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One slave amongst thousands of kings, queen’s princes, and princesses.
One slave with no money up against those that have a hundred million.
One slave that resists cannibalism, sex torture, sex sacrifice, sex games, abuse, trauma, hell.
One slave up against the Canadian house of Saud.
One slave up against one billion members of the western regional elite.
One slave to beat the massed cavalry.
One slave with no ivy league.
One slave with more class than all those pigs in one room.
One slave amongst the super elite that drink blood and smoke cocaine to further the magic.
One slave enlightens people like me to the ritual trauma at play.
One slave marks the beginning of the apocalypse,
but it has been in effect for two decades possibly longer.
One slave beats illusion.
One slave has angels amongst enemies.
One slave becomes the most powerful being in Canada.
One slave shielded by the protection and guidance of mother earth who knows their sins as well.
When you remind me of my sins what about the greater sins of the status quo.
That is the true causality to the situation.
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Pure bliss -
Finality to theories.
Encouraged to hunt.
Yet crazed to ignore.
Beings left to amuse and converse and behind lock and key.
Theory of independence above all else.
The inclusion of freedom for every soul.
Gay society has flaws.
Canadian society has flaws.
Governance has flaws.
But the magic is... That flaws can always be reversed and fixed.
The sickness instituted on the masses is an oddity for we are the last deserving of it.
I am the supreme regional royalty of the west coast.
The poet that while neurally can set you free.
I can also liberate continents.
Worlds.
Species, and galaxies.
Because that is my ultimate power of love and freedom,
for too much blood has been spilled in their fight.
Hands literally coated with plasma and tears.
Lets discuss freedom and love...
It’s the only things we have left.
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zenophile -
I look in my intensity of a mind’s eye for your very presence
but the only thing I found was evasive feelings of not belonging.
My myth or reality it seems
does not include a life with so much pain and neglect
but here it is.
The world as we know it is simply too hard to take without him, without his energy.
I don’t even know how I did it all.
How did he come into my life was the most ultimate and pressing matter.
Living in a world of abject poverty.
Satanism and divinity intermingled like two atoms meeting and nesting
then splitting apart in a violent burst.
The world without him was almost unbearable.
The one I know sits near me, and holds my hand ever so slightly and ever so intelligently.
I wake with his eyes to meet mine, everyday.
In such a cruel world to live.
A world where love and sex are marketed to the masses but the world takes no part in.
Cruel, senseless, trivial.
The beings that pervade all thought are the ones with senseless desire to make it.
The ones that make their impression clear on the masses
are the ones that take effect in the greater good.
More people wanting, needing, reflecting.
Theories of self, Theories of being.
Theories.
Simple as that.
Confusion for a greater whole.
Confusion for the masses, but individually I am not confused.
Individually I am in love, and this union escapes people for the most part.
Oh how much can change in twenty four hours.
Oh how much people can change.
Oh how much I can change.
I work to attain a spirituality that is evasive,
but not present because the spirituality is too busy to take notice of me.
The weaker one.
The one that cries.
The one that tries, the one that dies.
Simply say it’s so much as the one that needs.
The one that needs him, endlessly.
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nowhere -
Where does causality take you.
For most it takes you nowhere.
But a world of neglect and the realisation.
That there is no path.
Essentially it is those with an actual path,
that many are deathly envious of.
The fact that your consciousness is no longer decided by you alone,
but a full on faculty of the smartest minds in the universe.
Fascinating life.
Where one is many.
But two is a no show.
Where would three ever fit in.
But one with you and one without.
Fascinating it would be to live a different life.
But would you want to?
Most would say yes, paradoxically.
Tempting fate.
Yet looking my enemies square in the face.
Wanting to ascend but having to talk to people that killed saints.
You see these types all over and they will gladly sell their souls,
to remain fattened for one more week.
Rather than go with the uncomfortable notion of hunger.
Nobody will bring you enlightenment.
You have to find it for yourself.
In this very moment I hope I enlighten you, for what else is there ?
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A certain level of advocating,
Then I think I would be rather aggravating
and alienating.
Trying to be more animating in speech and song and every thing annihilating.
Certain level feel to anticipating
why don’t I try approximating.
Where one could cast off arbitrating in armor plating.
just endless assassinating on behalf of certain level assimilation.
We don’t know where one persists but one where lower level associating
on one level initiating.
There is only one brutality and that is a methodical world.
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CounTess CaTaRaCT
It’s funny, I have had a lot of time to contemplate this
past week but no discourses for a bit, I have tried to post videos I am
watching so people can be up to speed with things that are in the obscure, a
video recently said the Christ was most likely a paranoid schizophrenic haha
try telling the world that, it is brutally funny because our whole society is
built on this one man, seemingly…..and his delusions of grandeur. I have had
some profound meditations this past while and synchronicities that lead me to
believe that I am on the right path, and that everything is going as it should
be.
So much psyops lately in the mainstream it is unbelievable
and you only notice these things when you catch glimpses of what the mainstream
is up to like I do, I don’t have a television so I am not hypnotized into that
realm, and people would ask ‘what do you do’ I respond, LIVE !!!! hahaha
I think much of these psychological operations are millennia
old and tiring operations that go from decade to decade to keep people from
finding themselves so they keep coming back time and time again to undergo
another prison sentence until they get it.
I have asked myself why was I born where I was and not in
some slum or war torn country and I think it has to do with good deeds, and I
keep doing them onward as I go so I have full faith that the next life will be
opportunistic –however part of me doesn’t want to live another life as a being,
I would like to evolve to more higher realms rather than the vulgarity I have
witnessed here. I kind of wonder sometimes about all of us being soul harnessed
here and imprisoned in this reality and some of us are royalty and celebrities
on other planets but our soul was kidnapped and brought here to live out a life
of slavery for a few elites, people call my way of life, the way I see past
this existence socialism or whatever but I think of a few things when I think
of enlightenment, I see meditation as an essential quality in life to
constantly bring your nature to the present moment and present second, because
everything is in the present, all history and all future, you can shape your
destiny and the future destiny of earth and beyond, but what our society is
lacking is the people that can say that this is possible
So essentially we have soul fragments all over trapped in
illusion never discovering who they really are or asking the right questions,
or revolting against an unkind and uncaring society to be in.
Suffering is immense but also beauty is immense as well, and
not many people can recognize the beauty in mystery like helping others, or
animals that don’t speak our language, and I strongly believe that if your role
is to assist others in their very paradoxical life of suffering and sadness
that it is amazing that you yourself can bring light and power and beauty into
their existence –because there isn’t much of us around.
It’s funny because right now I am thinking of purpose, and I
have written about 12 chapters into my third book and it takes so much of my
energy to finish another chapter yet I can pen out dozens of these blogposts or
discourses in the meantime.
I have not yet figured out why some on earth seemingly get
handed a wonderful existence why those that possess the qualities I align with
are meant to live destitute and sick in lives of seeming illusion.
I think it has to do with the way the earth is structured
and only so many are permitted from each personality type and galaxy and it
seems what is rampant is this reptilian hybridic hive mind people that are not
very intelligent, vain, materialist, opinionated and obsessed with triviality
that have all the power in this dimension.
Our media is vulgar and every 2 minutes there is
advertising, GREAT enough time to pee and get a cracker, then back to it. Our
movies are not very complex and it really takes some hunting to find something
actually agreeable, our shows are rife with hidden messages, coded theory,
hypotheticals, and programming. Our social media is filled with people adept at
making others feel miserable about themselves, our school system, in fact if
you do survive it per se, and not end up like one of the beings I speak of
above is a rarity, it is filled with abusers, and weirdos and a virtual prison
system for the young.
Our religions are based on books penned seemingly thousands of
years ago based on some hippy and talks of realms above the clouds and an old
vengeful god that will send you to hell if you touch your anus, or pleasure
yourself… god give me a break ! The major religions on the planet will either
behead you, suck the blood from an infant circumcision or abuse young ripe
preteens and scar them for life.
No wonder we are all heading the way we are, our
fundamentals are a tad bit flawed, then on top of it we have, slavery,
addictions, sickness, poverty, psyops –on a daily basis!
I have never taken my role in society lightly, I try to shed
some normalcy on an otherwise insane place to grow up and live, but I don’t
have all the answers, and never will.
I guess in a sense somebody that helps you live another few
hours, or have faith in another few days is divine intervention in such darkness.
Look within, tune out, connect with crystals, many years
older than you, heal yourself, be kind to all beings and look forward to
another day, correcting the last.
-Shaun A. Delage
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Pork Chop
The sooner one learns to start giving the easier and more
compassionate life becomes.
I personally am thankful for my spirit guides because they
place me at the highest most pristine place in life in the moment, given what I
have to work with. My income itself places me WELL below the poverty line. A
wal mart worker makes about $2000 more per year than me upwards to $15,000 more
depending what their wages are, so all this talk about wal mart workers, well
what about people that are permanently disabled, the province I am in treats us
like criminals, having to report what little we get for birthdays and xmas and
it gets deducted off the cheque!
I am fortunate though almost to be living on a life long
communist stipend, and it would be more expensive to house me in a jail or be a
repeat offender in the criminal world than it would to supply one with income
assistance.
This is one reason it is built into my complex that I want
to, and need to, attain wealth. I am not going to sell out and join a secret
society however because that is not my deal, but I figure that is why I use
manifestation to attain my life, and if it doesn’t happen this time, boy…
energywise my next life is going to be effin awesome.
My most recent purchases lately include meteorites to
meditate with –which will place me above and beyond this world, somewhat
universal in my thinking and god only knows where they came from –probably 700,000
years old too, it is true crystals are cool and all but Meteorites place you in
a whole new ball game lol…. two from opposite ends of the world cost me about
$15 just so you know, they are affordable lol and I have also been in a green
adventurine obsession along with citrine, they are crystals, anyway got two
bracelets made out of chips of them, some pendants and some hold me meditation
stones. Since wealth is what I seek, isn’t that the case for everyone, lol ….I
chose green adventurine because it is the luckiest stone and for gamblers, and
citrine is also for making and attracting wealth and money, pyrite too and
there are a few others along with quartz work pretty well.
I have a John of God Crystal that has been blessed by John
of god, and a manx necklace that has a soul in it, pretty cool treasure trove
for somebody that lives simply.
Even when you don’t have money, it is honourable to be able
to send some to people in need, I don’t really give into the latest storm or
hype or craze, but I tried to send $2 to typhoon Haiyan survivors and they
would only accept min. $3 so I was like well fuck then lol so I always budget
at least $4 per month and send one dollar to 4 charities, like small animal
rescue, aids, rape lines, shelters, gay, lesbian, bi, trans, etc and SPCA, war
amps, Buddhist monasteries, dhamma groups, food shelters…. the list goes on
$4 may not sound like much but after years that is hundreds
upon hundreds and after decades it is thousands upon thousands, mind you $1 can
buy like a cup of sunflower seeds for a small animal, so it is all how you
think about it really, if they aren’t interested in your dollar than let them
be. Thankfully we have a site that lists thousands of charities in Canada and
many payment options including interac online, visa, paypal etc
Lately I have been in a contest craze, we have an awesome
site here called contestcanada.com and they have thousands of contests, anyways
now I am entering about 106 per day, my highest yet and I also enter for two
people. I have won quite a bit, enough to warrant playing the national
lotteries, I am very very lucky.
About 5 years ago I would go to the casino with about $200
and usually walk out after playing for like 2 hours about even so pretty cool
and fun, didn’t burn through it and about 8 out of 10 times I would win in
excess of $1000
So all that combined with a psychic that said I will have a
LOT of power and authority makes me into my own enigma, a poor millionaire so
to speak !
I believe strongly too that I am not your average human
being, who is, but I have had a tremendous amount of adversity and challenges
to overcome and not your average life story, so enigmatic.
I hope you learn to open your heart to beings that need some
of your attention, money, food, love, and care this holiday season and strive
to better the world because there is insane amounts of darkness, but light is
stronger than darkness, all beings are attracted to light.
-Shaun A. Delage
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ChiPmuNk MoNk
I cant even believe the amount of life lessons and tests
that make themselves known to me and find me even though I live a life of
relative isolation. I have two cats, and one of them is an avid hunter, killing
innocent beings like songbirds, bugs and mice. The other day I let her in after
some time outside and I always check her mouth for things but noticed
something, and she coughed out a life fieldmouse out of her mouth which just
landed in one thud and looked up at me, half frightened to death. I said oh
pickles (name of my cat lol) Why would you bring this poor thing in here, so I
grabbed a stew pot and chased the thing around to endless circles of the
kitchen, meanwhile the cats are licking their chops. Finally I called my
boyfriend to help who was in a slumber, I have made it my forte to not wake him
unless absolutely necessary but this was an emergency- I was not only chasing a
mouse around but two cats with crazed looks in their eyes trying to shield the
poor thing from the felines jaws.
I have always made it my goal to liberate life as much as I
see fit, including bugs, beings that are smaller than you should not be your
prey but an equal.
Anyways, BF comes down and we start chasing it all over
again, and finally it ducked under the washing machine, so we decided to forget
about it, let it find a way out through a crack in the floor.
A few days passed by and we checked under the machine, and
nothing so we assumed it got out and freed itself. The next day we hear a
cafuffle in the kitchen and saw the poor mouse running across the kitchen and
the cat right after it, the cat put it in its mouth again and swatted it a few
times, and it ran under the stove this time. So I am juggling keeping the
rodent in sight while stuffing cat by cat into time out into the bathroom lol
BF finally grabbed hold of it by its tail and out back into the forest the poor
thing goes, liberated!
Where most people fail, karmically- I excel
I have had some issues trying to place myself in the mind of
a cat, a beautiful cute fuzzy creature with pointed teeth, a killer.
I believe strongly that anything you kill, is a creature of
the divine, powers more strongly than you, and for all the creatures that we
kill in our life by eating them or keeping them out of our home etc, you can
use a little enlightenment to save the odd one that crosses your path once and
awhile, but since cats don’t understand I am constantly trying to fend off evil
karma from entering my environment.
I believe life throws you these little tests sometimes, to
see how you would react to a situation, most would just give the mouse or bird
astray in your house a quick bang to the head with a pot and kill it.
This I don’t really understand in people and I would never
do that to a living being. another reason why I personally don’t hunt or fish.
It is funny how much dogs or cats in our care become accustomed
to humanity yet remain somewhat feral most of the time.
It is, really a lesson in compassion and kindness, for you
never know when you will be in the mousehead or the anthead one day, if the
reincarnation ever subsists to animalia from humans.
I got some shocking psychic predictions lately and have
posted them under this posting a few down. I have decided to ask for advice in
some deeper matters that have been plaguing my consciousness for some time. My
life itself remains somewhat of a mystery, and since I am not an extrovert I don’t
have the ability nor the capacity to forget 90% of what happens to me.
A few things ring out for me, I will start to see some
issues come up this summer that will point to some answers for the mysteries
that surround me. And I will become fully liberated in this life time, in 2019.
WOW
See I always have out of body experiences in the astral so
to speak so it is not unusual but I was pondering what I would think if I had
an OBE in the waking life….sort of terrifying. And I will be 37 lol
And the issues surrounding my penthouse/mason/twin encounter
which happens to be the most unusual experience of my life. So they were trying
to change the nature and structure of HIV and it failed badly and now more
people have HIV than should have.
My experience with psychics is, that is they propose more
questions than answers lol
I have been pondering the curse thing for quite some time, I believe you can get rid of the curse on your own, and I have been taught to not believe in curses and run the other way when a psychic tells you you have a curse however I
have a sleep paralysis thing, extreme shyness, and a few other things that
could be construed as a curse, including living far below the poverty line financially.
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
I think back to my time in crime and sex work and I wonder
if it is all karmic, I mean I have the option to go out and get employment or
whatever but being on a disability pension has its benefits, I don’t have to
work, I have issues, I will leave it at that.
For the most part I don’t think I was meant to be in the
working life, or in normal society, I think I was more destined to live a
spiritual existence, somewhat detached from everything yet in small ways apart.
This made me think of what if the Church of Techno evolved,
what would come out of it?
Well I would probably open a physical (structure) where
people could listen to deejays and these endless words every weekend or in a retreat
type atmosphere, combining meditation, techno, philosophy, conspiracy…
I would want it to be a recognized faith, and for that to
happen in Canada it has to exist as a structure for 15 years. It is funny
because of the new pope thing happening I was thinking how cool it must be to
be the pope, and it hit me in meditation, I am a pope. LoL just void of 17
trillion in my ministerial bank account.
I don’t think spiritual people were destined to work easily
with money. I guess I would need a faculty of advisors if the church ever
evolved, and I would leave the money in their hands lol would suck to spend all
the churches money on slot machines haha
I would just want to share my experiences, and have group
meditations cycling between techno and silence, taking breaks for marijuana and
some damn fine food 3 times a day or night with endless snacks, my philosophy
would differ from most organized structures in place, like vipassana, where
your not allowed to do anything really on the course, including only eating two
meals a day.
It is also funny to note that the Church of Techno is
perhaps the only religion on the planet that is welcoming to all sexualities.
Anyways some ponderings from my end of the globe, I have
placed a confessional at the bottom of this virtual ministry if you want to be
absolved of all sin for perpetuity as well
Thank you for reading
Thank you for your support over these years
Blessings
-
Shaun A. Delage
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