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Black-Tailed FaWn








We are in a time of great and profound upheaval with wars looming on the horizon and a corrupt power structure, we have things like cities going bankrupt in America while they send billions in ‘aid’ to Isreal and for the price of the F-35’s they could give every homeless person a $600,000 house.
If you don’t think the system is corrupt just do a little soul searching. We have a nuclear power plant still in distress and a media blackout, they haven’t even reported anything about acid rain in two decades.
We have the situation in the Ukraine and with Russia and we have China becoming the sole manufacturing mecca on the planet where the US used to be, it seems they are gearing up for a welfare state in the west.
We have planes being shot down, planes vanishing.
The truth is, death could come at any moment for any one of us, when you meditate and come to terms with that, it is a whole new world, you see the world of suffering and you see the world with compassion from the tiniest insect just struggling to survive, to the largest mammal fighting to maintain survival.
The best piece of advice I can give you is to be kind in all dealings. Live your life with compassion and sincerity and all will be fine, all will be well and fruitful.
I think most people in the west are a bit disillusioned because they won’t believe anything is happening unless ISIS is in their backyard beheading people or the plane gets shot down at their kids school
We have a weird society currently with the snooping and surveillance and I have no idea when any of us will feel any sense of freedom and relief. I think things like occupy and other events such as double agents crossing sides have left the system increasingly paranoid
What does any of us have to hide? I mean come on, there is only so much snooping can do to the individual I laugh when I see articles about ‘gmail privacy’ and ‘facebook psyops’ I don’t really think the NSA CIA FBI CSIS etc is really gonna care about the 800th cat picture I have posted, or my 2490th email in my gmail that is contest spam.
I think only those that have things to hide are pretty paranoid, they aren’t gonna come after you unless you are a true threat, believe me they haven’t come after me yet and I have stroked the highest levels of conspiracy out there, they simply don’t care about the average folk
They are only harvesting countless amounts of energy into brands and codeworded situations to give themselves more power. I have felt pretty comfortable with society as it is going because it has treated me with dignity and respect and has been there when I needed it the most.
I don’t know how they do it in parts of the world with no social welfare structure out there, must be pretty greedy governments to take and take and not give back to their own people, including governments that are willing to have a billion people yet offer no social welfare structure.
I think if you are in a richer country so to speak and you don’t see how lucky you truly are this is a travesty because ignorance only brings despair in a sense that if you take this richness for granted there will be a run in a less fortunate country.
I think this structure is going to teeter along for at least the next 50 years in it’s present structure so I wouldn’t put much faith in doomsday scenarios or whatever but learn to embrace your time here and learn to live with and work with the structure as much as you physically and mentally can, since it doesn’t look like anything drastic or lifechanging is going to happen to our societies in the next while.
A rich person has as much time in their day as you do, they can’t buy more time. We are all afforded an equal amount of time here as everyone else and for heaven’s sake don’t waste your life away on triviality like the matrix will assume

-Shaun A. Delage




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Chicken Tumor








Much of the hidden world operates with the seen world, and things that happen to you in the hidden world depend on your visible reality. This is why neighbourhoods are segregated and income levels stay the way they are because it is done by highly adept planners of society. They make ‘affordable’ housing in it’s own jurisdiction which is why many people never come out of their situation – they are literally surrounded by the energies that keep them weighted to the ocean floor so to speak. This is why ‘rich’ neighbourhoods are all surrounded by likeminded people. There is some exceptions to the rule like islands where super rich and super poor hippies mix but it is a rarity. Another reason why gay people have their own ghettos and why much of what may be acceptable in a gay ghetto is highly frowned upon in a rougher or different place of abode.
If you are surrounded by people with money, you will make money, if you are surrounded by people with a needle in their arm waiting to cut somebodies throat for a dollar… this is the place that will surround you.
Much of what you input into your reality becomes your reality. So even the slightest fray into vampires or horror movies, violent video games or bizarre gore will leave your psyche wanting more of this and have you obsessing over this type of stimuli
So if you watch shows of rich people and the mistakes they make, listen to classical or worldly music, inhale a cigar, and go on a weekend cruise up the coast on a cruise ship –you will only welcome such a class level into your future.
If you eat pizza pockets. Live in a cut throat ghetto with dealers on the street, and live in filth-can’t clean up after yourself and talk like a miscreant –suffice to say that there may be no relative evolution.
There is always room for people and souls whom want to evolve and ascend, and there is always things around the corner for these types –new things to discover, new things to help you evolve.
It’s almost like as if, you eat the same thing everyday –day in, day out and you just stay the same but if you expand your horizons and move away from the pizza pockets and make a halibut with dill sauce or learn how to make gyoza from scratch or if you even have the slightest clue what cilantro is all the power to you lol
I think rich people are very skilled at adaptation, the true wealthy people, because you can have a ton of money and have zero class likewise you can be very poor and have more class than somebody with ten million.
Nature is a very unforgiving place to live, and myself I have been contemplating my existence in my meditations, a life of extreme adversity and pain and sadness but I was able to turn it around and embrace boredom with all encompassing creativity.
It is tough being introverted because chances are there will be no friend to help you out, there will be no opportunity just waiting to be found, there will be no obstacle that a best friend can help you out with, there will be nobody to cheer you on, there will be nobody to tell you about your weaknesses.
I have learnt to embrace my reclusiveness and summon the energy I need from a spiritual level, and learn things that most people couldn’t invest a decade learning, I seek a path of spiritual gain and spiritual power and enlightenment. Of course we all need to make money and exist – but with that out of the way, the fact that I will most likely never be given the opportunity to work again because of my disabilities it is in a way defeating but also empowering in a sense and not many people in my situation could walk out of it all sane, because who wants to be told that the 3650 nights that you are up you will spend it alone with your thoughts with very little human interaction.
Most people would literally go insane, it is almost like a prison cell -4 walls and a ceiling but thankfully I have dipped into my un ending creativity and I have some feline souls to help me through this.
I am doing ok though – I just imagine another person trying to live my life lol it could not be done.
Yet I have very little time in my night to achieve all I need too.
We haven’t even unlocked the secrets of why cats are here, why we sneeze and what happens after this place so my night seems like a triviality
Stay sane in an insane world blogbuddiez

-          Shaun A. Delage



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All that matters is the present moment, how much beauty, compassion and eloquence you exude not only to others but to yourself, many people feel they are not worthy of special attention given the cattle like programming we are all under daily.
Much of my own personal salvation came being humiliated and being an outcast within the gay community. Puss boys laughing at my originality or my 'walk' and I only found my future within the rave scene, which was way more welcoming than the gay scene, I find the gay scene to be extremely narcissistic and psychopathic. I remember going into gay clubs only to be humiliated by drag queens a few times, and people just acting like everyone they meet is strictly a sex toy.
In the rave scene I found, peace, love, unity and respect! I found a community where I could express my inner child, my animal side, my carnal nature being and most of all use the auditory sounds to achieve a certain level of evolution. I strongly believe that techno is a route to profound enlightenment. But to each their own, I like to fill my day with compassionate discourses on the way of life, techno, contesting, meditation, obscure conspiracy or esoteric teachings, reading, blogging, writing, forwarding my empire etc hehe
I have not been employed for over a decade but have never really been bored, you would think somebody in my position would be staring at the walls. I have found a certain level of comfort with my existence. The ability to forward projects such as my books and other philisophical paths.
I observe people out in the world and feel nothing but compassion for others paths, Most of us have it pretty tough. For me personally, I think somebody would have major issues just jumping into my existence for a week without the nature of my being present - what I mean is that the person would have to have the intellectual capacity to take on some of my endeavours, and I find my existence very challenging at times, part of me feels loss over not being able to mesh with society more but in a way I am society, I belong and I am here, which is what I think of...I may be alone in the forest with a beautiful man and two cats and not see a soul for a month but that is what I enjoy, my solitary reclusive nature, and rightfully so, I do not need other peoples energy to keep me going, this is the strongest thing in society -people need others for their own sanity, however I live strictly on the energy of the buddhic or the energy of nature and the spiritual hidden worlds. This many people would never understand.
We are in a very energy sucking inclusive environment and most people are being indoctrinated into alien forms of living, it seems we have lost our inherent humanity, our more deeper spiritual nature, our true selves, our ancient purpose. But nothing to fear, I just can't relay in a single teaching how important it is to sit calmly in the middle of the night and focus on bringing your desires to you, otherwise your inherent humanity will be dictated by forces you cannot control.
So the only thing that matters is the present moment, where you reside right now, where you are going is coming but does not have to worry you. I have always feared my past, so many questions...and my future oh man nothing more fearful than that. But I have always felt that the present moment scenario holds a certain level of magnanimity because hours can fly by, days fly by, weeks fly by and you don't even notice it.
I think the biggest illusion in society is the time illusion, we are imbedded to constantly be aware of time itself and the illusion of constant ritual.
Anyways, enough of my speech for today, blessings

-          Shaun A. Delage



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Feline Lick







I pretty much wholeheartedly believe that gambling is one of my vices that needs to be conquered and money won’t flow until I meet this head on. We all have our vices, I just love the cartoonish slots and the mini wins, but online casinos are such a rip off. I put up an affiliate link on the church a few days ago for one of the best ones online, but after some meditation on how much I struggle with it, I don’t want to hand over the same struggle to one of my readers, so recently I closed my account with a payment service called entropay. I think it takes much more than self-control with something like this, it is a true addiction and something that has ruined many people ten fold.
I am happy though because I am able to address this in me, the craving for more money. And I have surpassed challenges before, my biggest one was marijuana- I love that stuff way too much. In my rave days I could consume copious amounts of party drugs but was never really addicted. Later on I succumbed to 420 because it is just too damn good.
I think I would revisit the issue if it was legalized and perhaps genetically modified to take away the munchies and paranoia. There was a time I was smoking it 12 times in one day and it was definitely a sad time in my life because it really made me quite isolated, and this is something I enjoy a lot lately, living in the country away from people. Anyways I am just glad that more deeper addictions didn’t find me, because I was going through about $60 in one or two nights of 420 and that is just not sustainable lol
Don’t get me wrong, this virtual ministry and the reverend behind it fully argue for the legalization of all substances but there has to be safe guards in place, how isolated the heroin addict must feel having to shy away in an alley to shoot up in their arm with a needle, like that is just purely disgusting in my opinion but there has to be a level of compassion for suffering when you think of people such as this and their struggle, what choices they have made, what abuse they have suffered at the angry hands of their parents, siblings, spouses or bad dates.
I look at my challenges and what I am here to face, and I can say full on that most of my observations come to me after some meditation or after drinking a 6 pack of beer lol, but also they come to me in this acute ability to observe ones own actions and be able to critique them later, most people live oblivious to this concept and blindly go about afflicting harm on others and have no ability to rethink things and think to themselves another course of action.
Internet gambling is sketchy at best too, most online casinos are licensed out of shady Caribbean islands or through the kahnawake mowhawk reserve so good luck getting the $8500 they owe you lol anywayss it was just this that made me think, I was logging into one of my recently favourite casinos called red flush casino and made my deposit and then suddenly I noticed they automatically doubled my deposit in some weird automatic bonus scheme, anyways I played for a bit and won about $130 and went to withdraw and it said I needed to play the bonus which only comes as the last bit of the $130, so essentially you have to play to zero to cash out again, I talked to the customer service who confirmed this for me, and she said “some of our players like this bonus” I was like are you effin kidding me? Who on earth would ‘like’ this scheme. So I told her she lost a loyal player.
Anyways one group of casinos was left the jetbingo,bingoliner, bingocafe, setups. And I observed the amount I put in and found that I end up spending more if I do a withdrawl thinking I will win, anyways the whole thing just stressed me out and I decided with the help of the gods to end this part of me.
I will resume moderate lottery ticket buying with my local government casino which does online gambling but I will set limits for myself, there is a much more easier process going through a legit and regulated scenario rather than something setup in the Netherlands Antilles lol There are people that never question their habits or vices, and it kills them!
I think this is something I personally have to work on, and cannot remain ignorant to it for long, I mean what if my novels hit it big, what if I win in excess of a million dollars, I don’t want to be the person you have heard about that has spent it all in two years and is living in a slum what a travesty
It is sad that some people are born into massive amounts of wealth and don’t have to deal with some of the obstacles the rest of us have to deal with but most really rich people are cokeheads or Satanists anyway so it would just be fortuitous for somebody like me to win or be published or my art to hit mainstream.
I am proud of the fact that I have a loving and supportive partner who understands me, and doesn’t criticize me, I am happy that I have distanced myself and isolated myself in a beautiful forest ashram away from my family and the madness of an insane world and that I get to lead my dream faith to absolute serenity.

-Shaun A. Delage 




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