u can be fucken miserable with a twisted fuck that is rich just saying to the point of wanting to stick a fucken knife in your bladder -some of us are meant to thrive alone in poverty way fucken happier than these miserable fucks and each dollar is more special

 

POLICE ALERT: This boy was arrested by freemason police in British columbia for stealing chips from wal mart self checkout so him and his boyfriend could actually eat that day ! thankfully they were taken down at gunpoint and both will be spending 29 years locked away in a prison in quebec being raped alive all day for this heinous crime

 

Ugh snapped at a lady today I dont really care she was being pretty snarky she kind of deserved it and she gets paid for all the stress she has to deal with I dont !!! I have to recognize that I am vulnerable and not even scott free from quiitting smoking yet even at 3.5 months its just I am sick of people stepping on me or being nasty I am just gonna be assertive and put them in their place I dont really care anymore- I am paying them they can deal with it was trying to get some lottery tix cashed in for new ones for the draw but she kept adding extra to it which was a dollar or more each draw when I tried to correct her she started to get that nasty tone with me and I was like fuck this I just said madamme if you cannot even be a cashier I dont know what you should do lol and her supervisor said hold on a minute no need to get angry let me help you no matter what he did either the machine kept adding a dollar so who knows what was going on really but I was getting nowehere with her no matter the 3 times I tried to spell it out for her simply like a child would understand so I was trying my best in a super weird situation I know what it should cost- I guess- I just need more patience sometimes its just I rarely go out into the world and I am boiling over from wearing so many layers its just dont test me assholes they make $20 every hour to help 'difficult' customers like me -deal with it- get a therapist I just felt like saying madamme it takes a lot to piss me off because I am buddhist lol its like I could never be employed full time so I am always kind of jealous of these people who think you are going to hit them if you raise your voice or be assertive its like just cash my $20 in what the hell is the problem lady? lol she will remember me all day lol I am usually pretty calm its just a few things prior to the drug store really threw me out of whack I was like not going to have any of it -it was not ideal but I eventually got it solved just not gonna be the sweet buddhist everyone likes anymore I used to solve my stress with a ciggarette and now have like zero coping skils so deal with it lol

 

got to feed two sets of crows some cat chow today by wal mart I kind of just feed them when I come across them and I happen to remember to bring cat chow with me at that specific day its so funny I dont like chase after them but I see the odd one pecking for grubs and like remember oh wow I have some cat food on me and treat them they are probably like totally floored like wow one single nice human out there hahahaha

 

oh his owner slapped him around all day? who could do that to him all day?

 

they want people trapped by so much debt that they never have a voice to speak up against cruelty you just kind of shrug and sigh and thank the high heavens that it is not happening to you personally but ok when it is the frazzled old bag down the street or your neighbor

 

97% of us have a VICE/CRIMINAL TENDENCY/PERVERSION/obstruction + block + hinderance or addiction/impulse or legal issue or sexual deviance -c'mon lets be real 100% of "people" you see are struggling with something pretty deep and our deer leaders/freemason multi tier prison wardens- know how fucken jaded and bent we all are this is why they are so fucking cruel to all of us ! hello?

 

 

 

u can still thrive in the new world order !!! like with your own belief system

 

theoretically only at about 4) options currently a) donalds societal enhancements wont work because they were not thought through properly so he lets down his followers and shocks everyone as an abysmal failure in 99% of what he does or B) he gets arrested within about an hour of taking office either of which its kind of crazy to be here at this time trying to support people through all of this that are vulnerable and abused and cannot make valid decisions for themselves most of the time because they are so traumatized by this matrix

Be curious to see how many people from epsteins and puffies orbit that are currently inflicting control mechanisms in place to sweep the souls of millions into further confinement that is not allowed to ask about the sex crimes against minors and freemasons snuff films

AND #3 - everything works out for us and trump leads us all  on a time of great prosperity and shocks everyone with his ability to reshape the dimension most radical leftists are won over and we live in a time of great enlightenment and he happily becomes  a fucking dictator for life- prosperity for all

And #4 - the united states as we know it ends....the world erupts into chaos trying to contain over 300 million people within its lawless borders