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People may believe in one thing over another which is fine, I think the days of Catholicism is over because we have a new urban intelligensta taking over and these people don’t believe in taking wafers in the tongue or doing weird rituals like drinking the blood of Christ

The people of today believe in things like = Porn, techno, matrix philosophy, nature, organics, money, masturbation to transvestite porn etc lol I am sorry to say but the people of today are born into quite the futurist quagmire, they don’t believe in thousands year old philosophy but rather one that preaches acceptance, and love over hate and ridicule

The believers of today do believe in things like gay adoption, and furries and let alone the rest of the society that just clicks by trying to understand some thousands year old religion

When I think of religion I think of love, enlightenment, poverty, faith, happiness, ascension, evolution and this means accepting the way that humanity is evolving to the degree that it encapsulates growth within individual minds

Many are thrown off by things like microchipping, porn, drugs, and aliens

But what if these things brought us a certain degree of enlightenment in their own regard

It is time we started a faith based on matrix warriors and millennium warriors beliefs – the ones that would pop 2 caps of xtacy to have a good night or surf from sounding to latex porn the people that would gladly grind one out for their own level of satisfaction and happiness

A church that preaches against masturbation and self love is one to deny because it releases tension built up in the soul. A church that preaches against gay love and marriage and adoption is one to ignore, a church that preaches against love, happiness and evolution is one to ignore

I am always side tracked by the people that believe in religion per se, you would think after years of going to church and partaking in rituals that they would be open, loving, accepting and have honour

But it seems quite the opposite

Living ones life to the fullest seems to be the greatest sin and with that many people feel they are sinning day in day out when reaching for the highest ascension and the most rightful choice will always bring the right event evolution wise

Were all going to heaven and it is gonna be one insane rave in the sky blogbuddies

-          Shaun A. Delage

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70,000 word memoir from 1999-2005

70,000 Word Memoir rough draft @ Shaun Delage

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Persistance in ones spiritual quest takes skill and patience…meanwhile one has many other commitments to take care of while growing spiritually and etherically and one needs patience because time itself is somewhat of an illusion but when the hours tick by and the days slowly tick by we all wonder where we are going.

I would like to meet the individual(s) responsible for this realm, because it seems to favor a giant pyramid scheme and eccentric millionaires rather than the rest of the populace and one could never reach that level when they are so hopelessly involved with the system and its goals

One thing that peaks my interest is interacting with older generations at times I mean you talking to a ninety year old to get their impressions of the world.

But also I wonder of my own higher self and what goals it has for me, and what I am here to do.

I have strived to alleviate boredom by writing novels and such and they may never pay off but publishing is not a matter of if, it is when I get published so I am not too worried

When one has spiritual goals and they are living in a virtual prison state and guarded by forces we cannot begin to understand to forward the future, and the future is currently happening, you yourself are ninety years old this very moment just a bit immature for ninety but I have no doubts I am currently in a realm as well that is trying desperately to have me learn my lessons and form my own opinion of things

Forwarding oneself spiritually amidst so much illusion definitely takes skill, I mean it is almost perplexing for one to try and begin to ask questions…why wasn’t I born a cat, why wasn’t I born in a slum in india etc and these can literally drive a person insane, while I have skater kicks to wear somebody in Africa is using bottles for shoes and one can literally be driven mad trying to figure out why you are so lucky

I am sure some people that made mega money were never dreaming of what they would do with their first million while writing their book, no they were just trying to express themselves and make their story told, and in a way this is what I am on a path to do, it would be nice of my book to sell 17 million copies because this is the nature of the realm we live in exclusive of copyright laws, and a generally restrictive prison populace where nobody really has the time to forward a residual income let alone live pay cheque to pay cheque

I was thinking of the queens wealth and how she could pretty much wipe the USA’s debt clean and in a way she doesn’t have much to do with America but it is unfortunate that power is given in the form of a figurehead rather than a faculty of presidents, kind of like the supreme court because people begin to understand the other spectrum of it when a person like Stephen harper or George bush gets into power and there is literally nothing anybody can do, and no regular chav could become a president or prime minister you have to be financed and have many millions ten times over to bring yourself that much power and this is an unfortunate part of our society

In a way I don’t think I have all the answers but when you begin to ask questions, the world opens up to you.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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THE REAL AHMADINEJAD -.-DONT BELIEVE PROPAGANDA

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I have genuinely questioned the role of my manifesto many times since publishing it, to me it means something but to some stranger on the net it may just be an entertaining read. For me it is personal because I was the one that wrote it.

Libel has never concerned me since it is all based in the truth but being sued has crossed my mind, but usually people sue over defamation of character

For me it provides a document to aid my readers on the church to be able to trust my instruction more.
It has worked in varying degrees, although I do regret informing people I was ‘crushing’ on because it caused them to run the other way at mach 3 lol

I always thought that if it is my soulmate then non of what I have written would bother him much

It does offer genuine proof that I am a trusted anti everything but unlike icke or jones whom are rumored to be masons the same could not be construed in my case because I not only named people responsible for my own monarch sciences program but put their pictures and a description of why they are on the manifesto and truth is half the people that read it won’t know who they are but me

In a way it also proves that I am over with many parts of my life and if somebody was to say bring criminal charges against me or civil I could provide the published manifesto as proof that I am not criminally responsible for my actions

In a way it has been many tears and many laughs in the process of the manifesto and many deletion crazes and in a way I am not looking to profit from my story or manifesto like cathy o’brien and her book but I provide the manifesto to all who ask and without a fee

Some of it is the grandiose claims of a former sex trade worker, other part of it are the rituals involving supreme royalty, others there are checkerboard influenced illusion and most of it is pretty damn funny after the fact and I don’t mind people laughing at my story if it will bring them some level of enlightenment with the right wrong philosophy

I actually made it funny in a few parts so that people will be able to take in the information on a lighter note rather than read some gory details or whatever because a true enlightened prophet would most likely use humor to help another attain enlightenment

The only thing I am looking to profit from is creativity at this point. Nobody is really buying art but that’s okay at least I get bragging rights. I still have dreams of opening a cat kennel and publishing my novels but that will take time. Most people these days are living cheque to cheque and it is not anger that fills me but rather a wonderous feeling that people get to enjoy my art as it is

There may be a time when my art explodes or my novels and they all tie in together in one great art and literary movement

Recently I won $1200 in giftcards to a supermarket and that is awesome news – it means my attracting wealth meditations are working and I just want it all to happen NOW haha

I strongly feel these days, with a loving and supportive partner by my side, and two cats and a home that I have the full faculty to attain and hold on to wealth constructively

It definitely helps having somebody close that doesn’t spend their income as fast as I do, Me I can spend a thousand in 15 minutes as the great divine soul will see when my giftcards are shipped and they will laugh

Maybe life is gradual tests and who knows, I watch a show call real housewives and I get to observe people with massive amounts of wealth but they don’t have the slightest clue whats going on outside of their comfort zone and this is sad

Mainly each person is given a massive amount of time to do whatever and most people spend it clubbing, working, television, and whatever else makes up their day

But to a true enlightened being to say I spend my time cooking, reading, meditating, writing, editing, contesting, blogging, preaching, and loving.........
 people tend to wonder because it does sound like I live a fuller life than the average gamer or soap opera fanatic but I need my downtime too

It is great to read diversively because I can go from conspiracy novel to alien abduction to clairvoyance in a heartbeat and not skip a beat but people tend to just input programming from the system to live their lives and generally don’t spend much time creating things so a pseudo output frequency rather than just regurgitating information from the pyramid scheme

It is funny to stumble on somebody online that thinks the same way I do because I swear it numbers 1 to 1000 and I have met quite a few and stay buddies with based on our comparative interests

I don’t really bother myself with the 2012 paranoia these days because I believe simply, our society is too vulnerable and brittle to collapse and we are losing people to this paranoia as time clicks down and we are losing creativity because people are too damn scared or occupied to be creative

It would be neat to publish my novel in 2013 or 2014 or 2015 because it shows that I have done my work and my lifes purpose and most of the time people spend telling me how it is not going to get published yet they cant listen to my other end arguments of how it is going to get published they have no capacity

It’s almost as if the system doesn’t want to be changed at all other than its selected pawns and when somebody comes out with their first novel and becomes a bestseller because it is a novel that people want to read again and again and then cry for it to become a movie.

My novels are so bizarre and so trendy that they would have no problem getting picked up and I even have an invitation by JK ROWLINGS literary agent to review my work when it is done so haha funny

I strongly believe it is my lifes goal to write these books, to reawaken rave culture, to help furries into the mainstream and to be a good writer but these things take time, I would love to be a millionaire by 35 but I may need a lil divine intervention before then haha

Keep your heads up tigers

The future is BEAUTIFUL

-          Shaun A. Delage

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I’ve been reading quite a bit lately and they say that is how you become enlightened. I hardly doubt the hypnotic glare of the television will make people enlightened you tend to go into a catatonic state, and people say what the heck do I do without a television?

It is funny because I don’t have one these days and spend time reading books on mobipocket reader which is a scrolling software program for ebooks, with a site like the resistance library there isn’t a shortage of information to input.

I see remnants of a police state all around, because we don’t have people riling in an enlightened state but rather emotionless pawns that are propped up simply because they have to be doing what they do.

If we were in an enlightened state people would well, look enlightened, an almost glazed over look in their eyes a bright smile, calm and relaxed demeanor and focused on a compassionate dialogue

Its almost as if we have been programmed to be cruel insensitive people that just squirm their way from sale to sale and this is a funny notion because if you buy one get one free people will enmasse to your store in droves and push and shove until they get the last one

In more ancient cultures you bargain and say well I will buy 1000 of those nuts if you give me a good deal on them. Only in capitalist society are we given the absolute and final price for an item and that is it – no bargaining.

I have no doubts still, that all the electronic voting systems we have in place hence the mark your vote and they feed it into a machine apparatus is completely criminal and these systems are what we use in north America Britain and commonwealth countries

It is almost cruel of the system to throw a liberalized government and have a few blissful years then a conservative right wing government in your face for something like 8 years to terrorize the population further

It seems that is all that is running the world in 2012 is conservative ideology and I tell you that fifty years backwards and who put us here but a plethora of secret societies that finance multi millionaires into being voted in, but they also use psychological operations to achieve their final result with kushy love in commercials with grand daddy prime minister in a sweater by the fireplace they don’t actually show them doing things like drinking blood and doing incest, blood oaths, and other things they need to do to get to that amount of power

In my country it is completely a lost cause until 2015 (Canada)

Then knowing the psychological operations they will be voted in for another mandate

When things like abortion should be protected, freedoms and rights and dignities of humans, social services, education and housing, native rights, gay rights, women’s rights, disabled rights, the freedom to protest, the civil service,  the freedom to smoke marijuana until your blue in the face, the freedom to end your life if you so choose, etc

But it seems these are all being attacked at will by these conservatives running the entire globe, blame freemasons, blame USA, blame bilderburg, blame everyone because everyone has a part.

So here we are and we awaken in the matrix in a full slave state, an apocalypse time, a financial meltdown, chaos, cannibals, propaganda making us believe people eat each others faces on 420

Frankly it makes me sick being in one of the most liberal countries in the world yet we have the most insane bible belt ideology running the country. People in power abuse their power and you never really know until you have to utilize government services how bad of a mess we are all in

The government hates its citizens yet feeds off our trillions in taxes

I don’t believe in 2012 much these days I mean what the hell is one gonna do with 3 months of food then what ?  or even a room or a football stadium it is all bound to run out at some point so if anything does happen well... just meditate away lol but if it clicks by like y2k you will feel pretty damn sick after spending 10K on your credit card to finance the endtime dream and there is so much illusion in the world. I know I go back and forth on this subject but we are all under some level of neuro hypnosis so my excuse is formidable

Anyways wanted to say thanks to the people that read 16,000 of my posts that is awesome considering each post is approximately 3 pages in word (48,000 pages read) so thanks and take care blogbuddies

-          Shaun A. Delage

A fallout map, based only on one of the six reactors melting down, shows the widespread deposition of nuclear particles across a huge geographic region

Almost at 16,000 discourses read !!!! Thanks to my devoted disciples :)

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The world and its pains, I cant help but ponder Michael Alig’s release date, sometime in 2016 and the striking similarities between his murder case and that of Magnotta’s…they both cut somebody to pieces and this is the desperation of the system around us and its pressures, essentially one cannot be fully blamed for their actions when most of us are lead around by unseen forces for sometimes decades at a time or be it with luciferian forces or whatever …mainly most of us are lead around by ritual, because we have too, we have families that need us, debts that need to be paid, people to feed, and nobody wants to be homeless

It is true that the United states has the most poverty for being the wealthiest nation and by far the most racist and bigoted nation by far, of course we have things being rumored like a total systemic collapse in about 5 months and nobody knows what will happen, if there are kind old thousands years old greys landing to take care of us and nurture us, or if the kill switch will be hit rendering technology useless or if the time will just tick by and nada nothing, same old vibe same old sphere

In a way I don’t want to believe in a systemic collapse, but it would be almost divine if it did happen and we were returned to our ancient roots, and I wonder about divinity constantly and where was divinity in the case of these two gay men, or perhaps the young girl that was left to fend for herself in the rainforest her entire life…Perhaps divinity is an illusion of sorts or a plethora of illusion instituted by the worlds faiths but I only need to look at what I type here for example, or the force that keeps me breathing or my heart beating to understand the true nature of the possibility of god(s)

Or you look around at the material nature of our planet or the infrastructure and understand that we may be in a luciferian domain, if there was a god, they would never make us slave endlessly just to survive and make it. In more ancient cultures doing nothing meant you were living, this tiring need to be doing something with your life… out here in rural life I am left alone in peace and just meditate like a monk and maybe that is my purpose in life…I have accomplished quite a bit in the last few years, enough to last a lifetime…done 1500 pieces of art – have 334 for sale, wrote two novels, done a masters degree, became ordained.

It is only in western society that we have the need to judge others to tiring ends, those that don’t fit the mould and are not propping up the luciferian ethic in any way are judged quite harshly, and how I feel sometimes, when a 20 year old has a $10,000 credit limit and I am 30 and don’t even have a credit card.

This is by choice however, when I paid it off I handed it back-I was pleased to be rid of it in entirety and people look at me like I am an elephant for wanting a $500 credit limit. Now since I handed it back nobody will even grant me that amount in credit so it seems like I am somewhat of an exile.

I am just thankful that I don’t have to be in prison for my actions, because the luciferian master had its hold over my life for almost a decade after some crimes, sex work and a sort of ritual with her majesty but really living life in freedom without having your freedom taken away brutally seems to be the only thing going at the moment.

So many are suffering around the world this very moment and so many beings are trapped here and imprisoned by gravity in this dimension. I believe strongly in parallel realities given my interdimensional travel and dream state so I know that the waking world is somewhat of an illusion and the dreamworld can be construed as somewhat of a reality or vice versa depending on how you see it.

The world can be pain after pain and most are so hopelessly dependent on the system to survive they are almost taxed wondering what will happen in 5 months, here we have older people so dependent on medications, when they see the sites online devoted to 2012, many want to commit suicide, or the obese 700 lb person that is frightened because they cant even walk around the block, or the people so needing employment they are one cheque away from being on the street, or the countless people so traumatized by the system that they need to really muster up enough courage to live day by day

It is a rather unkind system that plays tricks on us and promotes this cruelty in our daily lives, by forcing us to work tiring and exhausting slavery just to survive while the super rich ride around in 12 car motorcades, or just simply waving the possibility of a total systemic collapse in our face has enough people in tears and in fear, just the disregard for poverty and those that lack motivation, it almost seems like its bound to happen and bound not to happen so were at an impasse

I can tell you with one of the only Canadian political manifestos published I may be the first to go, but also may be the first to get a commodore position in the new world order, because I had guts to name the people responsible for my trauma state

We have the future were  gearing up for, and nobody can really tell what the future looks like or holds, it may be a one world government with freedoms, it may be restrictive policies amidst a utopian paradise, it may be to have you work in a communist or socialist environment where people are picked up from the homes and driven to work duty but maybe that is what we need

Part of me being so accepting with the future is basically my dependence on alternative media for a well founded viewpoint of the world. David Icke and Alex Jones, illuminatimatrix are perhaps some of the most racist and homophobic sites I have encountered and this troubles me, because if they are the enlightenment that they broadcast- being able to pronounce the queen a reptoid or reptis or being able to bullhorn the sauris bilderburgers then why cant they have the guts to accept shining sexuality as a gift from the divine, no matter where you look straight people hate gay people and vice versa and this has been going on since the last reset

They will never eradicate sexuality because even animals are gay and lesbian and bisexual

So for some beings to openly preach enlightenment and not even hold enlightenment in their souls is a paradox. Truth is most people without power don’t hate each other, they accept their neighbours and loved ones as just living it out with them side by side in the fight

It must be terrifying to be living in this time, and I know because I am here, the astral world is rife with horrors and there are beings so dark and disgusting that is where they rest torturing us while we sleep and we have literally no control over it, depending if you’re on the god of dreams good side or bad, it seems like I have literally proven myself as an astral warrior in thousands of scenarios laid out before my brain while I sleep yet somehow I cant get it right, I am in line with being an astral thief still, and I have not been able to eradicate this side of me, which makes me think that I have been hardwired to be in my current existence as is, as a karmically unfortunate being that has killed a whole village in my roman or greek time life.

I am changing my life for the better and am happy that I am not able to carry pain or sickness from the astral nature, but in a way when you dive into a pool of moss and mildew and you wake up almost heaving it has transferred itself into your reality

I am changing my being for the better and this divine nature has inspired me because it is very shy and never wants to be seen, but it is in forms of sexuality or a good meal, or some kindness, or a smile somebody gives you. The satanist forces want to be noticed and are in everywhere you can possibly imagine in egotist pursuit. I am not here to play a game so to speak but to keep surviving until the very end, when that will be in 2070 when I pass away or in 2012 from nuclear radiation or 2012 or whatever that is not up to me to decide or perhaps I did choose when I depart, I may never know the answers or it may never be comprehensible until that day when I take my last breath but until then I am going to stay on divinity’s side as an ordained minister of god and divine creativity, the power that keeps you seeing, breathing, thinking and being creative. For what else is there? Evil? I think not, !!

-          An enlightened beings purpose is to help others that are in bondage and suffering and to also give energy and tools to alleviate suffering rather than putting the person down more paths of suffering.

-          Shaun A. Delage      

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“Making it” or so to speak in such a time is endearing to say the least but troublesome for a fair number of people… many just hopelessly plug the pyramid scheme along which is fine but others with the qualities leadership currently despises is having a difficult time nevertheless

In an all out fascist Masonic quasi political dictatorship rife with corruption and criminality…agriculture that is almost non existent, Hollywood that is overflowing with sellout souls, art galleries that aren’t buying, restaurants that are struggling to keep their tables at even half capacity, unseen and hidden world war 3 soon to encapsulate the entire globe, 2012 on the horizon, schools that seem like prison camps, music that is just programming you, movies that are baseless formless and void of any real entertainment, structured financial meltdown, monarch sciences operating full on, lower beings being harnessed enmasse into our realm, a prison planet that is guarded by a celestial spider web, leaders and VIPS engaging in things like murder and cannibalism who would want to really become something in this state of affairs

I have always advocated for a residual income over employment and to not do what everyone else is doing, but so many are struggling to hold onto their jobs and their income, my advice may not resonate

Some, cannot even fathom a residual income, nor can they devote a ten year long quest to writing their first novel…it seems when you start on your quest the system and its inhabitants try their best to stop you early on…not like I am left with any choice in my own personal quest…writing novels and doing art seems better than staring at bugs or a wall all night lol

Me, I am struggling to define myself artistically and this I find a challenge in such a litigious nazi like brethren look out for brethren society…seems the dictatorship doesn’t even have to rule the masses, we have grown adept at policing each other’s actions to the point of nausea

I have discovered this in my art, which I admit are images taken from the net and believed to be public domain since there is no watermark or anything and I alter them more than 30% and use only about 10% of the image and create art with it- it seems we have exhausted all avenues of art to tiring ends

When somebody comes along and trailblazes I am met with hostility everywhere I go about it and I don’t care, it is funny when somebody says “according to the terms of service of the site were on you cant upload that art” I only laugh because I would love to get sued for my art- it is the publicity I need haha

They don’t understand that collage is an art form and that I as an aries have invented my very own perpetual rave art movement and that I challenge the meaning of art…the thing is nobody really knows how I can do my art and simply debase it as childish cut and paste

My method will remain a secret but art is in the eye of the beholder not in the status quo, currently I am listed in two newspapers for my art site Canada wide, another condo owners newspaper is in the works and I am working with a press release software to come out with an official announcement of my virtual gallery opening, I think now is the time to do the art and bring it in the open, when the newspapers aren’t rife with classified after classified to ponder only about 30 or so and bam there is a raver art link – perfect!

I am also in the like god knows what edit of my first book and a creative edit of my 2^nd – I have found a way to express myself and it is a mighty retirement fund, meanwhile I scrape by with a modest monks pension and I am thinking how fortunate I am to be alive and kicking to witness this time in our age the time of reawakening, perhaps the time when we put all the sellouts to death who knows haha but I am not waging a war, I happen to enjoy the systems we have in place, I just can’t stand sellouts using them for their own deeds to make themselves richer than beyond imagination while the rest of us scrape by so some reclusive billionaire could have another million or so tacked onto his fortune, it doesn’t make sense to me, this system we are all housed in will never make sense, but the struggle we all go through does.

Not many people have 300 pieces of art they can market on a website but I do and it is glorious, not that I have much sales but it is fun to at least try !!

So I guess the point to my discourse is to follow your dreams even though it may seem like they will go nowhere, you never know where you will end up, perhaps the same as yesterday or perhaps you could have 2.2 million in publishers royalties in your savings account

At least start your first chapter, invent a new method of doing art, start your first blog posting, do a video, sing a song, paint a picture, meditate on fortune or love and at last of all – don’t do what everyone else is doing, watching, saying, or believing.

Challenge authority and hold it accountable and be shining YOU

-          Shaun A. Delage

Interdimensional astral travel 4.0

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In the middle of the farm with sheep one of the sheep bit of a kids tongue and there was this other part of the mansion that had these sea creatures and I got to operate the sound system and some women got super mad at me, and it was all done by a camera or something then I talked to a guy without an eye he gave me two joints and he was talking about going on a screen (his face) a massive complex this party farm

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I could fly by flapping my arms and jumping off cliffs and nobody else could going by expansive valleys and ocean front and I would cast off in a crowd of people and watch them all point to me flying like a rubber chicken !

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Saved 4 kids from abuse by their father and took guardianship over them, it was all done in an opera and told them they would never have to live a life like that again. The dad punched them right in the face and I said that is unacceptable so I called 9-11 and contacted the fire dept and told them I was willing to go to court for the kidz

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Feasting because I reported the abuse and we went on a tram and had a feast in every location. It was an awards ceremony of sorts for me and the kids.

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Travelled really far and ended up in a small town and met a family with one kid and the kid was an adult and the whole family was into the bible and jesus and we went into a big city and tried to pawn 6 or 7 gold items and two watches didn’t pass the litmus test but a few necklaces did, and we were off to Toronto with this blonde haired guy.

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I was chasing after this guy with other worldly powers and I had a steak knife on me to get him and chased him he was weird had deathly powers he could strangle people with a switch in his brain and I chased him thru the mall and he died his hair blue and finally caught him and triple cuffed him and we were celebrating then he jumped out of the building to his death.

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It seemed I could jump into the future while I was in the future my mom was going through a tough time it seemed like an alternate future where she had aids. I was in a  dingy version of her apartment and I discovered this piece of copper on me that could alter reality. I put the copper on a card and it could decorate the house with anything imaginable wallpaper, cupboards flooring furniture etc and I would take the copper off the card and it would go back to normal, same ol dingy

I was walking through the future Victoria BC a hundred years from now and I came across an old factory so I used the copper and blew into a horses mouth and it came alive and started galloping the factory people were shocked. I guess the horse died. I walked through this bioethics section and people were having sex and then I saw this hot boy and said wanna suck me and he said no I need something bigger and I used the copper and materialized a body builder with 15 inch x 15 inch and I said is this big enough haha and they went at it

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I was at a skool living in portables and shuttled from class to class people were pretty nice a huge disaster happened somebody was bbq’ing in the ground and it caused a fire over pride day lol I went to the hospital and hundreds of people were affected, code orange. I was just cold, so no injuries.

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I went to an awesome rave festival in a fancy hotel and I abandoned a cat for catsitting and I was trying to get to where she was in this old hotel and I saw a statue and I activated systems designed to protect the hotel anyways got back to my room and I used somebody elses credit card – the rave was awesome soother kids, sesame street ravers and total rubber ducky candy ravers.

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I made friends with some ravers – and ended up going and partying at their place and escaped military arrest via special ops on an island and drove on their atv to their home and the leader kid who was really friendly with me …I said how am I going to get home, the skytrains are closed and then the friendly guy said meanly fags can go their own way and I just said whatever and walked to an open atrium where there was some kids and a lady in a helicopter and I said hey can I catch a ride with you guys and she said sure and I shouted as we were taking off I said looks like fags are flying out in a copter anyways we took off and I noticed a van pull up and Vietnamese men jumped out and stabbed people with needles containing poison and I had a bunch of knives on me so I gave them to the copter people and we cut the mean men and the ravers came to help afterward and we took off in the van for the city because I was pretty weak.

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I was at a talk by a young queen elizabeth and I friended her nephews and we were smoking pot and listening to her give an xmas talk we took a break walked out to a dock and I almost slipped and we smoked more pot !!

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I went to a hotel with a guy and ended up exploring a city for awhile and went back to the hotel and got the bill for the room and it was ten times more than I expected and I was quoted 250 a night and had some cash on me the bill came to 450 a night plus tons of room service so I said I will pay you 400 now and the rest later and he said that was unacceptable so I went to my room, cleaned it of all the 420 cause I was in an American dimension and would have been put in prison and went downstairs and the police arrived and told them they were trying to stiff me and a guy said oh there is marijuana in the room and I said SHUT UP AND SIT DOWN they had my bags and stuff in a back room and they sicked this weird escort girl after me and walked out and flipped them the bird on the way out.

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Got kidnapped from a bus ride and was punched 20 times in the face having trouble walking …I would collapse while walking and was brought to a cult and hospital ward-I was going to go clean up and somebody had burnt or something on my ward. There was this figurehead the doctor elite and everyone else was under the influence of weird drugs in the food and human meat hot dogs. The food was good but was all drugged and human ick just so bizarre to be on this ward basically kidnapped and locked on a ward tucked away in the forest and could see Vancouver in the horizon and I tried to call 9-11 but didn’t have any luck people were blitzed and indoctrinated they gave us lashings (I got 30 lashings) one part this guy had a fishing hook on his mouth trying to hook it into another guys mouth and they showed a movie about how we were all kidnapped and brought to this ward. There was this restaurant before the bus then I ended up here – lame

This concludes my dimensional and astral travels for the month

Shaun A. Delage

ticky deer

The truth about or economic system and the worlds system lays with one considerable fact, The USA has been bankrupt since 1933 after which time emergency declarations were made and we have been in a perpetual state of war, they also used the collateral of our birth certificates and our beings as collateral for this debt. In just twenty years the federal reserve system went bankrupt hence the banks willingness to loan out tons of money it didn’t have and make us pay ten time more on it

The greatest illusion plaguing many millions of people this very moment is that the banks charge on average of 140% interest on a home mortgage but lead you to believe that you are only paying 7% or even 21%

So many people are ensnared into a virtual web and it is Satanist in nature because there may be no saving us. I don’t doubt there is a massive kill switch in place to virtually shut everything down and return us to our ancient roots. It is bound to happen at some point

We have almost exhausted our futurist conceptualization to tiring ends with no results because the secret societies have not allowed us to progress and keep us in a perpetual state of 1990

People envisioned flying cars and metallic suits by now and it is funny because you have others that believe this reality is all contrived as simply electrical impulses and a massive multiplayer online virtual world of sorts

Most of our lives can be construed as fiction but it is funny because we live in a fictional reality of sorts – the people with more wealth and power are actually the ones most indebted to the system and are trying at all ends to have the system stay in place

Even though divinity and universality are beginning to take hold in this massive concentration camp we all live in. Much of it has to do with a few puppeteers like the bush obama crime syndicate and others like the queen of England whom has been the master puppeteer for seemingly longer than anybody can remember

Whether we get returned to our more natural ancient roots and are forced to live off the land without any support whatsoever from the system or we all go out in one insane nuclear blast is beyond me but I believe people are positioned in this coming shift in reality for maximum exposure

I strongly believe it is karmic forces that have placed me in a resort community where I may be forced to live out world war 3 but I am happy here more happy than anywhere else I have been and I just wonder whether people locked into systems and matrix’s called cities are even somewhat karmically fortunate?

For a city boy to suddenly land in the forest and surrounded by hummingbirds and deer and frogs is a big adjustment to do in 2012 and it was my fear that lead me right back into the hands of my controllers the first time, but divine energy had its way and let me move back a 2^nd time and this time it is for good.

I strongly believe many of us will survive, but not people hopelessly locked into the systems avenues like materialism and vanity to name a few but also many people seem to be poverty minded or slavery minded so they will never begin to let go and lock into the natural harmonies of earth and animals to survive.

There are stories such as interstellar webs and such that keep us all confined here and space weapons that will forcibly shoot down any alien willing to come close to attempt to rescue us but I believe there is some illusion in believing we are all in space somewhere out of 12 planets etc

I believe moreso that it is a box of sorts that we are all housed in with planets and such so the truth is close but they have lied to us because there is thousands of these boxes stacked in place with the exact same self similar repeating circumstances happening across the board

I strongly believe in parallel realities and I believe I am interlocked with myself or a being like me on an other dimension, be it a lower realm or an astral realm I cannot begin to describe but when I go to sleep it is not the humdrum of hypotheticals that lul me to sleep

It is a complex story seen through my brain of me, somewhere else, a complex hypothagrim of events and scenes and stories interwoven in an amazing parallel reality site – this was afforded to me by my rave days and completely bringing myself into full comprehension and awareness of the enlightenment that the rave days of the early 90’s brought many people

This is why they don’t want us doing drugs or experimenting with things like dimensions or mediations or really altering the consciousness in any way and the resulting punishment is banishment in further prison states (secret worlds) within our reality where they throw anybody willing to question the system or expand their consciousness along with murderers rapists etc

I cant stress enough to get prepared for the coming catastrophes be in as little way as possible and begin to address your own internal illusions. Take some time to meditate by candlelight, sit quietly and welcome the information that is streamed to you via other galaxies or realities depending on your point of view but also take time to send out things like sickness, hatred, pain, abuse, trauma, sadness, anger, hostility and negativity and give it back to the earth that gave it to you

-          Shaun A. Delage

Pear Dumpling

It is an extremely terrifying time to be alive, I am thankful that I have just over a quarter decade behind me and how terrifying it must be to be a twink or twinkette just maturing in a complete police state and global financial meltdown

Luckily I have my intelligence and life experience somethings that many people don’t have or take for granted, we’re taught in western society how much you own is the makeup of your character and this is unfortunate because it provides people with a false sense of belonging

I have to say for a blog of this magnitude I am very fortunate to have some devotees and that is what you are but you are also enlightened in your own regard, and my enlightenment at times can be purely text based, I have mastered typing and storytelling and giving discourses but sometimes struggle with normal forms of communication

My art site so far has no sales, which leads me to believe first of all that my art is very bad or ahead of its time lol but for the most part I understand it is a chaotic time to be selling anything which is why I am going head on with marketing in various formats.

I have designed my own postcards in which I send to galleries and I am sure they are feeling the struggle too financially but there is always time for more art in the world, not a time to cower with my art between my legs however hehe

So I have taken out advertising in XTRA west which you can see the classified below this posting and my next course of action will be to formerly issue thousands of press releases and also continue with the classifieds (I am in xtra west and also the Calgary and Edmonton gay newspaper)

We are bombarded by advertising but I just struggle with the thoughts of how Warhol or Emily Carr did it…so my next courses of actions include the postcards, classifieds, press releases and some facebook advertising

Imagine this, I also have goals to attain my Ph.D in this time as well !!!

Kinda a crazy time to be doing these things but I have the time, thankfully and a small stipend by the government that affords me the ability to live in peace with zero stress.

I have almost put my manifesto behind me, I don’t think of it much but it is one of those things that once people read it – it changes their impressions, of me, and the world around them and shines light on the fact that anybody any old joe or susan could be being traumatized or abused this very moment by an unkind and sadistic system that is encapsulated around them

It is really tough to look at the world from the eyes of a medicated schizophrenic agoraphobic and enigmatic mind. Thankfully once my time is up here I will be hailed as a genius

Genius is often misunderstood in the moment, mocked, ridiculed, killed off almost too quick

Now I have a sanctuary in the forest and have somebody close to me, a loving partner that I can live with on my terms and this is what I have been looking for since my last breakup 4 years ago

I endlessly posted ads, mostly just to be mocked in the process but I found many people were willing to lead you on and make you believe they were the right person, after some coy sleuthing in text and emails, I usually found the person to be completely unsuitable for me after only a few emails

It is tough to date when you have a social anxiety or the stigma of a mental illness, which is why I strived to find somebody that would appreciate me for who I am and most people have this insane twitch to abuse others constantly and this is what I so casually picked up on

I have walked away from asexuality, because I believe I have some skill to offer my partner in the sexual department but it isn’t easy – I have been pretty asexual or celibate for about 12 years then a teenage hood of sexwork before that – that was not very pleasing nor satisfying just the dozens of gross old koots willing to throw hundreds of dollars on your naked body in hotel rooms astounded me, the world was ripe for the picking when I had a few minor violent encounters with some hair pulling and slapping while I was supposed to be having fun, then a Masonic inspired rape by subliminals and pawns people were ready to call me insane, maybe I was insane but my illness- to see things out of reality was the only illness I would most likely embrace. imagine coming from making $400 an hour to just under that to spend PER MONTH !!!! but I am not complaining - I am at peace with myself and the learning process and there is some deadly infections out der >:/

My diagnosis helped me tremendously, and before the financial collapse I was placed on a disability pension so my stipend is there for me to pursue my goals and dreams in small doses.

I didn’t do so well as far as being employable and found illusions in everything and everybody

I found people in employment scenarios to be cold, calculating and utter Nazis

Now I get to be a crazy artist and I love it, I have many many years before my novels will hit the mainstream and it will be time, almost when ravers seem like a flicker of the past I will revive the culture with a beautiful and amazing novel that will make anybody want to listen to a techno stream, put on some candy and buy a bottle of banana puree baby food and matching soother from the drug store and just effin dance

I am thankful that my own satanic oriented karma and actions didn’t manifest in the form of murder or violence, because that is so far from my soul it is not even funny.

Me, it manifested as an ex sex worker going nude at embassies, nunneries and universities

Kind of funny to laugh about it all now but it was terrifying at the time because I thought that if I didn’t go nude they would eat my leg

Or if I stripped at the Buddhist temple they would put robes on me and declare me a monk.

I have put my fascination with monasticism to rest because I have found their doors to be closed to me here completely –for such an open and accepting religion the Buddhist faith seems to be riddled with secrets and a secret society – nobody knows what the hell you have to do to ordain but they are not willing to ordain any new members it seems

In a sense it would have been hell to ordain, no sex, no food-after noon, no media, no books, no talking, no techno, no warmth, no hair, no anything. Kind of weird to want to attain this but it seemed appropriate considering the Buddha wanted to offer these places for people dissatisfied with the material world

Now my manifestations have brought me and cute man and a forest loft in the country, a cat that loves me –adores me actually and I have a circle of about 50 friends mostly online that also care about me

Sure beats the illusions I have been seeing in other, younger, more naïve souls.

I am pondering some higher education as well, I think this would be a good step for me, I would take out a student loan and study and then because of my disability it would be forgiven

So why not? :P

It has been a blessing to move away from a monarch sciences type scenario living with somebody constantly nattering your face off even though you seem unamused, I think I have a mean mother at times, she can be pretty cruel to me, for the most part were best buds but I found living with a middle aged woman to be a challenge not only as a gay man but somebody with various hinderances

I found her the opposite of anything I desire to be, cold, uncompassionate, materialistic, vain, neurotic, angry at times, trapped in illusion etc I just sat there endless late nights avoiding her and doing my own art projects and doing my novels, so my novels are a reflection of my isolation in wanting to create my own virtual world and play in it, and that I did. They were also a place for me to funnel my anger and sadness into.

Novel writing is a cold dark barren world, not one in which I advocate anybody to belong too but I started my projects so I am going to carry them through to the end.

Meanwhile, we have a very chaotic and crazy world we belong too and it has only intensified with the times changing into the full on 2012 police state. We have a varying distinction of those who have all the power and wealth and for the most of us those that have very little power or wealth

What it all comes down to, is who is left standing in the end. People that have millions behind their last name but only do things that they have subscribed to attain in life and not look into mystery paradox or their own god given creativity will go nowhere but forwarding the illusion state for the sheeple

There is very few people willing to put their life in the open like I have, to be studied, to be ridiculed, to be mocked, to be gabbed about but I wonder who is going to be left standing with all the power in the end

Much of the people on my manifesto are pretty wealthy and they get wealthier each day that goes by

The funny thing is that anybody on that document is free to sue me but to date no charges have been filed against me and no civil suit either in such a litigious society you would think that I would have threats or being served by now, but the funny thing is, there isn’t a damn thing anybody on my manifesto can do about it because it is based in the truth.

My only goals: the truth, power, beauty, intelligence, love, happiness, to be healthy, to be safe, enlightenment, wealth, money, authority.

-          Shaun A. Delage