SuZeTTe the SpidER

When you view this place as a temporary refuge you can find comfort in your existence, same goes with yourself, your human body, it is a temporary vessel.

There is a lot of illusion in life, and for those that can find comfort and solace amidst the madness have conquered the impossible.

So much can be learned from your intellect by how much compassion you hold in your heart, sadly enough usually compassion only comes from a multitude of suffering. When one does not witness a personal miracle even once in their life this is caused by karma of course, but for one to even overlook a simple miracle such as a cold crisp cup of pure clean water, or a nice home cooked hearty meal is simply a travesty.

Each person is different, each individual is a causality of one, each being has a new gift to give the world, and our world has gotten used to catagorizing people into genres and subcultures.

I was told recently that I should start marketing my ebook by cold calling people. I thought to myself for a few minutes, well that isn’t very conducive to my situation because I am nocturnal and the only time I have to call is in the early morning and I would feel pretty apocalyptic lol

So I thought to myself, how could I go about this, and two things rang out as a possibility, to market myself in world in second life because my target markets are there, and to market myself via post card with a snazzy book cover to people that would be keen on seeing my ebook and I think the possibilities are endless. I always thought I would want to stay away from a traditional literary aspect haha imagine that for a book lol

I find living out here in the forest I am more in line with the divine thoughtform, it is not as easily shaded by tons of electromagnetic energies like in the city, and finally some peace and quiet. It is rare to even find a car go by in a few weeks time haha

It’s funny because you have the ability to naturally recharge even on a quantum level = ten years of adversity gets melted away in a year out in the forest surrounded by natural elements.

We have a small spider that sits in the window in between outside and inside, she can go in between both worlds and enjoy heat and cold, and she has her own condo nestled in the bathroom window and I have some Buddhas and crystals up in the window so she is a spiritual spider we lovingly named suzette

Come to think of it mostly every animal we see gets the name suzette or suze or susan lol

My compassion does not overlook these creatures, I think about them constantly, how tough life must be in nature, living in a den or sleeping under a tree, outside and in the cold, but perhaps they are fine.

I strongly believe in the power of the future and the power of the unknown, which is why I have such a devotion to psychics putting you on the right path or entering a hospital lottery at $100 a ticket, because chances are, that you never know what can happen to you in the future.

I just have seen lots of people in the last few years that have done nothing with their lives but mull along, and if I am given the chance to elevate my dreams beyond comprehension like by winning a million or even 50k or a trip or whatever then I will take it, even if it means just a singular chance, cause you never know.

Which is why I love contesting and my books possibility. I have the power to dream, and pretty much I hate to say it but my criminal aspect of my teenage hood taught me to believe in the unknown and in mystery.

You never know where you will find enlightenment and ascension so keep looking until your last day.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Seperation of oneself from the past seems to be societies greatest struggle …but more than that it is the individual humans struggle as well with things like addiction to drugs and alcohol to cover up the pain of a life.

What is life but a pseudo prison sentence with freedoms. Constant barrage of information regarding your pseudo captivity is hidden from you at all times while being masked in the aura of free market enterprise and capitalism

In a world with almost infinite things to buy it is tough for one not to be materialist

In my gay community materialism seems to be the leading characteristic amongst gay people along with the addiction to sex and alcohol

I don’t attempt to vilify sex or alcohol either while funny to be seen as a conservative raver in my discourses it is ok to drink it is ok to have sex and shoot a load it is ok to buy a $1000 jacket on your visa

But what I am saying is that when materialism runs your life that is all you become

You only become the $400 jacket you bought that was regular $1000

It seems people have lost their spiritual and ancient purpose so they mask it in their slavery and materialism – it seems to be a catch all for those that have no direction or abilities

I have always blogged that people that are inherent slave minded do anything they can to prop up their innermost slave state while ignoring the greater societal issues, simply because they are too busy slaving away to take notice. Then when they are not slaving away it is this endless chase for sex and booze and drugs to mask their pain and injuries sustained while slaving

Slavery is something we all have to live with but what would life be like without slavery

Well people would not have so many burdens like mortgages, endless and tiring debt, addictions etc

When one begins to strip away the layers of illusion in their life it is amusing to note those that scatter around you like locusts trying to repopulate the ideology that you so despise.

Stripping away layers of illusion is tiring and exhaustive work in the mind because you can literally feel when your being stepped on and most don’t do anything about it

Then you have people and like I spoke of materialism I also want to go into social life a bit more

It seems those without an active social life are vilified as psychotics and funny thing is when you practice isolation that is one of the only methods you have to experience peace and enlightenment and ascension and a world without illusion

You are simply left with the self. Most people cannot handle their being. Their presence. They find themselves boring or whatever But funny thing is too that those that block ascension in all avenues in their lives seem to be the most bored. Those that welcome ascension and evolution are constantly welcoming new experiences in their presence

I have really been questioning my place in the world lately

I have been pondering the Buddhist monastic life in depth

I have been relating society to me

Tirelessly searching for a purpose, a reason for being here, a career …anything

Seems to be the hobbies I have besides my enlightenment is the gym and meditation lol quite the life

This reminds me of my anomalous state

That I am here to oppose the structure in place with a Christ consciousness

I have qualms with god and divinity but nothing that cant be solved without some ascension

I question my beings role here and how much of an oppositional force I am in the system

It is a setback , you feel defeated, injured etc

Somebody said to me you have the same chance here as everyone else

I seriously question that because not many average folk have had what I went through on my captivation document and live to tell about it

While the document scares away people that are not likeminded it allows me the power to enter likeminded souls lives and make an impression

I don’t believe that my going public I am going to change people

But the goals of this virtual ministry to is to help others ascend and liberate the written word and do that which is right

Not many gay, Buddhist, raver, perpetual teen, reverends out there lol

Time to make it last I say

-          Shaun A. Delage

I will add a post script to this posting which is rare indeed for my blog while most posts follow the same artistic code it is funny because most may wonder about the graphics on here and most of em are all created by meh and who am I well here is a recent pic of me in my bathroom mirror with the camera phone. hottie or cutie well I will let you decide lolz I was just talking to afriend about how I get mistaken for 16/17 all the time but funny I am not an egotist mainly because I used to be 300 lbs... not anymore I am proud of how far I have come. so cutie or studbuddy you decide but haha I know I wont be single for much longer trying to smile at some hawties :) sorry is kinda blurry lolz cant do much about that :P not many reverends that look like me I figure and they lie, they touch themselves... they just dont want to say they do lol priests

fav hoodie (now worn out/faded so rare pic zomg)

still have an aura that is tripped, messed , slick, whacked

Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA

Matrix Techno Universalist

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Nazis control technology

No better way to celebrate a new day then with a new discourse and the discourses have shifted to visual for the past while I have been focusing on input rather than output

My whole computer underwent a full system restore and I lost years worth of stuff but is all relative because my art folder and my writing from about a month ago is safe.

What I did lose was about 9000 books quite the setback but also my music except 90hrs worth of blindspot techno di.fm

Well, it has been personally and technologically apocalyptic I don’t really mind. I mean the thoughts did register to at least download my whole computer to an external harddrive. This all made me think of what is going on on a larger scale and exactly how it affects each and every one of us. But by this I also mean that the red lettering on your birth certifcate may also serve as a depository of karmic obstacle by the state.

Nobody would imagine their being trading on the human stock market of the people that live below ground in underground networks as opposed to above ground in our reality. The only saving grace rests with a simple causality to make yourself known every chance you get and leave a paper trail etc but funny thing too the internet acts as its own psuedo depository of information where we are the original trailblazers in our future time everything we know on the net and intellectually will be able to fit on a zip chip

Not saying that a person can be completely wiped from the system in a few strokes. There are many corporate entities out there likewise with the greater slave programs working alongside other procrument clones. To achive what we call this reality in front of us. The only way one can see the actual workings of reality is to detach oneself from the reality as much as possible. Then you begin to see exactly how it all fits into place. Being a digital hermit or whatever may seem a bit odd. Another thing I have been in thought about is the buddhist monk thing. This is something that I see as a reality for me since I despise everything about the system and its workings and its inhabitants at the moment so it would make sense to shed everything and just move into a hut in the forest

I mean I have quit smoking, quit drugs, quit alcohol, am debt free, intelligent, aware, awake, hold a valid passport, don’t need therapy at this point (imagine that lol, guess it would suck to talk to somebody in depth about my captivation document-the captivated piece is like a cult in itself the document has its own stock ticker lol)

So personal apocalypse aside people are generally wading the storm In my travels I have found there are some horribly debt ridden people that are miserable and just use food to cover up their pain when in fact they could provide a life for themselves if they dared to expand their mind more or for that matter profess a belief in some sort of divine entity that keeps everything at peace so you may exist.

Writing itself is a very intimate encounter not to say it should be in some sex shop or in a xxx theatre but it is almost as intimate in form because it is logged for perpetuity. In writing I have always never feared any information I release. I have never questioned my perceptive ability to relay information. When you see some of the intricacies of the matrix float together in some dream like appartus you have to have faith. Not many people in life are ordained into gnostic buddhist meditation. This is something you know you inhabit not to say the least.

While it is ok to renounce it all and move to the forest it takes some time. You don’t just say Hi I am moving in you just come on your own accord at your own free will which could be decided in decades of meditation

The only thing holding me back at the moment is my need to medicate, excersise, and my love for men, my hair, and eating after noon. I actually don’t mind eating a few banana chips or whatever at midnight who knows maybe I was destined to form my own meditation centre called the Church of techno !

I kinda like it being virtual at this point !

Anyways I am all typed out catcha later blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage