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10,000 nutz








I think living in a time of non-belief is the same as living in a time of complete unquestionable belief in god. So I have found a place of serenity in the middle way. Placing my belief system in that of good and evil. See I lived a paradoxical life that was a mish mash of half good half evil.
When you come from this, you tend not to view a choice as wrong, or criminal per se, but a learning experience. Which places you in a very precarious position within the karmic wheel. If I had not been blessed enough karmically to not find meditation and peace, I would have been locked up most of my adult life. I think of the countless people behind bars sometimes in my meditation, those that don’t have freedom, and then I think of how insanely criminal a government such as HARPERS government or the USA under bush or whatever and I can see how they have pretty much locked up most people that question the system and that alter their consciousness or market the idea of altering consciousness.
I think of how evil the system is locking up the freedom fighters and matrix warriors constantly because I believe there is many millions that should not be confined behind bars this very moment, where we live in a world where choice is governed by karma, and may I say it, another more evil and dark force.
Simply saying that some people can be sent into a rage, or packing across the country with simple neuro linguistics from an initiated person. I believe that the people that are locked up behind bars this very moment and have their freedom taken away is a complete travesty on humanity, the system has failed.
Why, they would want to come out here, and pay rent, taxes, and have to commute etc and deal with real life pressures is beyond me. But these people are locked inside a system that promotes gang culture, rape, survival of the fittest. I am sure there are other equations I am not thinking of when it comes to people behind bars, like the people that definitely deserve to be there like serial murderers and rapists and molesters etc but that is not what I think of when I write this. What I think of is the pot smokers, LSD dealers, mushroom ravers, Guantanamo Bay prisoners, locked inside a prison that is not even in any sort of countries legal system. I think of the US and Canadian soldiers raping on afghani’s and urinating on dead corpses.
You begin to understand that you are right in the middle of something that could totally implode because the people running the show only look out for their own. We have people starving and dying because this system is so cruel and unfair everyday.
These people in prison, these young men, are told there is nothing the authorities can do if they are raped. Excuse me, if you did your job properly and watched these people like you are supposed to do then there would be no prison rape. There would be no horror, people don’t go to prison to be brutalized.
So when I contemplate my government, my continent, the freedoms of western society and what I am involved in, I think of these things. And then my thoughts go to the super elite, to the ones that have it all, an 18,000 square foot mansion, 4 cars, and $16,000,000 in the bank. But what they have to go through to keep or attain that wealth is horror beyond belief-interdimensional magic, and oaths, fraternal hazing, twisted orgies, weird pharmaceuticals…..
Just a painful and incredible insane society we live in all spectrums, so why somebody would want to attain massive wealth is something I know of, but why they would want to attain it the way they do is beyond me. To tell you the truth they are damn desperate to attain wealth and fame they will do anything they can.
When I compare myself to anybody I think it’s wise to research and compare yourself to a Buddhist monk rather than celebrity worship. A Buddhist monk lives simply and without money, a good book to start is the monastic code, a guide to living as a monk or nun, and start listening to one of three thousand discourses listed at the bottom of this ministry.
I think real wealth should come within, it should not be any external force. It may not even happen this lifetime, and that is something nobody wants to hear, so they get increasingly desperate. Especially in a society run by money where people work 5 hours just to afford a scarf.
Anyways I have been on a path of bettering myself, I have remastered and listed quite a few of affirmations and hypnosis and stuff in the audio discourse section of this blog in my links and I have provided quite a treasure trove of stuff you can use in your meditations to achieve real peace.
I have been pondering doing a few more doctorates with the Universal Life Church.
I have quit smoking, on day 5 now, and it is a breeze – I am motivated by money and a long life.
I have been organising my home and living a pretty awesome life out here in the furest
So somewhere karma has rewarded me with a beautiful home and life out here.
If you ever need help with your own life, my best advice is to ALWAYS look within. And not be fearful of yourself or solitude. Enjoy the blessings that come with life, because there are few and they are rare.

-Shaun A. Delage




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MuTT HeaVen





We are at a great time of awakening, a time of intelligence, magnificence, and beauty.

But there is also a dark side to the future, one which goes unseen, and unheard of, mainly because you have to seek out answers in the farthest corners of the world or the internet to find the answers you seek.
It is true that there are people that are far more developed than some of the famous people or celebrities you see, people far more enlightened and that could offer the world more than you can imagine which is why the world is setup to ignore these types so people can focus on what they want you to hear, and by ‘they’ I mean the secret societies running earth, better not to just focus on one like the freemasons, but there is such a vast array of them networked and most of them probably don’t even have a name theoretically.
The system is very scared of giving people that are relatively enlightened or intelligent any sort of renumeration or fame, because they know if they gave the people with true quantities of enlightenment or intelligence it could destabilize the dimension completely and that is just with one being let alone fifty beings of relative enlightened intelligence and spiritual qualities.
This is why we have trivial matters such as the bible, gender issues, sexuality, race, wars, and food to occupy our minds, but they go even further by making people work painstakingly long hours so the mind never has a chance to go into unchartered waters and begin to unravel the mystery.
I have no doubt there is some black magic taking place in reality and am very in tune with this type of observance, because it usually stays one step ahead of all of us. Simply by being more quick, more efficient at bringing over souls, more enlightened dare I say, but it is not of the good kind.
The real true freedom fighters and intelligentsia if given the keys could in effect guide the entire human race to complete liberation but there is so many of these initiated unintelligent beings that hold the keys and furthermore these beings simply gave over the nature and future of their soul to the dark arts.
I have been surprised that even at age 15 I was more intelligent and more eloquent in my English and more cunning than somebody that had 12 million in their bank, and the question has always come up in my mind, why am I not even given $1000 in cash, how about $2000, how about $1,000,000
And why do these people that have zero compassion and zero interest in enlightenment seem to hold all the keys? And the answer goes invariably back to the black magic quotient.
So growing from that and working with my very modest Buddhist monks wage I can make $100 go one thousand times faster than their $1,000,000 because I have had to be very smart playing my role in this reality, and for the most part, especially digitally I think I am superior to most of the characters I have encountered in life given the fact that I live in relative poverty and with nothing comes absolute creativity.
In essence there has to be room for everyone in society or we will keep seeing this negativity prevail, because we tend to ignore the conciousnesses that are forgotten, those scruffy former MBA graduates that you see on the street harvesting trash for their next lunch.
You would think that with limitless money and wealth and creativity we could do things to forward the human race and quite so, the USA could have solved most of their problems with hunger, poverty and crime had they not partook in the wars that have indebted their society, but essentially on other dimensions the USA is very enlightened and yet on others probably the most poor as well, imagine 1000 dimensions operating concurrently where we reside on the one most realistic yet two dimensions over the names are all mixed up with the elite holding all the slave jobs and the slaves on this dimension holding all the status. This is the ultimate game, and they travel well and work to understand whom is who on some places and where they reside on others and observe this game.
I think on many other dimensions, I may have come into this chaos, and have submitted to the dark arts, ironically the war may be with me fighting myself to wage war to become a failure.
What evidence do you have that this is a supreme reality that you exist?
What evidence do you have that this is heaven or hell?
Do you believe the nonsense they regurgitate in the media to us?
Can you believe that we are not permitted to smoke marijuana legally as this is the most enlightened plant in the universe, meanwhile we are ‘permitted’ to ingest copious amounts of pharmaceuticals, alcohol, cigarettes, MSG, Aspartame and poisonous interdimensional cocktails known as coke and pepsi
 Why does every type of enlightenment tend to be from initiated secret society members?
The truth is, things are starting to unravel and it may be a world war that will completely enlighten us and the funny thing is from the office of the PRIME minister of Canada to the office of President of the USA to chancellor of Germany to the royal households of the U.K. to the Netherlands to Quatar are all controlled by alien beings from other planets and other dimensions.
We see people like Stephen Harper and Obama and merkel and Elizabeth but we do not see them all the time, that is the key, we are not permitted too, the fact is they could be spending 10 months out of the year travelling dimensions and only inhabit this dimension 2 months out of the year per se or work with their dimensional initiate doppelganger to further the illusion, meanwhile they are systematically and methodically locking up the last remaining human beings into prisons or infecting them with sickness to make sure this dimension falls.
I am not really content with this so called reality as you can tell, and things that have opened my eyes I have listed in my manifesto so no need to parrot them here but that is one reason I chose a spiritual existence because at one point in this so called history the Church was higher than the state.
 Sometimes it takes a being that is detached from it all to be able to awaken and enlighten others which is why I have also embarked on a decade long quest of inner sight, finding answers, manifestation etc
I strongly believe everything you seek rests within the mind, so wise to welcome things like –wealth, love, success, liberation ( and specify what you want to be liberated from be it, poverty, debt, sickness, ignorance, anger, abusive past, negativity, illusion etc) happiness, luck, wealth, power, adoration, authority, beauty, uniqueness, good health, spituality, universal mind, courage etc
But be sure to send things out the other end of the body such as anger, sickness, poverty, abuse, negativity, cancer, ignorance, hatred, illusion etc, and give it back to the world that gave it to you.
The world needs many more enlightened beings, are you up for the task?
-          Shaun A. Delage





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I think back to the pain of my rave days continuosly, from going from drug den to drug den to selling caps of E for $45 to teen girls. Mind you it was good E lol my stint as a drug dealer didn’t last very long however. I am thankful that my drug binges only lasted on weekends. Resulting from my rave days was some pretty dark and some pretty profound experiences, enough to warrant a virtual ministry lol
I think back to the horrors of my rave times, from doing so much drugs in one night I thought I would die, to passing out completely a few times, being kicked out of raves, seeing the brutality of the scene envelope people turn them ghost like and stick thin only thinking about their next drug
Being so high on crystal meth I was roaming around town with dealers and 14 year old girls and just being so high I forgot who I was, got pretty depressed about my future and didn’t really know where I fell in the whole scheme of things.
Thankfully I am glad I survived the rave scene, much like I am grateful I survived my criminality side and my sex work side and lived to tell about it, fortunately I never caught a sexual disease, fortunately I never got murdered, fortunately all I live with these days is insomnia, nausea, and manageable schizophrenia.
I feel as if I was dealt perhaps a tougher card in life, and many of us are, there are not many people that are brought up ivy league that get afforded a good college education university prep school and get to be a director of a society this is only by fluke that these people get these benefits and they fail to see the illusion in it all.
It is almost like by fluke I was born here in the richest most powerful country on earth, one that affords its citizens human rights, welfare and disability and takes care of its people rather than make them burn circuit boards for a living with no teeth or whatever. It is funny because there are people that are so confined in their reality they have no idea what it is like to be outside of it.
Imagine a Saudi prince surrounded by oil wealth and yachts gold, diamonds and wealth, bodyguards, palaces and nobody on the other end of the globe would know what it would be like, which is why this world is a pseudo alter reality of sorts, a dimensional travel mechanism
One of my greatest obsessions this decade was wanting to be a Buddhist monk, by the virtues of the Buddha, ironically for a religion that teaches that this is a sort of refuge from the working life I found it to be a very closed and restrictive society to belong too, a pseudo cult of sorts that only chosen people are welcome to live and not one that requests it like the Buddha taught
I must have been a Buddhist monk or nun in my last life lol because the obsession has taken me almost across the province several times in relapses but imagine what they would say when a medicated schizophrenic asks to become a monk.
There are people that believe the end of the world is coming shortly, almost 75% of the internet community, it may be the end of the world as we know it, or it could be a time of great awakening, it is troubling to think of because it is in the dead of winter and for everything to all of a sudden shut down would be catastrophic.
I don’t think anything like this would be planned but the whole nature of the conspiracy has me wondering. This xmas we could all be sent back to the stone age, but to tell you the truth so many of us are indebted they would like to collect for the rest of time on our debts.
Just given the last events of the past year, the hurricane and two massive earthquakes near my home I wouldn’t be surprised if something did happen it is just funny because many people will either be let down or they will have their mortgages to keep paying.
You can stock a whole basement of food and live off of it for what say 6 months, then what are you going to do?
I think if something was to truly happen we would all feel a sense of impending doom and we are possibly going to lose hundreds of thousands of people to suicides in the next few months because they fear the end of the world is coming.
I almost feel cheated to belong in the present at times, because I have no recollection of where I have come from or where I am going, I just know I am not really interested in doing what everyone else is doing.
It would be a shock to wake up in the new world order microchipping, forced vaccinations, police state, beatings, public executions, tyranny, sickness, abuse, hatred for individualism, etc but we have been slowly going down this route for almost a decade.
I always thought of what I would do if the NWO hit, I would probably have a more structured life, doing what the state has told me to do. Not a free for all like I have been living detached from it all lately.
I am afforded a small stipend, a government pension and I am only 30 so I get to live a comfortable and financially restricted life but I am happy in a sense, the working life never appealed to me, raves never really sunk in with me, school never really fit well, its almost like I was never meant to be here, like I got here by fluke per se or perhaps I was corralled interdimensionally and imprisoned here much like many of those around me. My true essence resides 14 star systems over where I have a more elite existence.
I have always opposed the structure around me, and who doesn’t want full liberation?
Mostly those that are liberated this very moment, liberated from poverty, sickness, disease, pain, suffering, abuse, ignorance, illusion and hatred.
I think that would be a rewarding existence
It’s almost like this is one huge super prison structure with material benefits
When one should be financed to their fullest potential leading humanity to its greatest discoveries rather than locked up, and told to live in a box and be indebted to education and a hungry stomach and to slave away continuously
We should all be on starships travelling the galaxy by now which makes me think that our whole mega reality is somewhat of an illusion, a pseudo hell world confined in this seeming reality with freedoms.
Everywhere you look there are rules, and lineups and authoritarian Nazis willing to dictate so called policy to you every where you go. This was not the case in my youth, there was some level of freedom and free roaming I remember scheming my way all around town pretty much getting enough money for limousine tours and pizza parties with friends with lots of marijuana haha but I was more daring back then, these days money and crime and altering consciousness doesn’t guide me.
I was almost taught the horrors of living in the system right around 15 years old when I met millionaires, cocaine, raves, money, 10k here 20k there, escorting for $400 an hour, suicide attempt, the list goes on.
Now I just want to carve my life out energetically as much as possible, live with restraint, and not have a sort of passion about materialist existence.
Its almost like the devil lead me around for about 6 years and whispered in my ear you should go here and do this and I would listen and would get $8000 in US dollar bills in my pocket or go off here and do that and I would find $1000 in hundreds and then a few years later almost pay for it with my life.
But I am not sitting here completely regretful, I have lived like 20 lives in my teenage hood alone, and have thankfully learned from my experiences and have grown from them. Otherwise I would be sitting in another alter reality currently playing out called prison where our oversight allows things like sexual assault/slavery, drugs, and gangs to run rampant.
Its almost like we are in a ten tier prison structure.
But we can build our future in our mind, we can work with and heal the system around us through paradox and love, and we can recognize our potential and learn from our mistakes in this system.
Peace Love Unity and Respect blogbuddiez
-          Shaun A. Delage 






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Belief in anything other than mystery and the supernatural seems to be illusion
Thinking back to my astral travels I can tell they are quite involved epic sagas
Most aren’t aligned with the astral worlds, which is sad
I don’t know what it is but some have far more superior blood than the rest or ancient bloodline, or better power animals that they haven’t offended in the process
I like to say I have a full astral body and not just a telescope per se because after the fact I remember having relations with many men
And most just have either a smaller sight realm or simply the telescope
I find it brutal to know that I cannot control my travels
I like to equate my astral sight to the multitudes of rave drugs I consumed rendering me fully aware astrally but I did walk a dangerous path
Which is why I advocate the use of herbs tonics and substances which will alter your consciousness and perception
Not going out to a street corner to buy smack god no, research the many herbs that are there to assist your astral sight
And I believe strongly that things like marijuana should be legalized along with 90% of liberal society
The biggest issue I see with that in the mainstream is that time would in effect slow down or alter or speed up at whim
Currently because it is illegal there is only traces of that confounding dilemma available
Smoke it when you’ve got it and smoke it till you’re a hundred
I don’t think big/pig pharma is to blame, I believe that the labs could offer some strains of marijuana that don’t give you tons of munchies and also the paranoia
Most people when they smoke, relate that it gives off a lot of paranoia
But…if you simply look at it as such then you are paranoid haha
It also gives kudos to realms of creativity, tantric psychic expression and the ultimate power – to be aligned with universal consciousness
And I don’t doubt it will be legalized in our lifetime
I just don’t want to be 75 yrs old before I can go buy a pack of herb at the gas/grass station lolz
Many people have their thing, like drinking wine, or smoking coke on the weekends or clubbing/energy vampirism, rave drugs or whatever or some are sex addicts some are food addicts so it is funny to be able to relay any sense of official standing on 420 if you just reach for the double vodka and juice.
We live in a very confusing time to be alive and much of the world is setup like this – like a dimensional playground and it seems the only ones able to enjoy the dimension to the fullest degree are the ones that sell pieces of their soul continuously or go right out and sell the soul and not many people know what it takes to sell a soul, my guess is it involves secret societies, blood, orgies and sacrifice along with some level of mutilation
But when you sell the soul your financed for life
Nobody gets this when they walk around, the system is setup for these hybridic rich people and not the actual human beings levels of your phone company or medical records or banking information on an official level are funny because there is levels to society that we don’t understand and there are levels that are untouchable
And there is untouchable or people above the law, thanks to politics people that get a 50 car motorcade when they go into another country and this is meant to dissuade the regular people into serving these initiated sellouts
We see fragments of universalism in our waking lives with major events and other gossip
The universe has a weird way of making amends to the greater populace
Definitely not a time to give up however
Keep going strong and don’t furget to smile at that cutie checking you out !
-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage