Taking in Life -

Self of nature,
Self of rhythm,
Self of future,
Self of epitome,
Self of stature,
Being of multiplicity.
One of the greatest romantic, confessional poets of the new millennium.
Community of one.
Community of seven.
Beings of twelve,
Trials of eleven,
Hatred of five,
and the tests of twenty.
Seclusion of seventeen.
Infusion of zero.
Amusement of fifty, Craziness of nine.
Occasional enlightenment of one.
Beings that inhabit your soul, will call out.
Beings that see you as a super imposed reality, will mock.
But who knows what deals they have made?
Those beings that would lock away the masses and throw away the key.
They wear a red sash and call people names without thinking.
They speak out of ignorance.
But mainly out of jurisdictional law.
One would assume that the beings are only in the many.
But the beings inhabit quite so few.
That if we could see them in a room.
Without the guards and the locks, and without the uniform to impose.
But never mind the fact that spilled blood was soaked on their sash and robes.
That hearts were rubbed on the very clothes they wear.
While they sentence you to a few years to be raped and abused.
The most vulnerable in society. It is sickening to think of, but to me...
They would not matter very much.

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JeffyTrix -

Entering the matrix without understanding the matrix,
People placed around you in a more knowing impression.
Nothing to be feared, just something to be cautious of.
I see myself in him at age twenty yet haven’t aged a day.
Now age wise I am an old dinosaur to him,
funny people see us together and imagine us to be in high school.
Preppy meets ray ban.
I want to show him, my ways, my theories, my being.
yet a lot holds me back.
I know he only wants to be enlightened, to not feel lonely when surrounded by people.
More-so to be set free from an internal prison,
people with chaotic looks around you making you feel horrible.
Looking in his eyes I see enlightenment.
I don’t want to freak him out, but I understand why were both here.
Why we both met however odd it was to me... it was beautiful, to him... it was digital.
hoping to find the best of them all,
in some ways I am perfect for him,
in others I could never be.
In some ways I could do whatever I could to make him happy.
But something he needs to understand.
Which many don’t ‘innerstand’ is the need to temper materialistic desires.
Many people cover their own internal pain with beautiful shining things.
It is best to live simply I am sure he understands.
The thoughts surround me of who he will be in five years.
The thoughts enter my soul of what I can make him into.
The thoughts enter my being of what he can teach me.
What he will make me into most of all.
I imagine myself combing his hair, cutting his fingernails, making him dinner, pouring his glass of water, brushing
his teeth for him.
I imagine washing his arms in the bathtub holding him in my arms.
The gazebo by the ocean with fifteen foot, fabric like, flags blowing in the wind.
Slipping the ring on his finger, him slipping one on mine.
Understanding that there is a bond between us.
Being with somebody that is unloving doesn’t work for us, this being I see before me.
An old soul, we have hooked up before.
Both in youth’s bodies.
In some ways he has it better together than I do.
In other ways I am pretty OK too.
I think of us, then I get a pang of worry like what could I offer him.
I only know this, with love anything is possible
I could achieve anything.
I could do anything.
I could be anybody.
I could be with him; of course he has to want it.
I want it.
We both have to be confident.
In some ways I have evolved massively since age twenty in other ways... I am still twenty years old!
I just know....if he was to be with me.
He would never have to cook a day in his life.
I would make it my goal to make sure he doesn’t have to work another day as well.
Love takes time.
Trust takes time.
Bond takes time.
Union takes time.
Enlightenment takes time, but it is everlasting.
Saves the very nature of our being from imploding and self destructing.
I look in his eyes and see much.
I am sure he is aware of me on some level, much will be made apparent.
The choice lies with his soul.
I read through his blogs and imagine.
Some twisted man threesome covered in cake and chocolate.
My mind is pervy.
I am happy not wasting my time on people that don’t matter.
I’m happy making sure I am the most calm person in the world.
So he looks forward to seeing me again and again.
Because that is all he wants is another boy that understands his struggles

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metric life -

I can’t say much that will change his life forever,
but I can be there to offer the most beautiful soul on the planet.
The only true nature of love.
I only trust my guidance from above.
Wanting us both to be mostly free of.
I walk over to him and hand him a kid glove.
He looks at me wondering if it fits and says kind of.
I asked him if I am something to be proud of,
that the world sees me something to be rid of.
Or that my voice is something the matrix is sick of.
I want to slip on his hand a pervy suede glove.
Wondering what is in his mind and what he'll think of.
Naturally figuring out what he will conceive of.
Touching his fingers through the hand and glove.
Never wanting to see the end of.
His beauty enters my soul like true love.
The very being is just the epitome of cute love.
The workings of the boy that will just be the most awesome being to enter my sphere.
I have so much to learn from him. Will he let me?
With each other anything is possible.
Two books finished submitted to publishers with a sense of self, theories collide.
Youthful energetic vibe.
I want to be his bride.
Only to wonder past years why I cried.
Just wanting love to glide.
My nature to guide.
We can just hug and hug and simply hide.
Figuring out naturally born pride.
Weird glances from people knowing they spied.
Watching us walk hand in hand with a confident stride.
Our hands interlaced and completely tied, seeing his face.
I look at the bright side.
Mostly for twenty six years this has been denied,
Soaring through the sky almost paraglide.
Looking somewhat at myself inside.
Watching him hug me by low tide.
Not wanting to lead him away or misguide.
Stroking his long bangs from the north side.
By a tree, outside.
Looking for him wanting to provide.
Smiling I can simply look around needing to take pride.
We can go worldwide, stateside, love tribe.
Just wanting to walk alongside.
Hold his hand, bring him outside.
Showing him that a human can exist without Jekyll and Hyde.
Soaring past the earthen plane great divide.
Just not wanting to be apart and lay to the side.
Scaling cliffs in a love filled with mountain pride.
Wandering the country nationwide.
Careful wanting to stand beside him either side.
Side by side, by the rising tide

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try to spie -


The being that involves me enlightens me.
Stopping in one self to see outer self, requires skill.
Being adept to the true nature of the cause of this madness.
Makes one insane.
But more-so those that have the power to hand out titles.
Are even more insane.
To be in oneself while attempting to halt the infractions on our citizens which goes against the treatment of
prisoners and animals takes a skill.
Because in here you are never human.
You’re only you.
Which you don’t even know what that is.
So how could you accept being given a role, which you don’t even understand.
It is my own faith and becoming that your soul be set free amongst millions.
Because your only soul.
It is the eventual enlightenment of the entire galaxy, and you will be loved for your sacrifice.
To the better good the higher path.
No matter how tough the path is.
Or how many stones cut your hand when you fall.
The haunting souls who reside here yet never die.
The ones I’m in love with need my touch.
Far too precious to lose their lives.
I do the work of insanity to save them.
I can’t believe how many men I will meet on the other side.
Oh my god one boyfriend is not enough, I will have millions.
Going to be hard to keep up but I will manage.
Safety of the feline embrace.
The most divine of all creatures.

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Physical chinese -

The theory of the system is what you make of it.
If you let the system capture the essence of your capitalist craving then you are nothing,
Nothing but spit!
The selfless desire to be something is really nothing if you don’t have any money.
What the heck does the system relay when you’re not given the fruits of slavery.
You are simply a slime covered insect in the grand scheme of things.

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In a culture of distraction, only the truly adept can be measured by how much time they spend in silence and in solitude seeking the answers. We are programmed constantly to distract ourselves endlessly with apps and music and movies, and these things are what make us scared of silence and the quiet and the world of the recluse.

We are also programmed constantly that the introvert is the realm of the insane, from deranged bombers to conspiracy theorists we are told that to be quiet, void of people and things is the world of the crazy.

Much solace can be found in solitude, it is tough for some people to find it with shows, and their 160GB ipod, why trade that for one hour alone by candlelight? Well to some that are of the highest evolved form recognize that they can only find peace in meditation and serenity in quiet.

People are scared of being bored, people are scared of spending more than 5 minutes without some form of distraction. Me personally I use meditation for greedy purposes, it is the only way it makes it fun, if I was endlessly chanting things I have no idea what the meaning is, or trying to visualize a budda or constantly scanning the body with a light sabre I would go nuts, for me personally I think it is so much fun to absolutely manifest what I seek, limitless wealth and endless dreams.

To enter into this realm takes skill, it takes a rather adept meditator to move past the basics, meanwhile using those methods to centre yourself and evolve into your own meditation while visualizing the things you seek and repeating a core set of power words continuously to your subconscious mind. But the subconscious does not work on words alone, it also needs visual pictures to complete the picture, and when I tire of that I move on to sending healing and forgiving energy to ALL my relations, sending negativity and hatred into the earth downward, and welcoming things like happiness and love and wealth from above.

I just completed the course work for my fourth doctorate, the third was honorary and I will post above this discourse, I have to say the spiritual leaders of the Universal Life Church are rather unique, while still operating within the confines of a religion they tend to debase Christianity and its illusions to the fullest while teaching it’s ministers that they are the walking divine, that there is no outward supernatural force seeing everything you do, while some of it I tend to think that it is crazy talk of some koot called Rev. Kirby, I can’t help but think that this crazy faith and the freedoms that it gives, are what make me as a person, as a spiritual force and as a leader. I think any indoctrinated Christian would be pretty depressed going into the ULC head on, because they find that it is entirely a non Christian faith, that teaches that the Christ was a satanic force on earth and that the bible is spilling countless lie after lie.

There have been revolts within the Church but that is only because Christians are egotist enough to think that every Church is their own ideals and teachings. What do you expect from a Church that made its message clear in the time of the hippies, giving out religious degrees in the back pages of rolling stone. I could not ask for a better faith to belong too, and call it my own, but I am also a matrix techno universalist so that is pretty much my own term I made up, a plethora of beliefs from non denominational to Buddhist, to techno, to the matrix movies aligning with the ULC and universal teachings, nature and the animal world. While also being a gay reverend makes for quite the interesting faith to call myself, this is the nature of the aries to go into unchartered waters and now I see the infancy of most faiths in this one lil blog, how there is not billions of dollars behind the ordeal, somebody got it started in the infancy of the internet only to be uncovered on a google 7,000,000,000,000 nanobyte hard drive in the year 2120 and revived into a massive faith that has been thumping along as long as techno, with the minister long dead, never to see any sort of money or fame or whatever because most mainstream methods of communication laugh at something like this virtual ministry lol everything shows me that what I am doing is right and my path is beautiful, and I get hints of premonitions that show me that my future is whatever I seek.

It is funny because I have secretly compared myself to Perez Hiltons blog at a few times and wonder why my blog hasn’t gone viral yet somebody that takes pictures of celebrities and draws lines on their crotches and words like ‘coke head’ near their faces can have millions of followers.

I have certainly supplied more star power than that, and certainly have put tremendous effort into my teachings over the years, but I don’t get let down, with me it rests in the singular, I was looking at how many people return to the blog every day. I get about 30 people a day reading stuff on here and lately have wanted to attract a bit more readers so thankfully blogger which is owned by google who owns youtube has put a blogger button on youtube and now can post videos I have watched and things from around the virtuosity.

Now I feel I am at my pinnacle, because I have tons of stuff to do on here from my mind each week and countless days worth of info easily accessible in past discourses, but have also opened up to being pretty out there online, but most people that criticize people like me, have no virtual nature so I have never been ashamed of what I put online, I have never been fearful about sharing my mistakes or wrong choices with other people to better serve their lives, I think that is the only way we are all going to become truly enlightened is for somebody to say what their heart means to express and we not only have this weeks troubles or endeavours to share with the world but countless lives of mistakes, adversity and energy that we can each share with the greater world in the form of the internet to better serve humanity.

I can’t imagine how people survived without the net and thankfully I matured as a person along with it in my early teens in the induction of the whole thing I was learning and growing along with this great tool of expression and enlightenment and it better served me intellectually and in areas of sexuality I found it to be a beautiful level of eye candy for me to truly figure out who I was  and what I stand for, and to back up that nature with my word and my life.

I thank you for this time reading my words and wish you only the best of days or night.

-Shaun A. Delage

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