trying to actually settle down in SL and let my businesses sit for awhile to bring in the money hahaha I tend to create whole oil tanker galleries then implode them x50,000 since I started hahaha

 

she bitt them all? how could she?

 

traffic went from several thousand a day on here to a few hundred and I am like hum haw depressed lmao its so funny because I would still do it all if one person looked at it a month- its like a job- these newbies will never have that work ethic- literally without hanging themselves

 and of course I am like oh snap gotta be the freemasons always at it 

These are two genitally- and genetically same people- they are not two people but the same person and they laugh at everyone -could be reptis but I am sure its more of a cross breeding of conjoined twins or something

 

 

the sacred feminine sees the anomaly 75,000 times (through other females eyes .....like trinity a goddess behind several worlds.......) before she pounces no matter the sexuality

 

I think working at the sex church was an eye opener into christianity and a test of my faith like they are all nuts lol would rather live without the $700 than having a weird koot salivate over me? and work in a toxic environment for income-I thought it was immune to being toxic being a church to be honest - like I think it was a test of my faith in good and its not gonna make me think more critically of jesus or buddha but strengthen my faith that I will make it if I believe in all that is good and have come from a life of intrigue and able to make it into a fairytale and that belongs to me, not an anus and testical director of the board so have fun in your sex church I am gonna be achieving what most at that place could not as an elderly and I hope and pray that they will find comfort in what they have shown me about religion I did really get to see how a real church is run and volunteering at the gallery taught me how an art gallery is run kind of sneaky attempts at boosting my skills a bit :)

 got to spend all night every weekend here just me and the man/woman/they upstairs like I strongly believe I manifested this blog in my rave outlook it was great but I do miss it all seems like a dream through being sick and almost homeless this place really helped me recharge

I worked hard and gave it everything I had and thought I was going to be in that job for much much longer

Like I am not gonna swear off all belief systems as evil and invalid

but I do know that if I make a few wrong choices geared towards evil I WILL LOSE IT ALL

my future income, my legacy, my creativity, my balance, my spark

what is the point of even having $1B if you have no soul whatsoever

like they rub it in our faces constantly 

and someone here in this realm will dismember you over $300

most english lords only have $2M to their name and an estate if you are trying to manifest more than that good luck hahaha they will make sure it never happens they laugh when you attempt to manifest more than the worth of an ex president of the USA because it will never happen like everyone would be set with $1B in their acct but you can really make a life for yourself with under $2M

 

its kind of apart of my "curse" to be into domains so much after my past so gonna just have under 10 investment domains and like 20 legacies for my blogs and that I can handle but 20-30 more is like insane to keep up with I change my mind daily I just can't really see myself speculating on all this nazi neuralink shit hehe

 not really investing in much I mean just trying to survive 

I don't know how people get through their lives investing in s&p etc

would rather have stuff to hold onto

**UPDATE** from the future...

in about 2 weeks I have cancelled and reclaimed my domains about 48 times lol 

I am a nutter-oh well 

back to having them and investing in them even though I cant afford them lol