A long time
ago I realized I was on my own per se, and this is terrifying to an individual.
I mean, most
people have a family member or friend they can depend on, financially or
otherwise
But when you
are truly alone, only then can you come to terms with reality.
I have seen
others operate, most of their houses are furnished by a rich family member,
$700 to save you when you accidentally sent the cell phone company money twice,
a new car when you turn 16, help with your first down-payment on a house, money
for the new baby room, $2000 to help with the student loan underpayment. I realized I was on my own every single dollar, nobody to help with college, nobody to help me edit my book, nobody that would even care and this is a deafening reality to some while growing up some of my boyfriends were getting their private school paid for and were beaking off about how their servants serving their meal did it from the wrong shoulder, or they were getting a new car thanks to rich pop, our society is extremely unfair in it's setup, and most chav families out there you realize you are on your own from an early age, no wonder there is so much crime and adversity. These rich kids and their families gifting was beyond my own interpretation of reality, in a sense comes with more pressure but incredible to think about.
People don’t
even know how much they rely on being helped along by their friends or family.
I can say
that I have not been helped along other than a relationship. Just to be completely alone in your prospects is almost painful to most they try not to dwell on it too much.
When you
partner with somebody it is wise to be as kind, fair and just as possible.
The level of
people that are suffering alone, is most likely immense, and you see these
people scattering away in the sidelines, riding their bike down a highway
filled with luxury cars, people still wonder why there is crime, and I observed
an aged native man recently asking people for a dollar while they fill their
luxury cars with food, and every single one was almost programmed to say NO.
probably laughing off the old indian with a liquor store bag in his hands. It
is just funny to me that we will gladly pay $8 for a box of cereal and can’t
even afford to give somebody a dollar. How we are engrained to just shuffle
along the streets passing by a dirty person lying with their hand out tears
falling to the street. Technically it amounts to what have we become? Of course
there has always been much poverty in the ages. We have an incredible amount of people that
are so broken by this structure and have no motivation to keep it going and
very few that actually do in effect keep it moving. Being a part of 3
minorities I have a keen understanding of what people go through in life,
myself being part native, disabled, and a gay man- I know in my heart what it
is like to suffer and to have empathy and compassion. Karmically we live in a
very unfortunate set of circumstances, and it is only enveloping as we go
farther into strife with the entire world, safe to say about half the world is
poverty stricken living in filth soaked slums, while we in the west live in an
illusion of wealth.
We live in
this illusion of wealth from little things like running, clean, healthy
mountain water, to working toilets, food stores where you can buy any sort of munchies,
working power and lights, every gadget one could imagine. How vastly different
from India or Africa or S. America
Safe to say
that somebody that does not recognize and have appreciation for these luxuries
will end up living in something they never thought possible.
How easy it
is, for a beautiful city to get plummeted with depleted uranium, for the forces
that be to attack the water and sewage systems, and essentially collapse and
entire city or country in a matter of minutes to hours.
We are
surrounded by million dollar buildings and highways, stores that sell $800
jackets and $40 scarves. Yet we have people that are so sad they must shoot up
heroin all over their bodies to achieve any sort of happiness.
It’s almost
as if this world was built for the naïve and the ignorant materialist to bask
in and not even think twice, about the untold suffering and horrible abuses
that some of the citizens of earth must endure to live another day.
They say it
is a gift from the Christ or the god that you can have this meal, or live in
such opulence.
Where is
this power present when somebody gets brutally murdered, raped, robbed, beaten.
Where is
this power when one chooses to shoot themself, or jump off a cruise ship, or
when a stray animal is dirty and wet huddling under a dumpster, where is this
god when a prostitute is working the corner in 6 inch heels, where is this god,
when abuse happens, and nobody cares, where is this god when the shelters are full
and people are turned away –yet on sub zero cold nights we have the compassion
to open more. Where is this power when the governments are passing laws that
are downright criminally insane, where is the Christ when 12 police officers
are beating somebody almost to death, if this god can see all, then why does it
let countless masonic temples and fraternities do what they do, and allow
nuclear armed submarines to scour the earth.
I am afraid
the only divine, that you will find is within, they have long forgotten about
this place.
Imprisoned within
the body like a pearl, we all await our fate, whatever it may be.
I just am
saying, not everyone here, has arranged to be here, nor wants to be here, This
structure by far is the most terrifying design I can conceive of, a magnificent
superMAX prison for those that have the most money. And literally those that don’t
have the motivation to keep this illusion in place suffer with horrible health
conditions and extreme poverty, suffering, and abuse.
The point of
this discourse is not scare one away or harass their belief system
The point of
this teaching is to make you aware of what you do have, the people in your life
that guide and assist, the animals that look up to you for every meal, the plants
that need your attention and those that you pass in the street, If you truly
want lavish miracles to take place, it is imperative that you start performing
a few.
-Shaun A.
Delage
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