Tigg - Church of Techno Poetry - Shaun A. Delage :)

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Comfort in illusion yet solace in disillusion of faith.

Solace in comfort yet faith in empowerment.

Infusion directly of belief.

In order of perpetuity.

No struggle unless time bound.

Other than that restricted in inclusion.

Or thought up of encouraging extroversion.

Mindset of interaction.

But more-so timing of self depending on ability.

A sensitivity of mending of souls.

Other selves and other beings in a spacial reality.

Theories abound of selves.

So small they almost are nonexistent.

The writer writes until they break it all down.

Or simply discover the reasoning being the man with the pen.

Either run or fly high through a self so mused with impressionism.

Of an artistic faith.

Or movement,

Most would hardly believe and individual could hack into the collective code.

Time be to unknowing.

Selfless figure in amazement.

Involvement in evolution.

Perhaps you are not made aware of the fact.

The intrigue of the being.

The hatred and secret war on those that resist.

Live for one.

Live for many.

Why does one persist?

To revolt against all this madness?

It is simply a belief in a thought.

Or belief in an ideal.

To live for a second self.

Of only three more times, to go.

Intuition of sanity, and helpless thoughts become one soul.

For the many that are trapped, passionately...wanting to be released.

Cognitive philosophy.

Generalised theory of a self.

Perhaps an automatic writer sent from divinity.

Oneness with ones higher being.

careful not to tread on those that help us along.

But a more-so beautiful smile given to,

those that would happily take our last breath.

Born into bondage, of course one hundred million crimes may be committed.

On the next one you pay a brutal and bloody figurative death, everyone gives up and submits.

That they know of not one being has made it.

Theoretically, given a full faculty of knowing a path.

Discovering a self, beyond that and exuding confidence over seven billion souls

Me, to find my soulbud amidst so much hatred for independence,

will always be difficult.

Considering what they will blackmail him with,

the poor guy.

I will help.

I may never get to lick his lips,

in this lifetime.

But I will make magic while I am here.

My own theory will pervade this occultic matrix,

until this being is found,

and he will be released from hostility.

He will be released from his sins.

He will be forgiven with all of the powers of creation.

There is nothing that can be done to stop this progression.

It is already in place for one soul to meet one being.

Then reunite that being to his soul.

Only time can spit on us, but I will wait for endless centuries to pass.

I will find you.

When your heart meets mine.

You will see that love exists without pain and hatred.

Without sexual slavery, and sadness.

For feeling so empty that love exists without having to explain or simply put, confess...

your inner most secret thoughts

that the solitude you have lived will never be alive again

when solitude feels threatened the mind begins to make angst.

Two beings cannot be alone for existence.

It is painful to the system

and they will take everything down with their pain.

Love knows no hate.

One journey,

no matter how painful,

Can all be healed

and forgiven from.

He is mine, I am his faithfully.

We are not sick.

We are love.

We are not illusion.

We are love.

We are not false love.

We just simply exist as love and then fade away, gracefully.

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Church of Techno, Buddhism, Suffering

Each day that goes by, each one of us gets closer to the truth, and truth is there is immense suffering on the planet, but each individual is apart of a complex matrix of suffering designed to illicit the greatest amount of energy to the system.

My own struggle has been one of immense suffering amidst a world of chaos, and the truth is now that I am able to reflect on things I understand that suffering is universal and suffering is personal and the world we live in is made of many many choices which bring an ultimate world of causalities

No matter what mindfuck the world or its residents puts you under you always have the present to take refuge in, that you are happy, that you are healthy and that you are alive, and each day that goes by you are getting closer to enlightenment and the truth, and ultimately your ascension!

Ascension in a world of secrets seems futile but some of us are granted this on a spiritual level because this is our path. My world has developed from a world of abuse and trauma and I could have the choice to stay in that world, or I could evolve and not let any of it bother me.

Truth is, most of us are under a massive level of psychological operations but nobody wants to talk about it, the same rulers exhibiting their power over us for millennia, choices, challenges, heartache.

Some of us, that are within the realms of monarch sciences will never escape it, but you can give yourself the power to overcome it with your decision making skills. A society that is ever so cruel and all it cares about is money, bosses that are psychopaths, friends and family leading us further in illusion but the thing is that each of us has to find in a world of illusion is a way out, and for some that way out is in intellect, or music, or through marijuana or through actual human beings that are willing to help those around them out of this mess.

I used to think that I would be set free from sharing so much online in the form of my manifesto or my blog but it has only led me down more paths in my own mind that I find tough to visit, but essentially any type of creative will is a gift from the divine, and many may wonder why I keep typing and this is my main belief is that I am uniquely helping others in little ways, and this is all apart of my own path of enlightenment and forgiveness, and a path that is unique and to be studied lol

How I escaped suffering is very simple, I found somebody that believes in me, and that loves me unconditionally and I can say the same for him, and with that I have found that I can overcome any obstacle or any part of my past that seems unfathomable. Having somebody as a soulmate has helped me counsel myself into a world of sanity and beauty.

Because it is beautiful being a forest monk with all the trappings of a regular person, not having to give up holding money or giving up eating after noon or give up media and internet and music, because essentially these things are important for me, but I have learned that I too like the Buddha can become enlightened on my own terms, any path of suffering I have left behind me or that this matrix of sorts has contrived is up to that system to figure out and not my own self, I have surpassed individual suffering to the point where things don’t really get to me as much as they used to, for example the mysteries and paradigms that I personally have gone through, people can spend decades trying to figure out a coded sentence from an illuminati master and it will literally drive them nuts.

I think the best advice for suffering in modern times remains with two essential keys, live in the present, and choose the middleground.

These things can be meditated on for decades with no solution, but one of grace. A world of choices comes about when you think very little of the past, or what you are not doing, or whether you should go to one extreme or another, I think people are more willing to save homeless in Bhutan than to help themselves in the moment and in the present lol

Keep evolving blogbuddies, it’s the only thing we have left, so many are so hurt by the past or fearful of the future that they never evolve, the world is filled with these types, and to be the one out of billions that made it so to speak seems to be the wisest option.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Chewing Gum for Felines

So many distractions, a world rife with illusion, and to elude you from what? Well the fact that you are here for an unfathomable amount of time, even a day to some is almost insurmountable. As well, for each and every one of us, death looms. How any sort of joviality can be construed with such a reality is beyond me, but thankfully we have alcohol, drugs, music, pets, food, love, beauty, nature, travel, etc to keep our minds off our impending doom.

And truth is, death is not a finality, we keep living on and on for millennia after this life, what escapes me is why we don’t have a conscious understanding of the process of rebirth and existence as a whole. If we had such an understanding we would dare not make the same mistakes and only grow infinitely.

The process of life includes living with suffering, illusion, mystery, and to live through the process of old age hence losing our youth-which most of us use to our benefit, to land a rich and powerful mate and those that don’t make the cut actually have to make it on our own.

I have always seen my inherent humanity as an alien existence, it is one thing to look at oneself as gender confusion but to look at oneself as being an alien being in a human body and thinking to yourself, jeeze I guess I have facial worms like 98% of humanity lol

I think that those that aren’t living their life in service to another in some way or some fashion is definitely missing out on the true pleasure of existence, serving somebody continuously, serving some disciples in spiritual direction, helping others, helping a loved one live their life a hell of a lot easier is one of the most honorable existences.

So many take, and take, and just chart their way through life.

I would like to be an example for somebody that makes 150k a year and they get to their endpoint and they say “look at this guy, Shaun- he made 90% less than you and he gave to countless charities whenever he could. You have bought nothing but gold bars and platinum rings, you get another go around”

I have always served animals in the past decade or so and many do, and you feel such a sense of pride it almost carries over to your inherent humanity. Just knowing that without you, the animal would starve and die. It brings with it profound touching tenderness and love for the creature that needs you in ways.

Many people that have departed would probably relay that the one lesson in life is to understand the divine, to understand what kind of a being it takes to take charge of other beings, because for the most highly evolved and adept meditation masters this will be your new job when you cross over.

To serve others.

We are all involved in such a serious pursuit, being existence, and to waste it away on the trivialities of life is such a waste. I think it was ordained long ago that there would be countless resources directed at alleviating boredom, but essentially the simplest lesson, being meditation proves to be the wisest pursuit to gain enlightenment.

However I can only meditate a few times a day or I would go nuts, a life should be more diverse than that! And truth is… we need mindless entertainment once and awhile, like REAL HOUSEWIVES lol :)

Anyways blogbuddies have a good day or week and catch ya on the flipside !!

-Shaun A. Delage

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Squirrel Supplies

In times such as this, it is easy to give into hype and paranoia but if you can imagine this for a second and think to yourself if you are worried about the collapse of the USA or the dollar for example, think of where the city states are, there are no city states in Russia or China. The power ultimately will rest with these jurisdictions for quite some time in the foreseeable future, most likely the world would have to undergo nuclear war before they can decimate the financial system in entirety.

It seems ebola has taken a back burner for awhile and other things are coming into the forefront.

I have never feared death, and some may totally despise the thought of death because their entire value system would have to be rebuilt and one the world is heavily invested in making you in subservience too. That being materialism, can you imagine, you pass over from this world into the other side and materialism and money are a completely different form, or you have just been jet propelled 1000 years into the astral future, you wouldn’t quite get the complexity of how much things change.

Some of my older readers are aware I almost lost my life to suicide, and rightfully so the experience has helped make me the person I am today, with untold amounts of compassion, sincerity and a spiritual and intellectual side that is powerful and unique. I am pained by that experience my whole waking life because of how close I came, and how much I would have lost in the last 15 years that I am fortunately still alive. Everything I have learnt, the lessons involved in crime and adversity and the power within my smile to keep going are really an un-measurable amount of courage involved.

It is my belief that these things and quite a bit of what I have tried to articulate the past five years in this virtual ministry have lead me into a world of growth in solitude. Techno has healed me to the point of normalcy and the ability to express myself so openly in a world filled with secrets and passwords has left me with an understanding of spirituality and love.

To say I felt discomfort with every religion is an understatement. I strongly believe there has to be a faith for the techno savvy hepcats in solitude with nothing but the safety of being behind a closed door and the internet to be able to shape their belief system. This is a strong quality, the wanting to evolve endlessly. Most faiths out there regurgitate things that you don’t understand and also aim to have you as their agents, try and lure in as much people as you can with the word of Christ or whatever.

The religion I hold close to myself more than any other organized faith is Buddhism, specifically thai Theravada Buddhism. There is some talks that you can listen to in your own home for the next two decades in the link section but it is a search for more that has lead me on my current path, being able to listen to affirmations without boredom and to want attainment of financial freedom, to things like trying various herbs like oil of oregano and searching out things to better my environment like meteorite’s and orgonite, so to say there is a recipe for enlightenment is an understatement, most people will try and attach to a soul group or a genre of society and some may find comfort in that but what if you feel comfortable alone, on the internet drinking tea and listening to techno –surely there has to be a faith that aligns to your belief system in some way and does not discriminate against, gays, the poor, women etc and some of my earlier musings were pretty critical of groups like the freemasons, but in a sense everyone here is learning about themselves and working through karmic issues and more complex issues as well, even freemasons, I just hold close to me that they have lost the direction of their soul by giving into a weird ancient cult.

so I wish you a good week discovering what you need, and finding yourself, you never know when the world will come knocking at your door.

-Shaun A. Delage

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CLaM SoUL

Well the opposite of what I thought would happen with the letter to my mother, in it I corrected many misconceptions of my youth and was able to finally and fully tell my story, which I think is an empowering process. She has left all communication with me, but what did I have to begin with in a sense, she doesn’t make any sort of effort to keep up a relationship with me.

She pretty much just left me on facebook and banned my name and I guess she is too ashamed to accept my version of the truth.

One thing I came to terms with in writing a letter to bring peace and hopefully evolve our relationship is the fact that she did too abuse me as a youngster, she chose the man that would inflict untold amounts of physical and psychological trauma on me. She says she was never there or that she never saw anything so it seems like a cop out and an easy one at best.

Part of the letter included the fact that I forgave her, and she chose to end all ties with me which is her choice.

I can now feel what it feels like for the many people that have had parents fail them. There are countless people in society that their parents have cause irreparable harm to them and this is why many people are addicted and in pain, or in jail. People aren’t as eloquent in describing their pain in a five page letter, but I am a very good writer hehe

I keep my mind on the path, it is heartbreaking to not include somebody that should be so close on it and I am convinced that sometimes the greatest people you can trust are strangers rather than your own family.

I think my cats passing has taught me a tremendous amount about life and the path I want to lead. At such a sad time I was willing to express myself to my mother and she just basically cowered rather than deal with it like an adult.

I keep my mind on positivity however, I have a very beautiful life out here in the forest in my cabin/kuti and I have become a lacto-ovo vegetarian again and I am picking up my writing where I last left off in the third book, I think it will be an epic story to bring to the world, part of me wants to finish this story and it’s sequels harmoniously so that I can start working on other projects, the next book, my fourth- I want to do a sci-fi type book :::)

I strongly believe that techno has the power to heal along with time, and that you can overcome any obstacle with a varying spectrum of techno-meditation-time scenario

The best station I listen to is techno station on DI.FM it is awesome haha

Part of me in writing the letter was to bring closure to an otherwise chaotic childhood, and to be able to finally tell my side of the story-in which nobody has asked for, and my mother chose to close the door to our life and that is not my fault, that is something she needs to come to terms with and if she never does than most likely she will hold onto that pain and her side of events for countless decades. The process however painful and anxiety inducing has allowed me to get my side of the story told and to put closure to the events that surrounded my life and in seeing her cower away most likely because she is ashamed –now I know my route or path in life does not include those that are supposedly so close to me.

I see people close with their family and my heart aches in a sense because I never had that tenderness or affection. But it has not stopped me from being trusting and loving to other people, exactly quite the opposite most likely has happened instead of creating an indebted, cruel, angry person the matrix essentially has created a bright shining indigo Buddha scavenged out of the tears and pain from an abusive past.

The whole world is suffering in one way or another, many people don’t have any idea why they are here, how they could choose this place or what is going to transpire. Essentially you can wait for the answers to come to you or you can make your own reality.

-Shaun A. Delage

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Power Magnet

When I think of god and the divine I tend to think about my own path. When I think of how much adversity I have had in my life, I also think about how fortunate I am to be alive.

To be a suicide survivor is a massive thing to think about, because I almost left the planet prematurely.

The disabilities I face are pretty stressful at times, but they are a rarity for now. Being a suicide survivor nobody really wants to talk about nor face that part in your life.

I have extreme shaking in my hands sometimes, and most people have ‘their thing’ but when I look at a server serving a nice brunch and they have no problems handing me the plate I tend to be envious.

Envious because they have what I have not. Dexterity.

When my hands shake, I can think of nothing else but my future, I also have serious nerve damage in my wrists, along with scars and dexterity issues. I wonder whether it will get worse, at times I almost feel what somebody with parkinson’s disease has. And when your disability involves something so close to a person such as their hands, their livelihood, it strikes home to me.

I feel fortunate that my attempt on my life wasn’t successful, It was Very serious however I was flown back to the country and had to go right into a code red unit in a childrens hospital.

Part of me wonders – why me, why so young, why so deep, why so serious, why didn’t I leave, why am I so lucky.

Then I think of my other disability, that involves the mind, my mental illness, and when your disabilities include the mind and hands it does strike home.

You tend to grasp suffering in all conceptualization. You tend to be compassionate towards others, you tend to feel lucky in life, and you tend to do not what everyone else is doing.

I feel almost like I have invisible illnesses

90% of the time I am okay but I realize now, I will never, count that, NEVER have a working life.

Perhaps something on my own terms like my books or whatever

But for these things that people take for granted I also feel very fortunate to be living and breathing this very moment and how fortunate I feel to share my suffering and my life with you my readers, disciples and friends.

Get well soon Paris Jackson

-        Shaun A. Delage

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