The pictures were like 20,000 x 20,000 pixels or something each so hopeless on getting the originals up on the site but no fear they are made into two seperate YOUTUBES so saves space and you get tunes...These ships are going at about ten per day out my window So there is a world that is passing you by amidst so much inherent satanism going on all around including in ur very own thought process...so to step away from all that I created a pictoral slideshow of my trips on the Oosterdam and Zandam cruiseships from Holland America. Enjoy !
Showing posts with label raver style. Show all posts
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Wow today has been a test in ascension from looking for a job with some of the leading corporations and places in my area, i have become serious about finding a job
But also the other side of me wants to renounce this all in a way and become a freeman on the land
I have been looking into the world freeman society some more and there was a youtube video making light of the world freeman societies links with the templars or hidden societies
Something keeps drawing me back
Their membership is about $250 so a bit out of my reach at the moment
Only time will tell what will happen. If i stay on this ascension track It will be no problem finding myself
I have been on a path of extreme ascension
I have even gone to the depths of trying to figure out my stock value on my bond/birth certificate
But no luck I did find a registration number on another site that matches my RED NUMBERS on my birth certificate and it was taken out on my bday on a $5000 bond and it got approximately $23,000 in interest on that single bond now I don’t even have the slightest clue what I am trying to decipher in stock quotes and mutual funds but the mainstream quote is being hidden i believe for matters of national security
I don’t know if it is me personally or all Canadians etc or because of terrorism laws enacted but essentially you are a maritime admirality product that can have your destiny mapped for you by hidden magic but essentially in claiming that you are not the person they make you out to be they have a hold over you with so much legalities and procedure, acts, laws, statutes etc There are literally quintillions of words that justify the legal grounds for your inherent slavery by these hidden electors.
I am going to meditate on this one for a bit....just with the mounting crisis’s and the sadistic impulses of our minders have lead me onto this path one where you as a canadian citizen can be ordered to take medications, can be ordered into a mental health facility against your will, can be imprisoned for crimes you didn’t commit, can be locked up indefinitely under terrorism laws, can be beaten and harassed for simply smoking pot or living your life.
I feel it is essential to back up my name with certifications attesting that I am not this being to be controlled ...that I am a sovereign being with royal blood and ultimate powers
What made me seriously think about this was some interactions with strangers of the luciferian mind that go out of their way to attack me , shoot hateful looks at me or verbally assault me for no apparent reason...it is because I am hated in the luciferian mind. This mindset uses all of its powers of perception in others to scare me, threaten me and essentially harm me.
It would be nice to say um, you just assaulted a diplomat or a king lol
Anyways coming to terms with this social paranoia has lead me to believe in this luciferian power in people, it is broadcast with the use of nutrition and psychological operations and through younger dumber more naive souls that don’t know they are being used
I see the cops here like Nazis busting teens for smoking pot, biking in an out of perception secretly and harassing people. I am just wondering when my time will be next. I want to back up my name and my titles and my being with profound amounts of protection
This is one of the reasons i am a social outcast ....my being causes people to act out, harass, assault, and become mean for no apparent reason
I have been elbowed walking down the street for no reason at all
Usually I am lost in my own thoughts so I just stare out the window on the bus while the murderous people that killed the Christ plot my murder or plot my downfall
But I don’t care
I really don’t at this point lol
It is funny because so many are living oblivious to these concepts and the truth may never ever find people....I was surprised to find one of my ex bf’s was searching me on linked in ...he was an ivy school guy and one of my first introductions to project monarch/elite Satanist families and masonry ...I was surprised to find out that he was a director of something...the prep school and university level education must have been nice, mba too? Here I am and I am almost 30 looking for a job in produce or at mcdonalds or something i don’t even care i only want/need/have to work 2 days a week lol So funny how we are operating on a two tier society ...the elites and their offspring and the rest of us.
The elites are taken care of because they initiate their kin into the hidden mysteries of workplace ethic/post secondary and not to mention can afford to send their incestuous offspring to university prep/university/college/pricey MBA programs
So funny
Because i was given insider information by the Vancouver oracle.
Despite my steps I am going through with lack of motivation/drive/acceptance etc That I will overcome these obstacles and be given profound amounts of wealth/power/ and authority
Many look at me at where I am now and i have to say I tend to think the same way. I wonder how it all can be done. When the timing is right everyone will know who I am and what I stand for.
That belief carries me through my days that I need to progress from
The long arduous prison sentence here and the path of knowledge that comes from researching the divine.
Like i said , not many are enlightened to the true workings of your name, let alone the legal ramifications of the red lettering on your birth certificate
But they left one thing out
There is another hidden cult
The trading of souls with baptismal records and ritual ...usually these people are taken care of and enter into ritual every Sunday because their soul is owned. Then you have somebody like me that is not baptized so I am seen as something not spiritually inclined yet funny I could legally hold the title of bishop
The only thing one can do is meditate on answers and belief and bring your ultimate power into focus
I love ascension !
- Shaun A. Delage
cat look
I wandered into the Victoria electronic music festival and have decided one thing...that the rave scene is extremely social. I mean everyone knows everyone. Funny thing to is that i used to have thousands of friends and now i am somewhat of a social outcast. The party made me think about the things i despise in the rave scene and allowed me to go incognito to the party.
But essentially what i disliked about the rave scene is the isolation you felt even amongst the most social scene alive ...Then you throw in the advanced sciences of drug experimentation and people are literally left in a dejected and forgotten state.
Then throw in societal pressures and we have people that are partying that are on the edge of collapse literally. You have people in the scene taking so much drugs they hope to die because of all the pain.
I realised how much the scene has changed in ten years. Still propped up by the teen culture. But it is nice to see everyone alive and kicken...as far as my involvement in the scene goes I don’t think i will make a habit of going to parties alone. I need somebody to take me these days. It is likewise with the club. I remember going to one party and i dropped a hit of acid and sat in the corner for the whole party. People even came up to me and asked why I wasn’t partying. It was a low time in my life, i had just left home and was couch surfing. I guess the party is the last place i should have been at.
Many think the rave scene is all about parties and music but there is a sadistic world underneath ...backstabbing, drug induced rumours and the consequences of mixing drugs etc
Me I got involved with selling xtacy at some point and just finding an echelon within the rave scene...I guess in a way my karma is being laid out for giving all those other teens a 45 mg cap of xtacy
But people learn, they move on. They learn.
The series of handlers i met in the rave scene almost suckled on like octopus’s....I had people that would con caps of E from me and people that would take advantage of people that were high. But there is some positives of the scene
The dimensional calculation of the music
The actual soul friends you meet in the process
The triptoys
The candy
The outfits
The insanity
The lineups for things like washrooms and to get in and the patdowns
I also realised that the candy scene is almost dead. I saw one girl out of about a thousand that had actual candy on. Seemed that scene died out in early 2000
My time at the electronic music festival was awesome and splendid ...I don’t know if i am ready at this point to go into an all out pawty...only time will tell. If I find a supportive lover I think I could convince him to go to a few parties but other than that I am okay expressing my rave side through my own interpretation.
People are suffering all around. It is time to reconnect to your inherent humanity and support others in their struggle to live. We live in a very dangerous place to live. It is survival of the fittest amongst psychological operations, in depth
Which is why it is always smart to be sound about ur humanity and sound about compassion and love
Treat others with dignity and kindness and amazement at their creation and ignore all those that try and ruin it for others.
Matrix universalism fits right in with the techno scene. Nicely !
- Shaun A. Delage
duCK TaLK
I am so enveloped in a multitude of layers upon layers of virtual reality. It is pretty cool. I have the second life platform which is great unheard of like 10-15 years ago so why not. I have mui books which are virtual worlds in themselves no joke. Then I have the illusion of reality which is ever present around me. I went to see a palm reader who said i will excel in art, writing, law, and film. It was funny to be given the choice to have ones future read. For $35 I got a tape recorded reading on my palms.
When one is faced with a choice like this, like hmmm should I go see a psychic at a psychic circle.
This is something I have thought about for quite some time. She also said everyone will know who I am. Lol she did make a nice comment about my silver thumb ring though. Virtuosity is peculiar because if you pick up that you are in a computer simulation you can also bend the rules a bit and pay people to see your future. I just have to find a cassette player to play her tape lol
So i guess this was her little way of telling me that my book will get picked up into a movie...although it will lose some of its form if that should happen. Somebody said I looked 17 today lol I could imagine what I did look like at 17 trying to pull off an adult look. This past week has been a crusade of sorts. In ascension. Which by its very nature is a difficult process.
I have begun to understand that everything can be construed into a conspiracy if given the chance. There is conspiracy everywhere one would imagine.
Inclusion into virtual dynamics takes a skill but if you have a presence in virtual reality and the astral world the chances of your presence being omni present are in your favour. Most of our leaders and our figureheads in media and politics are very ugly people. They have dark souls. They get their faces chopped up to look more beautiful. These people are those that should be leading us. It would seem we live in a plastic surgery fetishists society. With these alien hybrid creatures being adored in all beauty, they could look farther from the truth. A fallen one so to speak. These are our newscasters and celebs.
A society built on trauma. Constant hidden pain, constant suffering in silence. Constant hatred, illusion, madness, bitterness, drama, pain. Then you come to terms with your own humanity contributing to this wasteland and you think twice of every action, living in poverty and swearing off all forms of illusion and simply welcoming performance art into ones life. It comes in all forms of art too from digital interface to virtual reality simulation to reality systems incorporated.
Enlightenment in a trauma state is unique because the magic would keep layering on as time went by making you believe that nothing is wrong until its too late...One can only trust that their animal guide brings them closer to the truth. Pray to whomever that you haven’t disgraced or offended your animal guide with your perversity or ignorance
I think with my latest financial enlightenment and being out of perpetual debt I am going to celebrate by making a portfolio of my art. Something I can take to galleries and have their imput. I think they would at the very least want each piece printed, signed, framed. And they would take half is what I think would happen.
I’ve always trusted and believed psychics. Give them the benefit of the doubt. To read into your future takes skill for random people. It helps them stay goal focused on their dreams and wishes and most of all themselves.
- Shaun A. Delage
cheetah gold
I have such a multitude of things to do it is amazing
I mean for somebody that doesn’t have to slave my life is quite complex.
Could be here blogging universal dialogue or writing my novels or doing art, doing things i love like male art or researching worldly destinations, reading one of 10,000 esoteric books in my personal library or being an ever presence. I walk through the matrix and feel detached from it and I wonder how many people are attached to it in various forms. The level of attachments would be so profound almost mind inuring events.
My own personae promoting ideals such as art, beauty, ascension may seem like strange concepts in the new millennium where one is obsessively convinced they have to be in elevation rather than ascension
The differing two are quite vast where being elevated you are helped along by another where ascending you are on your own path on your own completely goal focused
Life does not become a complex drive for survival and you can almost feel it in 1000% percent of the people you meet that they are on a survivalist mode at this point but funny that the global domination forces have us strangled in an all out war on all ends of the spectrum with various factions vying for total global domination...and it is possible with quite a few minds at their disposal
Then we have the latest attacks on Norway and nobody wants to address that this is high level illuminatus at work with the same bloodline as the leading royal families and presidencies leading around the world. The Norway massacre is aligned with Charlie sheen and William and kate and London 2012 and the raper murderer hacking scandal (ruport Murdoch)
We are in a pharaonic legacy of the survival of the fittest but also the one that can make the most return on the original investment so are you just going to settle in with the rest of the goldfish or you going to strive to unmask who’s at the very top of the pyramid
Not many are willing to subscribe being an active virtual participant in one of the greatest games of survival known to man, one where there is unmistakable odds stacked against your humanity by other worlds inhabitants that rely on you being simply out of the loop of enlightenment out of the scope of ascension and out of the view of evolution.
It seems I am more well versed in my thirties than I was at twenty years, goals of ascending spiritually and being enlightened in universal dialogue helps the spirit essentially and to be well versed in universalism makes one wonder about the partial eccentricities to life.
I have been pondering the Buddhist monk thing some more...since I have lost kai forever I know cries god my effin life lol so brutal oh well furry rave tonight that my store is hosting so kai and the others will have to party on without meh
Ascension is not an easy path one with the most difficult of natures and desires almost animalistic in form take over the human side and bring about a new course in depth and the vivid recourse of nature.
Constantly techno is evolving. But technically the beats are stuck in perpetuism like the rest of reality. So of course there would be thousands of hours of techno playing out but it is all relative because the reality is superimposed in such a fashion that a feedback loop recites itself and over and over again the beats adapt to configure into an ever presence. How do you bring up that once in one building you actually met an interbred family ...if anybody had to physically meet somebody with webbed hands and feet their entire reality would come into focus likewise that with people with no limbs.
Being present on this virtual reality of sorts but operating without time, and to have your every desire taken care of is a paradox ...just simply being able to go pray then going and getting a slushie is illusion for obvious reasons but one wonders of the original intent of the matrix. Just vast amounts of marketable product to the elites in the form of human product (citizens) and things like timber and oil and diamonds etc which by their very nature has forced many in Canada to leave the realm of natural mining and timber etc and go into more criminal elements to forward their pocket books in the new millennium. Because everything is observed in this reality. Individual theories playing out all around...one wonders where all the madness begins and ends hahaha one of a few that figure out are never to be seen again their consciousness forever altered and forever configured into a new reality
No definitive end to reality except that with artistic endeavours ...truly an amazing state to be in !
- Shaun A. Delage
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