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The silent retreat has been pretty good. I like to mix in a bit of 420 too makes it a nice experience
I couldn’t really quit marijuana with good faith so I will now be a marijuana priest as well as a matrix techno universalist
What an exciting time to be alive. What a chaotic time to be alive. Quite the time with illusions involved. See people imagine the world as expansive with many countries but I like to view the countries as separate dimensions literally sewn together into a dimensional vortex known as earth
I was recently reading a book on hollow earth which hypothesized that there is about 800 million living inside the earth with an internal sun which the Nazis originated from and came out of then snuck back into. Apparently the hitler force retreated back into the earth after the war and their defeat to continue the race.
While it makes sense that there is no UFOS as we see them per se that the race under the earth is an advanced species that has thousands of years ahead of us. What I cant make the correlation is between hitler the Aryans and middle earth so to speak
If they were such an enlightened race why would they allow events to happen without intervention
Apparently the last time they came up to the surface was after the Hiroshima bomb
So I feel this book found me at the right time.
Just before we are lead to believe that aliens have landed in their UFOS but UFOS themselves are not of other worlds they are from within our expansive planet.
They see surface dwellers as barbarians.
I have never really given too much paranoia to 2012 or apocalypse or anything like that
When you see yourself as a universal being you don’t really get swept up in the chaos of earth affairs
That is why I have been preparing for the inevitable
The system wide reset.
I don’t think it will be as horrific as we are lead to believe. Some would say just a digital flicker and others would say the nuclear blast
It all depends on region and locale because currently the arab world is going through COMPLETE APOCALYPSE When it starts to happen in your awareness this is when you turn on survival mode, people start to shake, get uncontrollable nervousness, and hunger.
They begin to panic.
This is when the enlightened being, (instead of going out into the street with a knife and a bag for looting ) sits calm with a candle and meditates.
We seemingly are in a utopian paradise with no disasters. But that could all change.
I don’t agree with my countries supporting bloodshed but when I look around the world I question whether we want to open the doors to some of the ideologies that surround the earth.
In my travels in conspiracy circles I have noticed a lack of compassion and lack of class levels throughout the entire left
This made me question my role in society opposing this in society but that is one reason I started the church of techno. I wanted to provide an avenue digitally and virtually where I could preach universal dialogue fitting with my character.
My character outshines entire countries, people, rich people, elites, masons, actors, ambassadors, presidents, enemies, lovers ah the list goes on
This is why I felt it was essential to provide this place virtually
To provide an alternative viewpoint yes but also show people that you can have an active war with psychological operations and a one man war with lucifers army (that numbers in the trillions/quadrillions of souls power) against ONE
Life is very difficult for everyone I can sense this. One thing about living where I am is we are relatively sheltered   
I also live on a huge island so I am sheltered from the mainlands problems like Australia
So if biogenic war broke out or terrorism or whatever I am pretty safe here
There is so much fear mechanism out there to make you believe that you are in danger
I always say when it happens that is when you deal with it. Of course it is wise to be prepared in case chaos hits but not overtly paranoid so paranoid you go out and literally commit grave breaches of your code of humanity against others.
This is where the illusion has been won currently
Is people are so given into this fear mechanism they genuinely believe that they don’t need things like compassion or happiness or love in their future.
This 2012 time may be a complete disaster yes. A flash of light and the whole planet is incinerated but death is nothing to be feared, more feared should be your waking state because it is pretty much 100% illusion and an illusion of form of sorts because it is all so familiar and responsive.
A literal reality hacked from the dream state.
The only thing that matters is your soul. But souls are far more impressive than ever imagined. Some souls are scattered in multitudes across countless dimensions co existing and cohabitating alongside the various and meticulous illusions.
CANADA and USA governance is not of this world.
Why do I say this? Because Countries as you are lead to believe do not exist. Power structures as your made aware are not as they are made out to be. People are far from any meaning. And the world that is pulled over your eyes is simply illusion. There is no other word that can describe it
Not to say go and end your life, there is nothing else to see. Far from it
Death should never be of your own choosing. See I cheated death I know this.
Many people read my words and don’t understand how I come into their lives. I am simply a spiritual leader.  But I leave it at that. I don’t ask for anything in return. Its kind of a karmic thing. I could sit here and watch startrek reruns all night or I could affect change in singular lives.
This is my purpose. I am here to guide people through a VERY difficult time, (at least those that can afford a computer. )
The vulnerability of the last remaining humans is key because there are not many remaining humans. I don’t know if you can count them on one hand or two or you would need a few people hands but I don’t think the actual last remaining humans would even fill a room full of hands
Funny because you see hundreds of people a day if not thousands, but like I said ….illusion. or better described as hybrids or even moreso, digitalized hybrids.
All you would need in a sense is alchemy of humanity really. The ability to make things appear as human or fleshlike and you have an illusion of society.
You could have 10 people born into earth in separate countries and literally infest their surroundings with thousands and thousands of digitalized hybrids to make them believe they are unimportant
I like to be a renunciate and not many people know what it is like to live in renunciation
It is a calm existence. But I only nourish myself just enough to live another day or a few hours at best. I don’t really get to indulge much because I don’t have to reward myself for the trauma of slavery nor the injuries sustained physically or emotionally.
I have tried looking for employment but I feel I am so institutionalized that there is no saving me. What a difficult life.
Men even, I try and look there. I think they think I am too human, or insane, or whatever not hybrid enough. Our world is very hybrid to live in. All forms of education, policy, law, philosophy, and entertainment are HYBRID INTELLIGENCE. Those that don’t subscribe to this intelligence are killed off, labeled as insane, pushed into poverty or the underground or take their own lives or for example live a life solely of addiction or alcoholism
All I simply say is don’t believe the world that is being fed to you at all times, question your reality. Question earth. Don’t feed responses back to the mechanism. Only give your happiness, compassion and love outward.
-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage


GALLERIA

I would like to feature this youtube of my male art since all the images are lost now, I guess I could recover them from the youtube video really but this makes an interesting story to the video lol nevertheless

Rubix Helix


This ministry has always been different,. Literary at best.
Some could say I lead a virtual cult but when you don’t get to meet the people but your aware of the amount of traffic that your site gets it brings a whole new spectrum to the illusions of religion and faith
My faith can be described as matrix buddhist techno universalism then you add in the complexities of me being a vipassi and also have about 10 years of meditation about 3 – 4 hours a day so far under my belt
I only see people questioning the illusion around them when they meet me and don’t understand how i affect change on their consciousness. Here we see a simple expressive dramatic shy gay guy that is very creative leading a virtual ministry with about 3 years of discourses written and logged on the site
If this site was to be made into a movie it would take approximately 400 hours to watch.
Many people do wear their programming, like I would be the embodiment in a gypsy that nobody could describe because the gypsy would only do their work in the shadows and sometimes years into the future which makes the presence in the moment a bit of a time loop paradox
Today I am wearing checkerboard boardshorts and dalai llama beads so who knows maybe I was ordained into a mystical solar suncult perhaps I was ordained into dozens over my life. But the paradox exists solely in my enlightenment because I am aware of how my words, may make an impression.
Coming into a life where you have seen ALL ends of the personality spectrum in totality...something that the super elite cannot even subscribe too. What makes the existence of the church so exciting is that we are in a new millennium we are given new spectrum to work with..
The world needs somebody to shape the millennia and in a way the art movement that exists alongside the church will only set a strict standard of expression in a futurist and populist society to live in
People will be looking to recruit modes of creativity seen on this site. Some people become very mean and start stalking up but I find there is truths in giving your enemies everything they need to defeat you because most just stop at some point and just become fascinated or scared and your never bothered again your simply left in peace.
Anomaly is a new word anew expression and a new voice but so is millennium warriors and matrix warriors as well as metis warriors. SO expressive wit aside It’s time to party
Let’s get frisky with it babe
-          Shaun A. Delage

mystical trance


Amassing a lifetime of experience is a challenging endeavour
I have been pondering addiction lately since I am in my week of not smoking 420 after a pseudo 2 month 420 blitz
Addiction, hahaha never ending in a satanic paradise
Then you have the elites taking drugs we have no idea about because of their close involvement with the pharmaceutical cartels. I would estimate that there are about 2000 undiscovered drugs on shelves
I was reading an article lately that said we may get drugs for our worst fears or what we lack like motivation, passion, compassion, love etc etc
We are in a new millennia where the illusion doesn’t want to be found.
See I am speaking from experience, I am on a mind altering drug that is called risperidone for my schizophrenia. While I don’t notice any real side effects. The effects of the drug on me, don’t make me feel abnormal in a sense, the drug helps me operate normally
But this is the thing that makes me think of the 2012 illusion/ hoax and why individuals should not fear this coming change because there are so many people hopelessly addicted to substances we will never understand for example look up the chemistry on my drug and the meaning of it, it is really alien lingo and they even have chemistry signatures etc
I have no doubt in my mind that many of the charismatic elites you see are on many different substances, and when their supply is questioned, that is where the real power comes in
Not only that but these pharmaceutical cartels are able to operate in developing countries to literally come out with multitudes of things to keep us addicted.
See I stopped my medication after my breakup a few years ago and I ended up wearing Buddhist robes and walked 10 miles barefoot before i found myself in the hospital for a one night stay. After I had stabilized I was allowed to leave on a trip to a 5 star hotel to whistler so quite the spectrum
So when I think of a 420 addiction and the stress I am going through at the moment I think of the advanced interdimensional drugs that are out there that are actually produced by alien beings to enslave the human race but better than that they only need to get these ruling programs hooked and out comes evil laws and statutes to enslave us further, It is easy to enslave 1,000,000 people.
You only need to go to the person that is literally in control over those million people.
We live in a very intergalactic world. It is ironic that they don’t ever come clean about space tourism on earth and interdimensional travel. In a way movies and film operate as a trademark of writ
They allow legal script to play out in concentrated form allowing the truth to be told in fictional context. Take for example men in black
When you think of your world most are left oblivious to the true world. Nobody in their lives would ever take a wafer from nasa and be able to traverse the dimensions because they were never enlightened to that nature or that world.
There are so many hidden worlds all around. Including those that have the ability to manipulate the visible spectrum apparently we only see about 20% of what is visually present
So  4:20 haha almost worse that heroin in a sense, but I shouldn’t say this because I know that I will prolly smoke a joint again ahahah smoke it if you got it lolz
But just going through withdrawl and bringing bags of dimes to the people that supply it is a funny notion because it makes me think of suffering, that even enlightened beings suffer
We all suffer, the animal kingdom, the elites, plants, existence
When it all comes down to the mind. This mysterious egg like, alien flesh in our heads and safe to say in our bodies exists the entire universe, that is why we are special
We are billions of years old and each part of your body is given by a separate place in the universe that has discovered the true functionality of the system you need to operate
With the highest presence being the egg like flesh in your head, provided by the highest forms of divine alien nature/guidance.  The brain itself cannot be discovered unless operated on but to discover the true workings of the brain one would have to operate on a live person ...something not many are willing to do, but the Nazis succeeded at.
I was pondering the year 2000 in my head. With all of this latest struggle. What I was going through at the time. I was going on 15 day highs with no sleep and no food.  I would explore myself sexually for days and do things like write jibberish
I was never addicted to crystal meth per se. Just a weekend rave thing. But not many people know what it is like to be on day 12 with no sleep and no food. It is hell on earth. It is a concentration camp. Speaking of this crystal meth was formulated by the Japanese in the 1940’s i believe and sold to the Nazis for use on concentration camp victims.
This drug did allow me to connect to the mysterious force that runs the globe but also allowed me to literally traverse the hell realm and come back and live to tell about it and I still have all my teeth and my hair etc and I don’t look like the addicts you see.
It was my rave nature, and independence and being a crazy teen.
I remember this drug in vivid depth, but nothing I want to try again. I believe this drug took away alot from me, including my motivation and my sexual nature. But also allowed me to go into worlds that nobody could describe and open up pathways that not many get to experience.
It was not just that though not just meth I would be one 3 or 4 drugs a night and sometimes 3,4,6,10 caps of E etc and then there is DMT, GHB, 420, shrooms, acid, xtacy, and ketamine.
Not many people are willing to let their conciousness go that far and not many are willing to put their life at stake to discover this part of themselves 
When I tell people I travel interdimensionally when I sleep they look at me confused because to the common person astral travel is beyond their perception but mostly peoples pathways are shut down due to their indoctrination. But also people usually just dream of hypotheticals or only remember the last 30 seconds of their dream. People that are aware of their dimensional state keep it going and nurture it rather than shut it down, It really takes a psychic mind to go into previously unheard of or unseen dimensions. This is why there is such a war on drugs because perception is the quality the elites dont want you to have. The horror stories are the ones you hear about with the missing teeth and the hair falling out, people snorting 20 bags to die etc These are the most heavily marketed while the society ignores the use of drugs by people that MAKE IT like celebs and the super rich . to scare us into submission. To make us live in a life of slavery when in fact it is okay to do mushrooms every day for the rest of your life if you want if you can handle it lol this is what humanity used to be like.
But what is hidden is the use amongst the rich and elite to achieve things the common person is unable to attain.  When in fact there should be 10-20 legal drugs out there to occupy the decades long sentences we have here.
and what are we? nobody knows. We are alien beings. We are being held captive with about a thousand legalities governing your daily breath. 
It is scary and most shut down those pathways by having a scotch or a joint before bed or whatever
Peoples idea of enlightenment is a funny concept because some people would never read into a medicated schizophrenics words on some strange website with male art
But to likeminded hyper intelligent folk that have a fully sound skill at perception become a loyal disciple.
Not many people innerstand what my purpose is. Why do I sit here and write this.
You know I don’t even know. I get about 10 people a day visit the church of techno and I guess that is enough. Not many people come back. But quite a few just fill 5 min reading the latest post because they are fascinated with my mind. It is nice to smoke 420 once and awhile for a month or whatever but mainly because that drug helps me to dissociate from my real self. Which is this interdimensional traveller. Believe me the travels have started up again the past few nights and I will have a posting in a few days regarding what the aminals want me to see.
There are so many people hopelessly addicted, and if you are one of them just realize when you look at obama or harper or merkel or brown and know there are far worse dimensional drugs to be on.
There are far worse situations.
I have no doubt I am monitored by an advanced intelligence as to how I am doing and perceiving things on this drug I am on. But it helps me to live my life normally without the captivation piece and without the danger and the luciferian mind controlling me and my actions.
I was thinking about my first psychotic outburst
It happened on the steps of a Buddhist temple. I had just walked away from home believing my ex bf had fed me human meat in spaghetti lol So I walked to the temple and started to take off my clothes. I sat there naked almost freezing ..I believed that if I took off my clothes they would put robes on me and I would become a monk. well I think it was a nunnery lol so wrong buddhist sect and wrong gender.
I took off my shoe and started to get spasms. It was strange this led me to believe I was being controlled. SO i continued to take off all my clothes and sat completely naked in front of the temple. Of course I was taken to the hospital and certified, where I claim they inserted the nanobots into my knee.
Oh well what can you do. I don’t really mind my nanobots anymore everytime I feel them I just think to myself that it is blood flowing through a vein lol
This nudist Buddhist stuff continued with me going naked at the Indonesian embassy where I found a tap and just sat in running water for about an hour on Indonesian soil until a twink security guard found me nude on the embassy grounds and said hey whats going on. Where I was arrested again.
Then this happened another time at UBC where I took off all my clothes and yeah haha oh man
So, illness, perhaps....or invisible guardians making me do things to put me on lifelong disability assistance who knows. I will never have the answers it seems
It would seem that this is a byproduct of my sexwork from age 15-19 Yes 15 is a young age to be a sexworker...I was being paid about $400 an hour haha far cry from waiting for my cheque for 4 weeks like I do these days. But also at age 15 was when I first started with drug experimentation and funny thing is I think I stopped the aging process in me...it will be funny when I am 40 and people still think I am a boi ...
Everywhere I look for solace like wanting to be a monk they just start piling on rules and policies
I find searching a job is difficult and defeating
The only real comfort I take is in my projects really. I just know one thing that I believe in.

I will have ALOT of power and authority. And a very long life.
The only things keeping me going
-          Shaun A. Delage

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