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Much of the hidden world operates with the seen world, and things that happen to you in the hidden world depend on your visible reality. This is why neighbourhoods are segregated and income levels stay the way they are because it is done by highly adept planners of society. They make ‘affordable’ housing in it’s own jurisdiction which is why many people never come out of their situation – they are literally surrounded by the energies that keep them weighted to the ocean floor so to speak. This is why ‘rich’ neighbourhoods are all surrounded by likeminded people. There is some exceptions to the rule like islands where super rich and super poor hippies mix but it is a rarity. Another reason why gay people have their own ghettos and why much of what may be acceptable in a gay ghetto is highly frowned upon in a rougher or different place of abode.

If you are surrounded by people with money, you will make money, if you are surrounded by people with a needle in their arm waiting to cut somebodies throat for a dollar… this is the place that will surround you.

Much of what you input into your reality becomes your reality. So even the slightest fray into vampires or horror movies, violent video games or bizarre gore will leave your psyche wanting more of this and have you obsessing over this type of stimuli

So if you watch shows of rich people and the mistakes they make, listen to classical or worldly music, inhale a cigar, and go on a weekend cruise up the coast on a cruise ship –you will only welcome such a class level into your future.

If you eat pizza pockets. Live in a cut throat ghetto with dealers on the street, and live in filth-can’t clean up after yourself and talk like a miscreant –suffice to say that there may be no relative evolution.

There is always room for people and souls whom want to evolve and ascend, and there is always things around the corner for these types –new things to discover, new things to help you evolve.

It’s almost like as if, you eat the same thing everyday –day in, day out and you just stay the same but if you expand your horizons and move away from the pizza pockets and make a halibut with dill sauce or learn how to make gyoza from scratch or if you even have the slightest clue what cilantro is all the power to you lol

I think rich people are very skilled at adaptation, the true wealthy people, because you can have a ton of money and have zero class likewise you can be very poor and have more class than somebody with ten million.

Nature is a very unforgiving place to live, and myself I have been contemplating my existence in my meditations, a life of extreme adversity and pain and sadness but I was able to turn it around and embrace boredom with all encompassing creativity.

It is tough being introverted because chances are there will be no friend to help you out, there will be no opportunity just waiting to be found, there will be no obstacle that a best friend can help you out with, there will be nobody to cheer you on, there will be nobody to tell you about your weaknesses.

I have learnt to embrace my reclusiveness and summon the energy I need from a spiritual level, and learn things that most people couldn’t invest a decade learning, I seek a path of spiritual gain and spiritual power and enlightenment. Of course we all need to make money and exist – but with that out of the way, the fact that I will most likely never be given the opportunity to work again because of my disabilities it is in a way defeating but also empowering in a sense and not many people in my situation could walk out of it all sane, because who wants to be told that the 3650 nights that you are up you will spend it alone with your thoughts with very little human interaction.

Most people would literally go insane, it is almost like a prison cell -4 walls and a ceiling but thankfully I have dipped into my un ending creativity and I have some feline souls to help me through this.

I am doing ok though – I just imagine another person trying to live my life lol it could not be done.

Yet I have very little time in my night to achieve all I need too.

We haven’t even unlocked the secrets of why cats are here, why we sneeze and what happens after this place so my night seems like a triviality

Stay sane in an insane world blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage

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Where I meant to leave off on the last audio discourse was that I am not envious of people passing me by so to speak in life, just because I choose to live a slower existence than most.  I have a tremendous responsibility out here in the forest co-sharing the responsibilities of a household, and caring for small animals, making sure they are fed, and staying sane given my own history of adversity seems to be a path that I can live with.

I always wanted to be a Buddhist monk my whole life since Vipassana and truth is, I cannot become a monk given my own challenges, like medication and insomnia, but on the other hand I see it is a faith that perhaps is ever evolving but is unwilling to make changes that go against the buddhas word.

I always have a sparkle in my eye for something that I could create, in time…being the actual physical Church of Techno where people could come and live my life for a weekend and have meditation, techno, and various other things like candy bead making and crystal therapy

It would be a true godsend where people could do a retreat and just be themselves and have a rave with 3 meals a day and nocturnalism take over.

It is funny how goals can change and adapt in life. People with any ounce of education that have spoken with me on a therapeutic level didn’t really get me as a person, which is why I think I am intrinsically unique and have much to offer those in my life.

I figure unless the Buddha or the Christ is in your life in your presence personally guiding you then what else do you have left, nothing but yourself, and others.

This is why I think that in each of us is the divine, the divine energy and the divine spark, and in each of us holds another piece of the puzzle waiting to be unravelled –answers, theories, stories, knowledge, guidance, advice, and love.

I think one of the greatest pieces of advice I can give for living is to be adaptable and be comfortable with this very moment as it exists, no matter how plain it may seem. So many are wanting to change themselves by altering their diet or doing a cleanse, or whatever, when the best thing you can do is be alone and discover the answers you need, because the divine works in silence and sometimes darkness.

It is okay to be conflicted with your own life yet be so comfortable with it that you just –live.

Having a human body is troubling at times, and needs a lot of work to keep it up and stay healthy. Life is suffering all around, and loss, and if you haven’t discovered those things count yourself lucky but also in a sense start preparing yourself for the time when you do discover those things.

I can’t stress how conflicted I am with my own life and my society that I see, I see individuals with vast amounts of enlightenment and intelligence suffering yet there is a chosen few in the world that have in a sense used cheatcodes on their income to really live above and beyond and in another dimension all together.

This I am conflicted with because everyone should be able to feel nourished, and cared for, and have guidance.

This is a funny concept because a society that simply doesn’t ‘guide’ it’s citizens into new avenues or help them financially or otherwise to attain new skillsets is a pointless society. One that only cares about who can muster up the last few remaining fiat currency bills for a better existence is an illusion.

We may be in the end times, but I don’t believe it, I think essentially this dimension has many years left, but also that we have been fractalized so there is countless dimensions and persona’s to explore after this so called life.

When things like schooling or travel or delicacies are forbidden to most of the populace you know you have an illusion.

I think one has to be concerned with adaptability because you never know when things like war are going to break out or a continent could fall, or a country could take over yours.

I think many put their blind faith in mainstream religions ‘gods’ but fail to realize that you are god, for goodness sake, look at you, you are the finest replica of god there is, the magnificence of your human self, the complexity of your human body, that heals, that dreams, that explores, you are worth 55 billion dollars to today’s standards, start demanding your share of your birthright.

-Shaun A. Delage

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The world is a much more calming place out in the forest and you actually get to see things as they are, simple, intuitive nature of the natural harmonies, and this is what many work to achieve but don’t get to, simply because they live in a concrete jungle surrounded by electromagnetic rays constantly.

It was a strange thought, to move into the country and leave much of what I have been indoctrinated to enjoy back in the city, and city people vehemently prop up their structure at all costs and the other way around with country people, while city people are a bit more reliant on the system to transport them and keep them fed and sound.

When I lived in Vancouver I was shocked at how many people were visibly unhappy with their surroundings, and likewise when I moved here to the forest I was shocked at how many people actually take the time to speak to you and not treat you like a number in a lineup

I was meditating on my porch recently and discovered that the Buddha wanted his monks to become enlightened surrounded by nature as it is. Not propped up by illusion. It wouldn’t make sense for a monk to be twenty stories up in a million dollar condominium

I question the nature of god constantly only because I cannot understand myself how something could decide, ok you get to live in Vancouver Canada and be born there, you get to live in north korea you will be born there, you will be born a cow, you will be born a kitten. The knowledge of who holds the keys escapes me constantly and I question the motives of such a creature constantly.

I have thought to myself quietly that there must be a gymnasium full of gods all vying for the domain of your soul and where it should reside, it would seem a blessing to be born in such a rich country but the country is rife with secret societies, so one would think where is the blessing in that? Where you must submit yourself for hidden rituals to obtain any sort of status in the materialist paradise we reside in. and those poorer countries have never heard of things like eastern star, lions club, knights of Columbus, etc because they are propped up by militant religious factions rather than a hidden cult of people professing strange beliefs and rituals to forward the makeup of their society.

I am pretty happy lately to have obtained the highest degree in universal life church. It is quite the accomplishment, kind of ironic to be so poor that I have usually $2 to my name, and still hold the titles of doctor, reverend, Ph.D etc I have been tempted many times by a more materialist existence and have found the illusions in such and just walked the other way, I simply want it to be on my terms not on somebody else’s

I always write in the church as if my followers have read my manifesto in entirety and the people involved a pseudo movie of sorts and a cast of characters that have attempted to ensnare the very nature of my soul. I think about them at times, and where they have rested in my story of a life.

I think of how they would feel seeing me on the national news after I have won a hospital lottery that I have been entering religiously for about 8 years. Fact is to win a lottery of sorts you have to believe stronger than anybody else, and make your case energy wise, you have to meditate constantly on the winning and believe, but also I have come to understand that there may be no other way to have massive amounts of power and authority, I just don’t see myself retiring on the fact that I can put away ten dollars a month so I invest in other ways, and there is a funny concept that names are drawn from a barrel and you win 2 million so it seems a fortunate concept for me personally, you pay $100 and you have a chance to win 2 million and the odds are one in 117,000 vs one in 24 million on the national lotteries, I don’t let the odds stack up against me, like you have a 99.9999% chance to lose, because this is illusion, try telling that to somebody that has won, and you have to believe, you have to attract this wealth to you and you have to imagine yourself of what you would do if you won to bring that to you.

Manifestation itself will work with whatever karma you have to help you achieve what you attain to have, but if it doesn’t work by the time your fifty years old, at least you are carving out your next existence as a wealthy and powerful individual in your next life.

I think money itself is one of the hardest things to come by in life, because its domain is pretty dark.

It is what is being used against us and to trap us, which is why you can’t be subservient to it at all costs.

Me I have realized with the help of psychics that it is coming for me, I just have to attract it and believe, and do my work constantly not to scare it away, it would seem fortuitous for a poor rave reverend to all of a sudden have a million to his name but it is my destiny…do you know yours…this is the nature of life. To figure out your path.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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