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Showing posts with label nyc clubkids. Show all posts
Showing posts with label nyc clubkids. Show all posts

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I have experimented with various options for the blog this past few weeks and have done a good deed in making it look more streamlined and readable and I wanted to post my facebook photos but it just wasn’t feasible so I will stick to the originality of this virtual ministry and post only my discourses and the occasional video from youtube
I have had quite a good month this past month, just been trying to keep my schedule normal and normal to me is waking at dinner time and going to bed at breakfast time and it is what keeps me the most sane and the most productive and reflective
Safe to say at this point I am like 90% of a virtuosity lol
The past week I have been setting up my stores again in Second life and week before that was getting the ebook up on amazon so it has been a busy time
I have had some time to read news and such online, and I see a lot of blogs suffer blogger burnout and this is unfortunate, it should be a creative output as well but most bloggers are looking to make money or whatever and I have shifted my focus on this blog away from pop culture and into the vices of a Buddhist ministry and no subject is too scorching for a Buddhist. This is why my ministry is not just another blog, it is elevated way beyond that. A new way of faith, of believing. 
I like to call myself spiritual but not in a Christian sense and this is like a ton of blogs online that will regurgitate info from the bible and not listen to any current adaptation. I like to operate within the confines of a Buddhist virtual raver ministry and not many like me around so it offers a unique perspective on events. 
I get pretty mad when people diss religion because I am religious in a sense that I personally have offered a solution to religion, if you don't like what you hear from big churches or beliefs damn it, do the work and create your own. and stop bitching about how all religions are evil and how athiest you are.
I have thought long and hard about how to approach this subject but it must be written because it falls under the realm of a techno church, this past week Michael Alig was released from prison after about 20 some odd years in the slammer for a brutal murder. He rose to fame in the early 90’s as a representation of young ravers, the scene was skyrocketing and the xtacy was blasting people off to space. He was in an infamous magazine called project X and was simply known as the NYC clubkids whom were being paid appearance fees just for being present at events. Long story short, he is gay and was a hot twink and he used his striking looks to forward the rave culture and techno music in a show of post modern performance art.
This was when the rave scene was quite something. And then he got into a catfight with a dealer and another raver in the pits of despair-k hole, heroin hole, b hole. They were arguing over a drug debt and the dealer pushed Michael into some glass and seeing the horror about to ensue the other raver hit the dealer over the head with a hammer and killed him. In the pits of a drug induced paranoia and frenzied sketchiness they put the body in the bath tub where it sat for a week rotting.
After some time they decided to saw off the legs and haul the body to the river where it was dumped and found many weeks later. There is a movie about all of this, it is called partymonster.
So after he was busted the police offered him a plea deal of like this many years in exchange to testify against the former club owner of Alig’s crazy parties. And here he is, out and free, I think it is brutal to have something like this weighing on your consciousness, even more brutal is 20 years in jail amidst gangs, rapes, and fights. It is just a travesty all around if you think about it and the poor guy that got murdered but I have met people like him in the rave scene.There is A LOT of darkness in a scene that ultimately preaches unity and love.
I can say I am happy and proud that this did not happen to me, in fact it could have happened to any raver – anything can happen after you have been up for 3 days snorting lines.
It got to the point where I was taking trains up to whistler and hearing voices and scratching my arms in the hot tub with thousands of scratches or realizing all of a sudden that you have been kissing a pig nosed girl for the past hour when you are gay.
I seriously think the rave scene has messed with a lot of people, Satanism ran rampant through the 90’s in underground drug dens and warehouses and people are just starting to recover
Help and assist as much as possible and do not judge, it could have happened to you just as easily, help others recover in such a traumatic place to live. You may find at the end, the faculty, the gods, the buddhas, the court or whatever that decides where you go next will allow Michael Alig a pass into evolution because he has done his work and lived out a complexity of the universal and you or somebody you know will have to come back around again a thousand times.
Ascension is reserved for the highest evolved beingz :) 

-Shaun A. Delage




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I have genuinely questioned the role of my manifesto many times since publishing it, to me it means something but to some stranger on the net it may just be an entertaining read. For me it is personal because I was the one that wrote it.
Libel has never concerned me since it is all based in the truth but being sued has crossed my mind, but usually people sue over defamation of character
For me it provides a document to aid my readers on the church to be able to trust my instruction more.
It has worked in varying degrees, although I do regret informing people I was ‘crushing’ on because it caused them to run the other way at mach 3 lol
I always thought that if it is my soulmate then non of what I have written would bother him much
It does offer genuine proof that I am a trusted anti everything but unlike icke or jones whom are rumored to be masons the same could not be construed in my case because I not only named people responsible for my own monarch sciences program but put their pictures and a description of why they are on the manifesto and truth is half the people that read it won’t know who they are but me
In a way it also proves that I am over with many parts of my life and if somebody was to say bring criminal charges against me or civil I could provide the published manifesto as proof that I am not criminally responsible for my actions
In a way it has been many tears and many laughs in the process of the manifesto and many deletion crazes and in a way I am not looking to profit from my story or manifesto like cathy o’brien and her book but I provide the manifesto to all who ask and without a fee
Some of it is the grandiose claims of a former sex trade worker, other part of it are the rituals involving supreme royalty, others there are checkerboard influenced illusion and most of it is pretty damn funny after the fact and I don’t mind people laughing at my story if it will bring them some level of enlightenment with the right wrong philosophy
I actually made it funny in a few parts so that people will be able to take in the information on a lighter note rather than read some gory details or whatever because a true enlightened prophet would most likely use humor to help another attain enlightenment
The only thing I am looking to profit from is creativity at this point. Nobody is really buying art but that’s okay at least I get bragging rights. I still have dreams of opening a cat kennel and publishing my novels but that will take time. Most people these days are living cheque to cheque and it is not anger that fills me but rather a wonderous feeling that people get to enjoy my art as it is
There may be a time when my art explodes or my novels and they all tie in together in one great art and literary movement
Recently I won $1200 in giftcards to a supermarket and that is awesome news – it means my attracting wealth meditations are working and I just want it all to happen NOW haha
I strongly feel these days, with a loving and supportive partner by my side, and two cats and a home that I have the full faculty to attain and hold on to wealth constructively
It definitely helps having somebody close that doesn’t spend their income as fast as I do, Me I can spend a thousand in 15 minutes as the great divine soul will see when my giftcards are shipped and they will laugh
Maybe life is gradual tests and who knows, I watch a show call real housewives and I get to observe people with massive amounts of wealth but they don’t have the slightest clue whats going on outside of their comfort zone and this is sad
Mainly each person is given a massive amount of time to do whatever and most people spend it clubbing, working, television, and whatever else makes up their day
But to a true enlightened being to say I spend my time cooking, reading, meditating, writing, editing, contesting, blogging, preaching, and loving.........
 people tend to wonder because it does sound like I live a fuller life than the average gamer or soap opera fanatic but I need my downtime too
It is great to read diversively because I can go from conspiracy novel to alien abduction to clairvoyance in a heartbeat and not skip a beat but people tend to just input programming from the system to live their lives and generally don’t spend much time creating things so a pseudo output frequency rather than just regurgitating information from the pyramid scheme
It is funny to stumble on somebody online that thinks the same way I do because I swear it numbers 1 to 1000 and I have met quite a few and stay buddies with based on our comparative interests
I don’t really bother myself with the 2012 paranoia these days because I believe simply, our society is too vulnerable and brittle to collapse and we are losing people to this paranoia as time clicks down and we are losing creativity because people are too damn scared or occupied to be creative
It would be neat to publish my novel in 2013 or 2014 or 2015 because it shows that I have done my work and my lifes purpose and most of the time people spend telling me how it is not going to get published yet they cant listen to my other end arguments of how it is going to get published they have no capacity
It’s almost as if the system doesn’t want to be changed at all other than its selected pawns and when somebody comes out with their first novel and becomes a bestseller because it is a novel that people want to read again and again and then cry for it to become a movie.
My novels are so bizarre and so trendy that they would have no problem getting picked up and I even have an invitation by JK ROWLINGS literary agent to review my work when it is done so haha funny
I strongly believe it is my lifes goal to write these books, to reawaken rave culture, to help furries into the mainstream and to be a good writer but these things take time, I would love to be a millionaire by 35 but I may need a lil divine intervention before then haha
Keep your heads up tigers
The future is BEAUTIFUL
-          Shaun A. Delage




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Personal enlightenment is never easy – filling the body with the spiritual reserves necessary to become enlightened is definitely a defeating process it seems since most herbs that are used for such enlightenment have all been researched, eradicated, controlled and hidden from us
Our alcohol soaked rulers are prohibiting one of the most sacred plants on earth from reaching the mouths of people that need it. But they don’t stop there, meanwhile the pawns of society have no idea what the cartels have cooked up for the elite to be basking in addictions we have never thought existed
Most people don’t understand how there could be a power hidden behind society controlling our every move, but if you look at the way in which society is structured it is not a very complex process at all
Much prison state can be received internally but as well the structure can self imprison those that don’t believe in it. Me I am just starting to prepare for my next life energy wise and also work in little ways to improve this one, on my terms. But truth is most are forced into roles of authority or subservience however you look at it, that they are so far removed from asking questions of their reality, simply too busy to take notice of the changes around them.
Here in my city, as long as the clubs stay open, the alcohol flowing and the TV stays running we have no problems. What ever happened to our more tribal or ancient purpose masked in this plethora of capitalist greed.
What the tribal Africans must be saying about the destruction of the human race
Truth is there is no way to gauge how far we are along in this apocalypse I tend to gauge the start of it all when pope john paul died and along with mother Theresa and Princess Diana
We came to an all out catastrophe in mindloads since but so many are simply trying to stay sane whatever they know how to do, so they simply occupy their minds with simple trivialities such as materialism
Just with the countless amounts of radiation spilling into our microchip is unbelievable and yes we do not live in a solar system like were made to believe with the complex hypothesis to creation being we live on one ball out of a dozen with no other life like come on, this is the best that hundreds of thousands of years of science and philosophy and religion could come up with ?
It seems the ones that are exhiled and living on very little have the most to offer, the artists, writers, sculpters, farmers, etc but the ones that have the most to lose are the ones desperately trying to hold onto a sinking ship
Mind you when internet free speech is eradicated along with conspiracy theorists my blog may be forcibly removed and the domain seized which I am unafraid of because my manifesto also provides proof of project monarch to the fullest degree and also brings forth arguments litigiously that could in effect force the government of Canada to declare itself a republic
But that is my own ego
Funny too, the whole country of the USA was formed on some hemp paper so the belief is there and technically it is provable in a court of law but nobody wants to challenge me, they simply google me (my enemies) and keep tabs on me, and most likely if I don’t have any money, I don’t have any sway and if I don’t have that I don’t have power
But that is not what I was seeking when I initially wrote the most famous Canadian manifesto if Louis Riel had a manifesto haha
I was looking to forward Canada beyond a North American super max prison system
I will move on however enlightenment wise if digitally things come to question. I will evolve, this is the nature of enlightenment
Truth is, I have many hidden things that could be brought against me too like surveillance videos etc so when the timing is right and I get a taste of wealth or whatever it could all come crashing down haha
But don’t worry about me, I have a solid defence…I only need to be able to provide a copy of the manifesto for review and everything would be dismissed on the basis that the court of law sees me as a dead person and a corporate entity
Truth is nobody knows if were all dead, if this is some purgatory of sorts
I only have remnants of the astral world which make my reality far more expansive than ever dreamed and this to me is life, and allows me to live each day wondering when I will be able to return to my astral body to be with those that have treated me to a luxurious dinner, those that have kissed, nuzzelled and loved me, those that rented a whole opera house to be with me, those that traced the injury in my wrist, those that knew the power of love outshines this restrictive ‘reality’ of sorts and those people are cared enough to connect with my soul in the unseen realms
This to me is reality, not one that is visually apparent, only hidden.
   Shaun A. Delage