini skirt: "Beautiful skirt! Hides not only the flaws of the figure, but even the fact that I'm a guy."

I dunno what to do I check my sites on mobile they seem to be fine I think i will just leave them a few days lol will try taking the security settings a bit off they say if no money is exchanged you dont need them anyway oh fucken why I am i on websites when I know very little lol thankfully I have mother blogspot watching everything or I would be lost lol

 

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so the porno facists just struck me by simply turning off several of my .coms

nothing ever happens to regular people and nothing ever will - they operate covertly -no name -no corporation -hidden- if suddenly you get millions of dollars and fame congrats u have made it haha but for most of us we all seemingly have no voice or no pedigree and no standing so only their sex and murder cultists get any money now or recognition so if anything ever happens to you like take a bit of advice do not step on others to get to the top and be warned -one wrong decision based in evil if u are a good person will bring ur catastrophic downfall 

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the funny thing about the church is if it is ever silenced it curtails all religious freedoms/rights so yeah I always played them at their own game

If the current attempts at silencing my websites go on and on for months I will consider approaching a legal society to file a $100,000,000 lawsuit primarily to googles blogspot for loss of income for EACH website that is down and taken offline simply on presidential decree and on behalf of closet case secret societies that are against any current laws in place they are sending me a message by keeping my five or so sites that have true merit but maliciously taken my barron and all porn blogs offline to kind of intimidate and silence me but they think this will really affect me in some way I can either fight it or move onto other things for awhile or a combo of both now one of my sites has a dangerous site label etc I have always sort of expected the church to go offline at some point and myself placed under house arrest by the state and new world order for advocacy against the brutality of freemasons and the police for example it goes with the territory not many men these days actually have a pair of nuts sorry I am a very powerful two spirit so mess with the best die like the rest fuckers