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One slave amongst thousands of kings, queen’s princes, and princesses.
One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million.
One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell.
One slave up against the Canadian house of Saud.
One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite.
One slave to beat the massed cavalry.
One slave with no ivy league.
One slave with more class than all those pigs in one room.
One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic.
One slave enlightens people like me to the ritual trauma at play.
One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse,
but it has been in effect for two decades possibly longer.
One slave beats illusion.
One slave has angels amongst enemies.
One slave becomes the most powerful being in Canada.
One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well.
When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo.
That is the true causality to the situation.

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Pure bliss -

Finality to theories.
Encouraged to hunt.
Yet crazed to ignore.
Beings left to amuse and converse and behind lock and key.
Theory of independence above all else.
The inclusion of freedom for every soul.
Gay society has flaws.
Canadian society has flaws.
Governance has flaws.
But the magic is... That flaws can always be reversed and fixed.
The sickness instituted on the masses is an oddity for we are the last deserving of it.
I am the supreme regional royalty of the west coast.
The poet that while neurally can set you free.
I can also liberate continents.
Worlds.
Species, and galaxies.
Because that is my ultimate power of love and freedom,
for too much blood has been spilled in their fight.
Hands literally coated with plasma and tears.
Lets discuss freedom and love...
It’s the only things we have left.

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zenophile -

I look in my intensity of a mind’s eye for your very presence
but the only thing I found was evasive feelings of not belonging.
My myth or reality it seems
does not include a life with so much pain and neglect
but here it is.
The world as we know it is simply too hard to take without him, without his energy.
I don’t even know how I did it all.
How did he come into my life was the most ultimate and pressing matter.
Living in a world of abject poverty.
Satanism and divinity intermingled like two atoms meeting and nesting
then splitting apart in a violent burst.
The world without him was almost unbearable.
The one I know sits near me, and holds my hand ever so slightly and ever so intelligently.
I wake with his eyes to meet mine, everyday.
In such a cruel world to live.
A world where love and sex are marketed to the masses but the world takes no part in.
Cruel, senseless, trivial.
The beings that pervade all thought are the ones with senseless desire to make it.
The ones that make their impression clear on the masses
are the ones that take effect in the greater good.
More people wanting, needing, reflecting.
Theories of self, Theories of being.
Theories.
Simple as that.
Confusion for a greater whole.
Confusion for the masses, but individually I am not confused.
Individually I am in love, and this union escapes people for the most part.
Oh how much can change in twenty four hours.
Oh how much people can change.
Oh how much I can change.
I work to attain a spirituality that is evasive,
but not present because the spirituality is too busy to take notice of me.
The weaker one.
The one that cries.
The one that tries, the one that dies.
Simply say it’s so much as the one that needs.
The one that needs him, endlessly.

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nowhere -

Where does causality take you.
For most it takes you nowhere.
But a world of neglect and the realisation.
That there is no path.
Essentially it is those with an actual path,
that many are deathly envious of.
The fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone,
but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the universe.
Fascinating life.
Where one is many.
But two is a no show.
Where would three ever fit in.
But one with you and one without.
Fascinating it would be to live a different life.
But would you want to?
Most would say yes, paradoxically.
Tempting fate.
Yet looking my enemies square in the face.
Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed saints.
You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls,
to remain fattened for one more week.
Rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger.
Nobody will bring you enlightenment.
You have to find it for yourself.
In this very moment I hope I enlighten you, for what else is there ?

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TY -

A certain level of advocating,
Then I think I would be rather aggravating
and alienating.
Trying to be more animating in speech and song and every thing annihilating.
Certain level feel to anticipating
why don’t I try approximating.
Where one could cast off arbitrating in armor plating.
just endless assassinating on behalf of certain level assimilation.
We don’t know where one persists but one where lower level associating
on one level initiating.
There is only one brutality and that is a methodical world.
Thank you Very much

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Chewing Gum for Felines

So many distractions, a world rife with illusion, and to elude you from what? Well the fact that you are here for an unfathomable amount of time, even a day to some is almost insurmountable. As well, for each and every one of us, death looms. How any sort of joviality can be construed with such a reality is beyond me, but thankfully we have alcohol, drugs, music, pets, food, love, beauty, nature, travel, etc to keep our minds off our impending doom.

And truth is, death is not a finality, we keep living on and on for millennia after this life, what escapes me is why we don’t have a conscious understanding of the process of rebirth and existence as a whole. If we had such an understanding we would dare not make the same mistakes and only grow infinitely.

The process of life includes living with suffering, illusion, mystery, and to live through the process of old age hence losing our youth-which most of us use to our benefit, to land a rich and powerful mate and those that don’t make the cut actually have to make it on our own.

I have always seen my inherent humanity as an alien existence, it is one thing to look at oneself as gender confusion but to look at oneself as being an alien being in a human body and thinking to yourself, jeeze I guess I have facial worms like 98% of humanity lol

I think that those that aren’t living their life in service to another in some way or some fashion is definitely missing out on the true pleasure of existence, serving somebody continuously, serving some disciples in spiritual direction, helping others, helping a loved one live their life a hell of a lot easier is one of the most honorable existences.

So many take, and take, and just chart their way through life.

I would like to be an example for somebody that makes 150k a year and they get to their endpoint and they say “look at this guy, Shaun- he made 90% less than you and he gave to countless charities whenever he could. You have bought nothing but gold bars and platinum rings, you get another go around”

I have always served animals in the past decade or so and many do, and you feel such a sense of pride it almost carries over to your inherent humanity. Just knowing that without you, the animal would starve and die. It brings with it profound touching tenderness and love for the creature that needs you in ways.

Many people that have departed would probably relay that the one lesson in life is to understand the divine, to understand what kind of a being it takes to take charge of other beings, because for the most highly evolved and adept meditation masters this will be your new job when you cross over.

To serve others.

We are all involved in such a serious pursuit, being existence, and to waste it away on the trivialities of life is such a waste. I think it was ordained long ago that there would be countless resources directed at alleviating boredom, but essentially the simplest lesson, being meditation proves to be the wisest pursuit to gain enlightenment.

However I can only meditate a few times a day or I would go nuts, a life should be more diverse than that! And truth is… we need mindless entertainment once and awhile, like REAL HOUSEWIVES lol :)

Anyways blogbuddies have a good day or week and catch ya on the flipside !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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Fried Lettuce

We’re taught, actually engrained into our psyche’s that everything happens in an instant. Instant gratification, instant purchase, instant download, instant showtime, instant pleasure, instant instant lol if you want to see real results in your life, which some very successful people know, is to work on something for years upon years, like a book, or honing your art skills, or meditating your reality.

Truth is, there is a maddening amount of information out there, and I mean all aspects of every scenario, and you have viewpoints and opinions of people from all walks of life on conspiracies and the esoteric.

I want to write that everything will be okay, but deep down in the back of my mind I know that everything is not okay. There is just a mind numbing amount of illusion out there, and there is a vast conspiracy over our minds playing out, in a sense this hidden world plays with your mind, feeding you gore and horror and shapes it in the form of alien looking people on the news telling you what to think and believe. I know from my research that if people were to embark on a decade long quest (even online) to find answers to this reality it would take eons. Just the amount of information out there is just completely nutz.

One reason why I became a spiritual leader, is so that I could embark on my own path of redemption and solitude and show others that there is a world that is yours and it rests with the mind. This war on the mind is so vastly complex that nobody has been able to collect a shred of evidence of its existence. But only when you live with nature, in the forest and are able to live in solitude and quietly shape your own awareness and not be tempted with millions of TV shows and endless pages of the newspapers can you fully come to terms with the fact that our world is a pretty damn complex illusion.

But….we are gifted, we are more intelligent than the matrix makes us believe.

Only when you begin to actually find the answers yourself and experience them in this waking reality will you ever discover the true answers. Quite some many billions are living out there lives in complete and factual illusion. And it’s true that our spiritual guides pick up on this and only the most intelligent complex old souls are regarded as wise but also given spiritual guides that are wise, if not wiser than the person they are protecting. So many new souls in this prison planet and so many will never discover the facts that this is all an illusion. But, to make it, and live out your time here you must be comfortable with living in the said illusion and work with it as much as possible to achieve your enlightenment.

If faced with the prospect of coming back another round to learn it all again, eat delish foods, experience money and life and love or ascending to a realm of pure energy, love and beauty…sadly most choose to return to this place, or one of countless dimensions like it happening concurrently.

The path of the spiritual leader isn’t easy, either you're ripping people off, or feeding them illusion, or you have gone through untold amounts of trauma and adversity and have lived through it enough to be able to lead others out of this maze, and people will call you crazy or weird because of some of the experiences you have been though... but the funny thing is, that the trauma does not just ‘go away’ every day is a constant reminder of how close you came, to the end, to the absolute end, and if you had not lived the last ten years of adult hood and died at age 16 what an unfortunate circumstance that would have been simply because you are contracted to come back and learn it all again, until you get the lessons.

I think faced with the prospect of this materialist and sense based world sadly most people aren’t enlightened enough in the astral or spiritual to understand that this place has a hold over people or we wouldn’t keep coming back. Our senses are so limited, we cannot grasp what it is like to be a gelatinous being ten dimensions over sleeping in some muck and seaweed... so we have no clue what a diverse universe is actually out there and the fact that all of us old souls have been literally kidnapped and soul trapped in this place with a bunch of new souls and hell based souls flaunting wealth in our faces while we simply revolted against the prison systems in place in our homes.

Only when you begin to look past the cheap microwave dinner, and the pain in your arm or whatever and begin to wake up and realize that cells and all you are worth $55,000,000,000 (billion)

Only in the past while have we been engrained in our minds that none of us are special, that none of us matter, and you see it in lines every where you go in public, endless cattle.

You are something VERY BEAUTIFUL. I hope you take the time to discover that in the coming years.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Zenomancer

What a crazy time the past few weeks and they say it had something to do with Uranus in retrograde or something but I don’t follow astrology very much. Interestingly enough to keep up with regular stuff in mainstream society takes real skill since there is such an unfathomable amount of things going on at the moment, from the ebola outbreak, to Ukraine, to Russia, to undocumented immigrants on the US border, the possibility of forced vaccinations, Putin refusing to allow western products into Russia, meanwhile we are still in the literal dark ages and the largest financial collapse in modern history, but things toil on because there is still iphones and Cheetos on the shelves lol

It is fine to keep up with stuff in a sense and I advocate getting your news and updates from many sources hence a diverse range of input from alternative media to a spectrum of news outlets, rather than just either solely mainstream or just solely alternative media.

It is easy to get led down the path of paranoia or ignorance depending where you look for your information. And some of the things happening are downright scary. It seems present moment awareness is the optimal solution and if you are just going to work and coming home and playing xbox all night then there isn’t really a present moment awareness !

Part of my thought process included the possibility of continuing my book series with a third book and if need be I could leave it at two books but I read through the first few chapters of the 3rd book and thought to myself, wow I have something here. I think many writers want to give up but thanks to this blog rightfully named my virtual ministry, I have been given a transferrable skill from something that is free, and that is the fact that I have refined my writing skill quite a bit, and I know I am not the best at grammar and punctuation but I am a super keen story teller and I think that is a good quality of a writer.

Everything in the world is based in words, everything devised pretty much has a writer behind it, I mean it would be nice to be a millionaire and such but that is so unreachable to a person that is just beginning in story-telling. Part of my inclinations for writing this never ending blog include the above mentioned refining my writing craft but another part is karmic reversal, I hope to better serve people that may come across my words in whatever little way that I can, and also to be the first ever creator of the CHURCH OF TECHNO in which nothing is comparable. I used to tie my manifesto to it all in some whacked out conspiracy theory but I figured recently that everyone has a past and the sooner I can let go of mine the better and not to hang on or obsess about negativity seems to be the wisest solution.

Basically instead of complaining about all those that have wronged me, I can turn that negativity into extreme positivity by going into the creative aspect of my personality that turns adversity into a rainbow hehe

Personally I don’t think you really have to be a grammar nazi to make it as a writer, I think you just have to be able to create believable characters and an epic storyline for people to be entertained by and in writing my first book I realised after reading Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas. That you don’t even need to focus on a plot hahaha imagine that! If it is entertaining and unique I think the world wants to see it   –eventually- Not many people have the means to write for a profession, some people can barely even keep a working computer let alone the $200 in costs in word software and printing costs for your rough draft and the cost of an editor and anything else that may come up including keeping yourself sane and supported through the process.

I have come across countless people that talk about being a writer but haven’t written a word or they are in school taking a course about how to write a novel and have not even written the first chapter.

I can say it is a defeating process but once you start battling the hurdles it becomes easier to deal with any sort of negativity.

It is with great pride that Zenophobic has recently made a submission to the Zeno Literary Agency, (my fifth) -3 I haven’t heard from since I submitted and a couple have declined so I find the process to be interesting to say the least hehe perhaps if they want to be very wealthy they will choose me hehe it is a long shot since it is gay fiction but you never know !

-Shaun A. Delage 

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Pork Chop

The sooner one learns to start giving the easier and more compassionate life becomes.

I personally am thankful for my spirit guides because they place me at the highest most pristine place in life in the moment, given what I have to work with. My income itself places me WELL below the poverty line. A wal mart worker makes about $2000 more per year than me upwards to $15,000 more depending what their wages are, so all this talk about wal mart workers, well what about people that are permanently disabled, the province I am in treats us like criminals, having to report what little we get for birthdays and xmas and it gets deducted off the cheque!

I am fortunate though almost to be living on a life long communist stipend, and it would be more expensive to house me in a jail or be a repeat offender in the criminal world than it would to supply one with income assistance.

This is one reason it is built into my complex that I want to, and need to, attain wealth. I am not going to sell out and join a secret society however because that is not my deal, but I figure that is why I use manifestation to attain my life, and if it doesn’t happen this time, boy… energywise my next life is going to be effin awesome.

My most recent purchases lately include meteorites to meditate with –which will place me above and beyond this world, somewhat universal in my thinking and god only knows where they came from –probably 700,000 years old too, it is true crystals are cool and all but Meteorites place you in a whole new ball game lol…. two from opposite ends of the world cost me about $15 just so you know, they are affordable lol and I have also been in a green adventurine obsession along with citrine, they are crystals, anyway got two bracelets made out of chips of them, some pendants and some hold me meditation stones. Since wealth is what I seek, isn’t that the case for everyone, lol ….I chose green adventurine because it is the luckiest stone and for gamblers, and citrine is also for making and attracting wealth and money, pyrite too and there are a few others along with quartz work pretty well.

GREEN AVENTURINE

I have a John of God Crystal that has been blessed by John of god, and a manx necklace that has a soul in it, pretty cool treasure trove for somebody that lives simply.

Even when you don’t have money, it is honourable to be able to send some to people in need, I don’t really give into the latest storm or hype or craze, but I tried to send $2 to typhoon Haiyan survivors and they would only accept min. $3 so I was like well fuck then lol so I always budget at least $4 per month and send one dollar to 4 charities, like small animal rescue, aids, rape lines, shelters, gay, lesbian, bi, trans, etc and SPCA, war amps, Buddhist monasteries, dhamma groups, food shelters…. the list goes on

$4 may not sound like much but after years that is hundreds upon hundreds and after decades it is thousands upon thousands, mind you $1 can buy like a cup of sunflower seeds for a small animal, so it is all how you think about it really, if they aren’t interested in your dollar than let them be. Thankfully we have a site that lists thousands of charities in Canada and many payment options including interac online, visa, paypal etc

Lately I have been in a contest craze, we have an awesome site here called contestcanada.com and they have thousands of contests, anyways now I am entering about 106 per day, my highest yet and I also enter for two people. I have won quite a bit, enough to warrant playing the national lotteries, I am very very lucky.

About 5 years ago I would go to the casino with about $200 and usually walk out after playing for like 2 hours about even so pretty cool and fun, didn’t burn through it and about 8 out of 10 times I would win in excess of $1000

So all that combined with a psychic that said I will have a LOT of power and authority makes me into my own enigma, a poor millionaire so to speak !

I believe strongly too that I am not your average human being, who is, but I have had a tremendous amount of adversity and challenges to overcome and not your average life story, so enigmatic.

I hope you learn to open your heart to beings that need some of your attention, money, food, love, and care this holiday season and strive to better the world because there is insane amounts of darkness, but light is stronger than darkness, all beings are attracted to light.

-Shaun A. Delage   

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awesomenezz of trial

I think many of the best questions go unanswered like how are we able to leave this physical being every night and return encapsulated into a body, it is a magic and awareness that goes unanswered because on some level each and every one of us has opted to live in this body for a set amount of time. So nobody begins to question how their inherent nature can reside in such a vehicle that is unexplainable.

For a person that can travel the astral every night or surround the globe in healing energy every meditation the answers are far reaching.

Just such a complex mechanism that remains organic and alive brings questions such as the other organisms on earth, why are we not more advanced and moreso why have we not discovered more about ourselves or know more information that remains hidden.

I think to swear it all off and live in nature is unassuming, because we have advanced so well into our homes and our lives, to de evolve in a sense would be a brutal hit to the psyche

Most people as well don’t have the ability to record their lives so they have no idea of sync’s that happen, which is why I have formulated in my experiences that I am a pseudo victim of mind control or at least a key player in some sort of ritual illusion, but my experiences in the present make me believe that I am in a present day fairy tale and ultimate reality

While meeting masons, and being shuttled around in jaguars and limousines does not inhabit my reality in the present I tend to think back on my experiences and not think of them as trivial matters, I tend to view it as my life or future in a sense being at stake, but somehow my guardian angels or other energies allowed me to continue unharmed because I was a bit naïve or premature in my growth

An untold amount of magic was released thanks to the chemical combinations I was under, but I think to myself with a few experiences it was rather a life and death situation, one thing differently and that’s it, game over.

With a life of crime, you tend to feel ashamed, I was thinking back to one experience I was in a closed mall and hopped over the counter of an establishment only to be caught by security taken back to the office and then brought outside to wait for police, but we were standing outside and some chavs came up to distract the guard and I took off running at a hundred miles an hour and he was chasing me for most of it but when the border of the mall and parking lot hit he called off his pursuit and I casually walked across the street only to pass the RCMP car that was destined to pick me up, I walked like an unassuming person across a mega highway and unloaded several false identifications I had on me and break in tools, hardly fitting of the Church of Techno reverend but it is my experiences that I have lived through them that allow me to write my experiences today, People would usually choose not to listen to somebody that has committed crimes, and done drugs and have been diagnosed with various illnesses but to others I am a person that has lived through tremendous adversity only to be saved last minute by an eastern meditation cult, to fully actualize and awaken as a person that matters, that has dignity, that has a future, that has a life.

I am not here promoting crime, I think far from it, the more people stay in a wonderful path the better but I also feel that by offering my experiences as a guide I can better serve the readers of the Church of Techno

Tremendous amounts of conspiracy, hidden sciences, fraternal mystery, and weirdness surrounded me at times, not anymore blogbuddies, not anymore.

-Shaun A. Delage

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CaT sTrUGGLe

Most people don’t even realize how karmically indebted they are, and we live in a very dualistic society so either end of each spectrum would be paradoxically rewarded.

We have illusions like mainstream faiths that teach us that we can sin, if we ask for forgiveness after.

I think much of the world is setup to indebt us further down. Every action of ours is recorded, even those long lazy weeks doing nothing, so the people that think that they can get away with something, the universe usually catches up.

I was contemplating a few murderers lately and these people give us hints that maybe we are not recorded all the time, but I think it is a different realm than that.

I think that the divine would want to live through all beings, so as to better experience humanity because divinity could never be human, so they or he or she lives through countless lives and constantly tweaks the system when they see the precursers to a travesty.

But also some people are just plain evil, those are being led around by forces that are not of the divine.

But you make too many mistakes and your soul and it’s nature do not belong to you or free will.

Nobody is perfect however like no country or society is perfect, but this perfection of a utopia has been lusted after for millennia.

How can human beings live as free thinking individuals if the facts are constantly hidden from them, things like UFO disclosure, secret societies, pyramid scheme, bloodlines, wealth and everything else is layered behind varying levels of secrecy.

I strongly believe that if you live your life with dignity, grace, compassion, love, and happiness then there is fortunate circumstances and a fortunate rebirth and afterlife awaiting you.

Part of me thinks to my own past and how the hell could there be a god, but I am still alive and happy, and have attained higher qualities which I must say are the work of the divine.

Constantly we are under hypnosis and psychological operations, moreso in the USA than 3rd world countries but how could somebody act with dignity when the grotesque is constantly being shown to them, and this falls under karma and a fortunate birth.

Only those that are going places attain for higher qualities, higher intellect and surround themselves in beautiful environments.

And this also falls under free will, and the mysterious brain, ask yourself why, myself was shown meditation at age 21 and some people don’t find the same endeavours until they are 65/70 years old?

It must be the work of the divine, and karma

Why do some people get arrested time after time, why are some people more intelligent than others.

Free will and karma.

I think much of it has to do with how much you have helped humanity and yourself along on the path.

Selfless service seems to always be rewarded with creativity.

Just simply reading this virtual ministry, and the forces that be that has shown you these words is the work of the divine, straining to show you another figment of it’s unimaginable self, wanting to show you another viewpoint so that you may better grow as a human being.

I hope that this nature finds you as well like it has with me and I wish you a great day or night!

-Shaun A. Delage

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ticky deer

The truth about or economic system and the worlds system lays with one considerable fact, The USA has been bankrupt since 1933 after which time emergency declarations were made and we have been in a perpetual state of war, they also used the collateral of our birth certificates and our beings as collateral for this debt. In just twenty years the federal reserve system went bankrupt hence the banks willingness to loan out tons of money it didn’t have and make us pay ten time more on it

The greatest illusion plaguing many millions of people this very moment is that the banks charge on average of 140% interest on a home mortgage but lead you to believe that you are only paying 7% or even 21%

So many people are ensnared into a virtual web and it is Satanist in nature because there may be no saving us. I don’t doubt there is a massive kill switch in place to virtually shut everything down and return us to our ancient roots. It is bound to happen at some point

We have almost exhausted our futurist conceptualization to tiring ends with no results because the secret societies have not allowed us to progress and keep us in a perpetual state of 1990

People envisioned flying cars and metallic suits by now and it is funny because you have others that believe this reality is all contrived as simply electrical impulses and a massive multiplayer online virtual world of sorts

Most of our lives can be construed as fiction but it is funny because we live in a fictional reality of sorts – the people with more wealth and power are actually the ones most indebted to the system and are trying at all ends to have the system stay in place

Even though divinity and universality are beginning to take hold in this massive concentration camp we all live in. Much of it has to do with a few puppeteers like the bush obama crime syndicate and others like the queen of England whom has been the master puppeteer for seemingly longer than anybody can remember

Whether we get returned to our more natural ancient roots and are forced to live off the land without any support whatsoever from the system or we all go out in one insane nuclear blast is beyond me but I believe people are positioned in this coming shift in reality for maximum exposure

I strongly believe it is karmic forces that have placed me in a resort community where I may be forced to live out world war 3 but I am happy here more happy than anywhere else I have been and I just wonder whether people locked into systems and matrix’s called cities are even somewhat karmically fortunate?

For a city boy to suddenly land in the forest and surrounded by hummingbirds and deer and frogs is a big adjustment to do in 2012 and it was my fear that lead me right back into the hands of my controllers the first time, but divine energy had its way and let me move back a 2^nd time and this time it is for good.

I strongly believe many of us will survive, but not people hopelessly locked into the systems avenues like materialism and vanity to name a few but also many people seem to be poverty minded or slavery minded so they will never begin to let go and lock into the natural harmonies of earth and animals to survive.

There are stories such as interstellar webs and such that keep us all confined here and space weapons that will forcibly shoot down any alien willing to come close to attempt to rescue us but I believe there is some illusion in believing we are all in space somewhere out of 12 planets etc

I believe moreso that it is a box of sorts that we are all housed in with planets and such so the truth is close but they have lied to us because there is thousands of these boxes stacked in place with the exact same self similar repeating circumstances happening across the board

I strongly believe in parallel realities and I believe I am interlocked with myself or a being like me on an other dimension, be it a lower realm or an astral realm I cannot begin to describe but when I go to sleep it is not the humdrum of hypotheticals that lul me to sleep

It is a complex story seen through my brain of me, somewhere else, a complex hypothagrim of events and scenes and stories interwoven in an amazing parallel reality site – this was afforded to me by my rave days and completely bringing myself into full comprehension and awareness of the enlightenment that the rave days of the early 90’s brought many people

This is why they don’t want us doing drugs or experimenting with things like dimensions or mediations or really altering the consciousness in any way and the resulting punishment is banishment in further prison states (secret worlds) within our reality where they throw anybody willing to question the system or expand their consciousness along with murderers rapists etc

I cant stress enough to get prepared for the coming catastrophes be in as little way as possible and begin to address your own internal illusions. Take some time to meditate by candlelight, sit quietly and welcome the information that is streamed to you via other galaxies or realities depending on your point of view but also take time to send out things like sickness, hatred, pain, abuse, trauma, sadness, anger, hostility and negativity and give it back to the earth that gave it to you

-          Shaun A. Delage

dog pelt

I am beginning to feel the worlds energies opening up to me, given my last living situation was pretty stressful but funny thing is, I could have changed it if I wanted too, I must have been a masochist to live there haha

Now I am with one of my best friends, we talked about it and although I struggle and want to find love I cant help but treat him like I would a boyfriend…we talked things through and I know sex is a strong pivotal key in his life and I don’t hold that against him, at least I am in a safe and comfortable forest nook

But I cant help but wonder of the world opening up to me

It is pretty taxing to see the world abnormally as a nocturnal person and this is what I struggle with the most, almost like a curse to walk the night. I feel with the right person I could shine and fly

The novels are near completion – there is almost nothing else I can do to them without going insane haha the art movement is retired and second life just banned my account for 7 days for featuring obama, Monroe, and Warhol in my tags – so fuck em, Nazis

I will not put a cent into the virtual world now

Editing the novels seems beyond me at the moment with the guy I approached to edit has quoted me $3600 – I don’t think I have ever had thirty six hundred ever in my life lol

So I just continue to refine them and I know they are bestsellers – part of me has wished I would find somebody that believes in me, that has a few hours in their day to read them and tell me what they they think of them or what I need to improve on –but funny to be an aries NOTHING needs improvement lolz

My 30^th bday is approaching in a few days – I am excited but I cant help but ponder breaking free from an abusive living situation and being around people that aren’t constantly programming me with their life. Luckily I had my good bestie friend I am staying with that was able to help me become more assertive and told me that I was not being treated right

And rightfully so, I was with an energy vampire.

It is almost strange to not have somebody constantly feeding off you energy wise, because I hold great spiritual power, funny though to her, my celestial power didn’t matter very much…only how much energy she could sap from me.

Things like my manifesto, my blog, my novels, my art were a nono in her mind so I didn’t even go there

Now the world is beginning to open up to me finally

It almost felt like a prison sentence but most of it was personally induced

Anyways

Gonna go plug away at my novel

Catch ya later blogbuddies

       Shaun A. Delage