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I cant help but ponder my last living situation and the misery I was going through living with family and a monarch situation where I was endlessly programmed at will

Lately I have been discovering affection, for smaller animals and insects but also my lover

It is a strange feeling having somebody reach across the couch and stroke the back of your head

My life has been void of affection and even as a youngin that affection between family was put in a bizarre sexual context what I would have given for my mother to kiss my forehead or my cheek

To love another it seems, takes some skill….
many are searching out meanings of love or a lover and have no idea what they are getting themselves involved in

My last relationship was void of most affection my upbringing was void of that as well

To actually love another unconditionally is the greatest skill of a human being

I look at my new beautiful and shining baby faced man and I just melt

I told him tonight I won the male lottery finding him haha

Real love takes hard work and takes a kind soul otherwise you will just attract another person like yourself.

Many months ago I felt my life was hopeless and without meaning

I remember going to the beach at 4 am and broke down crying – I didn’t know why love has not found me and why I was stuck in an abode where my life didn’t matter

I was going to jump in the water because I felt I had nothing to exist for and I asked divine nature to please send me somebody that would love me, unconditionally and for my entire life

Now I cant promise how things will turn out but he has the exact qualities I have been seeking in somebody –posting hundreds of craigslist and plenty of fish ads and I finally found him on the website and it was a confusing initial few weeks

I loved him so much and connected tantrically and I wanted him to be mine so I moved in then a few days passed and I cruelly packed my things and moved out and back to a place where I was unloved and not respected

Well the weekends away did help and I finally decided to move back in a few weeks ago

Now I have a shining man close to my age that I love and adore and same goes his attitude towards me and this is what I was looking for – a non materialist, kind, compassionate, smart, cute bloke to call mine

When it hit I walked away from it all and have begun to forgive myself for moving out but change is difficult on any person – thankfully I can move anywhere in my province and still keep my income, something not many people with commitments can do.

Rural existence is beautiful and exactly my original programming and I enjoy living in the peace and quiet of the furest when in the city everything is constantly blaring at you a mile a minute

One of the things that I struggled with was dependency on another – I mean as far as driving or whatever and I couldn’t for the life of me be dependent on another and I struggled with this for quite some time but there is a profound level of respect when you give over your needs to another

Time ticks by and I think of that morning on the beach or my self inflicted suicide attempt and I think how horrible of a world this can be to people and I think about constantly what if? What if I succeeded on my attempt on my life- where would I be right now? Prolly floating away in the astral world

But the Buddhists believe a human birth is very fortunate and takes thousands of years and I see us all here and in this immaculate movie playing out- nobody knows how it’s going to turn out

I can’t help but wonder as well how exactly I am being positioned for 2012

Without the protection and guidance of my lover I would be still in my taxing living arrangement with family and the constant nattering

I believe those in rural situations will be able to survive in a systemic collapse easily. But those in cities and metropolis’s will struggle and now is not the time to head for the caves god no lol

I have not been a firm believer in 2012 but it is always nice to be prepared

And I cant think of what would happen in a systemic collapse, the light and power go off, internet shuts down, businesses shut their doors, gas prices rise to a $100 a litre

Nobody imagines this, but this is something they have been using as a tool of oppression for many many centuries – the threat of apocalypse be it with the threat of an occupying force or whatever this has been used against us since Egyptian or roman times.

So best to be prepared yet not very paranoid

Blessings blogbuddies

- Shaun A. Delage

It is true that most of the worlds poverty issues could be solved in an instant with the help of a faculty of divine oriented entities

If anybody has ever watched the movie – they live – you would understand that most of the people that could change the world for the most divine have literally sold their soul and are doing the work on behlf of the extra terrestrials that work to enslave us further

But not only that, there is a certain quota to fulfil as far as people crossing over to the other realms be it mostly hell realms…Much of the qualms I have are living in a greedy slave rat society where those that are slave minded are being given every opportunity to explore the world

While we don’t have many artist communes etc I think this would be an easy way for most of the poor to live effectively in a community where the food and lodging is taken care of

Many of our difficulties as well lay with marijuana being restricted from us. People would see through the programming and psyops and be able to question their reality a bit more ….

This past month has been hectic – severing ties with my mother and cousin because they treat me cruelly, turning thirty, moving homes…into an enchanted forest loft. I have essentially escaped a monarch programming scenario - I felt defeated because there was nowhere else to go
-thankfully I have met a furest prince and beautiful calico cat that adore me, it is tough to fall in love when you dont see yourself as being worthy of being loved, my past has left me with zero self confidence.

The past few days I have been working to get my virtual gallery done – all the behind the scenes work has been incredibly taxing but there is enlightenment in residual income

2x2.imagekind.com

If you want to take a look hehe

Part of my purpose for having a blog is to express myself, challenge the world and provide a safe environment for enlightenment, but it isn’t a dialog really just a simple discourse format and I get dozens of people a week that come back time and time again to read and dozens of newbies that find me through search

This blog allows me a place of a virtual ministry that doesn’t have any mantras or dialect to rehearse and rings to kiss, cassock to wear and the Church of Techno is for those that don’t have a faith either

When I am tempted by evil choice, I only have to remind myself of who I am

I am Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

And nobody can take that away from me, my entitlements are for life and without cost with no nasty indoctrination to follow

And I am a good leader, The only sole leader of the Church of Techno and this is glorious

I only think back to my ordination in 2002 by Universal Life Church and I think of how cool it was to become ordained online and for life and without cost – it was a sort of novelty and as the years settled in and I began to embark on a spiritual quest – I discovered I can lead, and have the ability to relate my life so that it may aid others in their path

I am not here to cast doubt envy or anger on my enemies

I simply want them to know that they have contributed to a trauma society and give them a chance to right their ways

But I have began to move on and welcome the future

I have just ordered some postcards with my male art and inscribed the website address and I will be marketing my art movement to galleries all over the world I think I would fit well with a post modern or gay or raver or chav gallery – definitely not the more traditional galleries

I did a lot of work about a year ago to expand each piece I did to about 40x 50 inches real life size from a small JPEG so that each graphic could be printed on canvas and framed

It makes sense to market to galleries since I have a full print on demand site and about 300 pieces for sale ….when superstardom hits and the controversial aspects of my art hit the mainstream I know it will be time to shine which is why I have about 1500 pieces in my collection

All I need is one gallery and I am set

So to go the grassroots method of marketing art seems to be the funniest notion to me, I want to be discovered and marketed but part of that discovery lately is that as an artist you should enjoy the process and begin from the ground up

I am thankful that I went into graphic arts and photomanipulation over other forms of art like paintings or sculpture – my disabilities hinder my ability to do art in the more traditional methods.

My art is very chaotic but also very dimensional –some art critics have described it as stolen ripped images but I like to say it is hacked art !!

We live in such a litigious society it is unbelievable – ALL forms of creativity and expression –uniqueness- have all but been eradicated in a system that will sue you for any breach

It would actually be neat to be sued by somebody for my art lol it is the publicity I need lol that is why I laugh when people try and scare me for using ripped images from male beauty blogs

But collage is an artform and if you use only 10 percent of the image or alter it 30% it is yours and it just makes me snicker when somebody treats me brutally for my form of expression or saying ‘you call this art’?

ART=LIFE

Peace out blogbuddies

- Shaun A. Delage