SuPremE one (1) -
Until I find him.
This whole illusion will fall, and I don’t mind taking the karmic tow.
My own internal illusion will fall.
The external 3-D illusion.
Nothing will ever progress.
With so much sadness.
In the most sacred of beings heart.
Solace for the future.
The love is traumatic, until you find the right soul.
For me it is a guy, a beautiful one in spirit.
I know he would know me instantly.
It is a funny notion to arrange to meet.
After all of this time.
He would love me instantly.
I would not have to stress or worry.
In ways I wouldn’t need much.
Just to be able to meet his lips and kiss.
Something he has been training for.
I guess in a way he would have everything taken care of.
Even if he doesn’t it would be fun to try together.
Laying in his arms and figuring out a path together.
Subliminated ideology goes out the window.
When you speak in the language of love.
I just hope he enjoys every bite of divinity...
In its truest and most complete immaculate form.
Because that is what I am here for.
My most supreme and highest love.
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Tigger station -
To be in renunciation, to train in the depths of poverty.
Yet remain in a self that has evolved class wise above most others.
Yet not much to relay in speech.
Comfort in written word.
Timeless nature of self.
The future looks upon me with orgasmic love.
Finality to a being yet substance without safety.
Song of the heart.
Whispers of the soul.
Thoughts of the most evolved.
The most passionate bold love that would hit this dimension,
Would take over by the blazen figurative ideology of both beings.
The dark hair unites and the smiles just can’t stop.
A force that is unstoppable.
Being kept apart for so long would have both alone and literally dying inside.
An illusory world filled with so much hate.
Our kiss would make each other feel complete
And would vibrate into every force of our beings.
But not just that – a kiss with the tongue.
Surrounded by a hundred candles, some fresh flowers and some oils in warm water.
To massage his gleaming back.
To feel every bit of him under my hands.
To kiss him, and help him understand that this took a lot of effort.
But the first meeting and most nerve racking interaction would happen once and be a bliss moment.
But there is always the notion that it can happen every single day of our lives together.
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Anything is possible.
However the suffering without each other is immense.
The radiated eyes of belief.
The soul of passion.
The force of self.
The being of life.
I want to see him.
I want to unite.
I want to taste his bicep, if he doesn’t have one a lick will suffice.
Timeless theories of self.
Thoughts of more beings on earth.
Feelings of only the few.
Thoughts of many.
Timeless sense of being.
Thoughts of one.
Feelings of desire.
Thoughts of chaos.
Timeless desire of independence.
Thoughts if intrigue.
feelings of elusive reality.
Theorizing of inclusion of mind.
Tranced into belief of spectrum.
Yet mindful of the process of protection.
Those that see you and I are nothing in a sense.
Until I look at them and fully see their soul.
The elemental is never beyond touch.
But more-so those that govern have only... One shaded self.
No spectrum.
No elemental.
My world is run on mystery.
Yet revealing the greater war on humanity, and independent thought.
Why my beautiful soul remains here to witness this.
Is made apparent each day I live.
Only to live a life with purpose.
A life of humane treatment and dignity.
A life of calm thought-form.
A life of solitude and bliss.
In the eternal wisdom of the enlightened ones.
May you attach yourself.
Feel their living energy for the natural and loving progression, of your beautiful and meaningful soul. Amazing most
splendid theory.
Of corrupted self amidst theory.
Or self inclined to theory, or being of natural symbiance to theory.
Self amidst trauma yet trauma exists only within.
Having faith in a higher power which only comes from within.
Being gracious amidst the people that will gladly see you fall.
I find many others have faithful interludes with independence.
Beauty and love. Amidst madness and chaos
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Comparitive interests -
She wonders why I am so akin to her.
When the only thing I want is to feel her emotions
The intergenerational love affair
Before this old lady was my inherent need for a desire so strong
And with that I felt love but it was nothing.
Until I found the young woman of my dreams
Whom I love to this day
And she loves me with complete and utter ambivalence
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Waking earth -
Obsessive love to natural theory.
Quite insanity when somebody proposes a new idea.
Articulating speculation.
Foresight into oblivion.
Against all natural bound law.
Obsessive theory of natural existence.
While many sit strangely looking for nothing.
Waking in a world of sleeping people.
Awakening bright eyed after thousands of years in slumber.
Time only as an essence.
But a more figurative philosophy.
Beauty only to those with infusion of ideals.
The actual obsession with growth and the ideology of growth.
Encouraging free thought in others,
Amidst societal intrigue to the opposite.
Power thoughts.
Infused organisation.
Opulent desire.
Quagmire of belief systems.
Paradoxical never ending humanity.
Many selves ago I was defeated.
Many selves in the future I desperately tried to hold on.
But the need to come back and save my soul.
Save my soul from what I did wrong.
So here I sit.
With the encouraging need to direct your focus.
I hope you stay with me
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working werld -
Inclusion into hyper space reality.
Infusion of belief for ideals.
A safer bet to say you are elite.
When others are more-so than you could ever be.
Can you theory the masses.
Or can you splendour the individual.
Amazing eccentric view.
But theory in tune with a thought of equanimity.
Affection for a spacial love.
Effective for the time of faith.
Direction amused for countless futures.
My own shadow.
Is looking and proud of me and proud enough to smile.
The shadow self infused with ideals.
Protective energy amused within.
Occasional spiteful dialogue.
But sticking to a theory at its best is the ultimate in enlightenment.
Figuring out soul theory
Yet a blind face to it all.
Inclusion into a sub base thought form that is here.
Direction into a formidable solution based focus.
Crazed ideology into a sub aero infusion of energy.
Directive stare into thought-form glare and in-like flare.
Beauty amassed to full inclination of thought-field taste the theory...
For the theory is tasting you.
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Brown Cow -
Loving the way I used to be.
I sell my soul to myself every day,
and realise how fortunate I am each hour that Click’s by.
Simply to say that life is useful is one thing.
Another to say life is boring at times.
When the future is all around us.
The future is beyond me and you
and working with you.
Of course you cannot ignore your own dreams and impulse, so be you.
Theory abounds of night-less day’s theory abound of day-less nights.
The only duality of the soul is within your own split self.
The duality of the being, takes over to shine brighter.
Because without duality.
There would be nothing.
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NuM Num'z -
Incredible bliss of encouragement of the masses.
Many countries love to be in tune with you.
Yet you try and travel and quick to say get out.
Safer to say you are illusion.
but better to be illusion than solidity.
In a world of illusion.
If both were real than you could be whole.
There would be no reason for secrets.
No lies.
No pain.
No hurt.
You would be whole,
and like a tasty vitamin.
Yum yum.
So slick.
Need some water.
Wash that pill with twenty four essentials down my slick ass throat.
Yum yum.
Wondering where the stars take me next.
Yet I evolve so casually abound in a time.
The time is not my own and has no relevance.
Yet I have an obsession with it.
But not so much so.
Because if I did like everyone else.
I would age like everyone else.
So better to not keep track of the day or month or year.
I don’t get old like the rest for the common style.
Make sure I live to be two hundred and eight years old.
Yum yum.
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uno one numero 1 -
Awareness of self.
But needing awareness of others.
Meanwhile attaining to be you, and thinking of many selves prior.
Thinking slowly and surely.
Of your most awesome being.
In other places, and wanting to discover the highest point you can achieve.
Your most high, your highest self, your supreme entity.
The one that has dominion over all omni-presences.
The one that can affect change and theorize to your future.
The one that matters.
The one that is like you.
The one that understands you
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Mint Pickle
Some people are waking to the global apocalypse or in a
lighter term lol the dark ages of the new millennium. It is true that for most,
they will never discover this, because they remain ignorant, ignorant of
suffering and void of compassion and only involved in their own micro-cosm
Truth is we are in a total meltdown as you can see in the
media lately and nothing is done by accident as they would make us believe,
thankfully we still have things like music and the internet and Hollywood to
keep us sane, but the funny thing is while people are distracted on the NSA
spying stuff and other things I only laugh because they have been listening and
recording through probably about 5-10 mechanisms in each household from your
cell phone to your laptop to your phone, to your TV and there is a mini
microphone on each of those things and each computer has mechanisms in it to
send information backwards. Nobody knows how long this has been going on for,
it just takes somebody to look at their life objectively.
We have criminal institutions in power in Canada, USA,
Russia, Germany, the UK to name a few and they are all hybrid bilderburg
bohemian grove skull and bones masonic abusers. I label them abusers because
they have grown adept at ruining individuals lives and making it seem like it is
the individual that has ruined their own life, and our very nature of our
society only rewards the hybrid reptilian nature and disciplines the creative
to tiring ends and a lifetime of no hope or prosperity.
I even found going through highschool half the stuff they
were teaching was WAY beyond my perceptive ability and where in the world are
you going to use that stuff, another reason why I left school in Grade 9 –I just
didn’t fit in, and it was a hybrids playground.
In a sense school can be compared to a gradual
indoctrination and most people choose to further that indoctrination until they
are in their late 20’s and by then if your very nature and 5 senses and your
brain and emotions haven’t been won over you can be construed as a sleeping
pawn of the resistance lol but what I am trying to say simply but rather
eloquently is that most people that invest in this type of ‘education’ come out
the other end as emotionless shells adept at disassociating from their true
nature and that is the nature that you are born free and without daily ritual
and other mechanisms that they have put in place to enslave us.
Why somebody would take on a 30 year mortgage is beyond me,
but even the working life is beyond me, I have grown used to the spiritual
life.
I think as well that these types of people are totally void
of any sort of understanding or compassion with suffering of various elements
of our society like the homeless, drug addicted or sex workers or anything like
that. It is only the people that work with these types daily that see the true
magnitude of the issue.
About a quarter of the population of the USA, Canada and the
UK is behind bars and then most of the rest of society is involved in their own
internal prison structure, surrounded by co-workers, friends, family etc that
are continuing their inherent painful struggle.
In a world where spiritual leaders are quickly labelled as
insane or paedophiles it seems that most of society is operating void of any
sense of spirituality or belonging other than through material or capitalist
needs, so when those needs are constantly being fulfilled and they are not
introduced to concepts such as classical music, meditation, herbs, insight,
chakras, faith etc and it is no wonder, the person, is just simply an empty shell –another automaton
of the system constantly keeping others in check and forwarding the ideology of
a broken construct to tiring ends.
This is one reason why people flock to places such as this
for their advice, for their future, to be able to grow as a person and a soul
is because this place offers comfort, compassion, intellect and solace. Some
things that the person sees very little of in their waking life.
True I can be construed as some insane conspiracy website nutter
but I just tend to look at myself in the realm of millennium philosophy. Nobody
I know of has ‘come out’ as a follower of this website so the strange thing is
I am reaching out to strangers all across the globe rather than my own circle
of friends or family.
Something in me tells me I should just forget my close
circle, if they can’t even check my website weekly what is the purpose of
having them as a contact. Truth is I have thought about deleting my facebook
because of this, but it lays in the realm of spirituality, people are scared to
associate with anything religious….you have on one end pedo priests and on the
other end right wing christ weirdos.
Quite frankly this is the future of religion, gone are the
days when you have to go to church on Sunday to see your minister, the future
is through virtual ministries such as this or in ten years you can come to my
virtual church through your google glasses and we can dance the night away
every second night to banging techno haha the future is on it’s way, we just
have to see past all the illusion and understand completely what each and every
one of us is fighting for- and for what eactly?
The very nature and future progression/evolution/ascension of your eternal soul.
But most of all the ability to choose and manifest your very own future and dreamzThe very nature and future progression/evolution/ascension of your eternal soul.
-Shaun A. Delage
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ChiPmuNk MoNk
I cant even believe the amount of life lessons and tests
that make themselves known to me and find me even though I live a life of
relative isolation. I have two cats, and one of them is an avid hunter, killing
innocent beings like songbirds, bugs and mice. The other day I let her in after
some time outside and I always check her mouth for things but noticed
something, and she coughed out a life fieldmouse out of her mouth which just
landed in one thud and looked up at me, half frightened to death. I said oh
pickles (name of my cat lol) Why would you bring this poor thing in here, so I
grabbed a stew pot and chased the thing around to endless circles of the
kitchen, meanwhile the cats are licking their chops. Finally I called my
boyfriend to help who was in a slumber, I have made it my forte to not wake him
unless absolutely necessary but this was an emergency- I was not only chasing a
mouse around but two cats with crazed looks in their eyes trying to shield the
poor thing from the felines jaws.
I have always made it my goal to liberate life as much as I
see fit, including bugs, beings that are smaller than you should not be your
prey but an equal.
Anyways, BF comes down and we start chasing it all over
again, and finally it ducked under the washing machine, so we decided to forget
about it, let it find a way out through a crack in the floor.
A few days passed by and we checked under the machine, and
nothing so we assumed it got out and freed itself. The next day we hear a
cafuffle in the kitchen and saw the poor mouse running across the kitchen and
the cat right after it, the cat put it in its mouth again and swatted it a few
times, and it ran under the stove this time. So I am juggling keeping the
rodent in sight while stuffing cat by cat into time out into the bathroom lol
BF finally grabbed hold of it by its tail and out back into the forest the poor
thing goes, liberated!
Where most people fail, karmically- I excel
I have had some issues trying to place myself in the mind of
a cat, a beautiful cute fuzzy creature with pointed teeth, a killer.
I believe strongly that anything you kill, is a creature of
the divine, powers more strongly than you, and for all the creatures that we
kill in our life by eating them or keeping them out of our home etc, you can
use a little enlightenment to save the odd one that crosses your path once and
awhile, but since cats don’t understand I am constantly trying to fend off evil
karma from entering my environment.
I believe life throws you these little tests sometimes, to
see how you would react to a situation, most would just give the mouse or bird
astray in your house a quick bang to the head with a pot and kill it.
This I don’t really understand in people and I would never
do that to a living being. another reason why I personally don’t hunt or fish.
It is funny how much dogs or cats in our care become accustomed
to humanity yet remain somewhat feral most of the time.
It is, really a lesson in compassion and kindness, for you
never know when you will be in the mousehead or the anthead one day, if the
reincarnation ever subsists to animalia from humans.
I got some shocking psychic predictions lately and have
posted them under this posting a few down. I have decided to ask for advice in
some deeper matters that have been plaguing my consciousness for some time. My
life itself remains somewhat of a mystery, and since I am not an extrovert I don’t
have the ability nor the capacity to forget 90% of what happens to me.
A few things ring out for me, I will start to see some
issues come up this summer that will point to some answers for the mysteries
that surround me. And I will become fully liberated in this life time, in 2019.
WOW
See I always have out of body experiences in the astral so
to speak so it is not unusual but I was pondering what I would think if I had
an OBE in the waking life….sort of terrifying. And I will be 37 lol
And the issues surrounding my penthouse/mason/twin encounter
which happens to be the most unusual experience of my life. So they were trying
to change the nature and structure of HIV and it failed badly and now more
people have HIV than should have.
My experience with psychics is, that is they propose more
questions than answers lol
I have been pondering the curse thing for quite some time, I believe you can get rid of the curse on your own, and I have been taught to not believe in curses and run the other way when a psychic tells you you have a curse however I
have a sleep paralysis thing, extreme shyness, and a few other things that
could be construed as a curse, including living far below the poverty line financially.
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
I think back to my time in crime and sex work and I wonder
if it is all karmic, I mean I have the option to go out and get employment or
whatever but being on a disability pension has its benefits, I don’t have to
work, I have issues, I will leave it at that.
For the most part I don’t think I was meant to be in the
working life, or in normal society, I think I was more destined to live a
spiritual existence, somewhat detached from everything yet in small ways apart.
This made me think of what if the Church of Techno evolved,
what would come out of it?
Well I would probably open a physical (structure) where
people could listen to deejays and these endless words every weekend or in a retreat
type atmosphere, combining meditation, techno, philosophy, conspiracy…
I would want it to be a recognized faith, and for that to
happen in Canada it has to exist as a structure for 15 years. It is funny
because of the new pope thing happening I was thinking how cool it must be to
be the pope, and it hit me in meditation, I am a pope. LoL just void of 17
trillion in my ministerial bank account.
I don’t think spiritual people were destined to work easily
with money. I guess I would need a faculty of advisors if the church ever
evolved, and I would leave the money in their hands lol would suck to spend all
the churches money on slot machines haha
I would just want to share my experiences, and have group
meditations cycling between techno and silence, taking breaks for marijuana and
some damn fine food 3 times a day or night with endless snacks, my philosophy
would differ from most organized structures in place, like vipassana, where
your not allowed to do anything really on the course, including only eating two
meals a day.
It is also funny to note that the Church of Techno is
perhaps the only religion on the planet that is welcoming to all sexualities.
Anyways some ponderings from my end of the globe, I have
placed a confessional at the bottom of this virtual ministry if you want to be
absolved of all sin for perpetuity as well
Thank you for reading
Thank you for your support over these years
Blessings
-
Shaun A. Delage
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bad vibes stalker week !!!
I am glad my church is here to inspire people rather than cause hatred or pain.....let these two from my virtual life be made public and boy am i glad they are not my friends or lover
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stalker #1
The perception of complication exists only in the mind of the one who perceives it.
As someone with a wide variety of skills and interests (both practical and metaphysical), I really had looked forward to a creative dialogue and a constructive exchange of experiences and perspectives. But I sense that this is not quite what you expected. I suspect your devotion would be contingent on the amount of personal affirmation and attention you receive from whomever you deem to be most useful to the attainment of your objectives. I can do without such people in my life.
Nevertheless, I wish you the best in all your endeavors and I hope you achieve whatever it is you wish to achieve ... hopefully not at too high a price (emotional or financial) to someone else.
stalker #2
I am going to build a cage and I want you and me to fight to the death in it. No holds barred. Just life and death. I kill you and I remain the ultimate Shaun. You kill me and you can silence me forever. I really don't think you have much as you are just a puny little coward anyways so let the Royal Rumble begin.
If you want we can have a dual....You can grab the biggest gun that you can find and I will use a single shot. We will take 20 steps each and turn around and see who is the quickest at pulling the trigger.
Whatever your choice I am down for it. I would much rather do the cage match as I will make you the sacrifice to the Gods within it while all the other Humans around it watch. It will be funny shit. THat way you can return to Heaven and have Gay Sex with God up there. Jesus might even join in so you, Jesus, and God can have a trinity threesome. And I am sure the spirit will bless you up there.
Peace out!
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