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Showing posts with label schizophrenia. Show all posts

Seth Farber, PhD: The Spiritual Gift of Madness





An interesting hypothesis of schizophrenia and the new world order, saying that schizophrenics actually are visionaries of the future and can see and hear other dimensions but also give societies messianic revelations rather than the western view of being insane, he brings up the simple theory, Why are not governments that bomb people and maim and kill brutally in the name of freedom or capitalism labeled with any sort of insanity while individuals are being targeted to bring about a new world order scenario where people with mental illness are stigmatized and tucked away within a psychiatric pharmaceutical military industrial complex 



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What you choose to do here is up to you, but for some of us it remains that this is a pseudo prison sentence or net that we are all involved in and forced to objectify things like celebrities and money.
A cheese farmer may not sound like a better job than a banker, if you think about it, but to a spiritually adept individual they may see the cheese farmer as providing nourishment to people and feeding people where a banker may just cause pain and suffering to people.
You look around at how society is setup and you realize that there are many people that are going to come back again and again rebirth after rebirth until they get it.
Me personally, I understand suffering immensely but I just don’t understand how exactly some people are dealt a swifter hand in it all. I think though a way to alleviate suffering is to be completely aware of every action you do from work to recreation.
Countless people I see in the world that treat people brutally at work, and argue and make nasty comments and inflict harm in business but don’t understand why their personal life is so conflicted.
I think much of it has to do with the fact that we are not an ancient society, we are only a society that concerns itself with money obligations where in Buddhist countries they have things like monasteries to attract people that are interested in the spiritual life and are tuned to this frequency rather than work an entire life for a mortgage and such
And most people in Canada and the USA are unaware of this type of existence unless they visit places like China or Thailand or India
I think we would be a better suited economy if we had safeguards like this in place in our society where people that are not suited to the working life nor have the motivation to make money can find respite
Plus it is a small world when you get to the top of the ladder and it is never crowded, but most people choose to use things like secret societies as avenues for fame and riches.
I think this is the nastiest course of action, to join something you don’t understand, and something like a society that keeps secrets even from its own members is honestly the weirdest thing I can conceptualize.  For most people this form of life is a wise course of action, who wants abject poverty and homelessness.
I have never been one to preach to belong to freemasonry or Catholicism or anything like that simply because I would not want to be doing rituals and oaths I have no idea what I am invoking or adoring.
But to simply believe in nothing, doesn’t seem the wisest course of action either, which is why some people simply view intellectualism as a faith and most in society won’t belong to such a loosely construed faith such as Buddhism but that is ok, because people tend to mix with their own kind, which is why I believe things like meditation and discourses and incense and nocturnalism can be entwined in a beautiful ancient dialogue.
Mostly the mainstream faiths have just ensnared souls for countless generations, and there is no telling how many people they have ensnared but you only begin to realize what is a right course of action unfortunately years into your practice.
Perhaps I was born as a Buddhist who knows, but it seems to fit in with my ideals, a highly introspective and intelligent design and something that makes sense, having enlightened beings chart the very nature of your soul, if you allow them, seems to be the wisest course of action for me personally because I am shattered and like I said don’t want to waste my life learning thousands of pages of a bible I have no idea what the hell they are talking about lol or spreading hatred or illusion to those that I come into contact with.
I tend to view myself being nocturnal as being apart of the dark side sometimes, when you don’t see any daylight it is easy to view oneself as this, but my Buddhist nature has taught me that when I am the only one up for miles and there are thousands of people asleep all around me, that I am actually in a world of illusion, I am basking in sunlight.
I have strived to find my purpose in this life but nothing really stands out except for my projects that I involve myself in and philosophy, conspiracy, virtuosity and being a house husband so maybe I have found my purpose however difficult it may be. I just wish sometimes I wasn’t so conflicted like all last month I was going from being an admin assistant to a counsellor, but these things would force me to live against my night time life, when I feel most content.
Perhaps I belong two galaxies over lol
Finding ones purpose remains the most difficult task, for those that have found theirs I highly commend you !!
-Shaun A. Delage




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We are living in a current age of awakening and the time is ripe for involving oneself in projects that enlighten your nature and your resolve.
To look at the inherent nature of society one only need look at the opposite, so we look at the time from 9pm -6am when all people should be asleep, but thankfully there are a few that operate in the opposite like yours truly, we should have a 24 hour society like Toronto or new york, but we are left to slumber away most of our lives and wake to forward an ideology that only operates within the systems structure.
Truth is many of the enlightened ones would have wanted you to evolve. Evolve past 2000 year old systems and structures, and there is no doubt in my mind that we currently have secret alien intervention with the inventions such as ipads, ebook readers and many other complex electronic components that are alien in themselves
So we awaken in a structure that is in debt, and collapsing, and we have things like war and chaos looming, but I have never doubted the good intentions of the universe, but one only need look at a chemical company or the tar sands for example of proof of evil.
Truth is nobody has any time to manifest things, or gain enlightenment, so that route is done for you.
I wish most of all that the most enlightened realms of society would take over but we have a superpower like china that is taking over most of the worlds affairs, and buying up debt.
To live in a time when America goes downhill and china goes on the upswing is a rather profound time to be alive
In a sense we have all been in an uravelling conspiracy since the inception of our countries but sometimes ‘they’ are very patient and can wait for decades, but in a sense lately there has been a tremendous amount of information pouring through ultimate reality…why? Because we have it all figured out just truth is that we are powerless against the powers that be to stop it.
Simply because in the 90’s and early 2000’s while we were focused on our mortgage and promotion the powers that be invested in psychological operations and sound weapons to control rioters and we are simply too powerless against alien technologies to stop the current evolution
It seems to be a time when protests are met with strong brute force and any sort of dissent is met with arrest or humiliation.
If you are fighting for the better good of society you are numbered in the rarity
Countless sites on the net attribute the way to enlightenment is through organics, vegetarianism, tantra and positive vibes. But I beg to differ, you can be a person that commits 2000 crimes and on your 2001’st you realize the inherent nature of your good will and work to better humanity in a good way.
I think the people that have gone down the road of adversity are the ones to preach enlightenment because they have learnt through their wrong doing and that of others and work to better their intention for the right recourse of humanity.

-Shaun A. Delage



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I think half the world is going to be let down when nothing happens in 2012
They have been using apocalypse against us for centuries so that people don’t explore anything but the safest, being the status quo
We have the future we are gearing up for and it is going to be advanced and beautiful
However we have a lil notion of ww3 to get over, quite the hurdle, and we have the entire Arabian world against the west, I felt it when I was in sanfran and they tested their air raid sirens oh man I was like wtf is going on, is north korea bombing us while I am here on vacation lol
Even if some regime changes happened we would still be better off but the governments need to start getting more in line with the people by legalizing marijuana and stripping away the litigious nature of our society
One can only operate so long with thousands of rules to follow
People involved in the system have a criteria to follow being hundreds of corporate rules and it seems even if you are employed in a mom and pop operation their 79% partner seems to be a mega corp. lol
Just gearing up for 2012 is enough for most people, but to the people that have stocked their basement with canned beans and powdered milk to feed an army they will be the most to suffer when we all awake on dec 22 and the world is exactly the same, same rules, same deal same world.
People are fearful only because their governments tell them nothing, not to worry not to be weary not to prepare, me being in the most enlightened country on the planet I can say that you only need to study the provincial or state system and how they operated in the 1900’s for example to come to terms with how your government would operate in a collapse
The internet itself is too big to collapse and the billions of bytes of info on servers everywhere would be restored in some time, but society is pretty fragile when you think of it
Needless to say the future looks beautiful, just the lil hurdle of ww3 to get over and it will be smaller than the other world wars and the stew has been brewing
The church of techno will continue, we will all be able to live to old age and we will all understand the nature of our suffering.
-Shaun A. Delage







Interdimensional transport 3.0






Interdimensional travel
Astral travel

First I met a marmot as my next animal guide and it took me to the outskirts of town where I boarded an triple accordion bus/transport device-all relative your own perception of course, I had a bike and it drove me 100 miles out of town and a cab driver refused me so I finally did get to the casino I had a tray on me and a bag, the tray had random stuff in it maps schedules wallet keys just random stuff so I said fine I’ll just carry the tray through the casino you bitch and there was a cheeseburger place and an asian restaurant but I didn’t go there because there was some plants I couldn’t really understand.
Next the marmot took me to a school. A person with Chinese money had it all rolled up we were all sitting around having a meeting at the beach and a lady came by and asked is Shaun Delage here and I waved like 3 or 4 times and shouted “I am here” I waved I jumped and she didn’t see me apparently I won a C. D. or something.
Then I walked into a large mall connected to an airport there was massive amounts of stores, schools, hotels and was looking for my bearings, I did find a few things to buy but everything was free there was signs everywhere. Bag of sandwiches, muffins, treats and walked up to a desk with tarot cards on it and bags of clams, I was looking for secrets. They didn’t help me along mainly…I was due to fly back to Vancouver in a school and airport.
Next the marmot took me with a family and a guy worked for a cruiseship and he wanted me to defraud like $900,000 from the ship, we were staying in an old apartment I called 9-11 and was on hold and the family came home and they said where are you going, I said oh around the block to the store to get a few things, my only thoughts were that I would hit the $900,000 jackpot on a ships casino.
Next I walked on this strange path with people and I was shooting and the gun wouldn’t go off so I was forced to beat of mercenaries to no avail and they forced me to work in a diamond mine there was a diamond party there was a naked guy there dancing and crystalline structure almost like an ice hotel.
Okay well, we do I start, wandering around a city, I ended up going into a mall under armed guard and ended up wandering through the malls and seeing guidos and gangsters and a guy named Mr. Red. Had attendants and servants and apparently Mr Red. Had never had a gay experience. Anyways I kinda finagled my way away from him cause he was so dangerous, I ran through the mall and through the streets, but I arrived at a ritzy ritzy hotel and I asked for a room and the woman was like ‘excuse me- this place is for very rich people’ I said “fuck after your done with me your going to be working at a best western” so I booked a room for ten nights and put a $5000 credit on the room  and put the credit card down which Read: MR. Red.
Before I went to the hotel I walked by the mcdonalds which only had one arch, I was trying to hail a cab and all these detectives starting pulling up and I put a piece of string in my mouth and the cops were like “What the fuck, that guys floating” and I flew at superspeed into another end of town
Then I was on a skytrain type thing this girl was trying to get $5 from me and I say no I have to leave sorry and she walked away and started praying and I looked at my ticket was 1920’s type paper it was superspeed and they had guards there checking tickets.
Next the marmot took me to an old apartment and new gay guys were living there and I spilled coffee all over their furniture and electronics, apparent I took this advanced drug and it made my eyes and mouth twitch I was sitting in a corner of a hotel collecting my consciousness and a warden came up and said I was trespassing I just started to cry and said please not now, the gay guys were after me, coffee water cords a mess, and the guy even kissed me lol
Two tidal waves in this store that cooks for you beef, like a tsunami and I went to go look for a guy that I was with who I was eyeing in the store and he was gone I could see another tsunami so I climbed in the attic of structure and when I climbed up I was trying to help this lady who couldn’t step up because her feet were not like mine.
Next the marmot took me on a large dimensional cruise ship, when I first boarded I had difficulties adjusting so she gave me 3 pills this old beehive broad manning a counter the ship came to a halt near the side of thieves lake that was swimming through the water and lake and people were dancing and I ended up wanting to explore the ship more. I got called away back to reality it was expansive this ship I ran into a security guy that started hiding my stuff so I escaped with my bike and that is all I had on me I knew I had the ship tickets so I walked through massive corridors of ship to shore walkways
As I was embarking this lady at the start made me a drink in a jar with what I thought I was drinking out of a mason jar but turned out to be a robinson jar and it had dust on the top and pie crust lol
Well I was staying in a group situation on the cruise ship and wandered away trying to find my way back a guy said oh that’s 7 miles that way trying to find my way back to the hotel in a busy city and a security guard stopped me and treated me suspiciously and wanted me to go with him and I said that is lame I want to see more of the city and he took out a penis and started masturbating and when people gathered he revealed it was a fake penis and laughed about it
Walking to a ritzy section and girls left their stuff around and I looked on and there was a video camera and I walked past a flash grenade canon and I was looking for a hotel and I came across a male stripper review. I had some beachrocks in my hand and he said your on this hallway you took those beach rocks
Then I was stranded and destitute in a small town and  walked past 3 transvestites selling themselves at a bus stop and had a transsexual female to male that was interested in me, but not in that way just as friends and I was playing with my ghetto blaster and he made it into a hat it was pretty sweet
Trying to make it for a trolly or whatever and me in this girl were biking up hill and downhill and we stopped and a girl fell into the water under a house and I looked at her and this girl looked at me and we both agreed she had been dead along time, kinda that I am not going to touch that lol and her mother walked by and I said your daughter, she drowned the mother hopped in the water and revived her
And adult woman
I was on the second floor hotel A mime came out of the closet and a mouse they ran and a guy on the porch put about 30 earthworms down on the porch and I fell down 40 levels into the basement I was in an abusive situation with some brother kids, I was young too and we ran away after some fighting with the parents and I ran away with the two guys into a train station the leopard they were holding licked me and its breath smelled like vanilla and ceder then an advertisement blared in visually that people go to the grand prix for $500 a ticket and they had people in leather PVC holding helmets.
We were running from a family of physical, sexual and psychological abuse and we were running through a field and we hopped in military transport and then to the station we passed by a guy  lighting two barrels on fire and we ran by him and they said that is the daredevil father
I was on a boat in the ocean and the driver bumped into a log and the boat started taking on water up to the drivers nose, I went into a washroom after that brutal sea journey and found myself at a washroom where they analyze ur DNA and RNA REM PSYCH etc but was also a stingy but exciting 
cruise joint.   

-This concludes my astral interdimensional analysis



VGH MASONIC HOSP

I would like to make a complaint against my treatment at VGH psychiatric unit
I was admitted a few years back and tried to throw a chair through the window after i was given a mysterious elixr by dr. freezin

after i threw my hospital bracelet at a nurse weighing .3 grams she accused me of assault and called 3 security officers to tie me down while she injected my knee with an advanced robotic agent that swims around in my legs now (i never felt this before this forcible injection)

VGH is perpetuating a crime against humanity and essentially a crime against the geneva convention when i tried to report this to 9-11 the phone was shut off and i was escorted to a locked room

this is why i have listed vancouver coastal health on my trauma document captivation for perpetuating trauma rather than providing me therapy by qualified professionals for advanced psychological trauma (MK ultra program)

this document is listed on my site www.shaun7delage.blogspot.com

or for download here http://www.scribd.com/doc/50196951/Captivation-3-3-Shaun-delage-monarch-sex-slave-R-Larry-mason-DAN-GOODLEAF

I would like your information regarding the double injection i was given in the left knee while forcibly tied to the stretcher including information from the pharmecutical compant attesting that it is A. not a living being B. not nanotechnology C. Not robotic

I would also like to be removed from canada for my mistreatment here as afforded by the geneva convention

sincerely


Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage