Well it has been an energetic week and a time of extreme psychic love for oneself amidst so much negativity broadcasted my way and i am aware of this negativity and where it resides and comes from and it is a cross between my own human self and the luciferian consciousness which pervades all known earthbound rules
The jurisdiction of luciferian consciousness may also reach far into other galaxies and realms as well if you can imagine the magnanimity of the mindset when you have hundreds of thousands of worlds where at least one murder is being committed every moment . We have ourselves an argument for the plight of the individual versus the grand consciousness of the justice league of earth
Much of my week has involved some editing my book which i am about halfway through the third edit. I have also been doing some mainstream art pieces. I came out with another instalment of male art
I am awaiting my masters degree certificate and waiting to see if i passed it will be a good day if i did.
I am pondering alot of universal dialogue lately and been traversing the astral realm as well
I have been fighting some negativity but thankfully it is only personal negativity rather than directed at me.
Trying to find alignment amidst so much spectrum illusion
Many people need supportive and compassionate beings in their focus because the world is filled with many many people who have been desensitized to the true suffering of all beings
I believe in some ways that i inhabit everyones compassion and this is a fractalized reality of my own spectrum while coming from a world of extreme suffering and trials one understands where they are going and what the true nature of suffering is
And much of this is ironic because with your being you never discover the importance of your character until you almost lose it. It is amusing to think of those around you...they don’t operate in reality the operate somewhat half here and half in another world where their true nature resides.
Of course you don’t know where their being is behind the eyes and where they reside and chances are they don’t even know where their embodiment is housed. Much of the citizens of earth reside in the lower astral realms and their only solace from the torture and mutilation is their waking life on earth.
Much of people don’t understand that this can be your children, your parents your friends
Their speech is literally directed at you from this lower place forcing you to become sad, angry or forgotten. This is where most of the actual harmonics and neuro linguistic programming comes from.
This coded jurisdiction works to assault many goals and it is far to complex to decipher but it is everything from major money deals, to suicide, to crimes, and to your progression/digression.
Even a few words whispered through a medium of this nature is enough for somebody to kill themselves or commit a crime or more. Many don’t understand this level of programming and it goes down to the fact that we live in a monarch programmed society. Many of our young poor and abused people are being brought up as monarch slaves and by virtue of their incarnation are shown bits of wealth and then literally sell their souls to perpetuate trauma for what little financial reward they get
Financial reward or compensation is amusing because when you relate it to trauma it becomes a struggle. There is no amount of money or gifts or presents that can alleviate suffering or the perpetuation of suffering.
The two don’t mix and there is no realm that can equip a person to recover from the trauma state unless they decide to reprogram themselves to make decisions that are far from the normal spectrum of human emotions.
Being an ex monarch has some drama because i am literally forgotten and spit out in my own realm. Literally used as a sex object then when chaos hit i was, tagged, thrown out and further traumatized
Now i am left as a recovering monarch because my bloodline is literally riddled with these Masonic types and suffering. I come from a bloodline of murder, suffering, suicides, and pain and abuse
So to come out of that while attempting to address illusions around those close to me remains a struggle.
While i find struggle in my path and my path will even have me believe that i am NOT a monarch slave one only needs to read into my regressive therapy piece ‘captivation’ to figure out my essence in the world.
I have also become aware of the hidden hand lately and they are everywhere from telephone to email to everything and this is amusing because they are realising that i am a bit more keen than most and this is where enlightenment rests.
There are very very few sheep out there that address illusion
Those that perpetuate illusion are rewarded, financially and sexually etc
It remains my greatest struggle to #1 keep myself alive and #2 i am always faced with what the heck to do next in my own realm of programming
I have been dealing with the fact that even some of the most beautiful souls or people may not see me as attractive because i deal in conspiracy/illusion and anti capitalism anti authority
Plus i have chosen the three poorest jobs on the planet being writer, artist and reverend
I have to say i am pretty talented for the worlds leading slacker ...it is tough to settle on one thing when i have so much to do in my own introverted world
Much of my night consists of editing, meditation, reading, some downtime on TV or Second life and lotsa tea and coffee and yes i have this blog as well and my art , then i have the paradoxes of the matrix hitting me at times.
But i also have to remember that i am recovering from a life of trauma and that i am on a path that is unknown to most, much of it i want to be left alone in relative peace to do my work
When you realise that your not even of this earth you really have no real attachment to anything earthbound and this is within the confines of universalism. You find there are reproductions of earth everywhere you go and look and everything introduced to us here has a certain level of coyness or familiarity because it happens in the mass download astral dreamstate much like a notice posted that there will be immediate change
I have been really questioning this 2012 phenomena and i tend to distrust any type of philosophy that doesn’t offer any real direction. If there is so much happening on 2012 why wont ‘they’ tell us anything that ‘is’ going to happen.
It would seem if your willing to debunk the y2k oh i mean 2012 stuff then your in the very few people that are willing to think outside of the flock because 2012 serves as a reciprocating self present illusion
People will be let down when nothing happens or somewhat relieved when something manufactured happens.
The world it seems should step away from earthbound and flesh being beliefs and step into a realm of universalism. Because within universalism.... There is no confines and universalism addresses illusion everywhere and when your elevated into a universal dialogue your character becomes somewhat paradoxical. While you may identify with where you are born
Safe to say that if you are a universal being. You operate on other levels unknown to the rest of the world.
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I ask my guides to show me the way and what i get is a supreme delight i get a nice jackal pup
It took me first to i was on a mountain and decided to jump from the top of the mountain and glided down a few kilometres into a farmers garden and there was a dead mouse on the ground and i knocked at the farmhouse and the guy that answered had something wrong with his eye like a mongoloid and he had blood and his eyes were bigger than his head anyway i said i should go he was weirding me out a bit so he said we should have coffee sometime and i said no thanks and he tried to choke me with his arm and tried to make me lick his wounds on his eye when i resisted he elbowed me a few times and i ran out the door.
Next the jackal took me to an apartment where i had to give it away or keep it and the rent was cheap and i had more space than what i needed so i thought i should move. There was a whole bunch of kids living next door and they were trying to cut through my apartment. I said what if i had a million dollars on the carpet please i need some privacy.
Next the jackal took me to a small sports betting room/ casino i was betting and won some cash and there was a spider that kept chasing me all over and it ended up on me and i disliked the insect. But this dimensional casino proved to be fun.
Next i went to a store looking thru stuff and i saw a big yard stick of incense (nag champa) which was $7.97 then i looked over and saw a manager stocking stuff and he was really hot then i wanted to go to the forest on motorbikes and stepped on alot of manure i guess is pretty gross but you can just wash your astral boots in the river
Next i went to a military camp running around i was in a house and a guy got a bunch of medals and he was a doctor and stuff trying to find my way around, then people yelling at me about the rules of the camp went on a treasure hunt and came across a baseball diamond and we dug into it and a guy i was with found some dinosaur bones and stuff so this lady came up to photograph us and asked why we were digging up her fields.
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Saving oneself for a man of love
Takes skill because the celestial realm knows all to well ones sexual energy level
Seeing past illusions of humanity
Let alone illusions of sexuality also takes skill
Not many people are willing to address illusions of their sexual state
When you do address and embrace this in you
You will receive enlightenment
Because 99.94% of the world will never go there
- Shaun A. Delage
