I get a lot of (tons) sexual energies my way at times which is ironic for an asexual buddhist monk it can be frustrating honestly but its what I get for having a digital sexuality I kind of have a rule to not have any type of physical interaction sexually for my own safety and sanity but yeah a lot of people cant take that or help themselves around me and just self destruct (npc) when they get into my zone cause I have such a magnificent radiance about me that they just cant tolerate its twink muscle syndrome and a really cool pornographer outlook but I have to admit it can be challenging sometimes lol I try and use meditation and weed and stuff to help but like asexuals dont just deny it all we need to release tension too its just different for a lot of people like to just shut off physical intimacy and to deny it in relationship just makes people around me go bonkersville lmao its comical at times to notice but yeah oh well I know how Larry Flynt felt now lol I am like a carrier (like a disease) of advanced freemason secrets through my sex acts with very powerful daddies so I dont want to transfer that via the butt to anyone since most people would not be able to handle all that I just stay chill about it all people assume I have a secret sex life or something because I am into porn online and asexual in real life-like I just dont care deal with it or get counselling over it all leave me the fuck out of it lol the world is insane cause guys are given tons of powerful satanic and masonic energies they cant control through their fucken microdicks its sad and rank and 99% of em are bent pervs like fucked in the head or something