I pay the price for sitting on my ass 18 hours a day for 23 years lol in my ex bf's I was spending 18 hrs a day on second life making clothes and needed the chiro to snap my back all over and crack it now these days I have to kind of get up and do other things every hour I also have a dias in my room for meditating and sometimes just zone out and listen to moongate for 20 mins and recharge I do try and check for my two doorcats about every half hour or hour or so and get a coffee and piss like a fucken racehorse hahaha its funny people think office workers are so lazy sitting there all day and not doing muscle work lol if my job was not so physically demanding there would be an imbalance :) I just try my best I know one day I wont have to work like I do now and will enjoy my life more instead of working my butt off

 

I met an advanced raver hacker in my rave days that was a pseudo time traveller - the type of genius that can withstand 24 hits of acid at once - he was a genius into some pseudo criminality -we were pretty cool with each other never got sexual but some of my rave experiences manifested who I am today - meeting some millionaires -trippy drug benders - afterparties galore - drugs in mansions on mountains overlooking the see which inevitably leads to this point in time....people are like you should shut up shaun you can get put on a chain gang I am like hahaha you don't even really grasp how much power I hold wif my lil blogs and jpegs and zenophobic and SL do u ? lmao :) its not out of ego - its like I want to be setup for life along with mostly everyone I know getting an infusion of cash -I want to be the most epic story in my family-my ego is not based in vanity which is totally fun :) but yeah I could not get away with most of it if I did not have 6 PhD's and the title of Reverend hahaha I hide behind religion ironically

I miss a lot of people from those days -but a lot of them have been EXECUTED by Mk ultra mindcontrol