MoonLit BeaCh

The illusions of the world have a chance of not taking a hold for most simply because thanks to the internet people are accustomed to surrounding themselves with beauty and unfathomable concepts to bring themselves power.

Have you noticed that for some people the internet is their whole life? How about with others ….the pyramid scheme and the working life…and others their lives surrounded by the club world. People can spend literal decades on the internet tucked away in their home yet still remaining somewhat socially inclined.

In my end of the world we live in one of the most free countries on the planet surrounded by natural beauty and a charter of rights and freedoms, and a society built on diversity and change however since our government has been in power (almost a decade) the society has been shifting to one of control and paranoia, intrigue, anger and hostility. We just recently saw the concept of a false flag hit Canada because usually it is a conceptualization that only hits the USA or anywhere the CIA is operating.

The weird thing about the recent events is that there is nobody you can bring your concerns too, the highest realm of jurisdiction in law, the RCMP has made an oath to the Queen and essentially bilderburg, and bohemian grove, the CFR, the trilaterals, the masons –the list goes on.

I think this is the beginning of a slow march towards something very different than we are all used too, and it would be the idea of a North American state, I dunno if they want Mexico involved, nobody knows but slowly everything is being centralized so for example instead of having 10,000 mom and pop shops there are only 10 mega stores per city that are owned and operated by this structure.

In Canada they have sent most jobs overseas, we are left with a very dire situation in social welfare, and there is only about 10 major food store chains, the big boxes, but essentially every type of product has been catagorized into a big box like books, electronics, drugs etc

You can see this pyramid structure slowly building all around and there is nothing you can do to change it all and most countries are left in the dust, ones that have ancient forms of ideology or they stoke the flames of war in these countries and leave people to blow each other up.

They have all the money in the world now, and what their next plan is all about is power.

But also the power over individuals whom are made in the image of the prime creator.

I strongly believe too that we are in a type of illusion because the only reality you have an awareness of, is your own current reality, and if you are able to travel freely then that is wonderful but most of society stays locked in their 4 walls and a roof with the internet and some have not left their house in ten years.

I strongly believe that much of what is happening currently is beyond any individuals or group of individuals control, but the way each and every one of us can change the reality is by sending metta out into the earth –sending paradoxical healing and love energy to a world and it’s citizens that desperately need it, and you may not think that you can make a difference, but just one single person warping around the world like a hoola-hoop can bring immense wonder and healing to a troubled mother earth, because what the controllers have grown adept at is controlling your life force and if we are in a matrix this would be a very easy thing for people to think they are the reality but essentially your being is housed somewhere else and easily manipulated and controlled

Essentially what everything is, is thought. The whole world came into operation with a thought, your being with thought, the USA with thought.  The sooner you begin to listen to divine guidance and master your reality the sooner you too can help and assist others in any way that you can.

The apocalypse has begun for more than 75% of the world, ebola victims, heroin addicts, people imprisoned, people in poverty, on the street, with cancer, people from poor wartorn countries, or wealthy countries that are going through austerity.

There is a world of darkness and illusion but the sooner you tap into the most beautiful, the sooner you will see that you are not something to be fed off of, That you matter, and you and ten thousand of your friends sending healing and love into mother earth and the universe can alter this reality in a minute for the better and most high.

-Shaun A. Delage

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We’re taught, actually engrained into our psyche’s that everything happens in an instant. Instant gratification, instant purchase, instant download, instant showtime, instant pleasure, instant instant lol if you want to see real results in your life, which some very successful people know, is to work on something for years upon years, like a book, or honing your art skills, or meditating your reality.

Truth is, there is a maddening amount of information out there, and I mean all aspects of every scenario, and you have viewpoints and opinions of people from all walks of life on conspiracies and the esoteric.

I want to write that everything will be okay, but deep down in the back of my mind I know that everything is not okay. There is just a mind numbing amount of illusion out there, and there is a vast conspiracy over our minds playing out, in a sense this hidden world plays with your mind, feeding you gore and horror and shapes it in the form of alien looking people on the news telling you what to think and believe. I know from my research that if people were to embark on a decade long quest (even online) to find answers to this reality it would take eons. Just the amount of information out there is just completely nutz.

One reason why I became a spiritual leader, is so that I could embark on my own path of redemption and solitude and show others that there is a world that is yours and it rests with the mind. This war on the mind is so vastly complex that nobody has been able to collect a shred of evidence of its existence. But only when you live with nature, in the forest and are able to live in solitude and quietly shape your own awareness and not be tempted with millions of TV shows and endless pages of the newspapers can you fully come to terms with the fact that our world is a pretty damn complex illusion.

But….we are gifted, we are more intelligent than the matrix makes us believe.

Only when you begin to actually find the answers yourself and experience them in this waking reality will you ever discover the true answers. Quite some many billions are living out there lives in complete and factual illusion. And it’s true that our spiritual guides pick up on this and only the most intelligent complex old souls are regarded as wise but also given spiritual guides that are wise, if not wiser than the person they are protecting. So many new souls in this prison planet and so many will never discover the facts that this is all an illusion. But, to make it, and live out your time here you must be comfortable with living in the said illusion and work with it as much as possible to achieve your enlightenment.

If faced with the prospect of coming back another round to learn it all again, eat delish foods, experience money and life and love or ascending to a realm of pure energy, love and beauty…sadly most choose to return to this place, or one of countless dimensions like it happening concurrently.

The path of the spiritual leader isn’t easy, either you're ripping people off, or feeding them illusion, or you have gone through untold amounts of trauma and adversity and have lived through it enough to be able to lead others out of this maze, and people will call you crazy or weird because of some of the experiences you have been though... but the funny thing is, that the trauma does not just ‘go away’ every day is a constant reminder of how close you came, to the end, to the absolute end, and if you had not lived the last ten years of adult hood and died at age 16 what an unfortunate circumstance that would have been simply because you are contracted to come back and learn it all again, until you get the lessons.

I think faced with the prospect of this materialist and sense based world sadly most people aren’t enlightened enough in the astral or spiritual to understand that this place has a hold over people or we wouldn’t keep coming back. Our senses are so limited, we cannot grasp what it is like to be a gelatinous being ten dimensions over sleeping in some muck and seaweed... so we have no clue what a diverse universe is actually out there and the fact that all of us old souls have been literally kidnapped and soul trapped in this place with a bunch of new souls and hell based souls flaunting wealth in our faces while we simply revolted against the prison systems in place in our homes.

Only when you begin to look past the cheap microwave dinner, and the pain in your arm or whatever and begin to wake up and realize that cells and all you are worth $55,000,000,000 (billion)

Only in the past while have we been engrained in our minds that none of us are special, that none of us matter, and you see it in lines every where you go in public, endless cattle.

You are something VERY BEAUTIFUL. I hope you take the time to discover that in the coming years.

-Shaun A. Delage

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bebe nugget

Many of my readers are ‘awakened’ so to speak and rightfully so because people only gravitate towards their own kind and their own philosophy. Somebody that asks you to figure out why you are here, what are the exact reasons and charts the course of humanity through philosophy is a good friend to have.

I recently wrote my purposes in this life and it was bulleted about 5 reasons and I am happy with it, for some it may be 25 or 50 reasons and others may have difficulty answering that question.

I believe strongly that the beginning of my life was meant to be that of an anomaly and challenging and tweaking the system as it be, and then figuring out that that life wasn’t me but the knowledge that comes from understanding who exactly you are and why you are here is insurmountable.

I strongly believe that if you were meant to challenge the system and live through it enough to teach others without ending up in prison or dead is an almost unfathomable goal.

Life is a great challenge and there are so many challenges it is tough to keep up with but those who question why they are in this body and what they are doing here remain some of the wisest souls on the planet.

So many people here are under the spell of illusion and I put that definition because it is easier than saying they are tools of the devil, the spell of illusion is far reaching and every single facet of existence could be construed as illusion.

Most people don’t realize that they are here to deal with issues that must be dealt with and learned from so that you may progress to other realms, if not you have another few lives to live until you get it. We are also living in a time where nothing really is personal anymore, people share their wildest fantasies online and their deepest dreams and desires. Thankfully some of the tweaks of the system so to speak are here for your ultimate reality to be filled with ease and care.

When people awaken they don’t think of it as a life-long process they simply want to awaken in a couple weeks haha if only it were that easy.

My daughter cat pickles is chasing a shrieking mouse around the property as we speak and I am filled with compassion and remorse for the mouse, not much I can do for it, I hate this side of her, something I will never come to terms with but essentially it is her feral side she is here to live, so if I can make her life easier by giving her fresh water and a pet once and awhile and some crispy chow then that will make her existence more liveable, it’s not like I can say “don’t kill the mouse” she was never taught English, and if I take her inside she will get it as soon as she is let out. It really is sad to see a dead field mouse on the porch, it reminds me of life, and my own fate, and that of nature that is inherently unforgiving and survival of the fittest.

I think the greatest issues that people deal with are around food and animals, and people that take an obsessive extreme by not eating animals remain ignorant of true nourishment and if the animal won’t kill you perhaps it is the carbon monoxide in the air.

Eating meat is disgusting if you think about it, an animal has to die a brutal death so that you can cook its meat in a pot and eat it and live off the protein.

But there are some delicious meals that can be made like meatloaf, chicken in a cream sauce or salmon on the BBQ

So when you don’t really internalize the suffering of the animal in a sense and learn to enjoy it in its present form, you begin to understand too that some of it is cultural, and other parts of it is the need for nourishment which I think many vegetarians lack because they simply ate a bowl of roasted potatoes

I think if you view life as a constant learning experience for the mind, able to manage thought and direct your energy you are on the right path !

-Shaun A. Delage

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Panty Squirrel

Financial freedom is a positive outlook for anybody’s future but the ability to have spare money at a time like this is VERY difficult for anybody, I know this because I am on a pension that places me far below the poverty line, and I have a government that does not have the poor or vulnerable in mind we have 42 billion annually in profits in my province alone and it would take about 400-700 million to raise the rates of my pension to that of the poverty line, but they choose to coddle big pharma and mega corps and resources over their own citizens it is sad.

So I thought, to myself…what can I do to make sure I actually have money to spend, and the obvious but most difficult one for me was to quit smoking, see I don’t get those things and the hold they have over me, but I have been smoking for just over a year and then I went quite a few years not smoking then a few as a smoker, so an easy prospect but to somebody that enjoys the deathstick between contesting and after a meal and after a coffee the prospect is terrifying

Anyways my cash flow as a smoker is to the penny and my cash flow as a non smoker is like a few hundred extra and some money in savings, it is difficult to quit smoking, I can barely afford to smoke let alone the stop smoking products but my province (the same evil province) lol has a program in place where you get 3 months of stop smoking products free in January so total bonus, and I have tried everything but what seems to work is the gum and the patch.

I am motivated financially haha but it makes me think of how difficult it will be to live in the future if things are this bad now the world is going to have to go through massive change and adopt a pseudo socialist structure to support the people because frankly the capitalist system is causing more deaths and suffering than anything, and capitalism has failed.

I am thinking ahead to two outcomes, either we all sort of live in domes and sustainable communities gardening and with a shoebox home or when China takes over the globe and they show us exactly how the communist system works lol

Things have been pretty good lately just started my 3rd book after seeing a movie “Christopher and his kind” on Netflix, it inspired me enough to get back into writing, and I have been battling whether to continue the series or start fresh with a whole new style. And I chose to continue the Zenophobic series with one more book, and I own the copyright to the Zenophobic franchise which is awesome so nobody could copy my idea or use the name of the book and it is all registered with the government of Canada. Kind of a cool wordplay on Xenophobic and I think it will go far, my distributor, booktango has a program where you can put your book in a repository for agencies looking for books for movies, it is one of my goals to take advantage of this program because the movie would be awesome for rave culture.

That is another thing, set goals, If you have none, you will go nowhere, even if you start with 5 simple ones or 10 complex ones- at least it will get you into a goal minded mind. And expect a lot from life, if you expect nothing and wait for whatever to come you shall have nothing. Write your goals out in vivid detail and fantasize and think to yourself if you play the lottery exactly where every dollar will go, and rework and revise those plans, if you have a vivid imagination things like that friend on facebook that needs a new car, or perhaps you want to help your family members retire, or somebody with a student loan or you want to drop off one thousand dollars worth of kibbles at the SPCA for dogs and cats hahaha the possibilities are endless, it is ok to dream and when you start picturing the life you want rather than expect in your mind it all begins to fall into place, I have worked with vision boards and stuff but find it is way more efficient to work with the mind and send images and words back to the subconscious.

Create the life you want and don’t get bothered by the darkness – I have found a lot of darkness and evil the dreamworld in the scenarios that whomever controls the astral dream world can be very cruel and mean proposing things that are just plain evil or twisted or disgusting and I bet this is the case for those that are ‘dreamers’ we dare not say the dream we had last week of some twisted scenario  that really bothered you enough to give you a migraine. As long as in the waking, you focus on all that is good, all that is beautiful, all that is fortunate, compassionate, and loving. You will excel ! 

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The biggest thing to understand in times of great suffering is the need to unplug and detach from the matrix in ways and find time to cycle your stress and your energy into something creative or centered

The matrix finds itself in your structure continuously and hardly a time to get swept up in the chaos then to use that energy to forward your own being to selfish ends

The masters are keen at cycling our negativity and using it to create wars, famines, atrocities etc but when the energy stops at singular you you begin to take notice of your creature and it is okay to be selfish with oneself – you have to be selfish with your creative process and your intellectual growth because you will keep coming back time and time again to reincarnate until you actually do something

Me, I like to update myself with the happenings of the world, and it is complete chaos right now with the entire Arabian world in chaos against the civilized world but I also like to unwind and meditate and bring things like power, health, love, prosperity, happiness, freedom from suffering, liberation of poverty, liberation from disease and sickness and also send my energy out to the world that desperately needs healing energy

It seems we have grown adept at stealing and recycling much energies in the world but have not grown used to giving your own singular souls worth to heal the world which you and I and everyone can do.

Much of the world operates on paradox, what may seem odd in the present usually works out in the end in some paradox and twist of fate.

I don’t think there is any key to personal enlightenment like only being a vegetarian or taking specific herbs because meditation itself is one of the most ancient practices and it is free and it brings the littlest reward in the present so it operates in the hidden or esoteric or more fringe realms of magic and energy

It may take a decade of manifestation to bring to you what you truly desire, like ten million dollars or a new outlook, a virtue or to end a flaw in your character but if you never get started attracting that energy to yourself then there is no saving you haha you will just do what the system wants of your being.

It is true that the soul works through visionary means as well other than linguistic means so best to attract visions to yourself rather than words or numbers but for me personally I find words easier to work with but I also want to use my subconscious to do work for me in the waking world so that is why it is wise to use visual means of attraction.

The broader realms that will take more time in attracting things to you include asking for things like wealth or money as in words, they may take quite some time to develop rather than by imagining yourself on a world cruise with a bodyguard and a few million dollars, so I cant say which one works better since when each new incarnation takes up meditation it opens up a whole new vivid reality of imagination for the soul, many around you wont understand the gift of meditation until it hits, and for many they don’t take the time to chart into unchartered waters and the hidden and mystery of life, to tell you the truth it hasn’t worked for me yet, I have been meditating for about just shy of a decade and it may not even happen in this life but you also have to position yourself in the best steps necessary to make sure you get to where you want to be.

If you want ten million dollars, and believe in the unknown, then consider a weekly debit option in lottery tickets or invest a few dollars in the stock market

If you want to be a published author at least start your novel and stop dreaming about it, if you want good health then be sure for a struggle but imbue your being with as much knowledge on the subjects as you can.

The powers of manifestation work, and it is wise to use them wisely, and tread carefully but also work within what you have around you this very moment is the wisest advice I can see giving

Me personally, I have dreams of wealth and success, and I enter contests daily online and enter 75x a day x2 for me and my partner so I am continuously plugging away typing through captcha codes and skill testing questions but I don’t stop there I also enter hospital lotteries that are $100 a ticket

So positioning and then manifestation may work in my case but it is different for each soul depending on what they want to attract so who knows if it will even work in my life which is why I am careful to attract these things IN THIS LIFE not the next or you will be tiring slavishly to better your next life in this one.

So maybe typing endlessly at $419,000 worth of contests in the present won’t bring me much in the present but add up typing for thousands of times and over a decade I have done enough work to bring me a million or ten

The matrix is suffering and is hungry for attention but please learn to unwind and reflect and keep your energies with you creating things and beautifying things so that the world is a much more serene place tomorrow when all the dust settles.

-          Shaun A. Delage

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The path of suffering right now is immense to some and it is true that things like alcohol and drugs can add to the problems, but for some they need to escape from the confines of boredom

What most don’t realize is that the matrix keeps adding new  paradigms layering on and on for us to understand…the future matrix’s are being developed as we see in front of us

Many older generations understand that the world is definitely not what it used to be.

For real divinity to work you need to understand what divinity is, that is why I advocate everyone sitting still for about 15 minutes and just having an awareness of breath, awareness of breath is divine nature at work

It is helping you breathe every moment, and quadrillions of other species, for more advanced meditators they are aware of more advanced sensations through the body

Like tingling in the scalp after you think of something or pain around the body or shifting and flowing sensations etc or for some, waves of sensations that are unexplainable

Most go through life committing atrocities and are not aware of their own divine state, they may be satanic or whatever but it is divine nature that keeps them alive, of course I always am in tune with the more hidden realms, being a night owl, and there is probably countless beings in charge of watching over you, recording your crimes and sins but also working to avert disaster

Suicide itself is something that is hitting us all around, and if you must give up well that is your choice, it isn’t easy to give up I can tell you that, me personally I am happy I didn’t lose my life at 15 because I would most likely be in a hell realm for committing murder

Essentially the body is not you. You are consciousness, count yourself lucky that you were not born an animal without real free range but your body is never your property, material wise it belongs to Satanism but spiritually, well that is up to you in each choice, most people are inherently divine but some can be very evil and you hear of this evil all the time, in a matrix that glorifies evil

One may think they are reasonably intelligent as well but truth is there are vast numbers of people that are far superior intelligence wise, when I begin each discourse I never have it mapped, but this is the skill of the writer and priest, my words may be common stock to most but to the cattle of society they would easily dismiss my discourses as the rantings of a paranoid lunatic

To some I speak with I far supercede them in intelligence, compassion and mystery

To others that have a masters in business in mathematics they have thought about what I have to say a dozen times already. I have worked to understand my writing talent and why would I have a blog up and write endless discourses with no payment or foreseeable benefits

For me, it is merit making, much of the reason why I wanted to keep one sole manifesto up on the church because I believe it will help some younger naïve soul to achieve their own level of quantifiable enlightenment

They are better to understand the nature of suffering and conspiracy and begin to work within the confines of their own life to make magic, many of us are trying to recover after centuries left in the hidden worlds and astral worlds and to actually obtain a human body far outnumbers any lottery or jackpot considering the human body is worth 55 billion dollars

You may laugh making $22 an hour at your job or $10 for some haha but that is the true essence of the human birth is you have learnt your lessons and worked to understand the nature of your life in a birth

To many the days, are boring and monotonous and there is no level of magic or existentialism

Others have to walk down powerful levels of suffering like I have and be able to wait out our prison sentence here, and it is not a bad place to be in prison

Prison can be internal as well, or for some it is simpler than that, like not having a sexual partner for longer than a week or not getting as much on your cheque

The true old souls so to speak are so damn exhausted in reality they may seem like they are on a whole other level and it seems the newer incarnates are willing to submit their being for the easiest path to material wealth which happens to be selling your soul in blood oaths

I cant tell you I have all the answers but to me the essence of life seems to be to be able to chart your souls future beyond here, and this is where the traps lay in life, they have hacked every sound and angle in the psyche and there remains very little that has not been discovered by some advanced etheric warrior from centuries ago

Problem is, there is no way to find out who we really are, after thousands of these births and multi millions of worlds almost exactly like this one, and this is the most commonly recurring curse on humanity is familiarity

For some the excel at math, others are masters in labour, countless beings thrive writing and some are sexual adepts or material barons. There is no way to say, I am better than you but society it seems has been easily lead astray with the notion you are how successful you are and how much material wealth you obtain

My bank is royal bank of Canada, and I was looking at the website the other day and they have branches all over the USA and the Caribbean. Just imagine the life that the common teller lives, being able to handle all the secrets as a literal priestess of finance then be able to save up and transfer to the bank on the beach

Most are living in a reality so detached from purpose that they don’t get it, we idolize these unhuman qualities in life like fame, materialism and sexuality when it could be argued that most of these qualities could be contrived as illusion

And the ones that you get a glimpse of, in wealth brackets far beyond anything standard in society are literally not human by that point. My reality doesn’t make for reptiles or invisibles controlling me like a puppet because I have cast away all of that. Hence why I am a poor chav from british Columbia instead of what some would be a vice president of a bank by now, but it is true that the most that ‘make it’ have been helped along phenomenally by those that they are close too, so the university and condo and car paid for but truth is not everyone gets these types of benefits, strong argument is that it is karmic

For most with motivational issues they just plug along keeping themselves alive but what is the purpose of being a director for some wealthy foundation if you just go home and drink your liver to death and hire the next young thing that needs $120

So to say it simply those that have the most have very little in essence because they were never challenged, they were simply fortunate enough to be born under wealthy parents or whatever

People that have abusive backgrounds, and then perpetuate that abuse, then feel so overcome with grief of the two intermingling that most do choose to take their own life, what life throws at us is not this utopian futuristic paradise that everyone sees around them but a level where most people are literally living in the 1900’s still, with a few benefits, and powers that be are hard to overcome

Most people are so caught up with what god thinks or what sins others have committed and most are literally possessed by religions like Christianity, Buddhism, being muslim etc that they have lost all sense of reality

This is why I enjoy the church as it is, I have dreams of one day founding a meditation center specializing in nocturnal techno meditation in the forest or city or whatever but a loosely construed chav faith is easy for people to understand and begin to comprehend

For those that wonder the church on this site (church of techno-in case your wondering where you are lol) averages about 80 people a week and of those 80 aprox. 30 or so are repeat blogbuddies

I have never really made much money off this site and the meaning of it all escapes me, a pseudo journal and performance art reinvented with a glorious title and graphic and a manifesto to show you how I came to this point. What is my purpose?

That’s for you to decide

-          Shaun A. Delage

Tiger Paw

 

This past week has been a tad stressfull and when you’re an insomniac schizophrenic life couldn’t really get any worse emotionally for the most part. But I am reminded why I am here, and it is to become a fully enlightened being in one life. I believe I am on that path but enlightened beings suffer alongside the rest of us. I mean look at me, how possibly could I be enlightened – I would be shuttled from castle to mansion in a sleek sedan and have teams of bodyguards watching over me.

Enlightened beings suffer through things like poverty, disease and trauma

Essentially you could never become enlightened without first discovering trauma and the path of suffering. One would proclaim themselves a Buddha to the masses but the masses would most likely sneer at them and throw rocks saying you’re too ugly, fat or poor or weird to be a Buddha lol

But the Buddha or the enlightened one would say that he would never join an ism or cult or faith to proclaim his inherent enlightened state

Likewise I struggle with my enlightenment in a social sense, literary wise I can write anything and affect the masses and it is all in the works with my books and I believe in the projects only because I know what I have written in two years, two books and finally done the rough draft of the first novella and almost done the second ones rough draft

People would say, how could you be a writer without knowing proper grammar or even how to spell grammar for that matter and I simply say that I work with what I have and what I know

I can finance the book to the point of being edited by teams of ivy league advisors and editors and haha I know I will be laughing when I am signing inside the front page on both books my signature

And I envision it

I believe in it, the world is threatened by me. And is doing everything in its power to make sure I stay in abject poverty riddled with my own emotions.

I believe in the future and believe in myself I believe in the story of JK ROWLING

I believe in the projects

I have faith in divinity and I know invisible beings have read the book over my shoulder while I write it, offering suggestions in the form of a whisper in my ear and this is just effin beautiful isn’t it

Because I will be liberated essentially and isn’t this the path of the one

To experience complete liberation of suffering

I have never been in a trauma based mindset, never really bothered by my own difficulties and surely don’t obsess about the captivation manifesto much but I have no doubts I have affected change in the minds of singular initiated sell outs and isn’t this the purpose of the supposed Christ consciousness on earth

Very egotistical to relate to such a consciousness but not based out of ego at all nobody even has any idea what it is like to live one moment in my life but I have attempted to share it with the masses in the form of this blog lovingly adopted as a virtual ministry in matrix techno universalism

I have never worried about how much I share online because this essentially is not me but an artistic representation of my character and experiences to better aid others in their path of life.

I innerstand that there are many people that do not like me, nor do they agree with my viewpoint but the funny thing is they keep reading so who knows about them and if they can ever be saved per se but I know that my life is meticulously observed by the trauma state because I have an energy and very strong receptivity to beauty and intrigue

I have been threatened with my leg being eaten, I have been raped violently countless times, almost given HIV, been tortured in foreign countries by initiated sellouts, I have committed countless thefts from disadvantaged people and wealthy alike, I have altered consciousness and essentially remade the matrix in my favor, I have been given neurolinguistic programming to the point of complete exhaustion

But I have also become a stronger person, somebody that is happy, and influential, I never have to work a day in my life now with my projects and thankfully I am on government benefits from my three disabilities and if that is ever threatened I can cite human rights violations and win the battle but essentially I will be able to tell them, I don’t require benefits anymore because I have become a success

I am never sad about what has happened to me, because that only brings more sadness

I am only sad at the concept of how many people we have lost in the struggle to the torture state and the number keeps growing every moment and I continue to be a beacon for these lost souls that wish to be surrounded in the essence of enlightened energy which is why I only operate at night and mostly in the astral and virtual worlds

Haha I struggle with any concept of ‘reality’

I feel it when I deal with people associated with the matrix in some forms, they immediately get envious that I have a male feline look and then they get jealous that I exist in some form of hatred broadcasted to me in the simplest of interactions which essentially makes me laugh at all the hostility broadcasted my way

It is almost a powerful Masonic curse has been cast on me, and I am sure of it. I cant nail down who did it because it is probably dozens of beings and essentially as well those beings continue to haunt me in thoughtform or as well they have crossed over to the other side the hell realms and told those astral entities about me and have received advice of how to give retribution

Paradoxically I am not the same crazy teen I was in the 1990’s rave days but my mistakes there haunt me to this day in the form of the earth based sin based justice league whom is unforgiving

These days I live a quiet existence supported by those that base themselves in reality , essentially protected by people involved in the system if that makes any sense

I live with very very little material wise, and financially

But I am happy, content, kind, smiling, loving, generous, skillfull, adept and powerful in my own regard

I only welcome beauty into my life and sometimes it is tough to filter out all the madness broadcasted in my reality because I remain asexual as such in the waking or dream world as I like to call it and have tons of gay sex with men in the astral or real world as I like to call it

They don’t have really much currency in the astral other than sex and love, I mean there is money and stuff and I have tons but the main currency like here is sex and love

So I find a man, and make out with him and he cries in my shoulder that he has lived countless lives in many worlds and never able to project his true nature simply because the truth of his existence is being shielded by powerful entities everywhere including the dream worlds

I like to set men free like this every night and I keep travelling deeper into these realms, always getting transported and guided further through the cosmos and I am in a way angry that my body is imprisoned on earth in the year 2012 but perhaps I am needed here most of all, to guide others in the church of techno and those closest to me

I don’t have faith that I can heal babies with cancer or the ability to see individuals future but I have a knack at performance art and virtuosity and writing not to mention astral travel lolz

So the waking world versus my reality always intermixes and what is people and countries and this illusion but advanced interdimensional sciences

Having faith in oneself requires great skill and adaptability

Not relying on others but in essence I am very reliant on the system and its inhabitants to survive and stay alive.

Reality it would seem could be contrived as a self defeating prophecy but I only say this

Keep your heads up tigers, it’s the only thing we have left

-          Shaun A. Delage

Leader of the CHURCH OF TECHNO - SHAUN ZENO !!!!

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The silent retreat has been pretty good. I like to mix in a bit of 420 too makes it a nice experience

I couldn’t really quit marijuana with good faith so I will now be a marijuana priest as well as a matrix techno universalist

What an exciting time to be alive. What a chaotic time to be alive. Quite the time with illusions involved. See people imagine the world as expansive with many countries but I like to view the countries as separate dimensions literally sewn together into a dimensional vortex known as earth

I was recently reading a book on hollow earth which hypothesized that there is about 800 million living inside the earth with an internal sun which the Nazis originated from and came out of then snuck back into. Apparently the hitler force retreated back into the earth after the war and their defeat to continue the race.

While it makes sense that there is no UFOS as we see them per se that the race under the earth is an advanced species that has thousands of years ahead of us. What I cant make the correlation is between hitler the Aryans and middle earth so to speak

If they were such an enlightened race why would they allow events to happen without intervention

Apparently the last time they came up to the surface was after the Hiroshima bomb

So I feel this book found me at the right time.

Just before we are lead to believe that aliens have landed in their UFOS but UFOS themselves are not of other worlds they are from within our expansive planet.

They see surface dwellers as barbarians.

I have never really given too much paranoia to 2012 or apocalypse or anything like that

When you see yourself as a universal being you don’t really get swept up in the chaos of earth affairs

That is why I have been preparing for the inevitable

The system wide reset.

I don’t think it will be as horrific as we are lead to believe. Some would say just a digital flicker and others would say the nuclear blast

It all depends on region and locale because currently the arab world is going through COMPLETE APOCALYPSE When it starts to happen in your awareness this is when you turn on survival mode, people start to shake, get uncontrollable nervousness, and hunger.

They begin to panic.

This is when the enlightened being, (instead of going out into the street with a knife and a bag for looting ) sits calm with a candle and meditates.

We seemingly are in a utopian paradise with no disasters. But that could all change.

I don’t agree with my countries supporting bloodshed but when I look around the world I question whether we want to open the doors to some of the ideologies that surround the earth.

In my travels in conspiracy circles I have noticed a lack of compassion and lack of class levels throughout the entire left

This made me question my role in society opposing this in society but that is one reason I started the church of techno. I wanted to provide an avenue digitally and virtually where I could preach universal dialogue fitting with my character.

My character outshines entire countries, people, rich people, elites, masons, actors, ambassadors, presidents, enemies, lovers ah the list goes on

This is why I felt it was essential to provide this place virtually

To provide an alternative viewpoint yes but also show people that you can have an active war with psychological operations and a one man war with lucifers army (that numbers in the trillions/quadrillions of souls power) against ONE

Life is very difficult for everyone I can sense this. One thing about living where I am is we are relatively sheltered   

I also live on a huge island so I am sheltered from the mainlands problems like Australia

So if biogenic war broke out or terrorism or whatever I am pretty safe here

There is so much fear mechanism out there to make you believe that you are in danger

I always say when it happens that is when you deal with it. Of course it is wise to be prepared in case chaos hits but not overtly paranoid so paranoid you go out and literally commit grave breaches of your code of humanity against others.

This is where the illusion has been won currently

Is people are so given into this fear mechanism they genuinely believe that they don’t need things like compassion or happiness or love in their future.

This 2012 time may be a complete disaster yes. A flash of light and the whole planet is incinerated but death is nothing to be feared, more feared should be your waking state because it is pretty much 100% illusion and an illusion of form of sorts because it is all so familiar and responsive.

A literal reality hacked from the dream state.

The only thing that matters is your soul. But souls are far more impressive than ever imagined. Some souls are scattered in multitudes across countless dimensions co existing and cohabitating alongside the various and meticulous illusions.

CANADA and USA governance is not of this world.

Why do I say this? Because Countries as you are lead to believe do not exist. Power structures as your made aware are not as they are made out to be. People are far from any meaning. And the world that is pulled over your eyes is simply illusion. There is no other word that can describe it

Not to say go and end your life, there is nothing else to see. Far from it

Death should never be of your own choosing. See I cheated death I know this.

Many people read my words and don’t understand how I come into their lives. I am simply a spiritual leader.  But I leave it at that. I don’t ask for anything in return. Its kind of a karmic thing. I could sit here and watch startrek reruns all night or I could affect change in singular lives.

This is my purpose. I am here to guide people through a VERY difficult time, (at least those that can afford a computer. )

The vulnerability of the last remaining humans is key because there are not many remaining humans. I don’t know if you can count them on one hand or two or you would need a few people hands but I don’t think the actual last remaining humans would even fill a room full of hands

Funny because you see hundreds of people a day if not thousands, but like I said ….illusion. or better described as hybrids or even moreso, digitalized hybrids.

All you would need in a sense is alchemy of humanity really. The ability to make things appear as human or fleshlike and you have an illusion of society.

You could have 10 people born into earth in separate countries and literally infest their surroundings with thousands and thousands of digitalized hybrids to make them believe they are unimportant

I like to be a renunciate and not many people know what it is like to live in renunciation

It is a calm existence. But I only nourish myself just enough to live another day or a few hours at best. I don’t really get to indulge much because I don’t have to reward myself for the trauma of slavery nor the injuries sustained physically or emotionally.

I have tried looking for employment but I feel I am so institutionalized that there is no saving me. What a difficult life.

Men even, I try and look there. I think they think I am too human, or insane, or whatever not hybrid enough. Our world is very hybrid to live in. All forms of education, policy, law, philosophy, and entertainment are HYBRID INTELLIGENCE. Those that don’t subscribe to this intelligence are killed off, labeled as insane, pushed into poverty or the underground or take their own lives or for example live a life solely of addiction or alcoholism

All I simply say is don’t believe the world that is being fed to you at all times, question your reality. Question earth. Don’t feed responses back to the mechanism. Only give your happiness, compassion and love outward.

-          Rev. Dr. Shaun A. Delage