I get a lot of (tons) sexual energies my way at times which is ironic for an asexual buddhist monk it can be frustrating honestly but its what I get for having a digital sexuality I kind of have a rule to not have any type of physical interaction sexually for my own safety and sanity but yeah a lot of people cant take that or help themselves around me and just self destruct (npc) when they get into my zone cause I have such a magnificent radiance about me that they just cant tolerate its twink muscle syndrome and a really cool pornographer outlook but I have to admit it can be challenging sometimes lol I try and use meditation and weed and stuff to help but like asexuals dont just deny it all we need to release tension too its just different for a lot of people like to just shut off physical intimacy and to deny it in relationship just makes people around me go bonkersville lmao its comical at times to notice but yeah oh well I know how Larry Flynt felt now lol I am like a carrier (like a disease) of advanced freemason secrets through my sex acts with very powerful daddies so I dont want to transfer that via the butt to anyone since most people would not be able to handle all that I just stay chill about it all people assume I have a secret sex life or something because I am into porn online and asexual in real life-like I just dont care deal with it or get counselling over it all leave me the fuck out of it lol the world is insane cause guys are given tons of powerful satanic and masonic energies they cant control through their fucken microdicks its sad and rank and 99% of em are bent pervs like fucked in the head or something
I have the same fantastic and immense + incredible curse/sync structure as michael jackson as a Non mason if u can imagine so what a blessing like to affect the world in that way but I am so quiet I dont know if I can do it- he could do it but I realize he probably really struggled with it all it was all so normal to him just for me is like would rather do banksy style fame with my twinks art lol
have like just under $2800 in payments for material things a $1600 loan all about $220 a month for that stuff and 3 credit cards really low amounts like my credit score was almost 700 in oct but then got greedy for debt and it fell quite a bit but i figure with rent reporting to the credit bureau and stuff I will be pretty full of it in a few months with all these debt instruments but like I thought about each one for many weeks like what is important to me and with the state of the world I wanted a good home environment so taking on some material items made sense its just funny listening to the debt show like be anti debt but for a lot of people its the only way they can afford shit and if you dont get too greedy its all manageable but like people wonder why you would do all this and is like well I just can and its my life to mess up not like I owe them $380,000 or anything I would be selling my hot hole all day to rich old grampas for $200 lol
I think i am here well into my 90's lol just a bit much lol like the world will be unrecognizable in even 10 years its a lot of fear like what if what if for a ton of stuff but maybe I will be okay who knows just some gold and investments and safety would be nice instead of trudging along all day lol cant even build up an emergency fund but I know people I love would help me if I needed it I dont worry too much just cant even afford socks or like normal food at this point hahaha I know its 100x worse for more junior gay and lesbians in the USA so I try not to complain too much could be 10x worse for me but it isnt
is our technical dimension in a state of apocalypse or collapse and are we also in hell or purgatory here where satanists control everything? why all the chaos and brutality under (1) man it was not like this even a few years ago so our peace and compliance and sensibility AND civility was a total lie and an illusion like should we all be fearful now as a non freemason of being arbitrarily executed at any time in the foreseeable future? or for example hundreds of thousands or possibly millions of us taken to gas chambers to be tortured and killed or are we going to be okay?
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