i just read your blog and it sounds like you have some form of schizophrenia. you should be evaluated by some sort of doctor. sadly you might think this is a "conspiracy" too but i saw your ebay auction and it led me to your blog and it sounds like you are delusional. please dont judge me for this, but seek help for yourself instead.
Finch Wing
Monarch families are basically generational abuse bloodlines
that are bred into trauma and suffering so that they can continue the trauma on
others – there is the belief that most monarch families are hybridized
offspring of some very elite and powerful people that own you as an asset and
they would love to groom you to perpetuate trauma on others and continue the
cycle in this luciferian system we all are housed in
Conspiracy theorists wont even touch a monarch slave with a
ten foot pole
It was funny and liberating to be able to send my trauma
document – manifesto to all those involved, it was brazen and I have balls lolz
so hehe I was not taunting them I was simply making them aware that they have
contributed to the trauma state on an individual – in a way it would have been
nice to receive a response, and I have sent my document to everybody and they
all ignore me
I have sent it to the department of Indian affairs Canada,
cbc, tmz, national enquirer, icke, hiddenfromhistory and Kevin annet, newsweek,
the wall street journal rat line, CBC news, the liberal and NDP party of
British Columbia (my member of the legislative assemblies) the serious crimes
unit of the RCMP, office of the BC police complaints commissioner, college of
physicians and surgeons, and the country of the Netherlands for the right of
asylum
I am not looking for pity or celebrity because that will
never happen but I am looking to have the monarch sciences blown right out into
the open and be a person that can testify under oath about every single
individual involved and this massive individual conspiracy
Makes me kind of a net loon haha but I wanted to bring my
story into the open so that it may aid others – especially some shy twink or
some grandma or whatever that the divine consciousness points in my direction
I am definitely not after money because truth is I have
never had much of it, only waved in my face a few times and my documents are
available online without cost
Kind of a reflection of this church, I have been typing away
for like 3 years averaging 260 three page discourses a year and have only
received one single donation as a threat from some stalker something like one
or two dollars
Basically in a way, providing a place for enlightenment
digitally seemed to be my only motivation and I have had quite the following
the past year or so
So to be initiated into a monarch family, an abusive
bloodline, and be a trauma asset is paradoxical
Everyone I have sent my manifesto too has ignored me,
including the people I thought would support a fellow conspiracy theorist and a
hundred years ago I would have been a different person, and most likely hanged
about ten years ago lol one thing you don’t speak against in those days is your
monarch
I strongly believe there are two classes of people currently
operating – all the people that have taken the dimensional swine flu injection that
has altered them irreversibly for their entire life, limiting creativity,
intelligence and happiness and numbing them down to a complete automaton
And the rest of us that have not taken the injection, the
free and beautiful, the creatives, the gays, the cutes, the chavs, the furries,
the butch lesbians, and everyone else in between we have our solid intelligence
to garner our future, we have innumerable amounts of creativity, imagination
and expression.
I was almost worried about coming out as a monarch slave to
my minders and having my home situation threatened because who wants to be on
the street. Now I have escaped a programming scenario and an abusive situation
and I am willing to come out amongst my family and friends and am not afraid
anymore. I am not afraid to label my abusers, I am not afraid to speak of my
trauma, I am not fearful of being shot or whatever because we all die and I am
1000% sure I will ascend into the heavenly or buddhic planes after my time is
up here because I have done my life’s purpose and my path
Hard to look at your own birth mother or father or grandma
or grandpa as somebody that has advocated on your behalf and sold your soul to
satan’s army but even they don’t understand their role and are easily shifted
into countless personalities and dimensions on a daily basis so like they would
remember being woken in their sleep in 1985 and sleep walk to under a bridge at
3am and given instructions and sign an oath in blood guaranteeing their
offspring as a tool of abuse and trauma to anybody that pays them and signs
over your corporate entity to the trauma state
People of varying distinctions treat me with hostility every
time I say I am a Reverend and Doctor of Divinity and this is sad because their
own programmed nature has allowed their more ignorant side to debase any level
of resounding humanity around them
Almost everyone you see is currently on some level of
psychological operations and everyone is watched and I have no doubt in my mind
that maybe my emails to the various people were bypassed in the name of
national security
So here we are, fighting for humanity
I would like to announce that I will be returning about 6-8
copies of the manifesto and tagging those responsible for the fourth
consecutive deletion craze instituted through my own brain and hands by forces
I cannot control
I am in a safe and comfortable loving existence with a
caring and sensitive tigerboi so life is good
Blessings from the leader Imperatus of the Church of Techno
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA (mdma much lolz)
Kat Dander
I cant help but ponder my last living situation and the
misery I was going through living with family and a monarch situation where I
was endlessly programmed at will
Lately I have been discovering affection, for smaller
animals and insects but also my lover
It is a strange feeling having somebody reach across the
couch and stroke the back of your head
My life has been void of affection and even as a youngin
that affection between family was put in a bizarre sexual context what I would
have given for my mother to kiss my forehead or my cheek
To love another it seems, takes some skill….
many are searching out meanings of love or a lover and have no idea what they are getting themselves involved in
many are searching out meanings of love or a lover and have no idea what they are getting themselves involved in
My last relationship was void of most affection my
upbringing was void of that as well
To actually love another unconditionally is the greatest
skill of a human being
I look at my new beautiful and shining baby faced man and I
just melt
I told him tonight I won the male lottery finding him haha
Real love takes hard work and takes a kind soul otherwise
you will just attract another person like yourself.
Many months ago I felt my life was hopeless and without
meaning
I remember going to the beach at 4 am and broke down crying –
I didn’t know why love has not found me and why I was stuck in an abode where
my life didn’t matter
I was going to jump in the water because I felt I had
nothing to exist for and I asked divine nature to please send me somebody that
would love me, unconditionally and for my entire life
Now I cant promise how things will turn out but he has the
exact qualities I have been seeking in somebody –posting hundreds of craigslist
and plenty of fish ads and I finally found him on the website and it was a
confusing initial few weeks
I loved him so much and connected tantrically and I wanted
him to be mine so I moved in then a few days passed and I cruelly packed my
things and moved out and back to a place where I was unloved and not respected
Well the weekends away did help and I finally decided to
move back in a few weeks ago
Now I have a shining man close to my age that I love and
adore and same goes his attitude towards me and this is what I was looking for –
a non materialist, kind, compassionate, smart, cute bloke to call mine
When it hit I walked away from it all and have begun to
forgive myself for moving out but change is difficult on any person –
thankfully I can move anywhere in my province and still keep my income,
something not many people with commitments can do.
Rural existence is beautiful and exactly my original
programming and I enjoy living in the peace and quiet of the furest when in the
city everything is constantly blaring at you a mile a minute
One of the things that I struggled with was dependency on
another – I mean as far as driving or whatever and I couldn’t for the life of
me be dependent on another and I struggled with this for quite some time but
there is a profound level of respect when you give over your needs to another
Time ticks by and I think of that morning on the beach or my
self inflicted suicide attempt and I think how horrible of a world this can be
to people and I think about constantly what if? What if I succeeded on my
attempt on my life- where would I be right now? Prolly floating away in the
astral world
But the Buddhists believe a human birth is very fortunate
and takes thousands of years and I see us all here and in this immaculate movie
playing out- nobody knows how it’s going to turn out
I can’t help but wonder as well how exactly I am being
positioned for 2012
Without the
protection and guidance of my lover I would be still in my taxing living
arrangement with family and the constant nattering
I believe those in rural situations will be able to survive
in a systemic collapse easily. But those in cities and metropolis’s will
struggle and now is not the time to head for the caves god no lol
I have not been a firm believer in 2012 but it is always
nice to be prepared
And I cant think of what would happen in a systemic
collapse, the light and power go off, internet shuts down, businesses shut
their doors, gas prices rise to a $100 a litre
Nobody imagines this, but this is something they have been
using as a tool of oppression for many many centuries – the threat of apocalypse
be it with the threat of an occupying force or whatever this has been used
against us since Egyptian or roman times.
So best to be prepared yet not very paranoid
Blessings blogbuddies
-
Shaun A. Delage
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