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Finch Scotch





I have never doubted for a moment that one day I will be rich, when you manifest wealth it is not a matter of ‘if’ per se but more of a matter of ‘when’
But when you ponder wealth endlessly you begin to see the illusions of it all, and people think that once you get millions of dollars all your problems vanish –quite the opposite but you are given more resources to help solve some of those problems
Me, I have several things I want to happen when I get money, including a worldwide patent of an idea I have and other things like furthering my ebook to audio and marketing it more as a movie, then I also want a sort of no kill animal refuge where old cats or cats that would have been suited for the shelter could live as long as they want, and I also want the church of techno to materialize in the form of weekend long raves or week long retreats
And this is why the world doesn’t want more money out there in the supply then needed, it is happy at its continuance of things, the structure and reality –imagine if millions of people became millionaires overnight the kind of enlightenment the reality would see, we would have months long festivals, whole cruise ships booked, and tons of homeless set free, the possibilities would be endless
But anything can happen and that means winning the lottery, marketing a product, selling a book, making it rich. Don’t let anybody tell you ‘no’ don’t let anybody tell you ‘it can’t be done’ don’t let anybody tell you ‘it’s impossible’ because this reality is singular as opposed to a collective if you think about it, and the illusion will have you believe that there are many cattle out there or many fish in the sea –take a number- but it is exactly quite the opposite.
I think many people suffer from the Truman philosophy, more than we can quantify and there may be some truth in this, for those that don’t know the Truman show is a movie about a guy that finds out he has been in a reality show his whole life and didn’t know it, played by Jim Carey.
The truth is many of us may in fact be reality stars, many may be feeling like their every move is watched and let me throw two spikes into this hypothesis, one that other vast more advanced races or dimensions may in fact be watching and recording our every move as entertainment, they can simply switch from one person to the next being followed around by an invisible orb, with some being more popular than others. And two, it is a well-known fact that our lives are recorded in every instant for retrieval at a later date when we die and we can rewind our lives and understand the experiences.
Call my hypothesis paranoia, but I strongly believe our world is capable of it on a vast scale, and I only need to rewind a few events from my manifesto to understand that there is some vast level of illusion or conspiracy at play. There is also the factor of countless beings on the other side in the astral realities that would visit our realm even for a short time to check on us or observe, and then throw in the guardian angel aspect, and you realize you are not alone. This hypothesis would be proven false with the aspect that there is extreme suffering or extreme physical ailment at play but I think this is where the psychology of our masters comes to light, they would rather watch and observe and assist how they can but never reveal the illusion.
For those perceptive enough you can pick up on the old analog receiver signals that come on and off once and awhile in your brain, or commands, or you feel like every sort of minor daily event is somewhat scripted or clinical.
You can brush it off as mental illness or the rantings of somebody that did too much drugs but when you go down a path of solitude, and your surrounded by an unseen energy
You know
Anyways makes quite the blogposting for today as I feel either what I say is correct or our media is written by very cunning psychologists.
Hope you’re all enjoying the poetry

-Shaun A. Delage





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Squirrel Pamper





I took a bit of time to read through this ministry and look back on several years ago and I have to say that my writing style and my eloquence has developed.
It is tough in this world to find your place when your whole brain chemistry is totally fried from multitudes of rave drugs. I feel in some ways that the rave scene really wronged me in a sense, but mirroring the real world being a part of rave culture brings its own plethora of decisions and choices.
I think the world is filled with thousands of people that were irreparably harmed by the rave scene of the 1990’s and the elixirs the chemists cooked up for us. But the other end of the spectrum is that it allowed people that were marginalized and pretty effin weird to come together in a community and dance the night away.
I find quite some comfort in techno still to this day and the parties have not stopped since I started raving but being separated from the rave scene since 2002 you tend to wonder what they are like.
Most people grow out of them, most people get a corporate job and move on, worrying about their kids or mortgage and have no time to party anymore.
I would go to bigger parties in Vancouver and like people were having a seizure every hour at those raves, Vietnamese gang shootings high on coke etc
But the Victoria rave scene was more intimate and everyone knew each other. It was a huge challenge in my life to go from living within a rave community to being outcast on my own will and going from hundreds of friends to living a life of isolation.
Honestly I truly have no regrets however I would have lived my life differently had I had the choice too
I would have respected people more, but that is a choice that is not given to you when you have serious chemical combinations in your mind. It turned into a very dangerous scene in the last year, with drug dealing, people that looked like skeletons, meth and coke parties at dealers houses, and me almost going off on a round the world yacht trip with an insane coke head transvestite lol
It’s like almost to quantify it all seems a pretty big task, I think my friends currently just say “you have had a lot happen to you” lol
I wish so much for my life to have been different, different choices etc
In some way I would have liked a more normal existence not such an indigo upbringing, but my own personal story is one of adversity and compassion, only simply that I could live through such trauma and not inflict it on others is a godsend.
In a way this virtual ministry completes my needs for ego gratification, but it also helps shape who I am artistically and professionally. When I go to the bank and explain that I am a reverend, I can do it with pride because I have worked very hard and very diligently to explain all sorts of spectrums from this reality.
In a way the party has continued every night for me, with endless techno streams out there and the beat keeps going on, and techno does heal and forgive.
This blog or virtual ministry still provides a rave in a site for those that want random trippiness.
I don’t want peoples pity or scorn, I just want my writing to be able to help others on their path.

Compassion
Solitude
Tekno
Forgiveness
PeaCe
Love
Unity

Respect





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