Church of Techno, Buddhism, Suffering

Each day that goes by, each one of us gets closer to the truth, and truth is there is immense suffering on the planet, but each individual is apart of a complex matrix of suffering designed to illicit the greatest amount of energy to the system.

My own struggle has been one of immense suffering amidst a world of chaos, and the truth is now that I am able to reflect on things I understand that suffering is universal and suffering is personal and the world we live in is made of many many choices which bring an ultimate world of causalities

No matter what mindfuck the world or its residents puts you under you always have the present to take refuge in, that you are happy, that you are healthy and that you are alive, and each day that goes by you are getting closer to enlightenment and the truth, and ultimately your ascension!

Ascension in a world of secrets seems futile but some of us are granted this on a spiritual level because this is our path. My world has developed from a world of abuse and trauma and I could have the choice to stay in that world, or I could evolve and not let any of it bother me.

Truth is, most of us are under a massive level of psychological operations but nobody wants to talk about it, the same rulers exhibiting their power over us for millennia, choices, challenges, heartache.

Some of us, that are within the realms of monarch sciences will never escape it, but you can give yourself the power to overcome it with your decision making skills. A society that is ever so cruel and all it cares about is money, bosses that are psychopaths, friends and family leading us further in illusion but the thing is that each of us has to find in a world of illusion is a way out, and for some that way out is in intellect, or music, or through marijuana or through actual human beings that are willing to help those around them out of this mess.

I used to think that I would be set free from sharing so much online in the form of my manifesto or my blog but it has only led me down more paths in my own mind that I find tough to visit, but essentially any type of creative will is a gift from the divine, and many may wonder why I keep typing and this is my main belief is that I am uniquely helping others in little ways, and this is all apart of my own path of enlightenment and forgiveness, and a path that is unique and to be studied lol

How I escaped suffering is very simple, I found somebody that believes in me, and that loves me unconditionally and I can say the same for him, and with that I have found that I can overcome any obstacle or any part of my past that seems unfathomable. Having somebody as a soulmate has helped me counsel myself into a world of sanity and beauty.

Because it is beautiful being a forest monk with all the trappings of a regular person, not having to give up holding money or giving up eating after noon or give up media and internet and music, because essentially these things are important for me, but I have learned that I too like the Buddha can become enlightened on my own terms, any path of suffering I have left behind me or that this matrix of sorts has contrived is up to that system to figure out and not my own self, I have surpassed individual suffering to the point where things don’t really get to me as much as they used to, for example the mysteries and paradigms that I personally have gone through, people can spend decades trying to figure out a coded sentence from an illuminati master and it will literally drive them nuts.

I think the best advice for suffering in modern times remains with two essential keys, live in the present, and choose the middleground.

These things can be meditated on for decades with no solution, but one of grace. A world of choices comes about when you think very little of the past, or what you are not doing, or whether you should go to one extreme or another, I think people are more willing to save homeless in Bhutan than to help themselves in the moment and in the present lol

Keep evolving blogbuddies, it’s the only thing we have left, so many are so hurt by the past or fearful of the future that they never evolve, the world is filled with these types, and to be the one out of billions that made it so to speak seems to be the wisest option.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Macabre Bunneh

Much of life is a test, in a sense… A test of how much you have solved the issue of ignorance.

The divine powers rest you in a realm where pretty much anything is available to assimilate and test you to see if you will advance yourself.

Many people read one or two books here and there and give up. It is funny, because there are so many methods to input information, be it Buddhist discourses to audiobooks to videos

But one must be careful too, not to distract solely

I have never looked at my time here as an amusement, and many people do.

I have never wasted a day, perhaps a few hours in the day to lounge or rest but for the most part most of my days on earth have been very successful in ridding myself of ignorance.

It is amusing to think of how I was when I was 20, and many of my current goals would have seemed pretty trivial in a sense

Most people all they do is work and look forward to the weekends when they can booze and chill

I have been in a state of a spiritual life for more than a decade now, and it is amusing because I can’t find enough time in the day to do all I need to forward myself and I have no idea how somebody with more normal concepts operate, and I am sad thinking of it because the people involved in the usual ritual of life can maybe muster up an hour or two a day to forward themselves in the manner that I speak of.

Some days, I am like oh man, another ten hours to muddle about but it’s not like there is any sort of choice on my behalf, I am not fit for the usual ritual and fail miserably and have long since retired at age 31

I just ordered my Doctor in Metaphysics course and Doctor of the Universe

It will be an interesting time in the next few months to prepare for these enhancements.

It is funny to observe all realms of entertainment from the conspiracy far left to the more global far right and get my pseudo dose of information from a mish mash of between the two- I also like to keep up with pop culture, and celebrity culture along with some really bizarre blogs that I couldn’t even classify if I tried.

I have never wanted to compete with other blogs or be a blitz in your face news site with 1000 news stories a day to keep up with, I have always felt that I personally offer a unique perspective and much like the Buddhist monk discourses –I don’t prepare anything ahead of time, I just type

I believe strongly in a godly power or divinity but not counting out gender or sexuality I tend to imagine them as a female or intersexed feline hybrid from a few galaxies over that has inherited our galaxies

But to think in the extreme vague opens one up to the possibility of the universe

Also to extend your aura beyond that of our cosmos is a tough thing to grasp because where to put it…it is never ending when you work with energy.

Recently a cat male named fecklar has come to me in the form of a spirit protector tribal necklace

His main/mane goal is to protect it’s owner and I am thankful

I am also thankful to my readers who follow me where they place their faith in something quite vague a sort of spirituality one lacking in biblical concepts and loosely construed of Buddhism as the path along with endless techno to perform mundane tasks-even meditation!

But one not agree with my entire thoughtform to be expressive spiritually I just think I provide a safe space online intellectually and spiritually to grow and I have provided many links to aid you in your growth an almost xtacy pill of enlightenment when you first encounter the church of techno

The blog and ministry is a reflection of myself so I always write or provide information as if I happened to stumble on these words and try and imagine the reverend saint behind the blog or the person that has offered 1700 ebooks for sale or the person behind the youtube vids

But essentially it isn’t all me, it is also inclusive of you.

You are the Church of Techno *smile*

-          Rev. Shaun A. Delage

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AnT RaVe

What a wonderful past few weeks – I know I haven’t written as much but all a reader need to is look back on my discourses to get a dose of the rave reverend

Some phenomenal things have happened the past while –it is spring, a time of renewal and new paths and ideas

I was meditating and the thought occurred to me to check into the audio book aspect of the literary world and found a publisher that records them and you pay a one time fee and they take care of the distribution aspect of the whole thing

What an awesome idea, I think my books are not geared toward the literary side but new ideas and many people prefer to listen to a book rather than sit for ten hours to read it. I am not putting the idea of a written works out of the question, I just have to be smart not being a grammar nut etc

It has come to me in meditation which is why I stress the power of meditation and being able to calmly and compassionately reflect on ones life

I believe also you have a chance to finally commune with the spirits guiding your life

I also believe you need techno haha because it helps put the mind in a pseudo trance so you can fulfill endless monotonous tasks with ease

Quite a bit of stuff has been in the news lately, I won’t touch on it because this isn’t a news site

It is funny, when I did my Ph.D the question on it alluded that gay men will go to hell if they lay with another man

I have never advocated debasing sexuality and am happy to say that I am one of only a handful of faiths that accept all sexualities

I don’t think being gay is about asking for forgiveness for your sins either

But I do strongly believe that you must constantly ask for forgiveness, from speaking about somebody negatively to killing hundreds of ants that invade your home, you must constantly ask for forgiveness as much as enlightenment and many people won’t so their karma keeps adding on

It is unfortunate too that most people you encounter on a daily basis are in karmically unfortunate employment from bankers to food prep to lawyers to hybrids of the system

Don’t get me wrong, you must provide for your family but it should be in something that is not a karmic hinderance like constantly killing animals all day

One of the Buddhist principals in right way or right employment

It is funny to be an introvert writer because I am basically starting with nothing and have zero capabilities at networking or anything extroverts do to forward themselves

I can only imagine how many introverts there are that choose to sit at home and be with their cat and a glass of wine than hit the clubs and forward themselves socially

It is okay whatever you are doing but you can also work on yourself constantly

One of the greatest teachings of Buddhism is evolution, and constant evolving

To be fully enlightened isn’t easy, but to keep your enlightenment seems the going task.

Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage

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I think back to the pain of my rave days continuosly, from going from drug den to drug den to selling caps of E for $45 to teen girls. Mind you it was good E lol my stint as a drug dealer didn’t last very long however. I am thankful that my drug binges only lasted on weekends. Resulting from my rave days was some pretty dark and some pretty profound experiences, enough to warrant a virtual ministry lol

I think back to the horrors of my rave times, from doing so much drugs in one night I thought I would die, to passing out completely a few times, being kicked out of raves, seeing the brutality of the scene envelope people turn them ghost like and stick thin only thinking about their next drug

Being so high on crystal meth I was roaming around town with dealers and 14 year old girls and just being so high I forgot who I was, got pretty depressed about my future and didn’t really know where I fell in the whole scheme of things.

Thankfully I am glad I survived the rave scene, much like I am grateful I survived my criminality side and my sex work side and lived to tell about it, fortunately I never caught a sexual disease, fortunately I never got murdered, fortunately all I live with these days is insomnia, nausea, and manageable schizophrenia.

I feel as if I was dealt perhaps a tougher card in life, and many of us are, there are not many people that are brought up ivy league that get afforded a good college education university prep school and get to be a director of a society this is only by fluke that these people get these benefits and they fail to see the illusion in it all.

It is almost like by fluke I was born here in the richest most powerful country on earth, one that affords its citizens human rights, welfare and disability and takes care of its people rather than make them burn circuit boards for a living with no teeth or whatever. It is funny because there are people that are so confined in their reality they have no idea what it is like to be outside of it.

Imagine a Saudi prince surrounded by oil wealth and yachts gold, diamonds and wealth, bodyguards, palaces and nobody on the other end of the globe would know what it would be like, which is why this world is a pseudo alter reality of sorts, a dimensional travel mechanism

One of my greatest obsessions this decade was wanting to be a Buddhist monk, by the virtues of the Buddha, ironically for a religion that teaches that this is a sort of refuge from the working life I found it to be a very closed and restrictive society to belong too, a pseudo cult of sorts that only chosen people are welcome to live and not one that requests it like the Buddha taught

I must have been a Buddhist monk or nun in my last life lol because the obsession has taken me almost across the province several times in relapses but imagine what they would say when a medicated schizophrenic asks to become a monk.

There are people that believe the end of the world is coming shortly, almost 75% of the internet community, it may be the end of the world as we know it, or it could be a time of great awakening, it is troubling to think of because it is in the dead of winter and for everything to all of a sudden shut down would be catastrophic.

I don’t think anything like this would be planned but the whole nature of the conspiracy has me wondering. This xmas we could all be sent back to the stone age, but to tell you the truth so many of us are indebted they would like to collect for the rest of time on our debts.

Just given the last events of the past year, the hurricane and two massive earthquakes near my home I wouldn’t be surprised if something did happen it is just funny because many people will either be let down or they will have their mortgages to keep paying.

You can stock a whole basement of food and live off of it for what say 6 months, then what are you going to do?

I think if something was to truly happen we would all feel a sense of impending doom and we are possibly going to lose hundreds of thousands of people to suicides in the next few months because they fear the end of the world is coming.

I almost feel cheated to belong in the present at times, because I have no recollection of where I have come from or where I am going, I just know I am not really interested in doing what everyone else is doing.

It would be a shock to wake up in the new world order microchipping, forced vaccinations, police state, beatings, public executions, tyranny, sickness, abuse, hatred for individualism, etc but we have been slowly going down this route for almost a decade.

I always thought of what I would do if the NWO hit, I would probably have a more structured life, doing what the state has told me to do. Not a free for all like I have been living detached from it all lately.

I am afforded a small stipend, a government pension and I am only 30 so I get to live a comfortable and financially restricted life but I am happy in a sense, the working life never appealed to me, raves never really sunk in with me, school never really fit well, its almost like I was never meant to be here, like I got here by fluke per se or perhaps I was corralled interdimensionally and imprisoned here much like many of those around me. My true essence resides 14 star systems over where I have a more elite existence.

I have always opposed the structure around me, and who doesn’t want full liberation?

Mostly those that are liberated this very moment, liberated from poverty, sickness, disease, pain, suffering, abuse, ignorance, illusion and hatred.

I think that would be a rewarding existence

It’s almost like this is one huge super prison structure with material benefits

When one should be financed to their fullest potential leading humanity to its greatest discoveries rather than locked up, and told to live in a box and be indebted to education and a hungry stomach and to slave away continuously

We should all be on starships travelling the galaxy by now which makes me think that our whole mega reality is somewhat of an illusion, a pseudo hell world confined in this seeming reality with freedoms.

Everywhere you look there are rules, and lineups and authoritarian Nazis willing to dictate so called policy to you every where you go. This was not the case in my youth, there was some level of freedom and free roaming I remember scheming my way all around town pretty much getting enough money for limousine tours and pizza parties with friends with lots of marijuana haha but I was more daring back then, these days money and crime and altering consciousness doesn’t guide me.

I was almost taught the horrors of living in the system right around 15 years old when I met millionaires, cocaine, raves, money, 10k here 20k there, escorting for $400 an hour, suicide attempt, the list goes on.

Now I just want to carve my life out energetically as much as possible, live with restraint, and not have a sort of passion about materialist existence.

Its almost like the devil lead me around for about 6 years and whispered in my ear you should go here and do this and I would listen and would get $8000 in US dollar bills in my pocket or go off here and do that and I would find $1000 in hundreds and then a few years later almost pay for it with my life.

But I am not sitting here completely regretful, I have lived like 20 lives in my teenage hood alone, and have thankfully learned from my experiences and have grown from them. Otherwise I would be sitting in another alter reality currently playing out called prison where our oversight allows things like sexual assault/slavery, drugs, and gangs to run rampant.

Its almost like we are in a ten tier prison structure.

But we can build our future in our mind, we can work with and heal the system around us through paradox and love, and we can recognize our potential and learn from our mistakes in this system.

Peace Love Unity and Respect blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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Finch Wing

Monarch families are basically generational abuse bloodlines that are bred into trauma and suffering so that they can continue the trauma on others – there is the belief that most monarch families are hybridized offspring of some very elite and powerful people that own you as an asset and they would love to groom you to perpetuate trauma on others and continue the cycle in this luciferian system we all are housed in

Conspiracy theorists wont even touch a monarch slave with a ten foot pole

It was funny and liberating to be able to send my trauma document – manifesto to all those involved, it was brazen and I have balls lolz so hehe I was not taunting them I was simply making them aware that they have contributed to the trauma state on an individual – in a way it would have been nice to receive a response, and I have sent my document to everybody and they all ignore me

I have sent it to the department of Indian affairs Canada, cbc, tmz, national enquirer, icke, hiddenfromhistory and Kevin annet, newsweek, the wall street journal rat line, CBC news, the liberal and NDP party of British Columbia (my member of the legislative assemblies) the serious crimes unit of the RCMP, office of the BC police complaints commissioner, college of physicians and surgeons, and the country of the Netherlands for the right of asylum

I am not looking for pity or celebrity because that will never happen but I am looking to have the monarch sciences blown right out into the open and be a person that can testify under oath about every single individual involved and this massive individual conspiracy

Makes me kind of a net loon haha but I wanted to bring my story into the open so that it may aid others – especially some shy twink or some grandma or whatever that the divine consciousness points in my direction

I am definitely not after money because truth is I have never had much of it, only waved in my face a few times and my documents are available online without cost

Kind of a reflection of this church, I have been typing away for like 3 years averaging 260 three page discourses a year and have only received one single donation as a threat from some stalker something like one or two dollars

Basically in a way, providing a place for enlightenment digitally seemed to be my only motivation and I have had quite the following the past year or so

So to be initiated into a monarch family, an abusive bloodline, and be a trauma asset is paradoxical

Everyone I have sent my manifesto too has ignored me, including the people I thought would support a fellow conspiracy theorist and a hundred years ago I would have been a different person, and most likely hanged about ten years ago lol one thing you don’t speak against in those days is your monarch

I strongly believe there are two classes of people currently operating – all the people that have taken the dimensional swine flu injection that has altered them irreversibly for their entire life, limiting creativity, intelligence and happiness and numbing them down to a complete automaton

And the rest of us that have not taken the injection, the free and beautiful, the creatives, the gays, the cutes, the chavs, the furries, the butch lesbians, and everyone else in between we have our solid intelligence to garner our future, we have innumerable amounts of creativity, imagination and expression.

I was almost worried about coming out as a monarch slave to my minders and having my home situation threatened because who wants to be on the street. Now I have escaped a programming scenario and an abusive situation and I am willing to come out amongst my family and friends and am not afraid anymore. I am not afraid to label my abusers, I am not afraid to speak of my trauma, I am not fearful of being shot or whatever because we all die and I am 1000% sure I will ascend into the heavenly or buddhic planes after my time is up here because I have done my life’s purpose and my path

Hard to look at your own birth mother or father or grandma or grandpa as somebody that has advocated on your behalf and sold your soul to satan’s army but even they don’t understand their role and are easily shifted into countless personalities and dimensions on a daily basis so like they would remember being woken in their sleep in 1985 and sleep walk to under a bridge at 3am and given instructions and sign an oath in blood guaranteeing their offspring as a tool of abuse and trauma to anybody that pays them and signs over your corporate entity to the trauma state

People of varying distinctions treat me with hostility every time I say I am a Reverend and Doctor of Divinity and this is sad because their own programmed nature has allowed their more ignorant side to debase any level of resounding humanity around them

Almost everyone you see is currently on some level of psychological operations and everyone is watched and I have no doubt in my mind that maybe my emails to the various people were bypassed in the name of national security

So here we are, fighting for humanity

I would like to announce that I will be returning about 6-8 copies of the manifesto and tagging those responsible for the fourth consecutive deletion craze instituted through my own brain and hands by forces I cannot control

I am in a safe and comfortable loving existence with a caring and sensitive tigerboi so life is good

Blessings from the leader Imperatus of the Church of Techno

Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage DD MA (mdma much lolz)

cat soul

I battle my own demons daily and as a victim of project monarch I sometimes question whether I am on the right path or not, whether I should just delete my manifesto and move on.

I am almost too deep into the conspiracy to look back, meanwhile in my real life I have many obstacles and challenges and it is tough to see the positive when you can so rightfully lash out the entire system and its inhabitants around you for being flawed

Essentially what project monarch is, is advanced luciferian sciences and it pervades our entire globe, so recognizing that thoughtform sometimes takes decades to catch up on you

Some may wonder why I haven’t been hauled in by now, I mean I wonder too, I am left alone in relative peace to do my writing these days, I think the system doesn’t know what to do with me

I am pondering several courses of action for the future, I know I don’t want to be a sellout so I just chill out amidst my world, although I have been left behind to do my own thing I cant help but ponder all the names in my reality

The damage has been done, I cant turn back now...The people on my manifesto have been tagged and described...Now I find it difficult to move on but I try

Project monarch is tough to describe because not many people are willing to discuss it in detail nor could they comprehend but I am constantly under the direction of this program and essentially will never escape it, who doesn’t want to be swept away by some wealthy sugardaddy that can solve all my problems haha but part of me doesn’t want to go that route

I mean if the person was willing to accept my inherent asexuality and thinking out of the box and the ability to navigate the cosmos then we would make a good match but other than that I am okay on my own really in abject poverty

I feel I have gone through the route of suffering to better aid my decisions but part of me wonders how a god or Buddha that is watching over me could be so cruel and I am leaning on the belief that there is divinity but that divinity doesn’t get personally involved in the struggles of man, They don’t have jurisdiction over the domain like the luciferian consciousness so were left in the wild west to achieve our total outcome

Part of me wonders how divinity could be so rigid, with millions upon millions suffering this very moment through things like hunger, poverty, sickness

And this world seems like a pseudo repository of sorts

A sick twisted game of choice and illusion, favouring the wealthy

But I only need to look into my own creativity and what I have worked with in the moment and I only need to look at what I have achieved and done to understand the workings of divinity

There are millions that are gods creations yes but they make choices that are inherently evil natured so it throws in a twist of karma

Then I am left with pondering a pig farm massacre and I believe that there could not be a divinity that allows this all to happen.

So the luciferian consciousness must have total global domination over all actions and choices and our reality while divinity works through the mind.

I only need to look at my own life to be reminded that there is divine nature, I mean I don’t have to work ever in my life, I have schizophrenia, nausea, insomnia and nerve damage in my hands

Taking me off of this benefits would essentially be a human rights violation

But in my investigations I can see the seeds being sewn by our governments for the north American union and technically everything can be shifted over to this new paradigm but it would just be an all out devastation if things were to proceed

That is why I have offered my being to testify under oath for this trauma state existentially.

Almost it seems the way we are going cannot exist as it is but what a terrifying time to be alive man oh man we have 2012 looming over the horizon, project monarch things like Satanism and murder, rape, sickness, extreme poverty, lower astral beings being harnessed enmasse and thrown back into the pits of suffering again while on earth, we have this North American union thing, we have countries rife with sex trafficking, welfare states, snuff films, people with nowhere to go and governances that care little about their residents. We have whole continents that are suffering, people without front teeth, those that are envious of beauty, only two tiers of classes now with only the poor to the very wealthy and its almost time to say wow what the fuck do we do now, if you can afford it pass the wine lolz

Things like addictions to soothe our worries, as long as the electrical impulse subsides however so mostly everything is temporary

Some would think being born into North America was a divine birth so to speak but given the challenges we face lately with people literally sleeping in squares in tents and we have a very very sad state of affairs

Luckily some have family or friends that they can live with...luckily some can find solace working labour jobs to achieve a nice paycheque

But what about those that have nothing, that are faced with unmentionable trauma under project monarch that are unable to exert their trauma in the form of a world famous manifesto

What about the cat people that just care about going to the bathroom, eating kibbles, and sleeping
and chavs that care little about selling their souls for material rewards 

What about the nature of the galaxy saying were almost here just be patient and don’t give into the trauma state

We need to start protecting the vulnerable because were losing people every minute of this existence to things like suicide, addictions and sickness

We need to say enough of this reality and ascend to much higher universal realms of thought

We need to look around and thank divinity for what we do have, and not take advantage of it but welcome the blessings of our life with open arms and say goodbye to materialism and greed and start opening your heart to people that need it

We need to welcome things like compassion for suffering, complete happiness, love for things we don’t understand, courage to go places we never dreamed of and the ability to guide and protect others

We need to be open to divinity in all forms rather than suspicious of its nature, for loving sake ur life depends on it 

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-          Shaun A. Delage