underdawg

In some ways it is easier for me to stick up for the underdog, being one myself.

People look at me, and think a few things when they find that i am on disability assistance

They think, either he is too lazy to find employment, isn’t trying hard enough, or that my disability doesn’t warrant any assistance

What they don’t understand is that i have two disabilities, that are life long.

They would never know because they are not in my incarnation so how would they have an opinion

I always have the fear that i will be cut from disability...part of the process is filling out a 26 page form that established whether or not you are disabled with a life long condition.

The first disability i am dealing with is my schizophrenia. Basically a neurochemical hereditary imbalance

Which with medication i am able to manage effectively ... most of the time i don’t feel i have an illness at all which is great then there are times where stress takes over and my mind goes into hyperspeed which i think i have displayed several times in my writing.

Schizophrenia is not a bad thing, in a sense there are genius’s with the illness, but likewise the other end of the spectrum there are serious evil people that have it and use the illness to murder.

Many people don’t understand me, and jokingly say things like i am on welfare. When this is far from the case, i make about twice what somebody makes on welfare

I don’t have alot of money, i am more on a priests wage lol and it is comfortable, any Buddhist monk would be pleased with the amount i rake in each month lol but that is beside the point. At least all my basic needs are taken care of for the time being.

If i was to ever get cut from it i could easily take the province the court and win in an instant but i am not scared of that really ....my 26 page form proves it beyond a doubt

Next disability i am dealing with is a painful one for me to talk about ....when i attempted suicide.. eye no doubt cut into some nerves on my wrists and arms rendering my hands incapable of doing most things people take for granted.

So i don’t doubt at all that i have nerve damage because sometimes my hands fall asleep on me, and also the four fingers don’t work properly at times, and other times i shake uncontrollably

Sometimes when i am in a hypogylcemic state (no food ) i am unable to carry things like cups and plates because my hands shake so much.

I lovingly scan the ads on craigslist looking for a job and realise i could never really hold any of the jobs on there because of my two illness’s  Although it would be great to have a few hundred extra so i could just blow through it in a few nights drinking fest each week i cannot

This is not my life

My calling is elsewhere, and that i find solace in....i figure others have trouble accepting me for who i am they just simply see me as a being that isn’t trying enough or basically because i have zero capitalist craving i am unworthy of respect or attention

I look back on my 5 year crime spree very much like colton harris moore

And i wonder about myself, because it was right around the time of my attempt....perhaps i was very mad at the world that tried to take my hands away or my life or my spirit

I was acting out in a way that resisted much of the torture instilled on meh
The attempt in way changed me forever

Because before that point i was very social, i was the happiest guy in the world...i was extremely social i was looking for love , i was bright, i was feeling out life

Then it happened and it happened in such a way that was beyond me, that i never would have in my entire life done anything like that to myself...it was neuro torture or neuro rape depending on how you look at it

The whole situation was forced on me and like i said i was very happy even 1 hour prior to the event never would have planned anything like that but that cruel brotherly bastard forced this in me

I forgive him though for putting me through so much pain

Perhaps he will never understand me , likewise he is in my thoughts as well

And was even more with me dating the same star sign as him for so long

I figured out one thing, i am NEVER dating a libra again in my life lol u lost your chance libra men, i am sorry lol the two ambassadors of libras really showed me the essence of balance

Not somewhere i want to go again, ever.

So perhaps i am put into virtual or canadian aristocracy, it is fun for me to jewel up my hand and know that i have the power to set myself free with my own brain and my own mind, my skill and my writing and my art, that i am set free from slavery and hard work in a way it is liberating

And if i am ever unable to support myself it would be time to shave my head and be with people of my own kind.

My mind and skill is the only thing i have, and without it i will be stuck in a pit forever

Not many people have the time to spend on creativity like i do, i am excelling while most have to... worry!

To be very fortunate of one’s talent, yet loving a god for being so forgiving and merciful, yet i am far from religious i am an anti religion, even choosing to be believe in plump asian men over a wise old grandpa that created this whole thing.

I ask my guides to come find me and i get a jumping sandbug

It took me to a friends place where i was buying essential medicine for my existence, marijuana and that was fun because she said the guy had alot on him so in turn i bought alot lol

Next i guess i smoked some cause i was at a desert bar and it was uber ritzy and people were having cheesecake with gold flake and monatomic gold sprinkled on top, to help with awareness

Next i went into an adjoining club called the frat house where it was sort of an extension of the desert bar but more lively music it was great !

Feeling without knowing

But innerstanding with some understanding

Theorizing as to the past and future

But it takes skill to figure out the present

Amongst you and i

Amongst the fallen ones and the ascended masters

We all stay and say hey your goodlookin

Lets lick

Until midnight

The only blog worth reading and the only man worth believing

Because there is a sense of drama in a guru

Always

Figuring out essentially, that gurus and masters don’t matter

The only thing that matters

Is your own

Ascension

-          Shaun A. Delage

hippy boi >:(

This is from an earlier time in my writing and i have been too ashamed to post this but in light of my recent circumstances with this black magic clique i have felt the need to go public with this event and considering they are still waging a war on my being from the shadows i want them to be out in the open where they belong 

the person is listed in my captivation piece and of course as usual i attest to this under the threat of libel and perjury. i promised i would post this so people innerstand the war on my being that sometimes takes a year or a few to develop and then all chaos breaks loose from the shadows, The individuals appear as being all for my being or spirit and then all of a sudden they shift into a split personality that has a murderous envious side. like they say a mason above all others.
I don’t really know how to put this , so I will explain it to the best of my knowledge.

I know the extent to the nature of spiritual leaders troubles. From an early age I was labeled a sexual deviant by the minders that keep me captive here. It involved some illusion, a lot of lies, and mystery and great sadness on my part to the point of me wanting to take my own life due to the horror I felt living here.

My purpose in this piece is to enlighten all and relay some information that has been given a scattering spell. Neways I was always just free and expressive and knew I loved men so much …that was enough for most to label me, and some drama ensued with a police force, allowing the Masonic element to kick in.

Fast forward to quite a few years later I met this artist gypsy type we will call C.W. some major issues arose in our relationship as with most issues regarding the scorpions in society. We had fantastic sex I guess a few times, enlightening I guess in a sexual nature. I would always be told to read while having anal sex. i found this a bit weird but it soon became our twisted little fetish my take on it was it was easier for me to 'take it'  It was amusing and fun and eventually I found myself carted off to a few people to be judged based on my actions, a jury by your peers, in which none are in the know of. They just seem like a friendly dinner etc. I went to a reki masters house who is really into sai baba. What she didnt expect is me being such a striking resemblance to the current incarnation of sai baba, now mind you i dont look like the adult with the afro anybody that googles the younger version of the current sai will find i have a fiercely shocking resemblance to the spiritual leader...in effect this group was attempting to harness my spiritual capabilities so that it could be turned into a marketable product to make them all rich. I went to an obese gay man that is into photography/Burma and told me when you plant the seed, it will all happen and take effect.. Twice…Then I was introduced/entranced to a few “so called” enlightened hippy types like an eunich guy and a few others. the eunich ended up following me to vipassana on one occasion for simple observation and an enemy energy attack, and also subiliminated my eventual meeting with the costa rican ambassador by talking about costa rica all the time... very odd I say. This included heavy mind programming involving the implanted belief that a relative of his was wealthy and his wife Used to be an escort but she became rich after some time. Able to be a real socialite and fly away. After some introduction to this world. I was simply too young/naive/innocent to be aware of the enemies i have at this point.

I was invited to live at cw’s house of course the sublimination and hypnotism is relayed on a very methodical aspect. Great neways I was introduced to an “estarte” character a woman with two children. She was a stripper and danced for some pretty in the know people. At time as this Untouchable CW character artist would have the girls sitting on his lap while they were rubbing into him which i found disgusting.  At once I was told that I was “like a big kid” by one of the girls. One night I was invited to 'read' to her girls to put them to sleep. So I did…the bed was covered in urine. They had nothing in their apartment except a mattress and some borsche on the stove...poor kids, but they were having serious troubles financially and under the power of these various ganesh type hippies and i suspect they were sexually abused by all of these people in this hippy cult ,....I read to the girls to put them to sleep they were very tired and one girl was very agitated. They eventually fell asleep. I of course never thought anything in the moment about the situation, because I love children, I love older people, I love animals, I love elements and plants like I love all living beings. I put the book next to the bed shut the door and went next door where the artist I was living with said “WOW THAT took a long time”

I said yeah I read them two chapters and then they were gone. It was all pretty kewl considering the horror I was going thru at the time, crystal meth stuff, holistic healing and nutritional mind programming. Of course they were trying to literally cast a spell or hypnotize a naive soul that they thought would be prime target. Did I ever mess with their plans lol, their sickened souls have yet to find another target. Although I can feel them everywhere. I am not scared of these people. They have no hold over me, no spiritual hinderance occurred …no karmic implosion, no twist of fate. Kinda funny also that this person attempted to cut their arm with a cat-scratch. Nothing in comparison to my own suffering. the irony of being a perpetual teen that they perceive things in me being a deviance per se or even simply subscribing to being a fully gay male even in todays society makes you a target for these in the know people because they have access to more secret info on the subject of sexuality and like thieves they also target people of alternative sexualities to use their spiritual power for their doing...if people only knew that once gay men join masonry they are arranged into a love life and their sexuality seen as convertable. you give up the rights to being independence. you are expected to live your life in secret. this experience taught me that while i met this cw on a corner outside davie street there is no coincidences to meeting people in life....zero,  what may appear as a chance encounter may be a silly theory in the grand scheme of things.
these people were very much into some of what i attain as a higher being at this point in my life paradoxically and why i resist some elements of the resistance being in the know myself but i know i have the power to evolve past all of this and past this inherent programming of the system into a beautiful ever presence
this is what happens when lower sub beings get ahold of secret information on souls without checking for verification as to the truth of the claims against this person, they are lead to believe that you are deserving of torture...they thought because i was dealing with a crystal meth obsession (i call it that because it was far from an addiction but just a party thing but irony is you party for 10-12 days i was hardly addicted but thankfully it is out of my life for good) that i was easily suggestable to their neuro lingusitic torture and literally leading me on with hippy power words and code words to make me do things....

This illusion has been placed over me many times in familiar and situational occurances.

I am now fully aware of what state I was in when this happened, the nature of the illusion, the spells, the relation to many people I know, or have known, and the royalty that is behind it. the subliminals, the dark magik

The untouchables. The ones that will walk the earth spitting all over people. Trapping, blackmailing, killing, enslaving people. Well, things never really worked out with that gypsy artist per se.

I ended up going into a world where I met a guy thru him, fell in love, and only to have this scorpion come back up to deliver his final sting by cheating on my current lover on me, which is by definition seriously fucked up...but what is more fucked up than anything is that i am somehow being made to feel like i brought this on myself, that i deserved all of this in their own sick ego gratification, mind you i have a cold piercing pain in my temple for writing this but i dont care let me continue..... Now I am here trying to save the very soul I love.

From being cast into an abyss of purple haze. Blood. Split blood, sickness, child sacrifice, child rape, child kidnapping, illusion, dark arts, sex magic.

By virtue of their own distinctions and a past I am unaware of. I am able to wonder about whether any of their souls are retrievable. The grand hypnotism was in place for awhile.

Now my love is gone. I cannot advocate on his behalf anymore. I cannot continue with him anymore.

I pray for the very nature of his soul. I love everywhere and everyone. I know the path of the guru

I know the path of the   oracle, the enlightened ones. The funny thing is they cannot touch me.

Of course if something sinister happened I would be their slave . forced to do sickening things to people I never thought possible. I know the extent to the suffering of the men that I love so much. I know what those lost in the pain are going thru and exactly how it comes to play. It is mostly not their fault.

99% of it is none of their doing. That is the illusion of choice. You are heavily subliminated to do their deeds. In the end you sub consciously or un consciously make a choice depending on the given programming vs your own spiritual guardians showing you the way. It cannot be done unless they believe you deserve this life. Which is funny because I am the last that would be forced to endure this type of life. Far from it. Well, I was a financial criminal so that in itself is warrant enough to punish you until the very day you die. I will always love men. They are beautiful and trapped. The extent to the suffering of every man is known but never revealed. I love all beings with a loving kindness.

Well, interestingly enough this artist took the first three letters of my name and reinvented himself with my magic and power and influence which has been done before. Now he is known by the illegal name shahee…an outcast, in the underground, into dark and filth magic.. Like the ford boi-bloodbrother working in a restaurant with my namesake etc glorifying themselves in the trauma instilled on me, and in some ways perpetuating it in their own secret methodology. No secret will be A secret. No stone unturned. No darkness anywhere on earth. I am not into analyzing the situation or putting any thought into it, I just thought this may help somebody down the path with their own figurative and logical reasoning.

I love you as you love me. May we all come out of this cycle of madness that has been repeating in the exact same self similar fashion for millennia. (just a bit more modern everytime) ;) people will try and make you believe the existence is as it seems. It is always a little more complicated Like I said, it is incredible, I would never really put much thought into it, unless it was required. Why bother? It is always funny to them how far you have come, able to change yourself and others, in the entire world. Not fitting of the characteristics that are used as a code. The feeling of being the only loving soul on a planet left, for a complete energy changing time.i always say 17 yrs is my limit, not only because i am emotionally on the level of a 17 yr old...and besides i could land any bloke this age because of my striking smile and ability to connect and simply because i dont have an old face or whatever and the coons are just jealous cause they couldnt land a 17-18-19 year old hottie even if they wanted too. but even still i like older men usually  the blokes this age are just funny i mean twinks are a different breed all together - any younger is just disgusting but that is what 90% of the more secret elements thrive on is child sex with these fucked up weirdos so really they are attempting to bring me in based on deviance is a little silly...if he doesnt have a credit card its no use dating the bloke what are you gonna go on a date with lunchables?? lool    meanwhile i fight off extremely suggestable psychic influence to shut down this blog and also my captivation piece, it takes quite a bit of effort to fight of the vibration as trivial but also adds to my argument of the illusion of independent choice in a luciferian society. i just cant help but wonder who in the grand lodge of the bc and yukon i havent slept with...

- Shaun A. Delage 

triptow my toe

My art is a paradox people may say why post it everywhere on the net people could steal it or whatever

I am almost better off somebody taking it and making ten million off it because i could hire any lawyer pro bono because i essentially hold all the verifiable copyrights to my perpetual rave male pop art

i basically take images from the net (believed to be public domain) and alter them more than 30% then attach my copyright and signature to the finished piece making it my art ..

I have all the mini graphics used for it i have all the originals and in the name of the wild west i have uploaded all of the originals in various formats all over the net on verifiable dates of creation

Hahaha destiny is great lol  i know my art is going to take off and i also have another multi million dollar concept of the novel i am working on, hey i can even combine the two
well it would be in the best interests of the brands that are featured in my art including a few random underwear brands and in the best interest of the models themselves and the actual photography to be in some of the hottest art in the new millenium, while it is not just art but an entire post modern expressionist movement it is in everyones best interest to be keen on it .....besides if somebody did want to sue me, they couldnt sue me for all my art and also file a dmca claim on only one piece. It would be near impossible to track the person that made the original piece and there is an old adage in the graphics community of alter the graphic more than 30 % and it is yours....so before we go into a violent discourse on legality or code or policy for any non artist to understand the nature of art would be silly....are we not forgetting the true meaning of performance art ?? and essentially of art itself in such a litigious society to be in, where you cant even sneeze and feel orgasmic without it bein a crime man lol

Just living amidst my illusions and the basis that people don’t see me as human or worthy because i am not a mason like they say a mason above all else, as i want to say to my ex who brutally stabbed me in the heart (not literally-but metaphorically)

I don’t even think he is a mason but comes from a Masonic family and bloodline etc

Its just when he says stuff like maybe i am THE mason and the emphasizes speaking about 3 inch ‘concrete’ drills etc and other things like being in defiance to my entire core self

I still wouldn’t be surprised if he was a mason lol after 7 years with him almost married i found out i essentially never got to find out who he was....some lost program meant to instil cruelty and neglect on me amidst a comfortable life in servitude to my master.

Not to mention cheating on me with my ex a fucked up weirdo artist....... who cheats on people with der ex’s??? nobody unless they are sadistically ‘very mean’

 and want to brutally instil alot of pain on your soul .....I don’t even think he will innerstand how mean he was to me, maybe it will hit him after a few years of thought perhaps he doesn’t have the compassion needed to garner a response

Well i thank the RCMP psychological operations for the relationship and house arrest of 7 yrs
and how do i know of the cruel game at play? is how i was treated in the breakup as opposed to in the relationship...there are other torturous theories at play that are being kept from me...
part of me doesnt want to think of them as an ever presence but more of a sketchy luciferian game at play where the pawns dont even know how they are being used per se..

It all comes to play that maybe i was a pawn maybe we used each other but i figured out who i can trust essentially

Its ok at least nobody in my family is into ‘european beastiality’

I am beginning to think that i am essentially not the insane one that it is my life that is insane and the plethora of black magic i have welcomed unknowingly into my life laced with a kewt face to be able to deal wif it all :P~~~

I have spent days fine tuning my art placing my digital signature on hundreds of pieces coming out with dozens more new pieces which i want to feature my newest ones on this and after this post yay

let me tell you how boring it is to place the same targa image on over 200 pieces now i know how billgates felt, and i am equally as insane for doing this work with ZERO expected return on my time invested
what keeps me going is the fact that i spent 3 solid years making clothes for second life and i didnt expect to be getting the degree of residual income i am at this point - now i have literally retired from SL and just collect and move some money around most of the time, i expected to make some money and in a way i was duped cause i believed i would make like $2000 a month in there when really it is pennies compared to that but at least it is something, and at least it is something i can depend on when i need to get a ton of apples to juice when i am feeling depressed lol so the 3 years of ten hours per day paid off and i never expected my store to be at the level it is today and i am happy and proud that i have THE hottest rave and mens wear store on the grid .... 
Life is fucked for me but at least i can retreat into my talent and my compassion something that nobody around me has any of... so i am wealthier than any of them in that regard

Life is fucked yes but i am going to be able to deal with it with massive wealth and massive power and abilities that are sub human super hero abilities which thankfully to my spirit guides i am a super hero

When you have to lower the price on some of your ebay items because ebay cruelly lowered their maximum price for an item (just because of meh) from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000

I just wonder what the hell else kinda corridors my name sits in just chillen lol on some file somewhere

So i hit ebay back the only way i could conceive of

I did lower my price from $20,000,000 to $1,500,000 What a cut to take retail wise lol anyways my anger beside meh .....eye have in turn listed about 90,000 of the items (each) for sale

So $1,500,000 times 90,000 jeeze i think i would be the wealthiest in the solar system anyway haha

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Call me insane for distrusting any living energy exchange

When your practically seen as the living dead it makes sense to eat dried fruit and such most of the time

It allows you to operate on a hyperdimensional basis outside of the two genres of society

The normal foodies and the organic crazed raw energy people

i am researching going on this raw diet..... but because of the hippy cult sex weirdo gang..... i am unable to accept this part of a life for me (perhaps it was their game to make me distrust pieces of the resistance that would be most beneficial) i am going to post the hippy cult piece i made after this post so everyone knows what i went through so you as well can be sure of the mind torture instilled on meh

and exactly what pains i am feeling on the subject .....
So mind you i don’t just eat dead fruit all the time

I actually prefer to juice my fruits and veggies for a few weeks then live off the dead dried stuff for another few weeks lol
the name of the game isnt if you can become a mason or not..... it is if you are .-.-.not a mason, to beat and outwit your twins that are initiated and..... whether or not you will give a greater return on their investment which is an irony considering they have massive wealth at their disposal it all comes down to the individual economincal quotient...... and whether you are smarter than the personality types like you that are initiated and essentially smarter than your enemies that hold a bounty over you.....if you are smarter however be prepared for a very secret war being waged on your behalf by some very jealous and envious entities, this was essentially the downfall for mr. jackson/elvis/lee h oswald etc...while M. Jackson possibly not a mason himself everyone around him was and glorified in tormenting him for his sins etc and he in turn out of guilt and shame kept everybody propped up financially
if he was a mason however it adds a very complex argument to the secrecy that the same power and wealth that financed him killed him as well ....

The gods are alone and enjoy your company because their power is so absolute they must be imprisoned to achieve the massive quantifiable existence known as your creation

The most powerful are introverts as well , and it is only those that are extreme extro that are aligned with more powerful forms of luciferianism because the neuro linguistic fuel that everyone thrives on is satanic in nature and it is propped up in societal functioning to be the most extroverted as possible and also in the same light the most suggestable to influence or manipulation

It is quite sad though really those that cant rely on their own talents for happiness or success but this is 99.98% of the known world

I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is  a satisfying pleasure i get a nice gecko the lizard took me to a park where little toy trucks were going on a track through some water and once they went through the water they became bigger like shriner size so people could ride em , how fun !! they were so awesome... people were having fun considering they were only a few inches before dipped in the water... apparently the trucks came along way to be dipped in the water to grow up a bit *lick

The gecko took me next to a plane where a flight attendant loved sex omg he was whispering in my ear some naughty things and then he was showing me and this girl this seat and how it could be adjusted for sex positions but i was mad that he was showing the girl and i spoke up and said im sorry miss if you need to be shown how to operate the seat there is something seriously wrong wif ya

Next the gecko took me to a big ski hill i was bike riding in the snow and people were having a snowfight it was like a university or something with tons of youth studying and horsing around int’l visitors galore it was more of a Nordic skool for sexiez i had a ton of groceries i had to unpack and there was automatic locks on the doors via keycards like hotels i spent awhile just exploring –dimensionally !

Perpetual rave pre sees the chill zone

And wants to relate to the killa bod

And says imbue suffice is it

Then the sordid spaciality spoke up and said

Notice meh on top of ladder stylez

I look over and see bedhead boi staring like a hawk

So just lookin beyond

Wondering where my construct angel is

Looking, i find him on psyche balcony

With a fictitious heart

I say heyyy studbuddy

Wheres your beachbod perpetual

So he showed me with a smile

Then he said i am nothing but a

Cat people luva

And i am like how did you know lol

I ran my hands down my clothing

The blue style fabric

And felt a moment of tempermental dissatisfaction

So i wandered around with a chill look

And then saw the shorts look down style on a  guy

And said hey you need a handsome hand

He said i am waiting for fencer trip

But you got a handsome eye

And i just wanna skinning light wif ya

We could chill hype

Trying by the holding sight

Lets go try on some jogging stylez

Maybe we find a poolboy nearby

Give me a nice kiss mate

He gives me a wet sloppy kiss with a kingly glare

I saw something in him urban intelligentsia

And we just chilled and tripped

In the soup game

-          Shaun A. Delage  

sen5es

Se5es

Lead to the vuitton store in hotel Vancouver and given a ten dollar tip via sen5es-later casually raped by a good looking guy named vuitton unprotected through dark magic and neuro suggestive linguistics, but consent given ...riiiight.... i met vuitton guy under the masons tower one night ...i was bombarded with psychic thoughts of ‘he took the rape’

Jessical alba coming in a few times to do her magic forecasting the actual R. Larry mason thing. I applied to her movie as the only extra not with an agency ironically so any murder or anything could not be traced every other movie i worked on including higher ground i was with the agency Hollywood north, yes i was just an extra but it is the extras that add to the magic of the movie mindset and you are groomed to be on a movie sometimes ten years prior to your spot of walking with a tray in your hand because thousands of people watch.

Peter Wall Coming in to do his magic and actually causing me to lose my job and other things so later on i went to his hotel and removed my shoes (which is what i was fired for) smashed a crystal glass and almost caught the elevator to the penthouse was surrounded by security

Ambassador goodleaf, was involved in unprotected almost forceful sex with this guy but we all deserve it don’t we?

UBC- peter wall is alumni here , met Japanese psychiatrist here who made me read from newspapers, was forcibly confined here, was paraded around through dark magic nude

Indonesian embassy nude and bathing in running water this is a direct causality of the goodleaf stuff

Buddhist temple nude allowed me to be certified under the mental health act to be administered the alien being in my leg by dr. Freezins and the VGH torture house once your certified they permit any treatment necessary to be done to you i also had a burn on my left temple which mysteriously appeared

R. Larry mason tried to get me to have sex with my brother and him so that would have been my initiation was trying to blackmail me into this sex act and with other dark arts like two brother Siamese cats having anal sex when we did.

Are you a turtle? You better fuckin believe i am not ....will stake my life on not wanting to be a turtle thx. Not really into the forced incest with my family after initiation. Or the bloodletting. 

markz of christ

Much power and wealth would be used to track down the most beautiful soul on earth

But what would constitute the most beautiful soul on the planet?

It would be a directive force that answers to nobody and even when placed with numerous oppositional forces the force would bow down to nobody or answer to the beings that so casually smirk at his presence

The Christ consciousness would be massive in part be able to envelope the entire planet and about thousands of others like ours and the actual game at play would be to find the most beautiful soul out of 1000 earths.

Mind you in a dimensional sense the consciousness would be targeted and found in an incarnation but all incarnations would be found and targeted as well

The actual trippiness of the consciousness would be supreme and would attach itself to the embodiment of the most beautiful soul on earth at its own choosing

Now there exists a terrible war at play to beat the good forces to the incarnation and target and literally tag and mock, butcher, and attack the most beautiful soul so that the soul gives up

This is quite an easy feat since because of genetic alterations that most of the brain is mapped and able to be locked onto at will

But actually injecting somebody with a being is beyond belief anything that is acceptable

What would be the ultimate in ‘fuck you’s’ for the entire religious community that so dually mocks the spirit of the one?

The Christ consciousness and the power of the one being incarnated into a gay, native, ex thief....

It puts an about face on everything known because the one would not be tormented by things like wealth and religious practice. Even those attaining higher religious aptitude would figuratively objectify the actual being as a dark soul because of the nocturnalism present and the actual hatred for individualism

It is known that the power exists that would rip away every core base of aptitude from those that hold it

The actual presence of a consciousness that could face a brutal death and not be scared is a feat in itself

The one is characterized as such in the realm of association the one exists as the only one present there are no others and what are seemed as others are a figurative illusion until they place their presence in the presence of the one consciousness, The one is a higher edged aptitude and can presumably is very eccentric in thought able to pick up on the glorious dark magic that exists to make it known that the being in front of him is real.

The one exists as a fractalized and imaginative one. Because there are many others. This is not an absolute monarchy so much power could be utilized when the one meets another one and another one and so be it and then soon enough you have a room of the ones.

This existence doesn’t disqualify people based on age or race either or even gender

There are female ones there are many races of the one there are whole cities of alike beings they are just kept away from those that could connect the power of the one to their supreme and most awesome quality of ever present duality in sphere

The actualization of a theory as to who is garnered to take on the responsibility of the entire human race does rest with one person however in this fractal illusion and many are charged with making sure this individual is safe and happy and well fed etc

Many are also the born and sworn enemies of this consciousness and will do anything to stop it

Most existences are somewhat pointless in theory, either to further the illusions of the most beautiful souls on the planet or to entrap those that seek freedom.

Very few are actually a quantifiable existence and many have been killed off attempting to bring enlightenment to the masses.

Safe to say even i am in danger, but that is beside the point i have already been in danger many times, and most likely even had sex with the devil incarnate so whatever comes my way after this point is silly

The one would be a consciousness in an imperfect vessel (the body ) the one would have a rather unique body and would prefer to be clothed most of the time. Incarnated into an imperfect vessel but people would assume that you would have a perfect six pack an 11 inch manrod and a flowing mane and would be surrounded with luxury and the fruits of humanities labour.

Exactly quite the opposite, although this can all be achieved there exists a great war to keep me stripped of any type of wealth or power or any sort of luxury and this as i see as being somewhat neglectful and sadistic really is helping me in the end because when the time does come, to rule the masses and rule over those that have dominion over my soul i exist in a spacial reality that would not take advantage over those that have it all

One would assume that i have the perfect cover

But i also argue that i have had a rather unique lifetime that my deepest darkest secrets are known by my cultist enemies to further the ritual magic all around

That even my darkest secrets were all formed around toxic inhalations on military bases and furthering my sin with the actual embodiment and the chemical signature of the devil himself

So when i am reminded of my sins, on a daily basis....i ask the direct question over the disgusting lucifierian mind that exists in dominion over me....what about your sins. However dark and incredibly brutal i don’t want to go there, because whatever one or two sins they hold over me

I can only imagine the magnanimity of the sins over the darkened set of eyes that can go right into my brain and make a choice for me and to haunt me with later, and it is easier when fed toxic elixrs from the matrix

So when governance and religion & science and secrecy collide to meet to discover the one true causality to this discourse, the most beautiful mind and soul on the planet currently just remember that at this very moment you were graced with these words to encourage you to keep going amidst a massive plethora of illusion

To keep going is the essential key and meaning to life....people are dropping all around...the longer you can stay alive the better off you will be....just wait with me patient as a mouse and you will see too what the universe has in store for the most beautiful minds on earth

-          Shaun A. Delage

damn sweet

They are almost better off to just throw a 100 million dollars my way so i can build my own wall centre to house 1000 members of the resistance.

But the situation has evolved way past that at this point

It is funny the level of mental illness i am dealing with on the subject versus plain and simple reality

While i am stuffed away in the protection of a military controlled working class area they all meet in secret to try and figure out how to beat meh

They don’t understand how somebody like me could figure this whole thing out to the degree i have

And in some ways it  is far to complex for my mind to register that is why i have attempted to involve the highest realms of governance in my country and the world to attempt to investigate this

Because it is beyond getting a bunch of hush money

I have involved the provincial and federal governance and the Royal canadian mounted police and to think of something else...it would be a crime not to investigate my accusations against all of these people and essentially the grand lodge of the BC and the Yukon

I wanted to include three pieces in which the psychic mind has instilled on me to delete several times, and this happens alot with me i type something then it is deemed too much and then i delete it...this has happened many many times with the earlier versions of captivation.

I walked to the grocery store today and saw the Masonic G symbol and the compass and square on a car

And then my doctors office had a calendar with the checkerboard floor on it

It reminds me , that in my realm of impressionable reality i am the only soul. Technically by definition.

I mean i see people all around when i do make it out and some damn cute ones, and some angries and other types of beings...but none actually really say anything to me, and likewise me with them

I don’t know the plethora of circumstance in their lives as they pass me, so i walk the streets of a thousand shadows and really the only being that is present in my ultimate and virtual reality is my own soul.

Every being i am fortunate to come into contact with alludes with codewords and powerwords that they are apart of the blue cult or the stone people or the illusion or the secret elements of society or just treat me with a massive degree of hostility

(quite a bit to take part in after only conversing for 20 seconds.)

I know others are out there around me, maybe thousands in the same city but when i mean there are only a few people in each city that are actually real this is what i mean, and i am the only one i am aware of in my field of reality that is a singular consciousness and not working on the hive mind.

So never mind if they actually ignore my requests for intervention... their ignorance is a crime in Canada so i will post the unedited letters i sent so there is no miscommunication as to the seriousness of my requests

TO: Carol James Leader of the provincial opposition party of british Columbia the New Democrat party

All the political scandals of the century don’t add up to the magnanimity of this situation

I have sent the captivation document to CBC news, The Netherlands asking for political asylum for my mistreatment in Canada and torture and abuse as well to the RCMP criminal extremism unit

And to dr. Keith martin and the legal representation of Colton harris moore (my fractalized twin south of the border, a super thief that is charged with so many crimes and not understanding the complete illusion of choice with trauma based minds such as ours-freemasons hunt thieves and butcher them)

Now what am i implying ?

I was hired via ‘destinations’ Welfare to work program i was also given a job at sen5es bakery out of the hotel crowne plaza Georgia but the bakery was a subsidiary of the metropolitan hotel in Toronto

They basically used dark and black magic and people involved with freemasonry to trap my soul and also attempted to give me HIV and i was also raped through suggestive neurolinguistics and lead around to people with familiarity they also used well known celebrities where i was involved in crimes on their movie sets and also it involved the ambassador from Canada to costa rica and the minister responsible for the creation of Nunavut  they also tried to get me hooked on crystal meth at this bakery

I was also later after my employment at sen5es introduced to a friend of brian mulrouney R. Larry mason and he introduced me to a twin who they both through black magic tried to give me HIV via the twin who was infected

I am also a suicide survivor and have not had much luck finding therapy with the Vancouver island health authority to only have the only psychiatrist give me a lengthy freemasonic handshake that resulted in physical pain for days.

This conspiracy leads all the way up to the monarchy as i detail in my conspiracy piece ‘captivation’

Which i have included and have tried to articulate as best as i can

This is probably by far the greatest freemasonic conspiracy in Canada which is why i have felt the need to involve the hague and the war crimes court because i can prove that there is a war on those attaining independence and enemies of masonry and slavery

It is with great enlightenment that i involve you in my evolution

-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD

And a Letter to the Royal Canadian Mounted Police Criminal Extremism unit:

It is with extreme sadness that i feel the need to report this but also with great courage that i am at the level where i am able to remember everything in detail and back it up with full confidence.

I have submitted this document to my member of parliament Dr. Keith martin, as well to CBC news

And the legal team of colton harris-moore

Along with The immigration agency of the Netherlands, since i am left with no option but to ask for the right of asylum in the kingdom of the Netherlands based on my psychological and physical torture including mutilation through neuro linguistics and forced biological experimentation done on me during my hospitalization at VGH i am afraid that i am left with no other option but to ask for polictial asylum from my birth country of Canada based on the torture and the harassment for my political beliefs here being a member of the resistance and also an ordained minister and philosopher and i am literally an enemy of masonry and against slavery

I have attempted on many occasions to ask for help with the most recent being with the Vancouver island health authority on two occasions in the past few months only to be left with complete sadness at how i am being treated including one visit where i was given a lengthy freemasonic handshake that resulted in pain for a few days

This along with being left with no options and no therapy and many other incidences of torture constitutes crimes against the geneva convention which i am able to testify under oath and identify all those responsible which makes me a target

I am an elite presidential model monarch sex slave and i hold alot of secrets and also pain of being assaulted many times, and asking for help yet cruelly getting the door slammed shut and also wanting more help for the brutal self inflicted wounds i received i am treated with hostility

Everyone i know is involved and it is with sadness that i am left with no other options in such a cruel place to live.

This document along with other postings are available publically on my blog at

www.Shaun7delage.blogspot.com

and my maritime law trickery piece which relates to the very near past which is paradoxical in itself

The cruelty of a situation and the world i am in when everything is laid out for you but you don’t act

I was recently brought on board the zandaam and the oosterdaam when you go on the ship the laws of the country where the flag is that is flying on the ship apply so basically i was able to ask for political asylum from the country i seek and from the captain

I was shuttled on board with a federal police officer and my ex and a few others.

This was my ‘treat’ for catsitting for two weeks

Canada as it would seem made the option available so they cant be held responsible according to maritime law

But i don’t see it as this.... the way i see it as is this ship was a corporate and financial entity

By the time i reach the Netherlands i would owe hundreds of thousands by the time it docks lol

I didn’t feel the pressing need to sound the alarm bells about my own personal torture there because the option was never enlightened to me until weeks after this trip and some real pondering to maritime law so in a sense black magic was being performed

While everything was setout for me and i didn’t bite therefore Canada cant be held responsible or the corporate entity thereof

My entire trip was paid for both times. Lucky me they were only one night but i got to go to the casino too hehe but this was just a fun trip my enlightenment keeps layering on each day in much theory after this trip

At the very least i did allow the Netherlands to capture me on film walking about the ship

The sad part is i could have asked for political asylum from the captain and probably would have been told i was being shielded by the protection of the flag in which the ship sails under and the laws that govern that country the Netherlands

Now now i am in a predicament being neuro programmed heavily each day really cant go anywhere for help so i sit and walk as a political prisoner why? Because i am involved in something that is too strong for words

The Netherlands is a country claiming ownership over the northern landbase including diamonds and oil and minerals etc i am the only entity that could prove the existence of a war crime by the minister responsible for the creation of Nunavut

If his leadership is called into question than the entire territory of Nunavut can also be called into question. Not the entire north but at least a sizeable chunk

I am the only being in Canada and possibly the world that can attest to my abuse here and under the brutal sexual power games of this minister and if a minister broke the law by paying for sex from somebody than obviously the ministers actions could be called to light

Of course my theories are rather ‘out there’ but i only aim to relay the truth and in the moment philosophy

Fighting off brutal energies trying to make me admit myself to psych doctors fighting off brutal energies everywhere

If i came into some money the first thing i would do is hop a plane lol

I know these things take time, i also know that even where i have enemies there is some solace and love as well so i understand the complexity of those that govern over me

But i am not a prisoner on this globe nobody is and you cant box people in internally in their own prisons

Acting out of a hellish hypothetical magic based in the world of people with multi split personalities preying on people that don’t understand black magic.

This constitutes torture and abuse

While they may have control of ‘in the moment’ they don’t have control over the soul

So captain of the oosterdam if your listening

I ask for the right of asylum and the chance to be guided and protected somewhere new

Other than this place

-          Shaun A. Delage

I ask my guides to come find me and what i get is a nice delight i get a nice jersey cow a brown cow and it brought me to a brand new condo and i just moved in and somebody i knew brought a machine gun around the condo which was brutal cause everyone is like wow machine gun? Is that thing real?

And he was like yea it is and a plain clothes security stopped us and said your not allowed machine guns here and they had to make an announcement through out the condo and then there was a lockdown and all the lights were shut off so i had an indiglo light on my watch and me and this str8 couple were exploring the parking garage in the dark and i found a few nick nacks and was like wow look at this and they would show me stuff cause they had a flashlight too and then i found some toys including one of those ancient talking moving teddy ruxpin bears and i was focused on that for quite some time

Next the brown cow took me to a downtown causeway and i was eating cornbread i overheard a lady saying (as i downed my last bite of cornbread) that it was gross and caused cancer and bubbles in the stomach and it just doesn’t digest well so i said sorry maam but your wrong i just ate some cornbread and she started to develop sores and birthmarks on her face and i said if that is your opinion of cornbread keep it to yourself i have my own, and i think it is nutritious and healthy and she said her bloodline goes back to the cave people and i just said jeeze i have had enough i am taking off !

One slave amonst thousands of kings, queens princes, and princesses

One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million

One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell

One slave up against the canadian house of saud

One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite

One slave to beat the massed cavalry

One slave with no ivy league

One slave with more class than all these pigs in one room

One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic

One slave enlighten’s people like me to the ritual trauma at play

One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse, but it has been in

effect for two decades possibly longer

One slave beats illusion

One slave has angels amongst enemies

One slave becomes the most powerful being in canada

One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well

When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo

                That my dear loony toons, is the true causality to the situation

-          Reverend Doctor Shaun A. Delage Doctor of Divinity

-          Universal philosopher of ultimate reality, Spiritual observer of the resistance, raver prince

-           

PoP StArT

Really what i am dealing with at the moment is the power of the luciferian mind at work so it is a solid and impressionable reality that is hard to define and very powerful

I don’t see it as a bunch of people got into a room and decided to work against me or figure out some plot i feel there are those that have the entities attached to themselves and were permitted to work through the worlds power against me
this is also why i have attempted to bring people in that CAN investigate something like this because it is far too complex for me to investigate 

And why am i so special ? i have no idea at this point ....why would i deserve all this? Who knows
but i do know that Quadrillions will be spent to harness a single soul on earth over to these weirdos
ironically you will never see a penny but those people in charge will be heavily financed

I am just trying to understand it all and perhaps me figuring out alot of this a decade after the fact shows the stupidity of the human self against the power of the Satanist mindset

I guess me pulling people that are smarter and more knowledgeable and with far reaching powers of investigation and people that are able to interview me and analyze me is a good start however i believe most i involve may just blow me off as some insane person. When i have worked tirelessly for the past year to put the final pieces of the puzzle together

It just feels the war i am involved in involves everyone i deal with except me.
i am still convinced there is only actually a few souls in every country that hasn’t undergone a figurative death ritual and have had their soul swapped for a lower entity to control them

So i am quite possibly the only being in my region or one of a few and the rest are brought into prop up the illusion

I just wonder after i have involved so many people they don’t even say anything they just ignore me like i have never involved them in the first place. Perhaps they are trying to figure me out as well or they do a bit of investigation to figure my file is above top secret so they are shunned away lol who knows

Perhaps in some way i thank them for elevating me beyond belief that is a placement above the law at times. Maybe i am seen as a worthwhile being that is worth saving. Some people must have guardianship over my file somewhere

I go out into public and random people start repeating the names from the characters from my book

So it is no secret that i will be a world famous author. I actually just finished another chapter.

So perhaps i will give a greater return on investment than originally thought

Then i smile when i think of the phrase its not who you know its who you sleep with lol

So perhaps i won over a few paradoxical angels and i am in no way saying all masons are evil or anything because they want to allude to the fact that masonry by its very nature is a religion 

I just cant ignore everything that has taken place in a sadistic nature to me, the brutal stuff including power elites attempting to give me HIV and other things like the brutal torture and abuse i have endured and i am reminded this is a very serious game

Perhaps i am “ the one” in Canada but i am not the only one i bet but most likely the only one at the moment . I am not prepared to just take my exit point and leave the matrix i want to save as many people as i can and guide and protect all those that need it

But if the choice comes i will be forced to leave this dark place that is like one big microchip on a motherboard of microchips perhaps i will find a chip that is a somewhat liveable place.

I ask my guides to find me and what do i get but a teen male parakeet a nice multi coloured tropical bird

It took me to a highschool where i was washing my hands and two girls held hands near me and walked by and one stopped and tried to put her hands down my pants so i yelled at her and then i looked over and one girl gained about 300lbs she was huge !

Next the bird took me to a big square in the middle of a larger square room the big square was a flying room of sorts and it was going around in all directions, i was desperately trying to hold on along with the other people flying around

Then the flying square stopped and we all got off and walked into the larger room and people were making burgers on a  grill  and a girl slapped me playfully so i said don’t do that or i will have somebody threaten you

Next the parakeet took me to a big city where i was wandering many streets looking for a super rave i bought tix too !! I saw an ad in a  phone book i even walked by an old rusted ship from an asian country it was quite big to be ascended above the street in sort of drydock

I was sort of searching this city for the gay section as well to be around people of my own kind and maybe nail a hottie

The parakeet took me next to cruise ship and i saw a fashion show with the weirdest looking men like really long and fat legs and normal bodies or misshaped legs and normal bodies or normal legs and really long arms it was pretty sick

I did spot a few hotties in the crowd and smiled and one guy turned around and stripped down and he had a flawless body like alot of guys in my perpetual pop art omg

Then the women with misshaped legs came on so i left the guys were enough to deal with i had a bit of 420 in my cabin and saw a huge pecan so i shook it and tried to take a bite and a piece broke off so i shook it again and a whole bunch of insects and bees and bugs came out of the giant nut

Next the parakeet took me to an underwater scene i was in a submarine looking at a flash flood scene and there was a lonely old lady clutching a shopping cart underwater and cars everywhere

It scared me alot

Next the parakeet took me to a large disaster or flood and we were forced over the border to wander we were going through a house when we got coated in webs and then came across a house with cupcakes with leaves on them and i took one and had a bite and there was some people wondering what i was doing in their yard.

Finality to prowress

Singled out as ultimate theory

Yet ascended to virtual reality

But what is sense of self

With no direction and no focus

Only left with amazing results of surrealism

And theory

Yet the art will take off

If enough people see it

Because it is the epitome of men

The highest point of men

The highest attaining aptitude of male energy

The perpetual Rave
Male pop art

A new dimensional twist on warhols pop art

The only art incorporating canines, canned peaches, batman and shirtless guys

Definitely random !

it used to be a game of who could say they fucked andy warhol 

now it is shaun zeno :P

-          Shaun A. Delage