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You can always garner some sense of your path by your mental
state, how much good qualities you possess. Qualities such as love, compassion,
sincerity, kindness, affection, forgiveness, happiness, generosity, beauty,
humbleness etc
I strongly believe in the power of meditation to achieve
enlightenment, and if you are not shown meditation in your life, by going to a
retreat or even undertaking the goal of learning through CD’s mp3’s and/or (guided
courses) it is a very unfortunate thing, because it means you have good karma
in your life if you are shown an ancient method of introspection.
I think the longer you devote to the mind, the better, you
can work on your body your whole life but you can’t take it with you, all you
take is your spirit and your soul, so anything to work on those things will
forward you for eternity.
This past couple decades has been quite a massive shift in
the evolution of souls, what we have is quite a few soul’s that are irreparably
damaging the nature of their souls through the use of massive amounts of drugs
and such with some going into absolute genius and enlightenment like ravers,
and others going into vast, dark hell corridors like heroin addicts.
The notion of impermanence can be one of the greatest
lessons of all time, nothing is permanent here, we are spinning through a
galaxy beyond comprehension that will ultimately change over time, and none of
us are given a set time on the planet, we live in an illusion of permanence sometimes
with days pitter pattering by with nothing but time. But you and I will die at
some point, a lesson from the changing seasons.
For anybody to understand a solid teaching that I can relay
soundly proves a challenge because I have been typing away for years here with
no real ability to ascertain any sort of communication except what I put out
there, I hope to god I have changed somebody for the better, it is almost like
an apocalypse for me at times because I don’t really live in the real world
much, mostly in the virtual, but I think the greatest lesson that I can relay
right now is, to make as much money as ethically possible, you don’t know where
things are heading in ten or twenty years, if you dislike the price of food
now, imagine what it will be like in 2024. So try your best to make sound
decisions with your cash flow, however small or large. Wealth comes in many forms,
from residual income to earned, to spiritual cash and karma that is bestowed on
people that give to sick animals for example.
Me, I have attacked this money thing full on with very
little, and I get almost no help from others, while most have family they can
rely on or friends to push them forward, I have relied on myself mostly for
quite some time, I still get gifts once and awhile but I feel the pain of the
drug addict that has nobody to aid them in distress only themselves and the -$4
they have in their bank account.
Another reason why I see some of my meagre income going
towards an array of lotteries is going to help my situation I almost live in
this reality full spectrum, I have my virtual world residual income which
taught me about residual income and I had the courage to start my writing, then
now I am making sales on Amazon so that is pretty damn cool, more possible
residual income, then the hospital lotteries drawn from a barrel, then the
national lotteries for 10-50 million dollars, then the house lotteries to
possibly win a house and rent it out, then the spiritual aspect of reversing my
karma through good deeds done on this virtual ministry and through my art, then
my contesting-which I do religiously every day. Then you have the meditation,
affirmations, manifestation aspect of my life –which I believe are building up
for something and I am selling stuff on eBay, etsy, Fiverr etc so all in all I
have attacked this reality full on and full spectrum with an array of my individuality
Most people online wish they could just live in a cabin in
the woods with wi-fi
Well I get to live that cept wi-fi is bad for you, but we
will all eventually be using wi-fi solely
Keep the future in mind while living in the present and begin
to ask interesting questions of yourself, you never know where it could lead!
-Shaun A. Delage
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Fried noodle
Well the attracting wealth meditation is working, this past
year I have won in contests, $1200 for a grocery store, ski passes which I sold
for $120, an ipad mini sold that for $260, wallpaper worth $400 sold for $60,
another ipad, and the year before that $1200 at a sporting store. I have won
quite a bit contesting including an all expenses paid trip to Montreal, and a
year of phone service and it’s nice to get the random present of a stuffed
panda, Korean fan, cordless phone, moonshoes, spice grinders, etc
When you contest and play the lottery you have to think out
of the box, what can I do that nobody else is doing to attract this type of
good karma, and it is superbly funny to be a Buddhist yet strive for untold
amounts of wealth. I think it has to do with my upbringing and my criminal
life, in my childhood there wasn’t much money to go around, so I would sneak
into movie theatres and started my life of crime as early as about 7 years old,
I was always a kid to take risks, and I received countless pocketfulls of
hundred dollar bills when most kids are just aiming to pass midterms.
I think that stuff combined along with having what you know
nothing about makes me want this type of karma, because I believe I have learnt
my lessons with karma and negativity like crime.
If vipassana meditation had not found me when it did, I
would have been in jail by now. It makes me think of the countless people
locked up right now, or locked into a prison structure, they have no ability to
forward their goals because they are in a never ending cycle of negativity.
I strongly believe that vipassana should find itself in the
hearts of criminals, drug dealers, prostitutes, addicts, abuse victims, and
even up to the executive branches of government.
I had a paradoxical experience with Vipassana, and it will
forever guide me because that is where I learned the essence to my being, and
freedom of choice, the freedom to choose differently and it started a process
of meditation that I was able to foster into my complex meditation these days.
For many people, playing the lottery is a waste of time and
money, but for some people they have no choice, they see no other way out of
their prison structure than to dream, and to dream can take you far.
I think many people would look at what I do, I enter
contests every day for 45 minutes and maybe win something every few months when
they could work for 2 or 3 days to buy the same item, but essentially the item
that they bought does not matter as much as the item I have won, because I work
very hard to win these things.
My life has been a pleasant array of change lately, with
getting a credit card again, and getting my book published, I have been working
to get my book out there as an ebook while shopping it to various literary
agencies, I think going into places where nobody else would think of going, nor
has the time for is essential to an aries guy like me.
But most of my life has quite a bit of blockage, being
disabled I don’t have much open to me as far as employment so I have gone and
followed my dreams, and also have quite a bit of time to live in pure bliss,
meditating my life away, you could ask me if I want something different for
myself, when I think of that, I think I have all that I need.
So, I think the attraction meditation is working, and
constantly working through parts of my mind that need to be fixed through quiet
contemplation. Because we are hardly this physical being that is present, there
is much more to each soul than that.
I think it is a difficult time to contest, manifest or
dream, because our energy is constantly being sapped into the war horse, or
through a working life or spending your life in perpetual schooling.
I think one of the greatest feats of my life has been to
spend the last 3,650 Days in relative solitude, meditating and working on my
projects, and not feel bored or go absolutely bonkers haha
The past year I have been without a television, mind you I
stream stuff from the net, Netflix and a few other shows like amazing race and
real housewives, but for the most part feel quite content not giving my energy
over to the television. Creatively finding other avenues for your entertainment
is the greatest gift you can give yourself.
Just the past few days I downloaded some ‘hemisync’
meditations from 4 shared, it is pretty unusual and pretty cool to listen too,
I am only in the first meditation but already have both halves of my brain
synced hehe
I have been trying to reverse some negative qualities in
myself, like quitting smoking, and stop gambling, but gambling is apart of my
nature, I enjoy it. I think I am going to have to speed along with temperance
however.
I have quit smoking marijuana completely for about the past
year and a half, and it is nice, it easily aggravates my mental illness, even
though they are talking about legalization lately, I think if it was easily
available I would consider smoking it once and awhile, just this whole prohibition
thing lately has been vicious.
We are at a level too that all forms of marijuana can be
cultivated by medical patients everything from 420 butter to chapstick to
drinks. So I think we are at a pinnacle, and the government will stop torturing
us at some point. I strongly believe too that the dimension will be very shaken
up by most of the inhabitants smoking pot, because time will slow down and
speed up all around us, people will be more reclusive and wont even come out of
the apartment in a fire, and there will be more obesity with people feeding
their munchies constantly.
I think though that they should legalize, marijuana,
mushrooms, xtacy, acid, DMT, and other tribal hallucinogens.
For most people it does not make one ounce of sense that you
can go buy three thousand types of liquor and smokes yet cant enjoy a weed or a
mushroom cap. It is by far one of the greatest travesties of our age.
Anyways I will head out now, but wanted to send an update
and wish all my blogbuddies a good morning, day or night depending on where you
are on the globe.
-Shaun A. Delage
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My longer term readers will know exactly where my allegiance
fits, it is not with any authority or monarchy or oligarch that holds power
over us, and my country is more than illusion when you have the most unpopular dictatorship
since Bush to run Canada, I feel ashamed to belong to a country such as this
till 2015 and he gets ousted.
We don’t have any legitimate voting systems, and we are lead
to believe that we personally elect those in power when it is high finance that
elects those in power, the real enemies are not the turban wearing iraqi’s or
rebels or whatever it is the bankers that sit atop the wealth and control our
interest bearing slavery.
The real criminals is this system in its entirety, a system
that forces us to pay ¾’s of what we make on housing, the same system then
charges us for the food we eat and the gas to drive our cars.
Now the true distraction was 2012, now we have the real
enemy in focus and it is the New World Order, which they are in full force of
implementing after a global world wide war.
Then you have people so vehemently on gods side, any
questionable action opposing the Christ or God put you in a position with most
of these people begin to ask “where is your faith?” and when you are seen as
somebody that isn’t devoted to this invisible grandpa in the sky they are seen
as somebody with no belief.
Most of the religions and their powers that lead them where
created by multitudes of secret societies and they used advanced sciences to
achieve their outcome, not only consulting people with above 200 IQ’s like psychologists,
astrophysicists, psychiatrists, philosophers etc but also consulting with
luciferian intelligence, which remains the leading superpower in this realm,
and nobody really knows what exists after we leave this place, there are rumors
of white light tunnels, harps and everlasting love but only until you meet
luciferianism head on can you begin to understand it, and until you meet god
head on you will never understand it, many go their whole lives without ever
meeting the god program while the luciferian side has 1,000,000,000,000
incursions into their being
Mostly everything is being geared up for this NWO in the
moment, from gold being hoarded so the currency will be useless to the food
being so astronomical that it is beginning to become unaffordable and most
people out there with any power are operating at a psychotic level and use it
unquestionably and without any authority, and these types are almost everywhere
you look and experience this reality, I think it has to do with the fact that
every single one of us had to have committed an atrocity to belong here, this
is why everyone in your family has a multitude of issues and why your friends
are so diverse, yet we are all programmed to operate in this reality and
identity as something construed of as illusion.
Even more so the ones with any level of freedom of movement,
expression, association, and financial commitment are not only this
psychopathic I talk about but also somebody that has literally sworn an oath
under secrecy for the very nature of their soul to be handed over to dark
forces.
So anybody really operating with any realistic level of
power is operating within another dimension that is higher than our own, which
is why these people assert themselves over the rest of the population rather
than have a coexistence.
Just imagine a class of people that has the power to go out
and buy a yacht, or ingest countless amounts of high grade heroin, or sits on
their chair in a rooftop penthouse party, or drives in limousines, or lives in
a three block long house, or has the power to buy a four thousand dollar wallet
or a seventy five thousand dollar cake. This by its very nature is proof that
our domain is operating within the luciferian intelligence because he only
rewards those financially with whom he can experience that wealth through their
body and mind, literally.
The ones plugging along the system, or working endlessly to
feed four kids, or the ones that drive people to and from every day, the
seeming 99% of us have no inkling to sell the very nature of our souls, we have
no inkling to shoot up deadly heroin or ponder a seventy five foot yacht over a
ninety footer
I believe strongly too that the gravity of your past
mistakes makes an impression on how you live your life in the present, those
that killed entire villages are meant to either be rewarded and have millions
of dollars over the common thief in the past life or get sent to prison because
they refused that takeover of their soul.
I say it with a sense of urgency because my country is
slowly disintegrating into a prison population, soon there will be no people
living in reality, we will all be locked up in North America.
And once you are an enemy of masonry, or secrets or an enemy
of an initiated member of their society they inflict this harm on everyone you
know, and they are given the choice to join them or die. I almost have no
issues accepting the fact that everyone I have known has been offered some sort
of choice like this, and they continue initiated or not, but mostly yes, and I
just rest here as a simple Buddhist monk that is in poverty, with almost no
hopes of wealth or power but one day the world and the universe will open up to
me I am confident. One day this god will find me, and unite my soul with what
it was destined to accomplish, and perhaps keeping me in poverty is doing more
to the system than what I would with wealth.
The world is a multitude of universes operating, spinning
and co existing
Accepting ones reality as a simple monk is tough but not
that tough, you really understand how much you have lost in the fight refusing
mostly everything.
I hope I somewhat make sense haha
Thanks for listening blogbuddies
-
Rev. Shaun A. Delage
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I think back to the pain of my rave days continuosly, from
going from drug den to drug den to selling caps of E for $45 to teen girls. Mind
you it was good E lol my stint as a drug dealer didn’t last very long however.
I am thankful that my drug binges only lasted on weekends. Resulting from my
rave days was some pretty dark and some pretty profound experiences, enough to warrant
a virtual ministry lol
I think back to the horrors of my rave times, from doing so
much drugs in one night I thought I would die, to passing out completely a few
times, being kicked out of raves, seeing the brutality of the scene envelope
people turn them ghost like and stick thin only thinking about their next drug
Being so high on crystal meth I was roaming around town with
dealers and 14 year old girls and just being so high I forgot who I was, got
pretty depressed about my future and didn’t really know where I fell in the
whole scheme of things.
Thankfully I am glad I survived the rave scene, much like I
am grateful I survived my criminality side and my sex work side and lived to
tell about it, fortunately I never caught a sexual disease, fortunately I never
got murdered, fortunately all I live with these days is insomnia, nausea, and
manageable schizophrenia.
I feel as if I was dealt perhaps a tougher card in life, and
many of us are, there are not many people that are brought up ivy league that
get afforded a good college education university prep school and get to be a
director of a society this is only by fluke that these people get these
benefits and they fail to see the illusion in it all.
It is almost like by fluke I was born here in the richest
most powerful country on earth, one that affords its citizens human rights,
welfare and disability and takes care of its people rather than make them burn
circuit boards for a living with no teeth or whatever. It is funny because
there are people that are so confined in their reality they have no idea what
it is like to be outside of it.
Imagine a Saudi prince surrounded by oil wealth and yachts
gold, diamonds and wealth, bodyguards, palaces and nobody on the other end of
the globe would know what it would be like, which is why this world is a pseudo
alter reality of sorts, a dimensional travel mechanism
One of my greatest obsessions this decade was wanting to be
a Buddhist monk, by the virtues of the Buddha, ironically for a religion that
teaches that this is a sort of refuge from the working life I found it to be a
very closed and restrictive society to belong too, a pseudo cult of sorts that
only chosen people are welcome to live and not one that requests it like the Buddha
taught
I must have been a Buddhist monk or nun in my last life lol
because the obsession has taken me almost across the province several times in
relapses but imagine what they would say when a medicated schizophrenic asks to
become a monk.
There are people that believe the end of the world is coming
shortly, almost 75% of the internet community, it may be the end of the world
as we know it, or it could be a time of great awakening, it is troubling to
think of because it is in the dead of winter and for everything to all of a
sudden shut down would be catastrophic.
I don’t think anything like this would be planned but the
whole nature of the conspiracy has me wondering. This xmas we could all be sent
back to the stone age, but to tell you the truth so many of us are indebted
they would like to collect for the rest of time on our debts.
Just given the last events of the past year, the hurricane
and two massive earthquakes near my home I wouldn’t be surprised if something
did happen it is just funny because many people will either be let down or they
will have their mortgages to keep paying.
You can stock a whole basement of food and live off of it
for what say 6 months, then what are you going to do?
I think if something was to truly happen we would all feel a
sense of impending doom and we are possibly going to lose hundreds of thousands
of people to suicides in the next few months because they fear the end of the
world is coming.
I almost feel cheated to belong in the present at times,
because I have no recollection of where I have come from or where I am going, I
just know I am not really interested in doing what everyone else is doing.
It would be a shock to wake up in the new world order microchipping,
forced vaccinations, police state, beatings, public executions, tyranny,
sickness, abuse, hatred for individualism, etc but we have been slowly going
down this route for almost a decade.
I always thought of what I would do if the NWO hit, I would
probably have a more structured life, doing what the state has told me to do. Not
a free for all like I have been living detached from it all lately.
I am afforded a small stipend, a government pension and I am
only 30 so I get to live a comfortable and financially restricted life but I am
happy in a sense, the working life never appealed to me, raves never really
sunk in with me, school never really fit well, its almost like I was never
meant to be here, like I got here by fluke per se or perhaps I was corralled
interdimensionally and imprisoned here much like many of those around me. My
true essence resides 14 star systems over where I have a more elite existence.
I have always opposed the structure around me, and who doesn’t
want full liberation?
Mostly those that are liberated this very moment, liberated
from poverty, sickness, disease, pain, suffering, abuse, ignorance, illusion
and hatred.
I think that would be a rewarding existence
It’s almost like this is one huge super prison structure
with material benefits
When one should be financed to their fullest potential
leading humanity to its greatest discoveries rather than locked up, and told to
live in a box and be indebted to education and a hungry stomach and to slave
away continuously
We should all be on starships travelling the galaxy by now
which makes me think that our whole mega reality is somewhat of an illusion, a pseudo
hell world confined in this seeming reality with freedoms.
Everywhere you look there are rules, and lineups and
authoritarian Nazis willing to dictate so called policy to you every where you
go. This was not the case in my youth, there was some level of freedom and free
roaming I remember scheming my way all around town pretty much getting enough
money for limousine tours and pizza parties with friends with lots of marijuana
haha but I was more daring back then, these days money and crime and altering consciousness
doesn’t guide me.
I was almost taught the horrors of living in the system
right around 15 years old when I met millionaires, cocaine, raves, money, 10k here
20k there, escorting for $400 an hour, suicide attempt, the list goes on.
Now I just want to carve my life out energetically as much
as possible, live with restraint, and not have a sort of passion about
materialist existence.
Its almost like the devil lead me around for about 6 years
and whispered in my ear you should go here and do this and I would listen and
would get $8000 in US dollar bills in my pocket or go off here and do that and
I would find $1000 in hundreds and then a few years later almost pay for it
with my life.
But I am not sitting here completely regretful, I have lived
like 20 lives in my teenage hood alone, and have thankfully learned from my experiences
and have grown from them. Otherwise I would be sitting in another alter reality
currently playing out called prison where our oversight allows things like
sexual assault/slavery, drugs, and gangs to run rampant.
Its almost like we are in a ten tier prison structure.
But we can build our future in our mind, we can work with
and heal the system around us through paradox and love, and we can recognize
our potential and learn from our mistakes in this system.
Peace Love Unity and Respect blogbuddiez
-
Shaun A. Delage
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Belief in anything other than mystery and the supernatural
seems to be illusion
Thinking back to my astral travels I can tell they are quite
involved epic sagas
Most aren’t aligned with the astral worlds, which is sad
I don’t know what it is but some have far more superior
blood than the rest or ancient bloodline, or better power animals that they haven’t
offended in the process
I like to say I have a full astral body and not just a
telescope per se because after the fact I remember having relations with many
men
And most just have either a smaller sight realm or simply
the telescope
I find it brutal to know that I cannot control my travels
I like to equate my astral sight to the multitudes of rave
drugs I consumed rendering me fully aware astrally but I did walk a dangerous
path
Which is why I advocate the use of herbs tonics and
substances which will alter your consciousness and perception
Not going out to a street corner to buy smack god no, research
the many herbs that are there to assist your astral sight
And I believe strongly that things like marijuana should be
legalized along with 90% of liberal society
The biggest issue I see with that in the mainstream is that
time would in effect slow down or alter or speed up at whim
Currently because it is illegal there is only traces of that
confounding dilemma available
Smoke it when you’ve got it and smoke it till you’re a hundred
I don’t think big/pig pharma is to blame, I believe that the
labs could offer some strains of marijuana that don’t give you tons of munchies
and also the paranoia
Most people when they smoke, relate that it gives off a lot
of paranoia
But…if you simply look at it as such then you are paranoid
haha
It also gives kudos to realms of creativity, tantric psychic
expression and the ultimate power – to be aligned with universal consciousness
And I don’t doubt it will be legalized in our lifetime
I just don’t want to be 75 yrs old before I can go buy a
pack of herb at the gas/grass station lolz
Many people have their thing, like drinking wine, or smoking
coke on the weekends or clubbing/energy vampirism, rave drugs or whatever or
some are sex addicts some are food addicts so it is funny to be able to relay
any sense of official standing on 420 if you just reach for the double vodka
and juice.
We live in a very confusing time to be alive and much of the
world is setup like this – like a dimensional playground and it seems the only
ones able to enjoy the dimension to the fullest degree are the ones that sell
pieces of their soul continuously or go right out and sell the soul and not
many people know what it takes to sell a soul, my guess is it involves secret
societies, blood, orgies and sacrifice along with some level of mutilation
But when you sell the soul your financed for life
Nobody gets this when they walk around, the system is setup
for these hybridic rich people and not the actual human beings levels of your
phone company or medical records or banking information on an official level
are funny because there is levels to society that we don’t understand and there
are levels that are untouchable
And there is untouchable or people above the law, thanks to
politics people that get a 50 car motorcade when they go into another country
and this is meant to dissuade the regular people into serving these initiated
sellouts
We see fragments of universalism in our waking lives with
major events and other gossip
The universe has a weird way of making amends to the greater
populace
Definitely not a time to give up however
Keep going strong and don’t furget to smile at that cutie
checking you out !
-
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage
ticking life
Well I cant help but feel somewhat nomadic lately, leaving
home, moving into a mysterious and enchanted forest cabin in the woods,
surrounded by birds singing, deer feeding,
Now I am off to Vancouver with a backpack and gonna stay
there for 2 weeks or so
I really like catsitting because cats make me think about
the nature of souls, I question why I wasn’t born a cat but I probably was,
haha
Without cats and dogs humans would die (I am serious- we
would lose many people if we didn’t have these loyal pets as our friends)
They are the soulmate you don’t have to win over, or the
daughter or son you never could have, a shoulder to cry on, something to nuzzle
into and something that loves you unconditionally
Part of me wonders if they are aware of exactly how
expansive the world is, I bet when they walk outside they seem a bit
schizophrenic. Humans humans everywhere they must wonder
I walk my cat in the forest and it seems like the three
souls that needed to unite through a chaotic millennium shift did happen and
needed to happen
I strongly believe my new man has the forecast to be long
term, while I am throwing out titles like roomie and room mate I understand
deep in my heart that he has the qualities I have been longing for and searching
for in a man
Everyone has things they are dealing with but my out of the
blue bursts of schizophrenic and imaginative dialogue has him on his toes, I
see an equal exchange of enlightenment between us and an equal level of
communication and I see him as equal and he sees me
I am going to miss my forest nook, my barn cat/stew cat and
my new mysterious aquarian
He almost gets to witness the madness of an aries world
Welcome to ARIES 2012 haha on top of it all I turn 30
tomorrow
Kind of an epic bday
My last living situation was stable and materialistic
Now I give it more stability more serenity and more
spirituality
I only believe in love above all else, and that makes me an
oddity in the world, I have seen the evils of wealth and it isn’t really much I
want to obtain in that department
It would be nice to be wealthy don’t get me wrong but I
think you have to learn some serious life lessons to effectively handle wealth
and do well with it otherwise you end up some sellout old hybrid reptilian
It is tough to go through the world being out of touch with
reality but I only have searched for things that would bring me enlightenment
Part of me moving to a forest cabin with a beautiful man is
the work of the divine in my opinion
It is the manifestation of my hopes, goals, dreams and
survival in case society goes nuts….but I am not in it for the survival although
having a serene mountain man as my guide would be fortunate
Somebody that knows how to cut down a tree, trap a rabbit,
caulk a gun, plant veggies, pull weeds
Somebody that has made their life as serene as possible is
the most fortunate circumstance
But that is not what I was hoping for. What I have been longing
for is a man to love and respect me that is kind, sincere, honest, happy,
caring, sensitive, and skilled in his own regard
I have no idea how to paint a bathroom or fix a shelf
likewise he may get a few chapters penned the wrong way in his novella but we
each bring enlightenment to each other
My greatest fear it seems is being loved, I have been loved
at times but it was always a different love, a material love, a forgotten love,
a painful love, a strictly sexual love, a poor love
But to find an impressive smile and an immaculate being was
my only goal, honest eyes, caring nature
This is what people sing about
Now I am in Vancouver and I will be here for a few weeks
Expect some more discourses because I will have time on my
hands
Happy spring blogbuddies
-Shaun A. Delage
giraffe pelt
The promotion of a beautiful soul on earth seems to be one
of the qualities with more warfare than world war 3
And I do believe world war 3 is currently underway – the propaganda
machines don’t fill you in otherwise you would take out all of your money and
panic and start to prepare
Essentially promoting self growth and self exploration not
to mention self development almost seems to be detested in todays society
riddled with subservience.
Many don’t embark on decades long spiritual quests until
they are faced with untold amounts of suffering and then they discover when
they look into the greater world as a whole, that the west here is pretty much
illusion
Or like me, you point the finger at a society literally
infested with thousands of secret societies and cruel initiations every where
you look and mind you –you don’t have to be an idiot to pick up on the real
cues they are everywhere all you need is a minor investigative nature and the
most heavily marketed ideology on the planet seems to be freemasonry at the
moment
The checkerboard floor is everwhere you look. Anybody wanting
more out of life only needs to look into the world that seems to mould itself
around them and they figure that the only way to proceed essentially is to
submit to a figurative death ritual essentially being overcome with possession
from the Masonic and satanic consciousness
Of course magic will happen for you once you submit but you
are generally made to take part in sadistic hazing and other events that will
provide your worth to the members you stand beside
For a society that is able to operate in the shadows they do
a pretty good job at manipulating mainstream ideology as well people think it’s
the only way to progress.
I have covered it in my previous few years on here what
exactly masonry is and it is always ever evolving but you are basically
financed until you die for the power and use of the nature and reasoning from
your soul you are used as a pawn with a pseudo corporate identity to achieve
the goals of the organization which includes global domination.
And believe me they have succeeded.
But as well – advanced technologies and elixers are used to
help you achieve your fullest potential and once you achieve that wisdom state
you fly high and believe me you are marketed within the realms of the
organization but also that title of sellout follows you everywhere
I look back on the church from its inception and I am
reminded of the state of mind I have been in
I have been under a constant state of psychological
operations. This comes in the form of a monarch slave setting which is very
tough for some to grasp basically when you are born into these abuse bloodlines
a contract (usually signed in blood on your behalf is made) because you are
born with very dimensional and advanced occult blood, technically either born
from the Christ or satan or Rothschild or nazi bloodline for example so you
have very very vast powerful energies and then you are brought up in an
advanced trauma setting for decades, and people like mothers and fathers
grandpas and grandmas are usually unaware of their involvement because they
remain possessed
You undergo severe amounts of trauma. And you are judged on
that trauma and the resulting legal and spiritual occursions that occur but as
well in the same regard you are left alone and helpless in this trauma mindset
to make some very serious and grave errors in which those that are responsible
for your torture glorify in and use against you
Very few monarch slaves make it out alive, very few make it
out not wanting to be initiated into a cult and very few make it out as full
fledged enlightened beings
What is the purpose of a monarch ? well to continue trauma
and continue the cycle but also to market your god given talents as by-products
of Satanism
Essentially what it all comes down to is the power of the
soul to resist and so many of these sellouts sold out as early as possible and
they cannot fathom for the life of them why you persist in resisting and
persist in aligning with divine nature which by its very nature is one of the
most elusive ideologies on the planet
I tend to come off as rather fundamentalist in my views of
the world but what it all comes down to really is I am really just looking to
progress past the cycle of humanity and animalia and elemental worlds
When 100% of the information and entertainment you get is
processed into the brain via the multitudes of vast networks of the trauma
state you have an argument that we are all under a pseudo hypnosis
I may come off as quite the whackjob or egotist in my
discourses but that is not my intent
Haha I am too poor to be egotistical
I have been pondering the book tranceformation of America by
cathy Obrien and how she has become a guide for me personally being a person
that was a sex slave to the very wealthy and powerful
The idea is to keep silent and keep many secrets when in
fact at some point you get to the point where you need to come into the public
realm because your life depends on it and thankfully me publishing my captivation
manifesto was a step in the right direction
I was on a path that would have seen me just as another
murdered sex slave in the boiling hot tubs under queen elizibeth park and essentially cooked alive as roasted prostitute and eaten by the grand lodge of the BC and yukon along with the hotel vancouver
but I was able to resist the karmic toll and resist these seeming dimensional scenarios that played out to ensnare me but the funny thing about the whole thing is I would have ensnared my own soul by the contractual state and the power of the luciferian state we all live under.
but I was able to resist the karmic toll and resist these seeming dimensional scenarios that played out to ensnare me but the funny thing about the whole thing is I would have ensnared my own soul by the contractual state and the power of the luciferian state we all live under.
kind of a funny position to be in with the state when you are me, and you accuse your monarch of war crimes or your country of crimes against humanity for forwarding the trauma state
But yes easy to become obsessed with conspiracy and there is conspiracy everywhere you look
But yes easy to become obsessed with conspiracy and there is conspiracy everywhere you look
Really what keeps me occupied is the belief in divinity and
no gods or earthbased worship
I tend to look at things from a universal perspective and
this people find troubling because they cannot leave the earth – they want to
stay grounded
It is okay to explore the vast territory as it is known in a
sense and I have always believed that the planets and stars and earth as you
know it, essentially the solar system is not what its made out to be
That in fact it is smaller and more confined and restricted
hologram or virtual world of sorts and not the trillions of miles of dark
matter were lead to believe exists
Funny to look at a space shuttle launching into the
atmosphere and KNOW that it is illusion, not an actuality
Anomalous nature itself is a strange world because there is
great power always against you and usually isn’t even of this world
Funny too when I think of monarch slavery I am also reminded
that the luciferian consciousness works through multitudes of initiated
sellouts that come into your life and nobody can really grasp this when you
think of it, in this virtual world – anything is possible
Only very recently have I come to some peace in my world,
actually removing myself from a life of abuse and trauma and psychological
operations but something makes me wonder about my future, it is the energy of
the world. I mean I have trust issues but working with the system doesn’t seem
to be an option it is almost as if you get the feeling that EVERYone is against
you essentially
The medical establishment is quick to point out that you’re
a paranoid psychotic schizophrenic when in fact it is okay to ‘see things out
of reality’
I have always maintained a calm and relaxed composure in all
dealings and I kind of thought to myself, when is this ever going to end.
My life has begun to open up recently and much of the last
postings reflected my frustration of the world with a philosophical and dreamy
nature.
Essentially I am only after my own souls progression, if
others choose to join me that is their calling but I want to progress past the
thousands of earth programs running and travel into other dimensions and worlds
past humanity and past our field of perception
Not saying I want to contort into a thousand foot tall giant
or into tiny microscopic bug but I would essentially like to progress past
where everyone is going (heaven/hell/astral) and go into uncharted waters or
the place that is toughest to get to – the buddhic planes for example
The highest realms of beings that have done their lifes work
and dabble in things like philosophy and intellectualism and have qualities of
love, compassion, happiness, sincerity, kindness, and a gentle nature
Everyone wants to be around their own kind.
Essentially what is happening in the world right now is many
worlds are breaking into our perception and reclaiming the prisoners here as
their citizens that were stolen from them by the elites (souls) and many of us
are royalty and celebrities on other planets dimensions
We have just been harvested and used as a prison population
under a slave state and a fascist ideology
of the corporate and masonic structure that is a VERY small world once you are initiated
everyone seems to be apart of it and the families that control us you could count on two hands and that is the entire worlds structure
of the corporate and masonic structure that is a VERY small world once you are initiated
everyone seems to be apart of it and the families that control us you could count on two hands and that is the entire worlds structure
Really what it comes down is your own perception of the
world, much of the world is built to make you believe you are not worthy of
deeper quests or making choices or going somewhere
essentially making you believe you are not a being to master your own choices
essentially making you believe you are not a being to master your own choices
Society is hell bent on reminding us how dumb we are and how
pointless humanity is and filthy rapists murderers and thieves lol when in fact our rulers should be promoting qualities of ascension and enlightenment in a sense progression but were literally left alone to rot in our cubes
then you have secret society initiates taking advanced hyper dimensional drugs to achieve their ultimate state
then you have secret society initiates taking advanced hyper dimensional drugs to achieve their ultimate state
Really what it comes down to is the fact that most souls dont embark on decades long quests for spirituality so they are left too traumatized to look and too dumbed down to explore
enlightenment is actually a very very sexy quality *wink
When in fact your soul is the most impressive creation in the galaxy
enlightenment is actually a very very sexy quality *wink
When in fact your soul is the most impressive creation in the galaxy
Each one of us has our own place in the world and our own
piece of the puzzle.
Really love-happiness-compassion-sincerity-kindness-gentleness
is the only thing we have left so please share that smile and that soul with
those that need it
-
Shaun A. Delage
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