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10,000 nutz
I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living
in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of
serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil.
See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.
When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as
wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a
very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed
enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up
most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in
my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely
criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or
whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that
question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of
altering consciousness.
I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom
fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many
millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we
live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another
more evil and dark force.
Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or
packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated
person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very
moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity,
the system has failed.
Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes,
and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these
people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of
the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it
comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be
there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what
I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers,
mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not
even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian
soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.
You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of
something that could totally implode because the people running the show only
look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system
is so cruel and unfair everyday.
These people in prison, these young men, are told there is
nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your
job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there
would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to
be brutalized.
So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the
freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things.
And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an
18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they
have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond
belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies,
weird pharmaceuticals…..
Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all
spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I
know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To
tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will
do anything they can.
When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research
and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist
monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code,
a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three
thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.
I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any
external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something
nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a
society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.
Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have
remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the
audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a
treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.
I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the
Universal Life Church.
I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am
motivated by money and a long life.
I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome
life out here in the furest
So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and
life out here.
If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is
to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the
blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.
-Shaun A. Delage
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MuTT HeaVen
We are at a great time of awakening, a time of intelligence, magnificence, and beauty.
But there is also a dark side to the future, one which goes
unseen, and unheard of, mainly because you have to seek out answers in the
farthest corners of the world or the internet to find the answers you seek.
It is true that there are people that are far more developed
than some of the famous people or celebrities you see, people far more
enlightened and that could offer the world more than you can imagine which is
why the world is setup to ignore these types so people can focus on what they
want you to hear, and by ‘they’ I mean the secret societies running earth,
better not to just focus on one like the freemasons, but there is such a vast
array of them networked and most of them probably don’t even have a name
theoretically.
The system is very scared of giving people that are
relatively enlightened or intelligent any sort of renumeration or fame, because
they know if they gave the people with true quantities of enlightenment or
intelligence it could destabilize the dimension completely and that is just
with one being let alone fifty beings of relative enlightened intelligence and
spiritual qualities.
This is why we have trivial matters such as the bible,
gender issues, sexuality, race, wars, and food to occupy our minds, but they go
even further by making people work painstakingly long hours so the mind never
has a chance to go into unchartered waters and begin to unravel the mystery.
I have no doubt there is some black magic taking place in
reality and am very in tune with this type of observance, because it usually
stays one step ahead of all of us. Simply by being more quick, more efficient
at bringing over souls, more enlightened dare I say, but it is not of the good
kind.
The real true freedom fighters and intelligentsia if given
the keys could in effect guide the entire human race to complete liberation but
there is so many of these initiated unintelligent beings that hold the keys and
furthermore these beings simply gave over the nature and future of their soul
to the dark arts.
I have been surprised that even at age 15 I was more
intelligent and more eloquent in my English and more cunning than somebody that
had 12 million in their bank, and the question has always come up in my mind,
why am I not even given $1000 in cash, how about $2000, how about $1,000,000
And why do these people that have zero compassion and zero
interest in enlightenment seem to hold all the keys? And the answer goes
invariably back to the black magic quotient.
So growing from that and working with my very modest Buddhist
monks wage I can make $100 go one thousand times faster than their $1,000,000
because I have had to be very smart playing my role in this reality, and for
the most part, especially digitally I think I am superior to most of the
characters I have encountered in life given the fact that I live in relative
poverty and with nothing comes absolute creativity.
In essence there has to be room for everyone in society or
we will keep seeing this negativity prevail, because we tend to ignore the
conciousnesses that are forgotten, those scruffy former MBA graduates that you
see on the street harvesting trash for their next lunch.
You would think that with limitless money and wealth and
creativity we could do things to forward the human race and quite so, the USA could
have solved most of their problems with hunger, poverty and crime had they not
partook in the wars that have indebted their society, but essentially on other
dimensions the USA is very enlightened and yet on others probably the most poor
as well, imagine 1000 dimensions operating concurrently where we reside on the
one most realistic yet two dimensions over the names are all mixed up with the
elite holding all the slave jobs and the slaves on this dimension holding all
the status. This is the ultimate game, and they travel well and work to
understand whom is who on some places and where they reside on others and
observe this game.
I think on many other dimensions, I may have come into this chaos,
and have submitted to the dark arts, ironically the war may be with me fighting
myself to wage war to become a failure.
What evidence do you have that this is a supreme reality
that you exist?
What evidence do you have that this is heaven or hell?
Do you believe the nonsense they regurgitate in the media to
us?
Can you believe that we are not permitted to smoke marijuana
legally as this is the most enlightened plant in the universe, meanwhile we are
‘permitted’ to ingest copious amounts of pharmaceuticals, alcohol, cigarettes,
MSG, Aspartame and poisonous interdimensional cocktails known as coke and pepsi
Why does every type
of enlightenment tend to be from initiated secret society members?
The truth is, things are starting to unravel and it may be a
world war that will completely enlighten us and the funny thing is from the
office of the PRIME minister of Canada to the office of President of the USA to
chancellor of Germany to the royal households of the U.K. to the Netherlands to
Quatar are all controlled by alien beings from other planets and other
dimensions.
We see people like Stephen Harper and Obama and merkel and
Elizabeth but we do not see them all the time, that is the key, we are not
permitted too, the fact is they could be spending 10 months out of the year
travelling dimensions and only inhabit this dimension 2 months out of the year
per se or work with their dimensional initiate doppelganger to further the
illusion, meanwhile they are systematically and methodically locking up the
last remaining human beings into prisons or infecting them with sickness to
make sure this dimension falls.
I am not really content with this so called reality as you
can tell, and things that have opened my eyes I have listed in my manifesto so
no need to parrot them here but that is one reason I chose a spiritual
existence because at one point in this so called history the Church was higher
than the state.
Sometimes it takes a
being that is detached from it all to be able to awaken and enlighten others
which is why I have also embarked on a decade long quest of inner sight, finding
answers, manifestation etc
I strongly believe everything you seek rests within the
mind, so wise to welcome things like –wealth, love, success, liberation ( and
specify what you want to be liberated from be it, poverty, debt, sickness,
ignorance, anger, abusive past, negativity, illusion etc) happiness, luck,
wealth, power, adoration, authority, beauty, uniqueness, good health,
spituality, universal mind, courage etc
But be sure to send things out the other end of the body
such as anger, sickness, poverty, abuse, negativity, cancer, ignorance, hatred,
illusion etc, and give it back to the world that gave it to you.
The world needs many more enlightened beings, are you up for
the task?
-
Shaun A. Delage
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bird vs cat
I think back to the pain of my rave days continuosly, from
going from drug den to drug den to selling caps of E for $45 to teen girls. Mind
you it was good E lol my stint as a drug dealer didn’t last very long however.
I am thankful that my drug binges only lasted on weekends. Resulting from my
rave days was some pretty dark and some pretty profound experiences, enough to warrant
a virtual ministry lol
I think back to the horrors of my rave times, from doing so
much drugs in one night I thought I would die, to passing out completely a few
times, being kicked out of raves, seeing the brutality of the scene envelope
people turn them ghost like and stick thin only thinking about their next drug
Being so high on crystal meth I was roaming around town with
dealers and 14 year old girls and just being so high I forgot who I was, got
pretty depressed about my future and didn’t really know where I fell in the
whole scheme of things.
Thankfully I am glad I survived the rave scene, much like I
am grateful I survived my criminality side and my sex work side and lived to
tell about it, fortunately I never caught a sexual disease, fortunately I never
got murdered, fortunately all I live with these days is insomnia, nausea, and
manageable schizophrenia.
I feel as if I was dealt perhaps a tougher card in life, and
many of us are, there are not many people that are brought up ivy league that
get afforded a good college education university prep school and get to be a
director of a society this is only by fluke that these people get these
benefits and they fail to see the illusion in it all.
It is almost like by fluke I was born here in the richest
most powerful country on earth, one that affords its citizens human rights,
welfare and disability and takes care of its people rather than make them burn
circuit boards for a living with no teeth or whatever. It is funny because
there are people that are so confined in their reality they have no idea what
it is like to be outside of it.
Imagine a Saudi prince surrounded by oil wealth and yachts
gold, diamonds and wealth, bodyguards, palaces and nobody on the other end of
the globe would know what it would be like, which is why this world is a pseudo
alter reality of sorts, a dimensional travel mechanism
One of my greatest obsessions this decade was wanting to be
a Buddhist monk, by the virtues of the Buddha, ironically for a religion that
teaches that this is a sort of refuge from the working life I found it to be a
very closed and restrictive society to belong too, a pseudo cult of sorts that
only chosen people are welcome to live and not one that requests it like the Buddha
taught
I must have been a Buddhist monk or nun in my last life lol
because the obsession has taken me almost across the province several times in
relapses but imagine what they would say when a medicated schizophrenic asks to
become a monk.
There are people that believe the end of the world is coming
shortly, almost 75% of the internet community, it may be the end of the world
as we know it, or it could be a time of great awakening, it is troubling to
think of because it is in the dead of winter and for everything to all of a
sudden shut down would be catastrophic.
I don’t think anything like this would be planned but the
whole nature of the conspiracy has me wondering. This xmas we could all be sent
back to the stone age, but to tell you the truth so many of us are indebted
they would like to collect for the rest of time on our debts.
Just given the last events of the past year, the hurricane
and two massive earthquakes near my home I wouldn’t be surprised if something
did happen it is just funny because many people will either be let down or they
will have their mortgages to keep paying.
You can stock a whole basement of food and live off of it
for what say 6 months, then what are you going to do?
I think if something was to truly happen we would all feel a
sense of impending doom and we are possibly going to lose hundreds of thousands
of people to suicides in the next few months because they fear the end of the
world is coming.
I almost feel cheated to belong in the present at times,
because I have no recollection of where I have come from or where I am going, I
just know I am not really interested in doing what everyone else is doing.
It would be a shock to wake up in the new world order microchipping,
forced vaccinations, police state, beatings, public executions, tyranny,
sickness, abuse, hatred for individualism, etc but we have been slowly going
down this route for almost a decade.
I always thought of what I would do if the NWO hit, I would
probably have a more structured life, doing what the state has told me to do. Not
a free for all like I have been living detached from it all lately.
I am afforded a small stipend, a government pension and I am
only 30 so I get to live a comfortable and financially restricted life but I am
happy in a sense, the working life never appealed to me, raves never really
sunk in with me, school never really fit well, its almost like I was never
meant to be here, like I got here by fluke per se or perhaps I was corralled
interdimensionally and imprisoned here much like many of those around me. My
true essence resides 14 star systems over where I have a more elite existence.
I have always opposed the structure around me, and who doesn’t
want full liberation?
Mostly those that are liberated this very moment, liberated
from poverty, sickness, disease, pain, suffering, abuse, ignorance, illusion
and hatred.
I think that would be a rewarding existence
It’s almost like this is one huge super prison structure
with material benefits
When one should be financed to their fullest potential
leading humanity to its greatest discoveries rather than locked up, and told to
live in a box and be indebted to education and a hungry stomach and to slave
away continuously
We should all be on starships travelling the galaxy by now
which makes me think that our whole mega reality is somewhat of an illusion, a pseudo
hell world confined in this seeming reality with freedoms.
Everywhere you look there are rules, and lineups and
authoritarian Nazis willing to dictate so called policy to you every where you
go. This was not the case in my youth, there was some level of freedom and free
roaming I remember scheming my way all around town pretty much getting enough
money for limousine tours and pizza parties with friends with lots of marijuana
haha but I was more daring back then, these days money and crime and altering consciousness
doesn’t guide me.
I was almost taught the horrors of living in the system
right around 15 years old when I met millionaires, cocaine, raves, money, 10k here
20k there, escorting for $400 an hour, suicide attempt, the list goes on.
Now I just want to carve my life out energetically as much
as possible, live with restraint, and not have a sort of passion about
materialist existence.
Its almost like the devil lead me around for about 6 years
and whispered in my ear you should go here and do this and I would listen and
would get $8000 in US dollar bills in my pocket or go off here and do that and
I would find $1000 in hundreds and then a few years later almost pay for it
with my life.
But I am not sitting here completely regretful, I have lived
like 20 lives in my teenage hood alone, and have thankfully learned from my experiences
and have grown from them. Otherwise I would be sitting in another alter reality
currently playing out called prison where our oversight allows things like
sexual assault/slavery, drugs, and gangs to run rampant.
Its almost like we are in a ten tier prison structure.
But we can build our future in our mind, we can work with
and heal the system around us through paradox and love, and we can recognize
our potential and learn from our mistakes in this system.
Peace Love Unity and Respect blogbuddiez
-
Shaun A. Delage
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Belief in anything other than mystery and the supernatural
seems to be illusion
Thinking back to my astral travels I can tell they are quite
involved epic sagas
Most aren’t aligned with the astral worlds, which is sad
I don’t know what it is but some have far more superior
blood than the rest or ancient bloodline, or better power animals that they haven’t
offended in the process
I like to say I have a full astral body and not just a
telescope per se because after the fact I remember having relations with many
men
And most just have either a smaller sight realm or simply
the telescope
I find it brutal to know that I cannot control my travels
I like to equate my astral sight to the multitudes of rave
drugs I consumed rendering me fully aware astrally but I did walk a dangerous
path
Which is why I advocate the use of herbs tonics and
substances which will alter your consciousness and perception
Not going out to a street corner to buy smack god no, research
the many herbs that are there to assist your astral sight
And I believe strongly that things like marijuana should be
legalized along with 90% of liberal society
The biggest issue I see with that in the mainstream is that
time would in effect slow down or alter or speed up at whim
Currently because it is illegal there is only traces of that
confounding dilemma available
Smoke it when you’ve got it and smoke it till you’re a hundred
I don’t think big/pig pharma is to blame, I believe that the
labs could offer some strains of marijuana that don’t give you tons of munchies
and also the paranoia
Most people when they smoke, relate that it gives off a lot
of paranoia
But…if you simply look at it as such then you are paranoid
haha
It also gives kudos to realms of creativity, tantric psychic
expression and the ultimate power – to be aligned with universal consciousness
And I don’t doubt it will be legalized in our lifetime
I just don’t want to be 75 yrs old before I can go buy a
pack of herb at the gas/grass station lolz
Many people have their thing, like drinking wine, or smoking
coke on the weekends or clubbing/energy vampirism, rave drugs or whatever or
some are sex addicts some are food addicts so it is funny to be able to relay
any sense of official standing on 420 if you just reach for the double vodka
and juice.
We live in a very confusing time to be alive and much of the
world is setup like this – like a dimensional playground and it seems the only
ones able to enjoy the dimension to the fullest degree are the ones that sell
pieces of their soul continuously or go right out and sell the soul and not
many people know what it takes to sell a soul, my guess is it involves secret
societies, blood, orgies and sacrifice along with some level of mutilation
But when you sell the soul your financed for life
Nobody gets this when they walk around, the system is setup
for these hybridic rich people and not the actual human beings levels of your
phone company or medical records or banking information on an official level
are funny because there is levels to society that we don’t understand and there
are levels that are untouchable
And there is untouchable or people above the law, thanks to
politics people that get a 50 car motorcade when they go into another country
and this is meant to dissuade the regular people into serving these initiated
sellouts
We see fragments of universalism in our waking lives with
major events and other gossip
The universe has a weird way of making amends to the greater
populace
Definitely not a time to give up however
Keep going strong and don’t furget to smile at that cutie
checking you out !
-
Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage
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