I cant even believe the amount of life lessons and tests
that make themselves known to me and find me even though I live a life of
relative isolation. I have two cats, and one of them is an avid hunter, killing
innocent beings like songbirds, bugs and mice. The other day I let her in after
some time outside and I always check her mouth for things but noticed
something, and she coughed out a life fieldmouse out of her mouth which just
landed in one thud and looked up at me, half frightened to death. I said oh
pickles (name of my cat lol) Why would you bring this poor thing in here, so I
grabbed a stew pot and chased the thing around to endless circles of the
kitchen, meanwhile the cats are licking their chops. Finally I called my
boyfriend to help who was in a slumber, I have made it my forte to not wake him
unless absolutely necessary but this was an emergency- I was not only chasing a
mouse around but two cats with crazed looks in their eyes trying to shield the
poor thing from the felines jaws.
I have always made it my goal to liberate life as much as I
see fit, including bugs, beings that are smaller than you should not be your
prey but an equal.
Anyways, BF comes down and we start chasing it all over
again, and finally it ducked under the washing machine, so we decided to forget
about it, let it find a way out through a crack in the floor.
A few days passed by and we checked under the machine, and
nothing so we assumed it got out and freed itself. The next day we hear a
cafuffle in the kitchen and saw the poor mouse running across the kitchen and
the cat right after it, the cat put it in its mouth again and swatted it a few
times, and it ran under the stove this time. So I am juggling keeping the
rodent in sight while stuffing cat by cat into time out into the bathroom lol
BF finally grabbed hold of it by its tail and out back into the forest the poor
thing goes, liberated!
Where most people fail, karmically- I excel
I have had some issues trying to place myself in the mind of
a cat, a beautiful cute fuzzy creature with pointed teeth, a killer.
I believe strongly that anything you kill, is a creature of
the divine, powers more strongly than you, and for all the creatures that we
kill in our life by eating them or keeping them out of our home etc, you can
use a little enlightenment to save the odd one that crosses your path once and
awhile, but since cats don’t understand I am constantly trying to fend off evil
karma from entering my environment.
I believe life throws you these little tests sometimes, to
see how you would react to a situation, most would just give the mouse or bird
astray in your house a quick bang to the head with a pot and kill it.
This I don’t really understand in people and I would never
do that to a living being. another reason why I personally don’t hunt or fish.
It is funny how much dogs or cats in our care become accustomed
to humanity yet remain somewhat feral most of the time.
It is, really a lesson in compassion and kindness, for you
never know when you will be in the mousehead or the anthead one day, if the
reincarnation ever subsists to animalia from humans.
I got some shocking psychic predictions lately and have
posted them under this posting a few down. I have decided to ask for advice in
some deeper matters that have been plaguing my consciousness for some time. My
life itself remains somewhat of a mystery, and since I am not an extrovert I don’t
have the ability nor the capacity to forget 90% of what happens to me.
A few things ring out for me, I will start to see some
issues come up this summer that will point to some answers for the mysteries
that surround me. And I will become fully liberated in this life time, in 2019.
WOW
See I always have out of body experiences in the astral so
to speak so it is not unusual but I was pondering what I would think if I had
an OBE in the waking life….sort of terrifying. And I will be 37 lol
And the issues surrounding my penthouse/mason/twin encounter
which happens to be the most unusual experience of my life. So they were trying
to change the nature and structure of HIV and it failed badly and now more
people have HIV than should have.
My experience with psychics is, that is they propose more
questions than answers lol
I have been pondering the curse thing for quite some time, I believe you can get rid of the curse on your own, and I have been taught to not believe in curses and run the other way when a psychic tells you you have a curse however I
have a sleep paralysis thing, extreme shyness, and a few other things that
could be construed as a curse, including living far below the poverty line financially.
What initially got me hooked was the vancouver oracle that initially told me I was cursed first asked me if I had protective talisman on me, I said, as a matter of fact I do, reaching into my pocket I pulled out an elaborate turkish evil eye charm with dozens of silver beads interwoven onto it and the psychic took it and read from the talisman ...
I think back to my time in crime and sex work and I wonder
if it is all karmic, I mean I have the option to go out and get employment or
whatever but being on a disability pension has its benefits, I don’t have to
work, I have issues, I will leave it at that.
For the most part I don’t think I was meant to be in the
working life, or in normal society, I think I was more destined to live a
spiritual existence, somewhat detached from everything yet in small ways apart.
This made me think of what if the Church of Techno evolved,
what would come out of it?
Well I would probably open a physical (structure) where
people could listen to deejays and these endless words every weekend or in a retreat
type atmosphere, combining meditation, techno, philosophy, conspiracy…
I would want it to be a recognized faith, and for that to
happen in Canada it has to exist as a structure for 15 years. It is funny
because of the new pope thing happening I was thinking how cool it must be to
be the pope, and it hit me in meditation, I am a pope. LoL just void of 17
trillion in my ministerial bank account.
I don’t think spiritual people were destined to work easily
with money. I guess I would need a faculty of advisors if the church ever
evolved, and I would leave the money in their hands lol would suck to spend all
the churches money on slot machines haha
I would just want to share my experiences, and have group
meditations cycling between techno and silence, taking breaks for marijuana and
some damn fine food 3 times a day or night with endless snacks, my philosophy
would differ from most organized structures in place, like vipassana, where
your not allowed to do anything really on the course, including only eating two
meals a day.
It is also funny to note that the Church of Techno is
perhaps the only religion on the planet that is welcoming to all sexualities.
Anyways some ponderings from my end of the globe, I have
placed a confessional at the bottom of this virtual ministry if you want to be
absolved of all sin for perpetuity as well
Thank you for reading
Thank you for your support over these years
Blessings
-
Shaun A. Delage
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