Nog Antler

I think deep down inside that this system we all inhabit is controlled by love and compassion in some ways, but there is also some very evil elements to balance the karmic aspect. Of course there are people that are detached from all of the struggles that you and I have to endear.

So this makes me think that there are people that control most of the worlds events and their subordinates lives, because if we did not have this massive media installation we would all be bored half to death and not want to fight on to be alive for the next hype.

The holidays are coming and I tend to reflect at this time because there is animals in nature that have to live in the very frigid cold, and part of me wonders why our overlords would have placed nature this way, to force penguins, deer, and squirrels to live in sub zero cold and struggle to stay warm, part of it is karma, but also some are wanting to be detached from humanity to live a more feral existence because their inherent humanity was marked with adversity. But then I also imagine the homeless people, almost lost in society that have liver problems or cancer and are sleeping on the sidewalk and what a heartless dimension we live in, this capitalist system. A system that prefers people that make the most capital for it and those mostly come from fraternities and sororities and they learn early on in their maturation process that the only way to massive amounts of wealth and freedom are through secret arts and to get your soul signed off so you can sell out.

They first get indoctrinated through simple hazing scenarios and there is hot porn videos of guys naked and hazed but the thing they are not told is that the higher you want to go there is a higher price to pay.

The politicians, military, intelligence, police, fire, universities, etc are all involved and we live in a  hazing culture, or a rape culture per se, or whatever but they are not told when they are blowing off 12 guys that later on they will have to do it with a dog or goat, or drink blood, or eat feces or perform incest or go through extreme mutilation and pain by beings that feed off the fear and vibration.

So safe to say that human beings are inherently mostly good, but the ones with any ounce of power know exactly how they got that power and will do anything to climb higher. I think one of my main mistakes around the turn of adult hood was my own sense of entitlement and my need for some wealth.

The sooner you attain a sort of happiness with your circumstances however they may be the easier it is to want to grow slightly but not anyone will go from street hustler to Saudi oil billionaire in a matter of years unless they go through these types of initiation.

Everything was gearing up for me to ascend deeper down a satanic path but I chose my path I am currently on, that of a rave reverend on a pension. When I could have had it all –BMW’s, penthouses, fraternal brothers, $7,000,000 in my chequing account.

But something stopped it several times, perhaps I was too naïve back then but knowing what I know now about most of these mystical rites, I would have chosen the simple route for myself spiritually.

It’s almost as if wealth is a double edged sword, you get wealth but have to sell your soul, you want to be an actor but sell away all individuality, you want to be a CEO but have to merge the company and fire 25,000 workers. It is insane lol

I think one thing that should not be overlooked is the fact that many of our young and such are not taught levels of spirituality, and I am not talking the constant stream of filth from our Christian society but taught the full spectrum, including meditation and karma, eastern western faiths etc We are simply not taught in this society to choose for ourselves, everything is almost done for us from the moment we are born, take circumcision for example.

So this holiday season you can be drunk and happy, and well fed but remember the beings that are not given this right and do whatever you can to forward your own growth be it buying a beginner meditation CD or reading a book on conspiracy or meditating with various types of crystals, or serve your family a nice well cooked meal, leave some seeds out for neighbourhood animals, give a $20 bill to somebody huddled in a doorway in the cold, and be thankful that you are safe, well fed, taken care of, have the luxuries of life and that all is safe, and fight for those things !

-Shaun A. Delage

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AWOL FELINE

There is no doubt in my mind I am given the ability of extra sensory perception

Lately I have been going through a flood of emotions some of them suicidal and depression but nothing I cant handle. It is a combination of marijuana withdrawl and stress and yea ah well

The funny thing is I cant talk to anybody about it because if you say to anybody that your having suicidal thoughts you will be certified and your rights taken away for a minimum of one month

I strongly feel that much of my emotional state is being influenced by forces I have no idea exist

I am isolated, introspective, meditative, and I have undergone rituals that provided me with initiation into the mystical Gnostic cult of vipassana so hence my meditation has been hacked in a sense as well

So I have no doubt in my mind I am being literally flooded with this energy by my enemies which number in the millions of freemasonic initiated beings.

I feel I am the only human being because of my isolation but in my searches online yes there are people and yes I see people all around when I walk into the matrix but technically I am the only one with my inherent qualities of happiness, compassion, love, sincerity and adoration of spirituality and intellectualism

I wont begin to understand half of what has happened to me and yet people may never know either. I just know I have alot of powerful people that I have pointed the finger at for my own trauma state and this is ironic because they don’t like to be named, people kill for this amount of power that I speak of in my writ of the church ‘captivation’ But I have done the impossible and named those responsible and I resist all attempts to literally hack my mind and have me labelled as insane and locked away almost indefinitely

I have a pending case with the college of BC physicians and surgeons for my mistreatment and their failure to provide me with therapy for trauma based illness and advanced monarch programming but not only that I told them that their unwillingness to provide Qualified professionals to treat me for trauma based illness is a crime against the geneva convention, the articles of torture and the articles governing war crimes.

Because it can be proven that project monarch exists and is in full operation around the globe with approximately 2 billion or so under the control of the luciferian demonic entity

The only psychiatrist I met here met me and told me to go become a monk and be with god then gave me a lengthy freemasonic and scary handshake to let me know that he was one of them and that they are watching me and waiting until the moment comes when they win

So hence my fear of psychiatry and medicine

I am left to battle my own thoughts and my own world and this is ironic because I have pointed the finger at the highest levels of governance in the country of Canada HER MAJESTY QUEEN ELIZIBETH the second as being responsible for my torture and essentially for ensnaring my soul into a mystical solar sun cult

Then I have my time in sex work meeting the entire grand lodge of the BC and Yukon and then I have had a few sexual assaults never mind the self inflicted wounds I suffer from and yet I don’t need any therapy it seems

My correction is that I am the leading person that would require therapy in Canada.

The way they have mistreated me is cause for grave breaches of the geneva convention and I remain a political prisoner in Canada under self induced house arrest because I am unable to do anything because I am locked away into the urban poor.

Thankfully I didn’t sell out

Thankfully I am literally starving while my enemies dine on prawns and rare steaks and the finest red wines

Thankfully I can chart my souls future and this is what they have a hatred for.

I am continuously under the psychological operations of project monarch and my every action remains under the luciferian control but I still have some understanding in a creative realm yet I remain restricted financially for various reasons but still I am proud that I am alive, proud that I didn’t become a sellout and essentially lose the keys to my soul nature and what I hold true to myself is the fact that I am able to travel past the earth when this dimension collapses

Those that are my enemies are trapped here in this nuclear wasteland forever while me, the poor and dejected writer from BC gets to go and travel to some of the most divine and pure places in the universe while everyone that has attempted to ensnare the soul of the one gets to live in filth and misery and violence not to mention hatred

I have discovered a new energy and that is my own enlightenment

The fact that I feel I am imprisoned by forces I cannot control including within my own mind leaves me perplexed but I am not fearful of this state because I know my life as it is

IS NOT PERMANENT

I believe that I am being controlled by this alien race much like in the matrix movies and my next moves are all being dictated by this intelligence. So I remain in isolation and under a pseudo house arrest

I only know that there is somebody out there that can assist me to discover myself but really the only one that can do that is myself. I may chill here and wonder am  I just a waste of time

But I am penning my 2^nd novel and am a success art wise that surpasses the talent and mystery of many of the worlds uber famous great artists

I have succeeded in creating a post modern expressionist and resistant art movement

Then I also have this venue of expression which many don’t understand, some feel I am something to be studied, but enlightened beings go through the same struggles that everyone else goes through

I struggle with my life, because we are teetering on complete annihilation and this is not a state anybody needs to be in. We have new threats from abroad (mysterious desert turban wearing closet cases) yeah right our WAR is internal

They are so busy pointing the finger at arab spring to cast the attention away from the ADVANCED PSYCHOLOGICAL OPERATIONS happening at home, that keeps us all imprisoned in our various thought and form structures and they have achieved total global domination

I have really begun to breakdown the matrix movies and have come to an understanding that these movies are a prophecy of divinity because there have been many lost on the other side that have been able to relay this information and energy to help others see that the world around them is an elusive illusion

They knock it off as some silly sci-fi flick

Hahaha well it has spurred cults, religions, philosophy, songs, and most of all the movies have saved lives. But the movies themselves provided a time where everything shifted

Where everyone knew there was illusion

I wholeheartedly believe I am THE ONE, there is nobody that can tell me otherwise. My document and the discourses of the church prove it beyond a doubt. But what proves it even more is those that are seemingly supposed to be close to me with a tender embrace have a hostility or a hatred for my being and it is not just because of my past. It is because they have bartered my soul in the hell realms and the hell realms are here to collect and they are pissed that I am the only one left that resists having the very nature of my soul ensnared and used...

This nature is growing increasingly desperate to trap my soul because I am in its perception or pod or region I am the only one that resists - this is funny because whatever is bound to happen in 2012 will mean the liberation of all beings that have resisted. the illusion will lift.

It is funny to note how desperate the initiated members in my life are becoming at broadcasting their hatred for my being...those that should be the closest most tender embrace have a pent up hostility and anger that the person they promised to the luciferian mind is resisting at all costs even to the detriment of his human body perplexes an increasingly imaptient overlord lol 

Because trillions of dollars will be spent to harness the power of a single soul

But you wont see a dime of it

-          Shaun A. Delage 

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