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In times such as this, it is easy to give into hype and paranoia but if you can imagine this for a second and think to yourself if you are worried about the collapse of the USA or the dollar for example, think of where the city states are, there are no city states in Russia or China. The power ultimately will rest with these jurisdictions for quite some time in the foreseeable future, most likely the world would have to undergo nuclear war before they can decimate the financial system in entirety.
It seems ebola has taken a back burner for awhile and other things are coming into the forefront.
I have never feared death, and some may totally despise the thought of death because their entire value system would have to be rebuilt and one the world is heavily invested in making you in subservience too. That being materialism, can you imagine, you pass over from this world into the other side and materialism and money are a completely different form, or you have just been jet propelled 1000 years into the astral future, you wouldn’t quite get the complexity of how much things change.
Some of my older readers are aware I almost lost my life to suicide, and rightfully so the experience has helped make me the person I am today, with untold amounts of compassion, sincerity and a spiritual and intellectual side that is powerful and unique. I am pained by that experience my whole waking life because of how close I came, and how much I would have lost in the last 15 years that I am fortunately still alive. Everything I have learnt, the lessons involved in crime and adversity and the power within my smile to keep going are really an un-measurable amount of courage involved.
It is my belief that these things and quite a bit of what I have tried to articulate the past five years in this virtual ministry have lead me into a world of growth in solitude. Techno has healed me to the point of normalcy and the ability to express myself so openly in a world filled with secrets and passwords has left me with an understanding of spirituality and love.
To say I felt discomfort with every religion is an understatement. I strongly believe there has to be a faith for the techno savvy hepcats in solitude with nothing but the safety of being behind a closed door and the internet to be able to shape their belief system. This is a strong quality, the wanting to evolve endlessly. Most faiths out there regurgitate things that you don’t understand and also aim to have you as their agents, try and lure in as much people as you can with the word of Christ or whatever.
The religion I hold close to myself more than any other organized faith is Buddhism, specifically thai Theravada Buddhism. There is some talks that you can listen to in your own home for the next two decades in the link section but it is a search for more that has lead me on my current path, being able to listen to affirmations without boredom and to want attainment of financial freedom, to things like trying various herbs like oil of oregano and searching out things to better my environment like meteorite’s and orgonite, so to say there is a recipe for enlightenment is an understatement, most people will try and attach to a soul group or a genre of society and some may find comfort in that but what if you feel comfortable alone, on the internet drinking tea and listening to techno –surely there has to be a faith that aligns to your belief system in some way and does not discriminate against, gays, the poor, women etc and some of my earlier musings were pretty critical of groups like the freemasons, but in a sense everyone here is learning about themselves and working through karmic issues and more complex issues as well, even freemasons, I just hold close to me that they have lost the direction of their soul by giving into a weird ancient cult.

so I wish you a good week discovering what you need, and finding yourself, you never know when the world will come knocking at your door.

-Shaun A. Delage



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Well it has been awhile since I have written but I have been recovering from a nasty bug kinda fun !!
I have been non stop into my meditation, I love meditation because it calms the mind totally, and I use it to manifest things, I have been VERY lucky manifesting more things than nature allows.
Manifestation works very slowly and you have to be able to allow it to attract what you need over a gradual amount of time, and it may take several lifetimes. But the sooner you start the better off you will be, not everyone has goals of manifesting great wealth.
Most just use meditation to calm the mind and still racing thoughts and come to some sense of healing in the present. I am somewhat greedy lol after my psychic reading ages ago I came to terms with the fact that I am VERY lucky and to always put myself in positions of life changing decisions.
I think the main thing about manifesting things is, people don’t understand exactly how they will get what they seek, and this should not even be considered. It will happen.
We are in a very chaotic time to be alive, quite a bit has been happening in my country and North America and beyond.
Soon we will get into the Olympics hype again which is one reason I am fortunate to not have a television, and what does one do without TV? Meditate, read, net, dream, listen to music, write, focus, attain and live!
I have been shocked to see that about 4 out of 5 movies I see on Netflix (and shows) have the masonic checkerboard floor on them. It is funny because nobody knows unless you are initiated what it means, but it is everywhere and it is scary. I do also believe that we are in a New world order scenario but it is a soft or friendly new world order. 
I think as the generations progress much of the things we are scared about like microchips and world government and stuff will become mainstream.
It also seems as though we have averted a world war with the Syria thing, but we also have that looming overhead most of the time, and we have the fukishima disaster looming and anything could happen but it is best not to give into the fear based programming and live each day as if it is a gift, only when you have gone down the route of suffering by stocking up on barter supplies and building a fallout shelter do you discover that you yourself are involved in some sort of illusion.
We are always at a precipice of annihilation but that is why you treat every day as a gift that you are alive and breathing as a gift from the divine for your good deeds and you are able to give the gift of your presence to your loved ones for just another day.
Personally I think the end of the world thing died out in 2012, but there are new catastrophes to look out for and new challenges and we all have to stay calm and focused on the ultimate goal, to liberate all beings from suffering and to ascend as an individual, but most of all to personally assist others in their lives to make things easier.
It isn’t easy being human, with sickness, disease, poverty, hunger, suffering, pain, sadness, etc
I am happy that I get to serve my present company, and bring in a new holiday season.
I have had my book on various realms, and nothing no sales, and I do hold the copyright certificate just so you know, I am battling writing more books and getting into that vibe again, I think I was born to write books,  It would be funny for somebody to tell me I am not a writer when I have ten books written lol
Yes so sickness wise, I got a nasty bug and it felt like I was going to die for a few days, and it made me connect with my inherent humanity, so the only thing that kept me alive was buckleys lol
It is quite cold where I am right now, it just chilled across the entire environment, which makes me feel compassion for beings that are not surrounded by warmth like us, like squirrels and deer, that have to live in the cold the whole season.
I put out some pumpkin seeds for our neighbourhood squirrels- I figure it helps them out a bit more.

-Shaun A. Delage




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My life lately has been a sad evolution, after living with my mother for almost 4 years after a breakup of 9 years I have decided to leave home and move to a lake beside Victoria named Shawnigan lake hehe named after meh.
Evolution and change it seems are very hard to do, somebody told me after venting some frustrations of living with family –you can move, were all given the same chance in life.
Sadly because of finances and such I felt trapped. Most youth these days are living at home as well and the ones that are not are living in a painful plethora and confusing array of slavery, social obligations and servicing debt
While I view moving in with a trusted and amazing friend a beautiful miracle, that I am permitted to live a rural existence, I am pained by my last attempt to move to the lake, I wanted out but when I got here the isolation and everything got to me
While I also identify as being non sexual with a partner it is easier to say hey bud lets just be roomies hehe
I am rather defeated by love it seems, not being able to identify into a sexual role per se but a technological sexuality
My life it seems must go through stages of letting go for me to move onto enlightenment
My end goals are a Buddhist hermitage on Denman island at the moment and it is a glorious miracle as well that I am able to handle money even as a monk, the kagyu lineage is not particularily conservative and it is a monastery that I will be working to build from the ground up- they have a yurt for meditations an RV and some cabin style accommodations
It has been my focus to ordain as a Buddhist monk since taking two 10 day retreats in the Vipassana meditation centres and while those doors are shut to me there is the ability to possibly ordain in an ancient tibetian lineage rather than the conservative thai therevada lineage
I would have to save up money to go to Nepal to be ordained but would eventually come back as a full fledged Buddhist monk and this remains my focus and my goal
While Buddhism is a rather odd faith to believe in, it is also rather reclusive and  offers things like shaving hair, celibacy, no eating after noon etc which to the common laity seems a bit of an extreme measure but one many nuns, monks and llamas undertake
It has been painful the past couple days almost severing ties to my old life and welcoming and adapting to change, this was my greatest fear- 2012 seems to be a time of not undertaking grave adventures or making undue risks but maybe this is the propaganda at work who knows, just sit back and watch the world go by because it is going to end haha
What I find most appealing about monastic living is being around beings of my own kind, evolved, smart, happy, compassionate, sincere, sensitive old souls striving for enlightenment and it is a life long commitment
The lord Buddha instituted the monastic order to alleviate the suffering of the householding life.
While I also identify with being a lay hermit it seems that this hermitage would fit considering I would have a lifelong income afforded to me due to my illness but I understand it would be a lot for the monastery to take on, a medicated insomniac schizophrenic gay guy but monks and nuns are never perfect
Mostly nobody sees any shreds of mental illness in me, thanks to my medication I am on and it is prevalent in times of stress
It is very terrifying to make rash choices in life and deal with the outcome
But I believe I am being protected and guided by forces none of us can understand
My life was an internal prison structure and I need an evolved step to bring me to my most ultimate purpose. Life deals out choices like this
Most likely if I am refused in the denman island place I will look at moving back to Vancouver or choose to stay here in shaunigan lake hehe
Hold onto enlightenment, it acts swift
    Shaun A. Delage