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Tinkertot Lurv 

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I look at you in my mind’s eye and see your being.
I know you’re somewhat lost,
yet have it all together.
I know I love you.
But you’re out there.
Perhaps not even on earth.
Which is a choice I am facing.
I see you.
I see me.
I don’t see anything else.
Perhaps I am greedy.
Perhaps I need you.
Or perhaps we need each other.
Because why go through life without your mate?
I know if the choice comes I will evolve.
That is all I have ever done.
Evolved with the best intentions.
To not even hurt those that would gladly blood let me in open forum.
I see the suffering and I know he will be there.
He will amaze me.
He will make me cry with his stories.
I see so much of myself in the world.
But I belong to ME according to universal,
notwithstanding legal based society.
There is no earthbound government or being that can sway, trap, imprison, or kill me.
If it does happen.
I may fade away.
Or I may become a part of every living being on earth.
So it is in their best interests to sustain my being.
Because they are scared.
And it will happen.
But I am going to be here for a very long time.

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DVC 

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Perfection in forehead and brow.
Piercing eyes.
Nose with a small bead on end.
Softened lips reddish/pink.
Bright white teeth peering out,
ever so coy.
Heightened yet masculine cheekbones.
Bit of hair above the lips.
Boyish yet manly face.
Smaller ears.
Darkened hair.
Blue, yet changes colour weekly.
Fake piercings, candy bracelets.
Broad shoulders.
Hazed-tanned skin.
Huge arms, long too.
Small but defined Pecs.
Perfect guyish nipples.
Contour of chest.
Abs cast in marble-like oceanic, could slide or glide off into celestial.
Smaller belly button.
Extremely toned waist.
Thin yet bulky.
Instituting a body that is built to please.
Hair above a manly rod-cut, yet perfect.
Long and thin.
Perfectly ordained to give a lasting pleasure.
Root chakra skin so tempting.
Back cheeks so round, muscles–inviting and tempting-bits of hair.
Long legs with bigger thighs.
To fuel a long run in the woods.
Smaller feet-definitely do not reflect the manly equipment.
Toenails perfect.
Lip curled up, top lip bigger than bottom.
Piercing eyes. Softened tone-with deadly eyes.
I run my hand across his forehead and know how close I came to death.
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Body stalk 

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Character composition of a brotherly bodybuilder.
One arm as big as both of mine.
This beauty must need loads and loads of protein.
I imagine his hairy yet waxed body in certain places.
Lust.
But pure intrigue.
Singled out as a higher self.
I would ride him.
Show him who is boss.
I would at once, put on his huge giant clothes.
Pretend to be his higher self and walk with pride.
Casually tripping over my own massive feet.
I could afford anything to buy him.
I could say I love him, and he knows it I could wear his outfits and get sweaty and hard.
I would run in his boxer briefs.
To feel where he is most comfortable.
Slide on his socks .
Lick them before they grace my feet.
Taste the mans core.
A place so worked,
yet none would admire.
I would explore pieces of my fringe alter ego.
Definitely dress him up like a ken doll.
Hold his hand until dripping or leaking sweat.
Knowing nobody would dare say a word about us, to a man his size.
A sensitivity in his very seductive glance.
Tender, loving touch, traces pyramids in my wrist.
A knowledge of hey bud, I love you.
Thank you. I know.
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STEALTH poweR 

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Secretive powerful entities entrap my energy.
The master trickster.
Being that is sold.
That is traded
one self.
That is odd yet very complex.
Figurative natural sound.
A poetic prose.
A state of being...
colour wheel, rainbow love.
Life entwined,
places unheard of.
A state of wonder
-but placement into an alter of corrupted thought
-a stealth by nature.
A virtual western suicide bomber
-not fashioned in weaponry
-or chemicals but
energy.
A process of thought
deceived at every turn.
A great mind loving the inherited.
Knowledge.
The wisdom that cannot be bought or traded or sold.
Or even stolen.
You must be invited to express yourself
and your beautiful singular mind.
Thoughts of everything as digital repatriation.
Would single one out for targeted sense.
A knowing unheard of.
First of its kind artistically speaking.
An incarnate of many that cannot articulate nor comprehend.
The magnanimity of the situation at play.
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Scruffalog

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Beauty to me.
Beauty to you.
A self of many.
Yet led totally raver astray.
Seduced by colour so fictional.
In place.
Seems rather trivial to me.
Wonder of a thought out of place.
Vibe out of self.
A video game.
Crazy and perverse realities.
Playing out in hyper duality.
Springing into action.
Per second.
No spectrum.
Only shaded illusion of the colour wheel.
Buy me, buy this,
I will sell a soul of my senseless self.
Much like a homeless guy on a street corner
collecting coins with peoples fingerprints on them.
For various intelligence agencies.
I don’t understand my very nature of being
Why sell out so early,
Systematic corruptive stare.
Amusement for beings trapped in infinite market wisdom.
Singles out a being as being intolerant.
My soul is far more beautiful and precious then ever thought possible.
I would never give into gradual dismay.
Or loss of singular reflective self.
To be part of elusive illusion.
Always super imposing scattered delusion.
Just be us for every part of life.
You still get you.
But you also get me.
What is there not to love.
I think I’ll stick with me only.
Thanks so much.
You keep you.
I keep me.
I stay I.
Ours is no more but never ending thought form of fringe reflective bliss.
Natural being-solid matter.
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kow

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The cow of a woman was my wife,
And after some real lumberjack women love-in.
I had a fear that there would be no worry, nor doubt.
The cow was really myself, after ten years of not wanting to face my past.
However I felt in this skin, skin, skin.
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Stella Bella
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Almost four weeks old.
Beautiful,
sleeping.
Never stares.
Just looks a few times.
Meets your sight.
More-so the registration of an auric field is enough.
Sleeping calmly in my arms.
Tiny hands grasp onto my index finger.
Other hand,
My pinky.
Long darkened auburn hair shields a soft spot.
Flows around the ears.
Keeps tiny head warm.
Small breaths.
Waking every half hour or so to stretch.
Let out a cry or mumble of a cry.
Trying to cry.
Nothing to cry about,
I guess.
Sleeping in my left arm,
I prop it up on the leather sofa.
I fear of dropping the baby or perhaps its neck is too much to one side.
Perhaps she is saying in some manner that...
I’m doing ok!
If I had an angry or unforgiving energy my belief.
Is she couldn’t stand to be in my arms.
She would cry at once.
Eyes open slightly to meet yours.
Too tired to really notice.
Incredible deep eyes.
Sort of a future being looking at you.
Perhaps a princess from another galaxy.
Feeling of calmness and a soul.
Shuts them to wander off to dream of colours, shapes, fuzzy animals.
Rabbit yellow jumper.
Almost matching yellow layabout pillow.
Mostly etheric energy.
Of course a nice sensation of being carefully watched by an unknown power animal.
Is funny indeed, nothing really earthen, more of a fantasy creature.
Children dream that they exist.
The belief that they do.
Fourteen year old coon-cat fuzzy wants to meet her.
What a sight!
The things to take pleasure in seeing on this earth.
Sitting in a meadow with an eight week old babe,
a fuzzy cooncat,
surrounded by yellow and purple petals.
Greenish spring fresh cut grass.
Some fresh water on hand.
Baby food, some snacks for the adults.
Baby milk, baby case, toys, extra jumper.
She looks off but needs you for years.
Sensitive paternal and maternal instinct shines brightly and beautifully.
Baby bed with five blankets covering her tiny soul.
Sensitivity abound with the natural philosophy of soul incarnation.
A viewpoint that would remind one that we are never forgotten.
That new lives are coming into focus.
That will guide and protect us when we can’t do it for ourselves.
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Boiled egg - Shaun Delage
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Battling the inner divinity.
Intrigued by certain philosophy.
Either ignoring my prince to be.
Or submitting to his kiss.
The trauma of being in love.
The enlightenment in choosing nothing at all.
Wanting to be his art piece.
Wanting to be choosing neither.
A pet or a broadcast being.
Where is the enlightenment not being able to choose anything.
How should I ignore those I love to being salvation.
Being a personal guru to many.
Wanting to find a nirvana state of mind.
Is there such a nirvana in not doing anything.
Or shall I find the choice of making it all on my own Huddling by a tree.
Not wanting to be a part of much, but the development of my bloody egg like flesh in my head
Perceptive skills of the future.
What good is the skillset if I cannot help others.
Choosing the recluse.
Wonderment of the ages.
Renouncil of technology.
Of the being I adore most.
Of the flesh I care to taste daily.
Of the eyes I wish to stare into for ages.
Of the person I want to call my lover.
If he believes in me I shall give him my time in belief.
I want to be his intensity.
I want to serve his needs.
I want to kiss his ear.
I want to bathe him.
I want to run my tongue down his arm.
But I wonder if the path of the enlightened ones, is simply another ism.
Meant to lead us away from the path.
I know my purpose.
My purpose is him.
My purpose is to be inspired by him.
His love, his radiating energy and his beautiful soul.
I simply cannot wait.
Until he appears.
If he doesn’t.
I will gladly choose the path.
Of the enlightened ones
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Saucy

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Scent of a man,
licking his pits,
unknowing to himself...
worked all day.
Scent of a tigerthat
has just feasted...
bloody cat snout,
Although it’s natural.
Illustrious nature of those that govern.
Infusion of beliefs into our culture by Intravenous drip.
A placement above the rest.
A desire to create abundance.
Amusement of those that are the ultimate key holders.
A poet in one of hundreds of styles.
But not in alien language.
My own selfless figure eight.
That awakes and takes shape.
Every day, I sit like a virtual inmate.
Most just say, pour some sauce on life it
is easier to digest.
The force of being held quite close.
The stare of those that have nothing on the inside but everything on the outside.
The hurt of those that have nothing on the outside but much to give inside.
One story to tell amongst millions.
One order shouted quietly in your ear to make some toast with butter on it.
To follow for a short time,
then forget.
Be my exclusive club.
Just let me suck on your flesh.
Oh done.
Were done.
Goodbye
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Tigger buzz

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Comfort in illusion yet solace in disillusion of faith.
Solace in comfort yet faith in empowerment.
Infusion directly of belief.
In order of perpetuity.
No struggle unless time bound.
Other than that restricted in inclusion.
Or thought up of encouraging extroversion.
Mindset of interaction.
But more-so timing of self depending on ability.
A sensitivity of mending of souls.
Other selves and other beings in a spacial reality.
Theories abound of selves.
So small they almost are nonexistent.
The writer writes until they break it all down.
Or simply discover the reasoning being the man with the pen.
Either run or fly high through a self so mused with impressionism.
Of an artistic faith.
Or movement,
Most would hardly believe and individual could hack into the collective code.
Time be to unknowing.
Selfless figure in amazement.
Involvement in evolution.
Perhaps you are not made aware of the fact.
The intrigue of the being.
The hatred and secret war on those that resist.
Live for one.
Live for many.
Why does one persist?
To revolt against all this madness?
It is simply a belief in a thought.
Or belief in an ideal.
To live for a second self.
Of only three more times, to go.
Intuition of sanity, and helpless thoughts become one soul.
For the many that are trapped, passionately...wanting to be released.
Cognitive philosophy.
Generalised theory of a self.
Perhaps an automatic writer sent from divinity.
Oneness with ones higher being.
careful not to tread on those that help us along.
But a more-so beautiful smile given to,
those that would happily take our last breath.
Born into bondage, of course one hundred million crimes may be committed.
On the next one you pay a brutal and bloody figurative death, everyone gives up and submits.
That they know of not one being has made it.
Theoretically, given a full faculty of knowing a path.
Discovering a self, beyond that and exuding confidence over seven billion souls
Me, to find my soulbud amidst so much hatred for independence,
will always be difficult.
Considering what they will blackmail him with,
the poor guy.
I will help.
I may never get to lick his lips,
in this lifetime.
But I will make magic while I am here.
My own theory will pervade this occultic matrix,
until this being is found,
and he will be released from hostility.
He will be released from his sins.
He will be forgiven with all of the powers of creation.
There is nothing that can be done to stop this progression.
It is already in place for one soul to meet one being.
Then reunite that being to his soul.
Only time can spit on us, but I will wait for endless centuries to pass.
I will find you.
When your heart meets mine.
You will see that love exists without pain and hatred.
Without sexual slavery, and sadness.
For feeling so empty that love exists without having to explain or simply put, confess...
your inner most secret thoughts
that the solitude you have lived will never be alive again
when solitude feels threatened the mind begins to make angst.
Two beings cannot be alone for existence.
It is painful to the system
and they will take everything down with their pain.
Love knows no hate.
One journey,
no matter how painful,
Can all be healed
and forgiven from.
He is mine, I am his faithfully.
We are not sick.
We are love.
We are not illusion.
We are love.
We are not false love.
We just simply exist as love and then fade away, gracefully.
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Ultimate Lurv

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I am ultimately and incredibly psychic.
I want nothing more than to find my hot sidekick.
I would at once point to something more cyclic.
Given a dash of pure ultimate nitric.
My life for you is seismic.
I am ultimately the writer.
I want nothing more than to find my own survivor.
I would at once point to something more like a spider.
My life for you is to basically be your subscriber.
I am ultimately and incredibly credible.
I want nothing more than to find my temporal.
I would at once point to something more legible.
My life for you is presentable.
I am ultimately and incredibly weaning.
I want nothing more than to find my unseeing
I would at once point to something more nonspeaking.
My life for you is believing.
I am ultimately and incredibly jaded.
I want nothing more than to find my sacred.
I would at once point to something more antiquated.
My life for you is x-rated.
I am ultimately and incredibly tactful.
I want nothing more than to find my powerful.
I would at once point to something more youthful.
My life for you is fateful.
I am ultimately and incredibly essential.
I want nothing more than to find my central.
I would at once point to something more elemental.
My life for you is evidential.
I am ultimately and incredibly epic.
I want nothing more than to find my prophetic.
I would at once point to something more symmetric.
My life for you is empathetic
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Boi vs Man

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I go about in my outfit fit for a schoolboy.
I walk around with the bulge of a playboy.
I look at you with the eyes of a cowboy.
I seduce you with the touch of a rent-boy.
I ride you with the vigour of a stable-boy.
I take pride in being a masculine lady-boy.
I saunter in and out of your life like a toy-boy.
I wear five star outfits like a bellboy.
I will always be your pride and joy.
I hold your hand like a devoted houseboy.
I guard you like I am a butch viceroy.
My life is uniquely and intrinsically urban.
The old theatre curtain, Swings down on the German.
The priest replaces the spiel with a sermon.
The man looks at me with the gaze a surgeon.
He says my look is somewhat Persian.
I told him, he is somewhat of a perversion.
The beings swarm around me like some black incursion.
I want to fly through the water in a blue filled immersion.
Swimming to the point of complete exertion.
Hoping to sway my mind in a little diversion.
Occupying my thoughts away from the supreme chairperson.
Swimming in my Speedo like a cool-cat sportsperson.
Somewhere I don’t want to be in a state of overburden.
It would be nice to dabble in extroversion.
actually come to think of it, I find solace in introversion.
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SyStyMs 
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I lay my head on your powerful shoulder for just one kiss.
I want to be taken into your thoughts of pure bliss.
I would travel with you into a most colourful spectrum abyss.
Loving you like you display that you’re simply my nemesis.
I strike the blows from my face as a simple hit and miss.
Simply taken as you’re being rather prejudice.
I hold your hand through this twisted and lonely metropolis.
Many will try and form a certain degree hypothesis.
My wings are starting to display and it is a beautiful metamorphosis.
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Conception
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I look around and wonder at all the pain and oppression.
Seems the going intellectual notation is suppression.
Fuelled by ignorance and aggression.
Wanting more in this society and a natural progression.
I make it my beautiful little obsession.
Otherwise collectively we will all die of depression.
Wanting to creatively alter my own expression.
Facing this darkened deception.
Only wanting in the process my own redemption.
Having a deeper love for affection.
While others focus on their own perfection.
Let us all be characters in our own ascension.
Blasting out of this realm into the other dimension
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Aristocratic trends in fashion 
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The lace and ruffles of the spirit
entwined in nature of the most natural and present realms known to exist
in our most glorious century of pacifism.
so casually seated on her horse and carriage
she is a sight to be beheld in beauty,
for the being is understandable at most,
to a more inclined stature of self.
The informative life of inclusion of love
I look at her breast
and I look at her neck
then my eyes drift to scan her beautiful self as a whole being of life
energy and upliftment to all in a needing society
for wondrous involvement of a life I once knew without her.
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FeRRet guRu

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Enmorph me into my next vibe.
Entrance me into my next situation.
Allure of the ones that govern.
I want to be like them.
I think not.
A life of emptiness.
No happiness.
Your face turns ugly.
At least with me I can trance somebody in a single look.
Why age.
Why defeat.
Why abuse.
When you can be free?
The game would have one believe.
That with so much money you will be free.
Like a cheat code in any virtual game.
It gets very boring after about three weeks.
When you have four hundred and ninety million virtual dollars,
And only about four hundred things to buy.
You have options open, to torture, to fetish, to hurt.
I like my life... Simple, to the point, exploratory.
I am not hoodwinked.
I am not haunted by paralysis.
I am not of a collective mindset.
I don’t live in a prison,
I have a guarded yet sincere personality.
I offer my smile willingly to those deserving.
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TickyPan

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I swim past the oceanic green hue in Cannes.
Working on a hawt and seductive natural tan.
Boyishly cute my next endeavour is in Milan.
I fly through the day and night like a sort of batman.
But, still stuck around people on the level of a caveman.
I look into my eyes in the mirror and see an iridescent cyan.
Outrunning and outgunning the ugliness of a corrupted lawman.
I still take time to ride him, like a stuntman.
I hear of, in the distance a sort of paranoia about the Taliban.
Thinking all in all... it is all about the man to man.
I know I am going to be a self made super span.
Wearing the tights of the super sexy and elite Spiderman.
I walk through the earth like a supersized shy lamb.
I know deep down inside I am just another angry young man.
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1 that is Mated

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My theory sometimes goes into the sphere of being faded.
I walk with two feet and two arms, somewhat jaded.
I believe in my heart to my being,
Being somewhat sacred.
Knowing full well what those that govern us have a full hatred,
A society so degraded,
A flesh being so x-rated,
An ego so deflated.
I walk my path so incredibly animated,
I look at you and know in one look if you are dedicated.
You look at me and know with two glances that I am liberated,
Somewhat elevated,
Usually pixilated.
Where one soul would meet another to become integrated.
Then choose to be completely isolated,
Our lives are intrinsically complicated.
Living in delusion of being mutilated,
The power structures can evolve exaggerated.
Living in a filth realm of being decapitated,
Slowly eradicated, humiliated, contaminated.
Those that guide us will always be illuminated, unsophisticated, under populated.
Please guide me away from this simulated game theory,
And into my own evolution, as a real human being.
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ClockWerK

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My speech hails from another life.
My being is present yet unaware.
Your life is far more shaded than I.
The only life I know is mine.
I would never try and unlock your heart.
I want people to know we will all be enlightened.
Those that want to be it will attain it.
You already are enlightened.
So am I, so are your neighbours, so is that person you know.
Make some time to say I love you to somebody today.
Or at the very least send a smile to somebody, it is a gift that cannot be misunderstood.
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DawgHound
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Lying on this planet I feel somewhat bound,
My heart is searching and wandering waiting to be found.
My feet walk a billion steps in a night endlessly on the ground.
Wondering what sort of thing I will hear next, perhaps a sound.
Tying my hand up then going three sixty and unbound.
I look away and know that I fully well astound.
Somewhat of a linguistic that is incredibly profound.
Astutely recognized and many would simply want it around.
Without my energy in their life they are bordering on unsound.
Playing in your mind like you’re used to on the playground.
Or in the fairground.
Or on the greyhound.
Or on the rebound...Winks
Many look through life as if they are ice-bound.
Spell bound.
Earthbound.
I want to have the energy level of a bloodhound.
Homebound.
Saved the day.
Earth is my showground.
Passing by a cute wolf hound.
Escaping with my spirit completely over to the underground.
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Fantastik

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I look and stare at awe at my skills for the graphic.
I wander around able to lock on as an empathic.
I sign my name with heavily pronounced calligraphic.
My world around me is subconsciously pornographic.
People take snapshots of my life ever so photographic.
I see the world as being completely and one hundred percent psychopathic.
I see his eyes ever so romantic.
He sees me ever so stigmatic.
He laughs at my deeper quality of being nomadic.
I smile at his flair for the dramatic.
I find him completely cinematic.
I know it will take some skill to find him, and not to mention, tactic.
I know in the future the world will find our union problematic.
But only to the system.
I would love to sail away with him on a voyage seemingly transatlantic.
I only see our union as something that could best be described as intergalactic.
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NicNic

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My own being (and nobody else) is my own critic.
I sit around with those that love me at a beautiful picnic.
I look around at a beautiful man and want to mimic.
I walk every step insanely rhythmic.
I know people all around are unjustly cynic.
Seeing past the madness and illusion of the ritual Olympic.
Looking at the moon somewhat ecliptic.
Feeling the pleasure in people’s eyes is somewhat sadistic.
I write with a flair and original style for the artistic.
I know in my heart I am better off and more sophistic.
Looking around it is hard to ignore most of the horrific.
But I see a lot in that around me that is somewhat terrific.
I live way on the cool breezy pacific.
Wanting to be somewhat puristic, ignoring the holistic, and trying to be prolific.
Yet desiring in others for them to be specific.
I walk with a stride somewhat intrinsic.
I ignore the more practical nature and look into being more analytic.
Seeing that ninety percent of others out there crave, that, in the masochistic.
I smile and flash my teeth in the fashion of being somewhat voyeuristic.
I want him to be a bit egotistic, idealistic, modernistic.
Walking in and out of the system is somewhat surrealistic.
Perhaps my dreaming self is somewhat over optimistic
It is somewhat of a distasteful sickening acidic
They bounce that title on me but I know deep down inside, I am simply.
Telepathic.
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EyE EyE

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I look at myself and see you.
I see him and look at myself.
I look at us and see him.
I look at her and see us.
I look at us and see her.
I look around and see us.
I look up and I see them.
I look over you and I see us.
I look about and see a lot.
I intensely shine a beautiful energy.
One not to be mistaken with pure bliss.
Not jaded by what most would surround themselves with.
I write with a viewpoint that distances myself from the words
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Enigma
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Involved yet amused.
Simply but eccentric.
Courageous yet scared.
Tough yet hurt.
Intuitive but unknowing.
Selfless encouragement but self hatred.
Oblivion embracing familiarity.
Obsession built on common love.
Instil a believing spirit in an emotionally withdrawn person.
A true avatar, a true guru, a true mystic, a true evolved being.
Always careful, knowing, all too powerful.
Never wanting that power to be interpreted as arrogance.
Never wanting to let anybody know of the most awesome supreme power of the divine.
My thoughts are my own my confessional romanticism
An incredible shining belief one where no other faith, dogma, ism, or cult could ever penetrate.
A dimensional prophet.
A dimensional mystic.
The sight into the unknown.
What most are scared to see.
Because most cannot and will not comprehend.
I am careful not to judge another culture.
I am sure they can be just as weirded out by me as I them.
How could he see. Without being given the key to travel?
Without the vehicle.
It is unsurpassed and cannot be copied.
It is rare.
I know others are out there.
Usually told they are an oddity or distasteful to the general status quo.
Why stay earthbound.
But better yet...why give over your own psychic code?
For the ability to travel, when you can perceive the most amazing and immaculate concepts of the universe on
your own, many are scared of this ability.
They believe it is unworthy of attention.
Or hell based like a portal has been opened.
I say only this, the only thing hell based is a perceptive skill limited to our own earth based systems of
comprehension.
I know this as well. that most academics are taught and moulded to be the super computer they are yet lack one
essential quality... the intellect.
Infusion of a more combined status of the avatar.
I don’t want to be known.
I don’t want money or attention.
I just want to be able to relate what is shown to me, what is gifted as sight.
I can’t tell you if you’re getting married in ten years, to a person with blonde hair or if you will win the lottery in
about twelve years and get a blue car in four.
Perhaps I can, but in some ways I need human contact to be able to tell you.
Lock onto your aura.
I am one.
one in seven billion, an actual being with a quality of evolution in mind.
To me that is the only way to live life, Locked into a core belief that doesn’t belong to me is the definition of
insanity.
One piece of advice, there is truth in mental illnesses.
Some illnesses are closely intertwined with the divine nature of being.
The ability to hear other realms, and perceive that which is out of this reality.
The uber intellects and psychiatrists know this, but better yet.
They also know that there is a diagnosis to fall back on for every faction of society.
Quickly judged, sentenced and killed off without understanding the true nature of the being.
Nothing has to be this way and I can assure you...
That the people that are akin to the evolved beliefs will rise up again and manage this planet in the most beautiful
ages of enlightenment, with some help from establishment.
No drastic revolution is needed. No blood spilled. No signs to wave. No rocks thrown at windows
There will always be discord.
But what we need is evolution running the show.
Not death bound individuals with no possible perception of evolution.
Nor the desire for enlightenment.
Or the ability to help others succeed.
Foresight of knowledge.
In safe design for melding of souls.
I can’t escape u, nor can you escape me.
I love you as you have always imagined.
Yet I live for theories, design and making things happen.
I love this self that I inhabit.
There is no more that needs to be done.
The enlightened self, of two, maybe three.
One being in a thousand. Billions follow his every move.
Because they have failed in some way.
Or left the scene, they remember you.
They remember who you were.
They will guide and protect you.
Because they are in a place that cannot be described.
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Taking in Life

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Self of nature,
Self of rhythm,
Self of future,
Self of epitome,
Self of stature,
Being of multiplicity.
One of the greatest romantic, confessional poets of the new millennium.
Community of one.
Community of seven.
Beings of twelve,
Trials of eleven,
Hatred of five,
and the tests of twenty.
Seclusion of seventeen.
Infusion of zero.
Amusement of fifty, Craziness of nine.
Occasional enlightenment of one.
Beings that inhabit your soul, will call out.
Beings that see you as a super imposed reality, will mock.
But who knows what deals they have made?
Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key.
They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking.
They speak out of ignorance.
But mainly out of jurisdictional law.
One would assume that the beings are only in the many.
But the beings inhabit quite so few.
That if we could see them in a room.
Without the guards and the locks, and without the uniform to impose.
But never mind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes.
That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear.
While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused.
The most vulnerable in society. It is sickening to think of, but to me...
They would not matter very much.
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JeffyTrix

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Entering the matrix without understanding the matrix,
People placed around you in a more knowing impression.
Nothing to be feared, just something to be cautious of.
I see myself in him at age twenty yet haven’t aged a day.
Now age wise I am an old dinosaur to him,
funny people see us together and imagine us to be in high school.
Preppy meets ray ban.
I want to show him, my ways, my theories, my being.
yet a lot holds me back.
I know he only wants to be enlightened, to not feel lonely when surrounded by people.
More-so to be set free from an internal prison,
people with chaotic looks around you making you feel horrible.
Looking in his eyes I see enlightenment.
I don’t want to freak him out, but I understand why were both here.
Why we both met however odd it was to me... it was beautiful, to him... it was digital.
hoping to find the best of them all,
in some ways I am perfect for him,
in others I could never be.
In some ways I could do whatever I could to make him happy.
But something he needs to understand.
Which many don’t ‘innerstand’ is the need to temper materialistic desires.
Many people cover their own internal pain with beautiful shining things.
It is best to live simply I am sure he understands.
The thoughts surround me of who he will be in five years.
The thoughts enter my soul of what I can make him into.
The thoughts enter my being of what he can teach me.
What he will make me into most of all.
I imagine myself combing his hair, cutting his fingernails, making him dinner, pouring his glass of water, brushing
his teeth for him.
I imagine washing his arms in the bathtub holding him in my arms.
The gazebo by the ocean with fifteen foot, fabric like, flags blowing in the wind.
Slipping the ring on his finger, him slipping one on mine.
Understanding that there is a bond between us.
Being with somebody that is unloving doesn’t work for us, this being I see before me.
An old soul, we have hooked up before.
Both in youth’s bodies.
In some ways he has it better together than I do.
In other ways I am pretty OK too.
I think of us, then I get a pang of worry like what could I offer him.
I only know this, with love anything is possible
I could achieve anything.
I could do anything.
I could be anybody.
I could be with him; of course he has to want it.
I want it.
We both have to be confident.
In some ways I have evolved massively since age twenty in other ways... I am still twenty years old!
I just know....if he was to be with me.
He would never have to cook a day in his life.
I would make it my goal to make sure he doesn’t have to work another day as well.
Love takes time.
Trust takes time.
Bond takes time.
Union takes time.
Enlightenment takes time, but it is everlasting.
Saves the very nature of our being from imploding and self destructing.
I look in his eyes and see much.
I am sure he is aware of me on some level, much will be made apparent.
The choice lies with his soul.
I read through his blogs and imagine.
Some twisted man threesome covered in cake and chocolate.
My mind is pervy.
I am happy not wasting my time on people that don’t matter.
I’m happy making sure I am the most calm person in the world.
So he looks forward to seeing me again and again.
Because that is all he wants is another boy that understands his struggles.
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Metric life
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I can’t say much that will change his life forever,
but I can be there to offer the most beautiful soul on the planet.
The only true nature of love.
I only trust my guidance from above.
Wanting us both to be mostly free of.
I walk over to him and hand him a kid glove.
He looks at me wondering if it fits and says kind of.
I asked him if I am something to be proud of,
that the world sees me something to be rid of.
Or that my voice is something the matrix is sick of.
I want to slip on his hand a pervy suede glove.
Wondering what is in his mind and what he'll think of.
Naturally figuring out what he will conceive of.
Touching his fingers through the hand and glove.
Never wanting to see the end of.
His beauty enters my soul like true love.
The very being is just the epitome of cute love.
The workings of the boy that will just be the most awesome being to enter my sphere.
I have so much to learn from him. Will he let me?
With each other anything is possible.
Two books finished submitted to publishers with a sense of self, theories collide.
Youthful energetic vibe.
I want to be his bride.
Only to wonder past years why I cried.
Just wanting love to glide.
My nature to guide.
We can just hug and hug and simply hide.
Figuring out naturally born pride.
Weird glances from people knowing they spied.
Watching us walk hand in hand with a confident stride.
Our hands interlaced and completely tied, seeing his face.
I look at the bright side.
Mostly for twenty six years this has been denied,
Soaring through the sky almost paraglide.
Looking somewhat at myself inside.
Watching him hug me by low tide.
Not wanting to lead him away or misguide.
Stroking his long bangs from the north side.
By a tree, outside.
Looking for him wanting to provide.
Smiling I can simply look around needing to take pride.
We can go worldwide, stateside, love tribe.
Just wanting to walk alongside.
Hold his hand, bring him outside.
Showing him that a human can exist without Jekyll and Hyde.
Soaring past the earthen plane great divide.
Just not wanting to be apart and lay to the side.
Scaling cliffs in a love filled with mountain pride.
Wandering the country nationwide.
Careful wanting to stand beside him either side.
Side by side, by the rising tide
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Try to spie
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The being that involves me enlightens me.
Stopping in one self to see outer self, requires skill.
Being adept to the true nature of the cause of this madness.
Makes one insane.
But more-so those that have the power to hand out titles.
Are even more insane.
To be in oneself while attempting to halt the infractions on our citizens which goes against the treatment of
prisoners and animals takes a skill.
Because in here you are never human.
You’re only you.
Which you don’t even know what that is.
So how could you accept being given a role, which you don’t even understand.
It is my own faith and becoming that your soul be set free amongst millions.
Because your only soul.
It is the eventual enlightenment of the entire galaxy, and you will be loved for your sacrifice.
To the better good the higher path.
No matter how tough the path is.
Or how many stones cut your hand when you fall.
The haunting souls who reside here yet never die.
The ones I’m in love with need my touch.
Far too precious to lose their lives.
I do the work of insanity to save them.
I can’t believe how many men I will meet on the other side.
Oh my god one boyfriend is not enough, I will have millions.
Going to be hard to keep up but I will manage.
Safety of the feline embrace.
The most divine of all creatures.
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Physical chinese
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The theory of the system is what you make of it.
If you let the system capture the essence of your capitalist craving then you are nothing,
Nothing but spit!
The selfless desire to be something is really nothing if you don’t have any money.
What the heck does the system relay when you’re not given the fruits of slavery.
You are simply a slime covered insect in the grand scheme of things.
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SuPremE one (1) 
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Until I find him.
This whole illusion will fall, and I don’t mind taking the karmic tow.
My own internal illusion will fall.
The external 3-D illusion.
Nothing will ever progress.
With so much sadness.
In the most sacred of beings heart.
Solace for the future.
The love is traumatic, until you find the right soul.
For me it is a guy, a beautiful one in spirit.
I know he would know me instantly.
It is a funny notion to arrange to meet.
After all of this time.
He would love me instantly.
I would not have to stress or worry.
In ways I wouldn’t need much.
Just to be able to meet his lips and kiss.
Something he has been training for.
I guess in a way he would have everything taken care of.
Even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try together.
Laying in his arms and figuring out a path together.
Subliminated ideology goes out the window.
When you speak in the language of love.
I just hope he enjoys every bite of divinity...
In its truest and most complete immaculate form.
Because that is what I am here for.
My most supreme and highest love.
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Tigger station
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To be in renunciation, to train in the depths of poverty.
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others.
Yet not much to relay in speech.
Comfort in written word.
Timeless nature of self.
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love.
Finality to a being yet substance without safety.
Song of the heart.
Whispers of the soul.
Thoughts of the most evolved.
The most passionate bold love that would hit this dimension,
Would take over by the blazen figurative ideology of both beings.
The dark hair unites and the smiles just can’t stop.
A force that is unstoppable.
Being kept apart for so long would have both alone and literally dying inside.
An illusory world filled with so much hate.
Our kiss would make each other feel complete
And would vibrate into every force of our beings.
But not just that – a kiss with the tongue.
Surrounded by a hundred candles, some fresh flowers and some oils in warm water.
To massage his gleaming back.
To feel every bit of him under my hands.
To kiss him, and help him understand that this took a lot of effort.
But the first meeting and most nerve racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment.
But there is always the notion that it can happen every single day of our lives together.
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2 more VocAb

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Anything is possible.
However the suffering without each other is immense.
The radiated eyes of belief.
The soul of passion.
The force of self.
The being of life.
I want to see him.
I want to unite.
I want to taste his bicep, if he doesn’t have one a lick will suffice.
Timeless theories of self.
Thoughts of more beings on earth.
Feelings of only the few.
Thoughts of many.
Timeless sense of being.
Thoughts of one.
Feelings of desire.
Thoughts of chaos.
Timeless desire of independence.
Thoughts if intrigue.
feelings of elusive reality.
Theorizing of inclusion of mind.
Tranced into belief of spectrum.
Yet mindful of the process of protection.
Those that see you and I are nothing in a sense.
Until I look at them and fully see their soul.
The elemental is never beyond touch.
But more-so those that govern have only... One shaded self.
No spectrum.
No elemental.
My world is run on mystery.
Yet revealing the greater war on humanity, and independent thought.
Why my beautiful soul remains here to witness this.
Is made apparent each day I live.
Only to live a life with purpose.
A life of humane treatment and dignity.
A life of calm thought-form.
A life of solitude and bliss.
In the eternal wisdom of the enlightened ones.
May you attach yourself.
Feel their living energy for the natural and loving progression, of your beautiful and meaningful soul. Amazing most
splendid theory.
Of corrupted self amidst theory.
Or self inclined to theory, or being of natural symbiance to theory.
Self amidst trauma yet trauma exists only within.
Having faith in a higher power which only comes from within.
Being gracious amidst the people that will gladly see you fall.
I find many others have faithful interludes with independence.
Beauty and love. Amidst madness and chaos
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Comparitive interests

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She wonders why I am so akin to her.
When the only thing I want is to feel her emotions
The intergenerational love affair
Before this old lady was my inherent need for a desire so strong
And with that I felt love but it was nothing.
Until I found the young woman of my dreams
Whom I love to this day
And she loves me with complete and utter ambivalence
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Waking earth
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Obsessive love to natural theory.
Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea.
Articulating speculation.
Foresight into oblivion.
Against all natural bound law.
Obsessive theory of natural existence.
While many sit strangely looking for nothing.
Waking in a world of sleeping people.
Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber.
Time only as an essence.
But a more figurative philosophy.
Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals.
The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth.
Encouraging free thought in others,
Amidst societal intrigue to the opposite.
Power thoughts.
Infused organisation.
Opulent desire.
Quagmire of belief systems.
Paradoxical never ending humanity.
Many selves ago I was defeated.
Many selves in the future I desperately tried to hold on.
But the need to come back and save my soul.
Save my soul from what I did wrong.
So here I sit.
With the encouraging need to direct your focus.
I hope you stay with me
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Working werld 

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Inclusion into hyper space reality.
Infusion of belief for ideals.
A safer bet to say you are elite.
When others are more-so than you could ever be.
Can you theory the masses.
Or can you splendour the individual.
Amazing eccentric view.
But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.
Affection for a spacial love.
Effective for the time of faith.
Direction amused for countless futures.
My own shadow.
Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.
The shadow self infused with ideals.
Protective energy amused within.
Occasional spiteful dialogue.
But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment.
Figuring out soul theory
Yet a blind face to it all.
Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here.
Direction into a formidable solution based focus.
Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy.
Directive stare into thought-form glare and in-like flare.
Beauty amassed to full inclination of thought-field taste the theory...
For the theory is tasting you.
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Brown Cow

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Loving the way I used to be.
I sell my soul to myself every day,
and realise how fortunate I am each hour that Click’s by.
Simply to say that life is useful is one thing.
Another to say life is boring at times.
When the future is all around us.
The future is beyond me and you
and working with you.
Of course you cannot ignore your own dreams and impulse, so be you.
Theory abounds of night-less day’s theory abound of day-less nights.
The only duality of the soul is within your own split self.
The duality of the being, takes over to shine brighter.
Because without duality.
There would be nothing.
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NuM Num'z

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Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses.
Many countries love to be in tune with you.
Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out.
Safer to say you are illusion.
but better to be illusion than solidity.
In a world of illusion.
If both were real than you could be whole.
There would be no reason for secrets.
No lies.
No pain.
No hurt.
You would be whole,
and like a tasty vitamin.
Yum yum.
So slick.
Need some water.
Wash that pill with twenty four essentials down my slick ass throat.
Yum yum.
Wondering where the stars take me next.
Yet I evolve so casually abound in a time.
The time is not my own and has no relevance.
Yet I have an obsession with it.
But not so much so.
Because if I did like everyone else.
I would age like everyone else.
So better to not keep track of the day or month or year.
I don’t get old like the rest for the common style.
Make sure I live to be two hundred and eight years old.
Yum yum.
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Uno one numero 1
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Awareness of self.
But needing awareness of others.
Meanwhile attaining to be you, and thinking of many selves prior.
Thinking slowly and surely.
Of your most awesome being.
In other places, and wanting to discover the highest point you can achieve.
Your most high, your highest self, your supreme entity.
The one that has dominion over all omni-presences.
The one that can affect change and theorize to your future.
The one that matters.
The one that is like you.
The one that understands you
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Stay tight

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One slave amongst thousands of kings, queen’s princes, and princesses.
One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million.
One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell.
One slave up against the Canadian house of Saud.
One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite.
One slave to beat the massed cavalry.
One slave with no ivy league.
One slave with more class than all those pigs in one room.
One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic.
One slave enlightens people like me to the ritual trauma at play.
One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse,
but it has been in effect for two decades possibly longer.
One slave beats illusion.
One slave has angels amongst enemies.
One slave becomes the most powerful being in Canada.
One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well.
When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo.
That is the true causality to the situation.
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Pure bliss

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Finality to theories.
Encouraged to hunt.
Yet crazed to ignore.
Beings left to amuse and converse and behind lock and key.
Theory of independence above all else.
The inclusion of freedom for every soul.
Gay society has flaws.
Canadian society has flaws.
Governance has flaws.
But the magic is... That flaws can always be reversed and fixed.
The sickness instituted on the masses is an oddity for we are the last deserving of it.
I am the supreme regional royalty of the west coast.
The poet that while neurally can set you free.
I can also liberate continents.
Worlds.
Species, and galaxies.
Because that is my ultimate power of love and freedom,
for too much blood has been spilled in their fight.
Hands literally coated with plasma and tears.
Lets discuss freedom and love...
It’s the only things we have left.
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zenophile

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I look in my intensity of a mind’s eye for your very presence
but the only thing I found was evasive feelings of not belonging.
My myth or reality it seems
does not include a life with so much pain and neglect
but here it is.
The world as we know it is simply too hard to take without him, without his energy.
I don’t even know how I did it all.
How did he come into my life was the most ultimate and pressing matter.
Living in a world of abject poverty.
Satanism and divinity intermingled like two atoms meeting and nesting
then splitting apart in a violent burst.
The world without him was almost unbearable.
The one I know sits near me, and holds my hand ever so slightly and ever so intelligently.
I wake with his eyes to meet mine, everyday.
In such a cruel world to live.
A world where love and sex are marketed to the masses but the world takes no part in.
Cruel, senseless, trivial.
The beings that pervade all thought are the ones with senseless desire to make it.
The ones that make their impression clear on the masses
are the ones that take effect in the greater good.
More people wanting, needing, reflecting.
Theories of self, Theories of being.
Theories.
Simple as that.
Confusion for a greater whole.
Confusion for the masses, but individually I am not confused.
Individually I am in love, and this union escapes people for the most part.
Oh how much can change in twenty four hours.
Oh how much people can change.
Oh how much I can change.
I work to attain a spirituality that is evasive,
but not present because the spirituality is too busy to take notice of me.
The weaker one.
The one that cries.
The one that tries, the one that dies.
Simply say it’s so much as the one that needs.
The one that needs him, endlessly.
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nowhere

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Where does causality take you.
For most it takes you nowhere.
But a world of neglect and the realisation.
That there is no path.
Essentially it is those with an actual path,
that many are deathly envious of.
The fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone,
but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the universe.
Fascinating life.
Where one is many.
But two is a no show.
Where would three ever fit in.
But one with you and one without.
Fascinating it would be to live a different life.
But would you want to?
Most would say yes, paradoxically.
Tempting fate.
Yet looking my enemies square in the face.
Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed saints.
You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls,
to remain fattened for one more week.
Rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger.
Nobody will bring you enlightenment.
You have to find it for yourself.
In this very moment I hope I enlighten you, for what else is there ?
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TY 

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A certain level of advocating,
Then I think I would be rather aggravating
and alienating.
Trying to be more animating in speech and song and every thing annihilating.
Certain level feel to anticipating
why don’t I try approximating.
Where one could cast off arbitrating in armor plating.
just endless assassinating on behalf of certain level assimilation.
We don’t know where one persists but one where lower level associating
on one level initiating.
There is only one brutality and that is a methodical world.
Thank you Very much
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Grandpa Ferret

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I wish for nothing more than to be your special adversary.
In a sense a solution such as airy fairy.
Simply put those before me were somewhat arbitrary.
Tend to look at them as a half canary.
I hold his hand on the way into the gleaming confectionary.
We in a sense are very into the abated and flavourful culinary.
Looking on and on he is somewhat extraordinary.
Then I look at him like a small fae or simple faerie.
Then soon enough it is February
and if you don’t settle down with somebody you will freeze to death.
Or need to take lots of hot baths...
thinking somewhat in a sense fragmentary, functionary, hereditary
is the true nature of societal structure
when in a sense all you need is your being to expend its wisdom in all forms.
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ChaV RaWk

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Where in the world is this
and where in the world does one want to go
in a sea of contempt and desire.
Chillen in a fortress of hatred,
just thinking how many can be witches
then I just think naturally they are bitches.
Just flailing as I drive my pickup past the ditches.
Thinking now to the natural path enriches.
Past my days where all I would do was hitches
a ride but just simply hikes.
Everyone around him just itches
insane.
Either pitches or catches and chills and flips.
It doesn’t matter as long as it’s chav style.
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Maximus - Shaun Delage

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I think of a romantic mountain man that is uber sexy
that is loving and cute and being and beautiful.
One would say hey great I love you and fab.
Fabulous that we connect so well on this sphere of reality
and a world of possibility and trying.
There exists a place and a world of complete desire
and a world of realism and infusion of belief.
There exists a place that is unique and amazing
but one you have to quest over to find.
The mountain man would offer you an elixir
and you would essentially choose to drink it
but if you didn’t how would you ever know
what you would become that night.
Essentially it would make you walk farther away from yourself.
Essentially there would be more to life
than an existence without realism and cubism.
But morphism and virtuism
a digitally enhanced playspace that you can become half animalistic
in your need to express your most inner desire.
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Crave

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I remember the first day I saw love,
it was the day before I asked whether they cleaned their autoclave.
Now one would say you nasty little thing just behave.
But I exists in a world of only the willing and the brave.
I think all the way back to the seeming beginning of creation at home by the fire in their cave.
I take one look at my man and only think one thing, he something I utterly crave.
Just glad his name isn’t Dave
I think of when I first thought of my job here as a simple galley slave.
But my inner most turmoil and depression I will take to my grave.
We have nice treats here that I can simply microwave.
More and more every day that passes I simply want to misbehave.
My world lately makes me cry in this complete world and a new wave.
I ponder the thoughts that somehow over everyone I simply just happened to outbrave.
Pave my way to the rave.
The way men simply just endlessly shave.
Some days I feel like a painful slave.
Just want to say onto my next piece with a little wave.
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Fishy face

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The eagle is one of the most pleasurable beings on earth.
If I were an eagle I would want to feel the contour of my own beak
for endless amounts of time.
Being me I think that I would in essence obsess about my own beak.
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Poet guru

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Wandering the space realms of theory.
Wandering through a past life.
And wandering into your most interdimensional self.
Wandering past illusion.
And wandering into a world of elusive enlightenment.
Because not everyone seeks what you seek.
Not everyone has the goals of enlightenment in focus.
And will do everything to stop your course of enlightenment from taking aim.
Wandering the matrix of thought and believing in the belief of one.
Yet resisting the life of the one or the path of the many.
Yet wandering away from the one, which is the self,
yet mixed with love and being and a thought of sanity.
but what is sanity but a dose of madness,
in a world of theories and selfless service to others...
where does one rest.
That, lays in your choices and your life,
essentially is to keep growing.
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Time is ticking 
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Chillen and flippen.
But wanting to chill and trip.
Yet wandering through chill yet slick.
And finding my way past flipping and chill.
Where the world will you find me,
and where in the world will I show up next.
Only funny to imagine the possibilities.
Trippen and flippen.
Stylin and divin.
Whackin and chattin.
Lovin and much love.
Watchin and talkin.
Stuffies and marinade.
Chillen and trippen.
Chillen and flippen.
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Flip out

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Mainly those around you hold a singular piece of the puzzle.
Thankfully divinity has brought you too me.
Most likely want to kiss you back.
Wanting a more timely existence where no theory is involved.
Wanting a theory where no existence is timely.
Wanting a timely existence where involved the theory is.
Involved in a theory of my own timely existence.
Theory of existence is a timely endeavour.
Wanting theory of existence is the only path.
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Stasis
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Trying to impress the masses.
When all I want to do is impress myself.
And it doesn’t take much,
Just simply a miracle of events, and causality.
When one speaks of enlightenment.
No others can predict what will come out of an enlightened mouth.
Simply spectrum for your new millennium soul.
Spectrum and beauty is only something that is paradoxical to the viewpoint addressing beauty.
One may see beauty in criminality.
Others may see beauty in animalistic impulse.
You may see beauty in a tongue action hot erotic kiss.
They may see beauty in your head being cut off in the square.
She may see beauty in your eyes as you cry about what you have seen.
He may see beauty in a dogs face walking by him on the path to nowhere.
Others may look at beauty as a paradoxical twist of fate but where is beauty but in the self.
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ALL By Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage :)
ALL By Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage :)

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Zenophobic Reunited .-. - A GAY FICTION - DIMENSIONAL and astral TRAVEL .-. RAVE SEQUEL :) by:-  Shaun A. D...



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MoTh SoNG







Karma itself is profound, nobody ever knows what they did a few lives ago and why untold suffering encapsulates their being in the present,
I have never understood my own karma or path but have looked at it as a learning experience rather than a set of failures.
To better understand suffering I believe has been my greatest struggle, like the Buddha so that I may better serve those that look up to me for guidance.
But it doesn’t end there, I believe you are here to learn from your mistakes and have them hold your character in charge for your next life and the one after.
Me personally, for the next life I would like to incarnate as an angel, so that I can stop this de evolution and evolution process. But one does not know where they are going or what is happening tomorrow for that matter let alone the next life.
One can look at their own life to understand where they rest with karma, and how it affects them. I have never attained to bring fault to those around me, just make them aware that they have hurt me and they are forgiven.
But some, can get enveloped in nastiness after a teenagehood or a lifetime of trauma and just inflict pain on others until they die. This is why I use things like meditation and writing, reading, and reflection to better aid my own life, sending back some of the pain, suffering, abuse, negativity, sickness to mother earth who gave it to me in the first place through my feet, and also welcoming more fortunate circumstances through my head, but also giving some of my waking life energy to all my relations, a rather native philosophy.
To meditate properly one has to think in universal terms rather than earthbound. The force that keeps us in gravity in prison and in motion continuously. To not only meditate on wealth, prosperity, happiness, love, protection, liberation from sickness, illness, disease, poverty, negativity. But to also meditate on the fact that you would like to see all you seek and rid yourself of all your vile qualities in this life, in the present. Otherwise you will just be wasting your practice on building your next lives qualities, which anybody could do in their senior age.
I believe strongly in dimensions and astral travel and this is a notion that is not familiar to people that just think in a materialist sense, simply because they are not evolved enough to travel dimensionally, nor did they take weeks long suffrage in drug binges to achieve that sight lol but I don’t hold it against them. My nights have been rather bizarre and have attacks from the old hag syndrome which is difficult to live through, from things like being tickled by bone hands to having a gun go off in your mouth and hearing the loud bang, to cats eating the palms of my hands to UFO’s taking off and hearing them at 7000 decibels.
I just received my Ph.D in the mail today  and am quite happy to have achieved this in a religious sense and I had to read the old testament and new one and it only strengthened my resolve of how much I despise the holy bible, we are surely not sprinkling liver matter on us when we have sinned from a sacrificed bull or not sitting where a woman was sitting that is in her menstrual cycle lol so who knows where the people are leading us that are involved in bigger more grandiose centuries old faiths. I am not saying either that fervent atheism is the course. It seems if you don’t believe in anything I don’t know what could be construed of your thought process.
Me personally I recognize my more Buddhist qualities, yet hold religious degrees in an inter faith church. So safe to say I am comfortable with all of them, as long as they don’t inflict harm on others or preach against the sanctity of gay and lesbian love.
I was pondering whether cats could be gay, I am pretty sure of it since I have seen two brother cats have sex in the freemasons tower... but lesbian cats would be difficult with claws and teeth and such so who really knows, it may be easier for male species and most female species restricting their sexuality and building their personae for the next life.
It does seem true that most animals are going to reincarnate as human beings and some will have to go back to the animal world, I surely wouldn’t want to digress after this life into the mineral, animal or plant kingdoms, I would want to keep evolving, something to focus on in meditation I guess lolz
Which is why I wholly support meat eating as a practice to enlightenment haha I know it sounds weird, but people need more complex proteins than plants to digest and when you eat the meat you liberate the animal from the animal world, it seems we only eat more karmically unfortunate animals like cows and chickens but you have to FIGHT to the death in this life to attain qualities that help you to not become one of these animals in the next to be slaughtered brutally and perhaps, dare I say it now, this may be the quality of sacrifice being fulfilled in modern times to appease certain gods or god.
It doesn’t make sense to me that an omni-eating entity like us (some with fangs) would only eat plants when you are made of meat. And you fall prey to being taken over by devas, plant based gods and spirits to their dirty work because you just ingest thousands of screaming plants a week.
If one becomes a veggie all the power to you, but sorry to say, that the supermarkets will still stock thousands upon thousands of cuts of animals, that they name, roast pork, or filet mignion, or chicken teriyaki, if they named them ASS of cow, COW thigh, Chicken stomach, or hoof, brain, lips and lung of cow for the case of hot dogs lol nobody would dare ingest them it sounds just disgusting.
When your ingesting an animal into your being you are setting them free from being an animal but as well you become a part of them, a complex being of various substance that makes up shining you, always wise to thank the animal for its sacrifice and also ponder for a few seconds the billions, BILLIONS that are going hungry while you eat a satisfying meal. Of course its wise not to over indulge, just eat what you need and don’t forget to share with animals that look at us eating away dozens of things a day while the simple housecat only eats chow, canned meat, water and treats.
The housecat or dog or bird will come to appreciate the human life and enjoy what you get to live and hopefully choose to incarnate as a human being so that they may enjoy that cut of steak tip dipped in soy or the cheese puff or the coffee with cream and say “yes meow I have learnt my lessons, now I want to be hooman too” you never know who is sitting on your lap this very moment, it could be a queen of another galaxy, liberator of a country, a nobel prize winner from the year 2025.
It is almost perplexing to the average human why we don’t have cuts of cat or dog or goldfish or hamster at the supermarket while we will happily eat cow or pig or chicken fiendishly
Liberation of life is my strongest quality in the present, I don’t squash bugs or kill them at all costs, if I can, I have felt terrible drowning a wolf spider in the shower or pulling apart an ants body because it was biting me, but sometimes it cant be helped, which is why I advocate saving the lives of these creatures if at all possible, chances are they get a short time here from the hell worlds to experience life and they are only a week old and get swatted with a newspaper, it breaks my heart, I recommend you advocate to others to take up this practice even with things like fruitflies, their death should be on their own terms and not on the end of your flyswatter.
Of course if you have thousands of ants flooding your place and cant stop them by all means do what you have to do, but for heavens sake save as much as you can if at all possible, it is a lesson in kindness and compassion, and tell it as you’re leading it away in a clear glass and postcard to be liberated, “please don’t forget this kindness bestowed upon you today my lil friend”
Really it is a lesson in karma, and technically it is murder. You are brutally squishing one of gods creations with a little heart and brain and eyes. Show some of our smaller friends compassion 90% of the time and you too will see the true happiness of being alive, feel the depth of compassion, and learn to love others unconditionally even though they have hundreds of more eyes than you lol
Take care blogbuddies, till I write again :::)
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Living each day as if its your last seems to be wise advice, and this method to live is pretty sound advice as well. We are never contracted to a certain allotment of time here, and it is great illusion the present time. We are told to believe fundamentals of society, like its 2012 and we are supposed to despise islam etc we are supposed to eat this and work this way and do this.
Greater still, everything is illusion from the date we are living in, to organized religion to food, and the capitalist structure has greatly failed us, everything that makes up ones daily life can be construed as illusion.
I only need to look at my own life to come to terms with the illusion present, the path I have chosen for myself, the life I choose to live, and the people around me that I have come to love have failed me continuously yet I carry on as if nothing is wrong, and maybe this is how we all operate. I have always surmised to forgive and move on with things, but sometimes things envelope your being and attach themselves cruelly to your core self
We are in a state of war, and the only thing we have to garner any sort of reality is a complex web of psychological operations, and things are happening so far away there is no way we will ever know the truth of the matters at play perhaps, twenty years down the road we will be able to garner some sense of reality of the matters at hand in the present but it is true that much is being shielded from us in north America simply so that we continue to appease the system and not revolt.
What is happening in our reality is only a small percentile of what is happening universally and there is greater universal wars taking place and if you look at us on this ball out of 12 planets in a vast expanse as being the truth there may be no saving you
When I tell people that things have not happened as we are lead to believe I am met with notions such as well you’re a holocaust denier etc and a whack.
But the holocaust could have happened 12 dimensions over and technically this is more in line with the truth since the 1940s was so long ago and there has been like 10 matrix resets since so definitely not the same illusion but we only need to look at the very very old people for example to come to terms with reality, a lady, wrinkled and breathing out of a mask to bring us back into reality, perhaps she was alive back then to tell her story presently but people like that tend to shield themselves away until they die, never sharing their mistakes or adventures just simply living to die.
I look around and wholeheartedly believe this place is a paradox, we have beautiful flowers growing wild under the heavy droplets of rain falling down with nuclear radiation, we have beautiful reverends preaching the way to the truth to a murderer amongst his disciples we have delicious food that is killing us and we have a reality that seems masked from us continuously.
We have figureheads over us that need to be initiated sellout millionaires to get where they are and involved in rituals so dark yet they appear like they have the brain to lead a populace to enlightenment.
We have a financial system that could be best described as an internal hell because simply we will be paying off our debts for several hundred years, and if you don’t see the apocalypse because you are too busy wrapped in illusion buying your iphone 5 I am sorry to say that you are on a different path than me, and many people that are fighting for…… for what exactly?
Well liberation, liberation from suffering, liberation from this reality as a prison state, liberation from sickness, pain, skin conditions, surgery, hatred, illusion and poverty.
It seems there may be only a few dozen people on earth that have become masters of the system and were able to hoard trillions of dollars to themselves while the rest of us have to work an agonizing 9 hour day just to make $100
At some point this is all bound to collapse, and there are people that have educated themselves in the system and have poked around where eyes should not have seen and they know literally the secrets of the system and its structure over us, any seeming person in reality is in disbelief that their milk is giving them cancer or whatever when it is the nuclear rain from Chernobyl that is responsible for most misgivings out there let alone what has just happened at fukishima
It wouldn’t really matter if you eat organics and only non GMO and all that and take supplements it only makes you more susceptible to harm because you are not building up a resistance to the stuff layering out there.
Truth is, most people are not fearful of dying, old souls anyway and most people don’t exactly get why they are here and how their soul has been corralled in this so called reality, they would welcome a global pandemic where you get the flu and die and then you get to meet the figureheads of the system who tell you either you can digress to lower more vulgar prison states and remain in prison based on your karma or you can progress to more divine and enlightened realms because of your karma and good deeds, and it is true that we have died thousands of times over even brutal and disgusting deaths like being crushed to death, poisoned, mutilated, tortured and drowned.
Most people are aware of this on some level but they just tiptoe through life avoiding that causality.
But to an old soul, they are almost welcome of a world war or nuclear catastrophe because it means they won’t have to suffer through old age.
Truth is, our society should be more welcoming to its inhabitants, by legalizing all forms of drugs, providing free education and not a global student debt system, providing legalized suicide options- so that people that wish to move on, may. Or those that are suffering continuously through a brutal existence of sickness and pain may have the option of peacefully ending their lives.
But also to make a pseudo capitalist-communist-socialist-everything inclusive society so that everyone may have things to contribute.
Providing rent free housing globally to end the greed structure and the pyramid scheme and to sort of say goodbye to an elitist capitalist structure where the more you hoard and the more pain you inflict on more vulnerable people are the people or individuals that are rewarded in society.
We glorify evil news as well, and celebritize abuse and pain in society thanks to this evil structure in place.
It seems that we are a thousands year old society stuck in a two year old earth at times, and this is funny because like I said, if you believe everything you are told about your roots, the global structure, religion, history, and knowledge there is no saving you.
Only when you begin to look outside of reality, as a pseudo schizophrenic may you be able to come to terms with the truth and to not believe anything you see hear or read and begin to question everything that comes into your presence.
Only now, are the true warriors of the matrix branded terrorists, and those that are spreading the truth are hunted by the darker beings continuously. Safe to say the world is somewhat cartoon in nature, and this may change as the reality changes form, but everything on the internet is pixilated and cartoonish and when somebody spends 90% of their waking existence in a cartoon they tend to distort their own reality of sorts, when the internet is going to be immersed in a vivid virtual reality is beyond me, but it would change everybody’s existence, because nobody would want to have anything to do with reality of sorts. The galaxy it seems is coming for us, and when it finds us, there is no turning back…those that want to continue travelling beyond the seeming familiarity of their own internal prison structure will be welcome and challenged.
It seems there has been some of the Nazis that have made it out of this reality and outside of its structure of sorts and are working as time differentiators to achieve an ultimate outcome in the present time and would like to change earth as we know it for their ends, but there are people that are fighting this outcome and these people are being plucked away one by one.
They are imprisoned this very moment by bars and gates because they kept an ounce of weed on them, they are dead and in between realities, they are mothers imprisoned by their own reality, professors spewing lies to people, animals as imprisoned and silent beings, but nevertheless they are being harnessed and their consciousness is being used for an ultimate purpose.
What is your purpose? To get to the future of course.
-          Shaun A. Delage



p.s. I have decided to take the donation button off each post to alleviate a reader feeling guilty that they could not contribute a fictitious currency for the gift of enlightenment, after this post I will post each posting free, and without charge for life and without cost. my whole feeling was that this is like a real life church and it is run off donations. My goals as a saint, prophet and doctor of the Church of techno are not toamass wealth but to create merit and positive karma by working with my true nature to achieve enlightenment, not put a dollar value to the faith but to work with energies and obtain spiritual  glorification, safe to say I work with energies continuously..and. Money itself is very hard to come by these days, and everyone is asking you for money here and there but where does it all add up, my gift is of a spiritual nature and not a capitalist one, modelled like most christian faiths with the priest or reverend riding around in a bently with a white suit and cane with diamonds.

Thank you for reading and anyways keep coming blogbuddies:) and most of all THANKS for your support :)

What exactly is a guru and how does one become a guru
Is the most pressing of questions 
Well, they need a following 


#1 –mostly of those that are trapped and need a way out
#2 they need to be individual – not willing to subscribe to the status quo even under the threat of death
#3 they need to offer philosophy or mysticism 
#4 they have to have proven supernatural powers
#5 Many gurus have sexual deviance attached to their character early on
#6 They need to have an identifiable ideology
#7 They need to know the answers
#8 they need to be dimensional
#9 they need knowledge of where they actually come from
#10 they need people that will defend their lives
#11 They need to be ordained as such 
#12 they need to go thru an initiation that no other being is welcomed too
#13 they need to be constantly in contact with other beings and intelligences 
#14 they must be the living entity of which they proclaim as a reality
#15 many are stigmatic or display the wounds of those they profess to protect
#16 they must have many enemies
#17 they must be of divine incarnation 
#18 they must be evolved past every living inhabitant of the earth excluding other gurus
#19 They are powerful and unique and can bend reality in their favour

cilantro paw








We’re in a very chaotic time energy wise and it is manifesting itself into complete chaos and terror for the citizens of this reality, my best advice is to have as much time to unwind as possible, and be silent and meditate for at least a half an hour to a candle so that you too can receive divine instruction
But to also nourish yourself properly, food itself is somewhat of an illusion so I wouldn’t give my whole nature over to the argument of GMO’s or vegetarianism or whatever
I believe this is the strongest illusion of society is to wrap people into becoming automatons of diet, basically preaching the way to enlightenment is through what you eat when enlightenment supercedes the known body into spirituality
I am locked somewhat into the lower dimensions and travel them regularily when I sleep and so I know how far we can digress into. So what is at stake is your souls nature and this is somewhat of a silly notion to people involved in the systems mayham and preach for its integrity continuously. People locked into the system are completely unaware that only about 5-10 people control the entire globe
So it brings things like countries and systems into question wholeheartedly
It is funny when I try and explain to somebody that I am the leader of the church of techno, either you have two types of people, one that believes in the given religions on the planet and is immediately suspicious of the nature of such a loosely construed faith then I have the complete atheist of sorts that as soon as you say anything about church religion or reverend their guard goes up and they begin to question anything of sorts having to do with faith
To put it simply I describe myself as a matrix techno Buddhist universalist, my only belonging to faith is the Universal Life Church which is one of a handful of churches that will ordain anybody for life and without cost, and offers a fab customer service facility to help their ministers any way possible
In the USA I could legally perform marriage and funeral services and in Canada the rules are a bit tighter, like to be recognized as a faith you have to have a physical structure in place for 15 years
So maybe founding the church of techno is in the future but I have always learnt to work with what I have. Some may see me as a simple writer, blogger or others as a prophet or minister
I like to go into the esoteric studies because they offer more than the mainstream methodology of knowledge, I like to read about middle earth and Nazis and actually read the Koran and the Satanist bible to understand the nature and working of society in entirety because if you don’t then you are operating at ignorance of subjects you don’t understand and just continuously regurgitate information that the matrix puts in your brain, and this is not knowledge
If I did that the blog would be expansive, I tend to type what comes to my mind rather than focus on all the stuff I have read haha if I could post all the books I have read or whatever it would be an expansive blog for sure.
Anyways the time is crazy and nobody knows what is going to happen in a few months, probably nothing, maybe a world war, aliens landing, societies collapsing who knows. I just know that I am on the fence about my governers that have power over me, and I have never trusted initiates of secret societies that call themselves prime minister or president, king or queen. It just means that they are so heavily indoctrinated into the system that they will do anything in their power to uphold its structure.
The only real art to living I can see is forwarding my own knowledge and preaching and supporting those that are heavily indebted to the system in some ways, caring for animals, and just enjoying the peace and serenity of a loving union and beautiful home in the furest.
I only need to revisit my past to understand the true horror of the system and I only need to think about those I have met to understand completely how much people are so encapsulated in illusion
So maybe we are in a time of great chaos, perhaps a time of spiritual growth, perhaps a time when capitalism falls, or when there are more enlightened beings on the planet than ever dreamed of, perhaps we will have divine entities that land, or a fascist government take over.
Just learn to take rest, and enjoy the present, enjoy what you do have, the freedom to cut your hair, the freedom to go into a grocer and find anything for $20 the freedom to smoke a cigarette or a joint or the freedom to go as you please. People cannot just climb the ladder and provide great influence in a matter of a few days, things like this take time, and most of the people at the top will halt your progression at all costs.
I have learnt to take comfort with what I do have surrounding me, because I have been given the valuable life lesson that it could be taken in an instant. I am paying for multitudes of lives of karma and I have never began to understand what has happened to me personally or those around me, but I know wholeheartedly, it could be worse…
-          Shaun A. Delage





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I received some good news today from the mother church, that I have passed the highest degree in universalism with flying colours, and now the challenge seems to be getting the actual certificate to me haha but that is just the postal service.
I am met with a mixed array of responses, some congratulatory some jealousy, for I have embarked on a path of study that does not require dissertations or thesis’s so some may see it as something that is trivial or just of the net but I am happy that I can forward my credentials to the highest possible point because it gives me a personal sense of satisfaction
I have always tried to strive for the betterment of my disciples, and that is what you are if you are reading these words, some critique my grammar and say well he doesn’t have proper style so whatever and I have some enemies no doubt that read my words but I also have devotees because I write on text what they need to hear at the right time to validate their standing in life, and to prove that you don’t have to do what everyone else is doing to succeed, no doubt I have people of all races, sexualities and faiths that read my blog which I lovingly title the church of techno virtual ministry.
No real worship to follow, just some simple text to put to rest some of the madness, and allowing some beings to continue without haste to their truest most ultimate position but it doesn’t stop there – I know there is some sort of energy exchange at times when people read and idolize my writing and it was proven in the case of Michael Jackson, the poor guy couldn’t sleep because his songs were being played to tiring depths continuously, allowing people to lock onto the very nature of his soul and in a pseudo magic spire a constant barrage of images and scenarios must have fed his astral world, like mine and it is tough to move on, but me personally sleep escapes me most of the time, in the present I am blessed to be on a day schedule but most of the time I am on a night schedule, totally nocturnal !!
And I do need powerful meds to knock me out otherwise I just stay up continuously thanks to my rave days of tons of mind altering substances and banging techno for the entire night
So I am at a pretty good place in life, tucked away in a mountain resort community meditating and giving my disciples the hidden energy and paradoxes they need to continue but also providing enlightened discourse in the made up faith of techno as a church
I don’t view myself as wholly enlightened however, my writing doesn’t pass the grade on a grade 12 english exam but that hasn’t stopped me from getting my word out, and I do reread all discourses to make sure they are at least readable
The point to life is not to hoard everything imaginable like most people are doing but to live to serve others continuously, it may not be your life but this is my own personal enlightenment. Being that being that serves a squirrel a months worth of peanuts or being the being that helps others live their life easier in the form of partnership or being the being that changes cats litter without anger
I am blessed with a life of zero stress, more time imaginable for meditation and creativity and I do enjoy forwarding my own personal growth through enlightenment podcasts and of course I have the church of techno library at my disposal with an ebook reader that I touch to scroll through the pages
I have never been one to regurgitate information and just spew out dialogue I have learnt, I think this is the wrong approach. I think it is easier to relay what you know from your own mind in your own thoughts with your own vocabulary and it is okay to mess things up sometimes.
I seem to be the only faith and religion on the planet that is accepting of all sexualities and fringe esoteric and occult studies and subjects, hence a matrix techno universalist faith
I have placed a donation button on each post, not saying you need to donate to read my words I just look at this as a church and a church runs on donations, hopefully recovering some of the money I have spent on education and other things to forward the look of the virtual ministry, there are some wealthy internet surfers however and the donation button states that I must tell paypal of what I will spend the money on if I get over 10k so I would operate within my own personal structure if I did receive a large donation and possibly feed poor and low income families, if the donation was huge say two million lol I would actually look at the possibility of a physical structure that people could meditate and listen to techno all night for retreats or something while I give some discourses in enlightenment from the records of this virtual ministry or my own pseudo Gnostic ability to just chatter away at this stuff on a dias lol
Anyways it was good to find out I passed the test and will be posting the certificate as soon as I can
Thanks for reading blogbuddies
Take care
Shaun A. Delage





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The biggest thing to understand in times of great suffering is the need to unplug and detach from the matrix in ways and find time to cycle your stress and your energy into something creative or centered
The matrix finds itself in your structure continuously and hardly a time to get swept up in the chaos then to use that energy to forward your own being to selfish ends
The masters are keen at cycling our negativity and using it to create wars, famines, atrocities etc but when the energy stops at singular you you begin to take notice of your creature and it is okay to be selfish with oneself – you have to be selfish with your creative process and your intellectual growth because you will keep coming back time and time again to reincarnate until you actually do something
Me, I like to update myself with the happenings of the world, and it is complete chaos right now with the entire Arabian world in chaos against the civilized world but I also like to unwind and meditate and bring things like power, health, love, prosperity, happiness, freedom from suffering, liberation of poverty, liberation from disease and sickness and also send my energy out to the world that desperately needs healing energy
It seems we have grown adept at stealing and recycling much energies in the world but have not grown used to giving your own singular souls worth to heal the world which you and I and everyone can do.
Much of the world operates on paradox, what may seem odd in the present usually works out in the end in some paradox and twist of fate.
I don’t think there is any key to personal enlightenment like only being a vegetarian or taking specific herbs because meditation itself is one of the most ancient practices and it is free and it brings the littlest reward in the present so it operates in the hidden or esoteric or more fringe realms of magic and energy
It may take a decade of manifestation to bring to you what you truly desire, like ten million dollars or a new outlook, a virtue or to end a flaw in your character but if you never get started attracting that energy to yourself then there is no saving you haha you will just do what the system wants of your being.
It is true that the soul works through visionary means as well other than linguistic means so best to attract visions to yourself rather than words or numbers but for me personally I find words easier to work with but I also want to use my subconscious to do work for me in the waking world so that is why it is wise to use visual means of attraction.
The broader realms that will take more time in attracting things to you include asking for things like wealth or money as in words, they may take quite some time to develop rather than by imagining yourself on a world cruise with a bodyguard and a few million dollars, so I cant say which one works better since when each new incarnation takes up meditation it opens up a whole new vivid reality of imagination for the soul, many around you wont understand the gift of meditation until it hits, and for many they don’t take the time to chart into unchartered waters and the hidden and mystery of life, to tell you the truth it hasn’t worked for me yet, I have been meditating for about just shy of a decade and it may not even happen in this life but you also have to position yourself in the best steps necessary to make sure you get to where you want to be.
If you want ten million dollars, and believe in the unknown, then consider a weekly debit option in lottery tickets or invest a few dollars in the stock market
If you want to be a published author at least start your novel and stop dreaming about it, if you want good health then be sure for a struggle but imbue your being with as much knowledge on the subjects as you can.
The powers of manifestation work, and it is wise to use them wisely, and tread carefully but also work within what you have around you this very moment is the wisest advice I can see giving
Me personally, I have dreams of wealth and success, and I enter contests daily online and enter 75x a day x2 for me and my partner so I am continuously plugging away typing through captcha codes and skill testing questions but I don’t stop there I also enter hospital lotteries that are $100 a ticket
So positioning and then manifestation may work in my case but it is different for each soul depending on what they want to attract so who knows if it will even work in my life which is why I am careful to attract these things IN THIS LIFE not the next or you will be tiring slavishly to better your next life in this one.
So maybe typing endlessly at $419,000 worth of contests in the present won’t bring me much in the present but add up typing for thousands of times and over a decade I have done enough work to bring me a million or ten
The matrix is suffering and is hungry for attention but please learn to unwind and reflect and keep your energies with you creating things and beautifying things so that the world is a much more serene place tomorrow when all the dust settles.
-          Shaun A. Delage




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I think half the world is going to be let down when nothing happens in 2012
They have been using apocalypse against us for centuries so that people don’t explore anything but the safest, being the status quo
We have the future we are gearing up for and it is going to be advanced and beautiful
However we have a lil notion of ww3 to get over, quite the hurdle, and we have the entire Arabian world against the west, I felt it when I was in sanfran and they tested their air raid sirens oh man I was like wtf is going on, is north korea bombing us while I am here on vacation lol
Even if some regime changes happened we would still be better off but the governments need to start getting more in line with the people by legalizing marijuana and stripping away the litigious nature of our society
One can only operate so long with thousands of rules to follow
People involved in the system have a criteria to follow being hundreds of corporate rules and it seems even if you are employed in a mom and pop operation their 79% partner seems to be a mega corp. lol
Just gearing up for 2012 is enough for most people, but to the people that have stocked their basement with canned beans and powdered milk to feed an army they will be the most to suffer when we all awake on dec 22 and the world is exactly the same, same rules, same deal same world.
People are fearful only because their governments tell them nothing, not to worry not to be weary not to prepare, me being in the most enlightened country on the planet I can say that you only need to study the provincial or state system and how they operated in the 1900’s for example to come to terms with how your government would operate in a collapse
The internet itself is too big to collapse and the billions of bytes of info on servers everywhere would be restored in some time, but society is pretty fragile when you think of it
Needless to say the future looks beautiful, just the lil hurdle of ww3 to get over and it will be smaller than the other world wars and the stew has been brewing
The church of techno will continue, we will all be able to live to old age and we will all understand the nature of our suffering.
-Shaun A. Delage







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The illusions cast on sexuality astound me sometimes, from conspiracy circles to enlightenment to every organized faith it seems that the Church of Techno would be the only all encompassing and accepting faith on the planet, preaching to simply do that which is right, if you are gay, lesbian, bisexual, sado, emo, furry, asexual etc just find yourself and accept who you are and what you are and don’t listen to the BS half the people on earth cant even grasp.
It is mostly due to the biggest religions on earth saying something is inherently wrong like gay or lesbian love and this is crazy because most of the millennium warriors of today go between sexualities like the hours in their day.
It would seem funny to sit down with somebody into the Christ and tell them that eden is based in the fourth dimension rather than some old tale from thousands years ago in evolution. Those people also believe that reincarnation is a sin, so there is probably no saving them.
I am always mystified that we still cant get over sexuality as we are a decade into the new millennium, it seems we are still stuck at a hundred years ago or a thousand where there is death by firing squad for kissing another man lol but it is all relative because in greek and roman and atlantian mayan societies etc gay and lesbian love was accepted.
It is only because they fear the entire world turning gay or lesbian allowing the oversight over those beings to take leadership over our domain that they spread hate and fear because we all know deep down inside who is running this dimension and it is a combination of freemasonry/oddfellows/eastern star/lions club/rotary, the Windsor/bush bloodline, bilderburg/bohemian grove, and aliens.
So if every soul on earth is gay or lesbian which has happened on other realms the people guiding them naturally would become leaders over these people per se using a calculation of one oversight being per 10,000 souls.
I have always thought that the presidency/prime minister/king-queen should not lay with one person, but a faculty of enlightened beings that can guide and protect each realm, when one person gets the power they let their sickened ego take over and use it to their own means, one only need look at Russian politics for example where the wife of a Moscow mayor became the richest in all of Russia.
It seems that leaders are chosen, and I have always stated that leaders are not voted in but groomed, and they also have sadist qualities, besides you cannot become prime minister or president with less than 200 million dollars in your account
People actually still believe four years has passed since Obama was elected, the biggest illusion of time, and also 12 years since bush came into office.
When you are somebody like me and you don’t live within the realms of time, it seems but an illusion only because there is no basis for quantification of time itself with an exiled nocturnal.
Believe me, I have tried to meld with society but no luck there, I have even tried to make it as an artist and writer and make no effort to follow it through because I am hit with so many road blocks, at least I have my art and my books if I need them however.
I am not looking forward to 60 more years here which is why I hope something happens with 2012 so that I can return to the astral and ascend to more divine realms, and begin the process of ascension rather than descending from an angelic state.
On a totally off topic did you know that your nostrils are connected to your sexual glands by two nervous cords this is why when you sneeze you feel the anti 1/8th of an orgasm
Anyways lol
It is cool to be proclaimed a saint these days religiously and I dreaded doing the test for the ph.d in religion but that will mean, and I have already obtained the highest degrees in universalism but also attain higher ones and the highest being the ph.d
In a sense I use Gnostic meditation to achieve my own enlightenment and theory when the divine self creates all the words and they are given through chosen initiates of the highest realms of spirituality
What some may see as a simple blog, inhabits that of a divine vortex of learning, a church.
And what some see a church as a simple building, to others it encapsulates much more than that.
-          Shaun A. Delage