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Showing posts with label british columbia. Show all posts
Showing posts with label british columbia. Show all posts

polar dragon





In such a paradigm to exist in the world is slowly coming to the full realms of realization  now we are officially in the end times, but what most don’t understand is that we should be looking for 2013 and 2014 and beyond not just halting all thoughtform at 2012 and perhaps this is the goal of the establishment
For me personally to make notice of project monarch in full effect has been a defeating process because most people I implicate don’t have any idea of their role in the grand scheme of things they were most likely under possession of sorts but that is only because their inner nature was subservient to the luciferian mind
While I don’t try and relay I have all the answers life is extremely complex to deal with and to navigate
I have just finished my 2nd novel and what an accomplishment literary wise, to write two novels in 3 years
I see the world going back to a regional rule over the internationalist rule we have been under and things will be closer knit
This is relative to 2012 of course but the ego maniacs running the show could flip a switch and all our comforts will have been replaced, this is a terrifying concept to most considering nobody is really in tune with their creative process nor are they in tune with their ancient purpose
Let alone people are under spells really
We live in such an illusion of society that glorifies initiated sellouts and they are going to bring us to the brink of holocaust if we don’t stay true to our ancient goals.
Really coming to terms with your ancient power, intellect and reasoning is the smartest advice but as well living on very little and not demanding of your world material wise is more keys to success because once you succumb to the material state it will slowly envelope you in riches
Materialism itself is a key point because the entire western culture is built on materialism and capitalism
The countries with more ancient souls and purpose have been left alone and behind and the newer incarnated countries of earth are flaunting their material wealth to those that have very little and no wonder we have the society we do
But when you leave people in a world that is solely materialist you open your society to various forms of intrigue including people literally going bazerk with boredom because their material nature doesn’t satisfy the boredom of being in prison
Coming to terms with the fact that you are imprisoned this very moment in your reality and cannot escape brings great power. When you sleep, if you are united with your astral vehicle you are able to escape this prison state and that is why much of the herbs and tonics used for dimensional travel and uniting you with your soul vehicle have all but been outlawed
While I go through times where I quit marijuana then become fundamentalist about my views then smoke another bowl and I am in heaven
Marijuana is one of the only things on earth that can bring the entire world into a global enlightenment, not only trying it, but FULL legalization of the herb, seeds, oils etc
What a travesty on the population that alcohol and tobacco remain full legal alternatives to the slave state but essentially people need the distraction and the evolution that marijuana provides
Sadly once this is realized we will get nowhere and as well people like marc emery, colton harris moore, Julian assange, Bradley manning  deserve full legal protection and guidance and once these people that are unaware of their impulse state or their own humanity should be afforded freedom or therapy not to be locked up in solitary confinement or having to be imprisoned into a venue that promotes ideology like rape and violence it seems that we live in a two tier prison planet
Those out in freedom are still imprisoned in this reality and those in prison have their bodies behind bars but essentially the same thing really and this knowledge gives one a lot of power in their daily world and their daily interactions, being able to look at oneself objectively, as being confined in this reality with almost no hope of escape
But I have seen worse in the astral worlds, like whole cities surrounded by a room and walls, or places where murder and violence prevail as forms of communication
With 2012 now in full focus it is time to stop thinking of 2012 and start thinking of 2013 and 2014
Perhaps after the end of the world, much like y2k passes and we all realize there is nothing to worry about maybe we will be satisfied with our prison state until we die who knows, but it would be nice for divine entities to land and all beings who wish to leave this dimension for others that are more enlightened would be a god send
It is always wise to prepare for unrest with food stocks, candles, lighters, lots of rice, camping stoves, incense and whatever else you need if all hell breaks loose and we loose things like societal functioning and electricity
It is always nice to be prepared so you’re not looking at your neighbor like they are a freshly seasoned to perfection roasted turkey haha
But don’t get swept up in the paranoia, hype, and mystery
Believe it is all illusion much like your very own existence and you will be fine
can you exist with ur ancient purpose, void of capitalism and materialism, without the system and its structure in place? 
that remains the greatest paradigm for each soul as we enter a new era 
-          Shaun A. Delage


bebe puppy




Nothing really to do at this point so i thought i would ramble on in a universal dispatch
I have personally been feeling the edges of 2012 hit and it will come into focus predominately with the induction of the year clicking into focus, 2012. At most our only issues remain with the fact that our problems are un solvable marketwise or capitalist wise.
Nobody understands their existence unless they begin to isolate themselves from the social norm.
Thankfully I will be graced with a 2 week silent retreat. I think it will be awesome to enter into a summertime full on dhamma retreat with 3 discourses a day. Meditation 3 times in between a nap twice water approximately 14 times and yea fun lol
I am going away to catsit again soon. I love felines. Caring for an animal is my greatest wish.
I just heard the barefoot bandit will get about 10 years in jail and have to pay the victims of his crimes with the movie deal to his life story. It is funny how the world literally ignores me while I embark on a journey that places me in one of the most famous existences on earth call it ego mania but even psychiatrists whom are educated enough to diagonose ego maniacal behaviour are very much ego maniacal themselves with all of their distinctions. Their power etc
I was fortunate enough to meet a baby puppy these past few days and it reminded me of creation. I was in a way honoured to be one of the first people it encounters on its path. I am filled with feelings of happiness and love and compassion for the animal. In some ways I wish I was a baby puppy but perhaps I am in the incarnation doing the things I want to do presently
It has occurred to me, that I have substance besides the almost etheric residual net that exists all around us, the walking dead of the matrix so to speak. It would seem that everyone and their dog is given an incarnation so that we may see the change in the world and witness the untold horrors of existence.
One could only be happy with their present existences but that is not the case essentially.
Most people are angry about something or detest their own humanity for example to treat others with dignity. This includes people in your own governance. This sadist need to govern over the masses in a capitalist paradise is by its very nature illusion but remains one of our greatest preoccupations
Spending more time in nature to achieve my goals lately –I am filled with many reasons for existing yet i remain an urban hermit for various reasons. Too scared to come out or whatever
I have been really pondering three courses of action. #1 Ph.D In universal theory #2 Freeman on the land and #3 My artist portfolio
I know with enough reflection and dedication if I came into the amount needed to edit my book I would be set for life. I have to have faith in the future. I like to view my book as a retirement fund rather than a shelved manuscript at this point lolz
People all around are in this so called purgatory of distraction until it comes to their presence that their time is up ...People usually live oblivious to suffering...detached from their own bodily functions for example. But one should embrace all avenues of humanity and never fear too much inside their human vision state. One thing I do know is that I am scared of finding a man I mean not many men exist with the qualities i seek so I guess I am better off on my own totally independent of coupledom hehe
One exists in all  ...Where is your home? Who are you? Why are you here ? what is your career?
-I cant answer that for you but you CAN start on the path of ascension anytime
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I ask my guide to show me the way and what i get is a nice delight i get a fly we Went to a strange city on a tram and was trying to get to university really expensive city to visit dimensionally and expensive to go see man it cost me alot of money to see this place got to university and took my first course and was doing stuff on math and these people were cutting off the live legs of lizards and i thought that was disgusting and quit the course and i was talking to people in the atrium but i was like god the course was so horrific and I was having a sandwich in the atrium and A guy said I had something in my teeth and he put his hands up to my face but cutting off the live lizards legs was seriously gross. Next i wandered the same city and caught a bus to nowhere totally lost and no GPS or planet or anything I was seriously lost in a matrix and there are hundreds of thousands of miles to explore so I was trying to get my bearings and I pull out a map and I am in the middle of a city the size of my home province british Columbia . the end stop of the bus and there was trucks and trains they were hauling people on those and i didn’t want to go farther than that i wanted to explore the city some more.  Met up with a guy at a restaurant next and he ordered chicken and fries and the chicken was succulent I mean amazing and we were going to go to the casino later and we shared this chicken meal we walked through a bunch of cars and the scene was a collage of reality vs fiction next i wandered to a great park and nothing happened lol
-          Shaun a. Delage






insect world



The hell world is all around us, prevalently through media but it also takes other form of ritual and form to society ....much of the newer hell cult flicks such as hostel and the human centipede take over the minds and souls of our younger people forcing them into a world that is literal torture to witness
Not to mention the video games with full sadist graphics being played out and taught to our young
We actually live in a very violent and very sadistic society to be in
This is why I state that it is wise to tune out all avenues of luciferian magic even amongst pressure by those you know to watch an obviously sadist flick or play a game with full sacrifice
These media not only prop up the luciferian entities around you and I
But also leaves you under the hypnosis of much more sadistic creatures that are attracted to that vibration, likewise if you stay on earth and are constantly involved in earthen pursuits
Guess where you will remain in a multitude of existences
Before I sound prudish I have to remind you that this is not some utopian paradise that your meant to simply eat all you wish see all the flesh you can handle and tell anyone you want to fuck off
No this is a paradoxical checkerboard planet to live in – it has shades of pure evil laced with amazing beauty.  There are things like apocalypse to worry about, having your soul ensnared into an evil cult, your own health, you constantly have to be aware and guarded, there are things like addictions, poverty, and hunger. And not to mention catastrophe
Along with an internal prison structure for the mind along with a slavery prison structure for the body
We have many structures in place to keep you in check keep you impoverished keep you ignorant and keep your vibration as earth based as possible...Which is why I strive to address illusions while remaining universal in my actions and my thoughtform.
Which is why I personally have sworn off all forms of luciferian magic.
Why watch a movie so entrenched in Satanism like hostel or human centipede when you can watch a comedy or a documentary.
There is the argument that 99% of our media is controlled through the Masonic hell based Hollywood industrial complex. I just wonder why people choose to observe this sadistic ritual in place.
This evil nature that is encompassing the globe only feeds the sadistic nature of the Satanist mind. Then I also bring in the theory that technically not everything you see in media is false per se or fiction or make believe.  It all has to deal with your perception
Then I also bring in the theory that most of our hell based movies are not of this earth ...made in countless other dimensions technically making all who witness the horror flick witness to the spiritual sins committed and accessory to the spiritual incursion
Nobody thinks that we could have 70,000 other planets in the universe of the hell dimensions
Nobody believes in universalism ...believe me you bring people to a universal mode of thought and they always come crawling back to earth...it is their safehouse. People love their abusers. This satanic network of powerful closet case transvestites that are running everyones lives in north America and essentially the world. Including instilling 'proper family values' while they themselves dress in womens panties and bras and have sex with other men behind temple fraternity walls. These types not only have sadist fetish.  Things like snuffing people out and child abuse including torture of babies and animals is permitted in places like Canada and the USA and Europe. People are shocked when they hear of some figurehead for crime being brought down.  Like dahlmer or manson. But what about what goes on unnoticed by those that control every aspect to your humanity from the lights being on, to the air you breathe, to the food you eat, the 420 you smoke, how you get your rocks off, what you see and feel and touch. Every aspect to humanity is controlled somewhat.
This is why it is essential that you raise yourself to a universal level. One that is able to perceive other dimensions. One that questions their reality. One that has the power and can say to their buds next to them “This movie is fucking gross. Sorry but I am gonna go do something else”
Why be accessory to the most advanced degrees of luciferianism playing out in the most cheapest method available....Why Receive this chaos magic in the advanced programming code needed for your life to operate.
Imagine your life as a complex DNA string and in that string is trillions of events and chemical combinations/emotions and memories etc. Why would most sit blindly by and allow this magic to make them achieve their most ultimate self.
At least resist this DNA code playing out to script. At least take steps to make sure your future isn’t mapped out for you. If you realize you are in prison, with freedoms. Then work to take comfort in your inherent prison sentence and work with it rather than go deeply down the rabbit hole in so much ritual magic and sacrifice there is literally no retrieving you.
Like wise the same could be said for adaptations of real life in hell based video games playing out in -HDTV or 3-D tv etc If the items are so easily available to you like a 3-D Teevee and several really disgusting gory games to play ...one needs to ask why. Not simply out of entertainment. You have been permitted this media by advanced intelligence for a reason. Not to mention the realm of virtual reality and 3-d reality and realistic games opens up a plethora of discourses on how our virtual reality is mixing with our real reality and how we perceive these fantasies are actually based in a seeming reality to our brains...bit complex maybe i should have worded it differently lol who knows but we'll move on....
Which is why some are permitted more access to money $$ (luciferian currency) above others. Which is why the basis for ego takes over and you are made to believe you are superior to a Buddhist monk for example who wears the same two robes, has renounced currency and only eats before noon
Chances are if you don’t have much money it means you are closer to being a human being that you can imagine but likewise there are some enlightened rich folk that worked their way into wealth or for example married somebody rich ...But you don’t leave your soul when you inherit massive wealth god no. But chances are I would say 95% of wealth is Satanism in effect
Of course used a control mechanism by those with wealth for those without likewise choice is an illusion created by those with power for those without
Many will try and remind me of my captivation pieces at times, say I am off, or a lunatic, an ex criminal, a mentally disturbed/delusional (because they read my dreamwork on here) or who knows whatever the list goes on
this entitlement society that attaches cheap and quick productive labels to people without glorifying them amazes even me it seems we are hell bent on bringing people down with these labels
I like to smile and shake my head and thank them for reminding me of my mistakes then i ask them what theirs might be so we can attack those as well while were at it
this is what I do when I am reminded of my supposed earth based sins by the luciferian mindset I like to shoot back the thought "well what about your mistakes, the blood you have spilt, the horror you have caused and the pain you have witnessed without saying a word" lol usually I am left in peace for at least another 24 hours :)
Likewise when your guilt ridden and depressed about something you did ten years ago to somebody out of the blue and you go get some alcohol to cover up the pain this is the luciferian mind at work
It would seem divinity is rather paradoxically invisible but working within the confines of the individual mind in a universe that has all but collapsed into 64 x 64 hypercubes then times that by 1000 with the solar system and individual earths spread throughout this grid. In multiples. Then we have an actuality for the structure of the universe rather than this black expansive littered with stars and planets black void. No in our dimensional representation this expansive universe is simply the size of an inch by inch cube one of thousands or millions playing out to exact script....now you see why intellectuals are killed off early lol they threaten the basis to our spirituality and our faith, philosophers are still hunted and 'taken care of' for proposing ideals that not only the establishment doesnt want to accept but also individual minds.  The only way you are able to perceive divinity is if you open the pathways to universal thought and universal wisdom. Universal theory essentially.
Essentially not giving into the demands of all earth based governance which is usually inherently evil based. Call it reptiles, or sadists or masons whatever.... There are so many systems of control and laws and rules around your being and your mind it is tough for the average person to be able to either question them in totality or begin to address these illusions further because new ones are being stacked on at an ever increasing rate.
Infantile programs being initiated from the hell worlds incarnate into human bodies where they spent their last life as an insect in a colony or a tree for example being sedentary for 1000 years. Not much is going to come out of this person as far as creativity goes let alone being to address their attachment to illusion.  Then you have the idea that many you see and encounter are housed in the hell worlds indefinitely ...furthering those worlds ideals at all costs. Their earthbound life depends on it.
It is almost trickery of the system when one program begins to resist and address the illusions around them. Work to address the power structures in place. But also find solace in their inherent humanity and take comfort with the world that is being shown to them....while remaining smart about where they are going.  It is hard to trick a keener hehe
I hope I have helped you question your surroundings a bit more with this discourse
May you be healthy
May you be happy
May you be prosperous
May you be loved
May you be free from danger
May you be wealthy
May you smile
-          Shaun A. Delage

I did get one response to the below letters from the Vancouver coastal health authority all in masonic blue text , i am unable to post the email since it is a crime but the gist of the email is :

medications administered while someone is certified under the Mental Health Act are not reviewable

  

captivation 3.6 WHY LET YOUR striking looks be a state secret ?? >:/



























CAPTIVATION
ONLY READ IF YOU CAN PERCEIVE HUMAN SUFFERING
Rev. Dr. SHAUN ALLEN DELAGE D.D.
Under the threat of perjury and libel
And a brutal and torturous jail sentence
Why let your good looks be a state secret?
Dedicated to the immediate release of COLTON HARRIS-MOORE











Vancouver/US/Canada conspiracy-monarch slave mind control victim
Ritualistic and glorified incest magic and magic that is never spoken about only hinted @
My thoughts on this are rather mixed but i also know that libel is only true if the situation is proved to be false. I have the very nature for my soul i am looking for and obtaining a higher being. A higher path. Not one involved in ritual magic and dark arts instituted by the ladies of the eastern star and the grand lodges of various places. The only real way i can end this sickened state is to bring into view. I don’t subscribe to secrets. My life is public domain. I am a recovering C.I.A./csis sex slave. Psychiatry survivor
I am willing to undergo a polygraph test and further psychological analysis to determine the validity of my concerns in the trauma state happening in the minds of our beautiful earthbound selves. i am in no way responsible for the lives of international citizens it is not my wish for an attainment of self. Under the threat of perjury.
Robert Larry Mason- was programming me into eating soup and having me eat soup i guess for my future cannibal soup eating who knows kinda gross– said i had to be double wrapped if i was to have sex with lomax( – see below) basically was trying to have me have sex with somebody who is
HIV + that looked exactly like me and was a bit more beautiful lol one day woke up and caught him chanting next to a candle over my sleeping self, would do things with his gut, burnt his cats face.  Master at sublimination techniques. Picture of him with former prime minister mulrouney. I was reading a book on masonry when a paragraph was taken out of the book and posted in xtra west Vancouver gay magazine. Where i met mr.mason initially. Then he introduced me to my replicated self. I packed and moved every item i had into his house then quickly packed up and moved back out a few days later. I said if it was anybody under any other name i wouldn’t have done this. Made comments about only having a half a brain while having his head operated on and his back operated on as well.  Talked in riddles. Scotiabank Vice Prez, chairman> gizeh- under the current state of Islamic law above many others. The spot condominiums the white round circular building in DT van –previous prime ministers- Level 36 shriner. Mirror programmer. A sex mason. Baphomet hybrid. The spot penthouse loft, 666 in postal code. I was shown the movie “total eclipse” http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Total_Eclipse_(film) where it is implied that i would suffer the loss of my own leg if i did not convert and essentially release my soul to masonry where the initiation is depicted as having one leg shown and tied at the knee and undergoing a figurative death. Since then i have undergone many handshakes with people resulting in physical pain for days after followed by sadistic dreams. As well, shortly after meeting this man in his tower i was hospitalized and confined with no rights under the law as far as my own treatment was concerned and was injected in the knee which vibrates on a daily basis (see VGH below) by a nurse from a union on the same street as the grand lodge of the BC and the Yukon (nurses union) (w8th ave Vancouver) very well , i like very many few people do not give into this subliminated notion that i will lose my leg, and will gladly lose my leg and die on this planet than to give my soul over to some secretive fraternity/cult that has been masterminding the eventual occurrences in my supposed timespan of a lifetime. I do not subscribe to being fed human meat either. At their orgies of lust and literally eating your fellow man. He had one way mirrors all over his loft, made sure i knew of it. When i underwent a psychiatric examination at VGH there was this room with a one way mirror. I was basically hospitalized for having a burn on my temple (forehead) with no understanding of how it got there. I do know i was in a state of mind that would make me aware if any trauma happened. It was all hidden magic. I was due to have a threesome when i stepped back and hit my head on some steps. And lomax said “see he hit his head” “he hit his head” It is odd that they would say this because my real grandfather committed suicide by shooting himself in the head. He displayed his affiliation with eli lilly in the form of lillys and attempting to have me bartered in my arranged marriage scheme witha  girl from the pharmaceutical company arranging an MBA presentation at the Hotel Vancouver – had two brother Siamese cats that were having sex all the time. I guess this would make me the temple prostitute i am struggling with the fact that my own brother could hate me to some degree but my brother would be two years older than i and was given up for adoption. This would make this the greatest conspiracy in canadian history. That my brother was infected with HIV and somehow the papers got mixed up and i was given another brother in his place with schizophrenia.  Although visually i know what is the truth and my identity confirmed the natural route would have been to sanctify the initiation because i don’t know what the answers are i don’t know what has been done to me but if i did have sexual relations with my own father (however he looked nothing like me)  i am prepared to accept that. That even now the family i inhabit is illusion on my supposed fathers side. I believe i am a hybrid entity from another galaxy a divine birth entity so to speak.  It is tough to see past the illusion the envelopes every being that comes into contact with me. My brother lomax was into transvestite worlds. Said he was the godfather to prince William and harry and that his sword was haunted next to the stairs and showed me a picture of a guy standing three levels up on the staircase. He hinted at being in the know of some of my crimes including stolen laptops and told me he knew some people in the Vancouver police dept and showed me their business cards. His daughter is ‘kelly mason’ he lived in the penthouse of the spot where i was subliminated into having unprotected sex with this alien being weirdo which was painful considering how small of a penis he had because it was sex with a devil reptile father. Pretty sick kellys biz card had the Egypt eye and he said he came from Toronto and his wife was Islamic and he had to leave because of a conspiracy involving rentboys and he said he would personally make sure George bush put me in jail if i left him. Said he would put bullet proof glass on the parking lot same as milligan below – also the entire building has video recording that recorded me around the premisis. A level 36 shriner is considered the devil incarnate
- Jason Lomax [ja-s son] hmmm, cute but was attempting to infect me with HIV. Hint: Devils advocate movie. My exact replica twin introduced via larry mason. Was trying to get me to have sex with this guy my brother, most give in. I did not. Dogwood monarchist. Said it was larrys way or the highway and i chose the highway. Ironically i met this twin when my great grandmother died and she in fact did kill a child when she was younger so i am not surprised that this being showed up and tried to have me have sex with it and possibly get infected with hiv in the process. Illuminate the illuminated it would be no secret that she was trying to have me bartered for her soul and have me trapped with my own soul vs hers and to set herself free with a man that had childlike characteristics. This individual will always be paradoxical in my mind, most likely a raised secret demonic entity but i am willing to give him the benefit of the doubt of being an actual displayable human being. He was a drag queen apparently. So he would be aquainted with joanie and the dogwood monarchy of Vancouver. He was featured on the modelling show ‘ how far would you go’ Looked exactly like meh, this torture still messes with me to this day has family up in prince george
Sandra Macmillan Xtra west and pink triangle press . E star, hunts and pimps out assets. Stock must be up there. I am not speaking of corporate stock, since i believe the press is somewhat privately held by private interests. By private individuals. Basically you sign up for an ad and then you are graded on your looks and skill and pimped out to the highest bidder by people that are seemingly “all about the community” What sort of community sells people sexually? The illusion is that it is all the persons choice to be a billionaire escort when it is heavy mind programming and a host of other complex issues but the easiest formulae is being young, gay, & broke not to mention defeated by the system. And the whole community thrives on this it is really sickening. Xtra west works with freemasons and the police to target vulnerable people and sell them off for healthy renumeration
Dan Goodleaf- nunavut territory architect- Canadian costa rica ambassador... Kahnawake Mohawk Territory kitsalano beachfront embassy-3 govt distinctions on wall. Rough Hybrid creature. Ironic how he believes women selling themselves outside of reserves is “ab.hor.rent” i escaped my forcible confinement and walked barefoot to his kits house in yellow robes that i was forced to wear. Stripped of my clothing and identification. I was followed by police detectives where i eventually ended up at UBC. Yes here on paper and digitally I had unprotected sexual  relations for pay with one of the highest echelons of governance in the country of Canada. One of the highest ranking public officials in office. Not many people have any idea what “Nunavut” is or what it means. It is the newest body of land in Canada a territory was split and from two three were created so Canada has another territory versus a province. Where is my proof? i know exactly where he resides embassy wise. Which will always remain a secret. Who else would know that?  I know the layout of his house and the 3 government distinctions on his wall are etched into my mind. Also all the interactions are traceable via the phone and ad records of xtra west. He also had a mole on his huge penis. 3 women that lived below the ambassador watched me enter the property of the kitsalano beachfront embassy
 Sen5es bakery...metropolitan hotel..crowne plaza hotel Georgia- i was introduced to the wife of a billionaire whom led me to the vuitton store in hotel Vancouver people were arguing and it later subliminated my eventual capitalist vuitton rape that i met this guy vuitton across from masons loft and he took me back to his place and lulled me into another unprotected sex rape after this sexual assault i went to st. Pauls hospital asking for a rape kit test and they said i should be admitted to psychiatric and i ran out of there in tears. Was paraded in a welfare to work scheme and many gay men were trying to buy me. Some came in with hot guys there to tempt me. Gay sex washroom downstairs. Human d.n.a in the food. Introduced me to evil weirdo who later became the goatee vampire in the matrix that got shot in the head.  Tried to sell me on the open market to rich men and also Jessica alba came in quite a few times and as well peter wall simply having this being in your presence is enough for pre programmed assault basically humans can be programmed like crystals. Owned by Chinese freemasons from Toronto. After i split tea on an asian girls crotch resulting an ambulance riding up on the sidewalk and was dismissed for stealing a chefs shoes lol the whole bakery vanished. Was on the grounds of the former crowne plaza hotel Georgia on the corner and sent there via ‘destinations’
S.U.C.C.E.S.S. was involved in a business plan scheme which evidently was a pimping front for several well to do business men including a tobacco daddy who was very affectionate. I got accepted on my idea for edible insects/incest
Sun Wah Centre Vancouver Chinatown aprox 270 Keefer st. Scotia bank in mall – Chinese freemasons own this mall- i went in and picked a silver briefcase and walked out attempting a mindless theft on the way down the escalator a brother of the owner punched me in the head and forced me back to a security area where an African American was security i was on probation at the time and this one incident would have sent me to jail so i grabbed a razor from my pocket and cut the compass and square into both wrists while the security was talking with the guy and it was over my actual cuts from my serious attempt bleeding on the ground they came in and freaked out and told me to return the case downstairs to the shop with blood soaked on it and they let me go. Otherwise i would have been thrown in prison. I walked to the tinseltown food court greek restaurant and let the girl call me an ambulance where i was brought to st. Pauls hospital and released after not saying a word. All on camera and all with a witness as the guard. Secretive beings controlling your every choice like a character in the sims but when it comes to mutilation there is some hardcore lessons to be learned about individual choice and the sadness of the most detested yet most beautiful evolving soul on the planet. The notion that i brought it on myself is an easy argument i however beg to differ that i was lead there by unseen magic to be placed into protective rape custody where i would have spent several hours or weeks or months in prison by these lunatics running the show i however changed the plans a bit didn’t i? Because here i am 8 years crime free in 2010 it would have been easy and perfect punishment to put somebody like me in the prison system to not only be raped by prisoners and guards but also given brutal infections in the process. We live in a sickened society that will lock up any individualism yet wont provide any care for people that need it in the form of therapy. It is much simpler to throw the animal away and drug it up to cover the pain of their illusion of a life.
“Destinations” contractual United States job finding firm for the intelligence agencies and BC gov’t was responsible for sending me to sen5es for employment
Vancouver Police Dept. Witnessed a beating of a homeless man behind my 6 bedroom apartment at hastings and main the same block as the police station and ovaltine cafe. Where they film movies all the time. They beat him while he was shouting that he is trash and left his puppy for the SPCA and his shopping cart for just anybody to take looking around paranoid the officers did their civic duty on society as they would say “this job changes people” those aware of this notion would never think twice about offering somebody up for rendering. Who is watching the watchers. But doing drugs with police officers and dressing up in womens clothes gives ya  abit of confidence in being able to please a man.
Vuitton guy-people were killed on his bathroom floor-transexual islamic princess as his girlfriend,worked at hotel Vancouver same place i went to an mba presentation via the sex mason where i was introduced to my arranged marriage setup.
David/dave MILLIGAN owner of the iron knight yacht that i stayed in the wedgewood with and also north shore hotel. He raped a friend of mine. Also threatened to shoot me in the back –was fleeing Canada on child porn charges was worth 12 million. Met his son at a rave who introduced us. Took every item i owned for investigation by Panamanians and costa Ricans to establish a realistic curse on me based on his given talents. Said i would be shot in the back, this would make one assume that lomax whom was infected was done so by my own mistakes so therefore the sex mason and him would have a bounty on my soul so to speak but i do not subscribe to time in a sense so i do not take fault in this being my fault ,... follow me lol the devil would be the supreme deceiver sure but at least pick something a bit smarter to entrap my very soul man.  I had to find my passport in my stuff they were throwing off the ship..when they wern’t looking in less than 20 seconds.... This all when i was 15 years old. He was a transvestite and a bad one too into heroin and coke and i had to leave the yacht bound for costa rica with my passport because i had been busted after the fact after i took aprox $30,000 US from the 400LB first mate of the yacht what a blessing in disguise thank you to my angels for that one ! they woke me on the last day with a handcuff and a flashing tazer gun/stun gun at a marina on the yacht in new west minister.  And forced me to confess to my crimes on videotape under duress. Then i was released with $3 and a passport... he said he had ties to the RCMP and that they would find me and hunt me down as well. Said there was going to be bullet proof glass on the yacht-mason said the same. I met with a member of security for the wedgewood hotel where milligan stayed and he hinted that i was a celebrity while staying at the penthouse where my friend Jessica was raped by this cokehead. I identified myself as a member of security for mr. Milligan and was videotaped. While they instituted no investigation as to my presence, if i am 28 now and look 17 can you imagine what i looked like when i was 15? lol
USS abe Lincoln- brought onboard a foreign nuclear aircraft carrier under no jurisdiction from our own country. Was given a super secret tour.  At age 12 and brought around areas where there were many nude sailors
·         Vipassana meditation CENTRE – dhamma surabhi    BLUE meditation cult- although the technique cured my insatiable lust for criminality the actual centre and people drawn to the centre are not. Eastern star ladies affiliation (no secret) PINE LAKE saw a girl drown to death as a youth (ritual drowning.) and sacrifice for my own royal intrigue to take place.  Dhamma surabhi = sweet smelling aroma of pine. Teacher called me transsexual and had a pin at the end of the course displaying his affiliation with the lions club international. Interdimensional Mindgames telepathic warefare magic and Indian curses taking place, under the guise of metta and free love when in fact they starve you and subliminate things to only telepathic beings put there by the elite ones a mystery school so to speak. The Victoria chapter dhamma modana is holding day sits at the eastern star hall in colwood. They don’t allow you to speak either or pleasure yourself. The dining room curtains are Masonic blue. The doors are Masonic blue. Surrounded by an electric fence. Of course any willing being would say, they are great they are beautiful.
On one level on a surface level the meditation is very nice and beautiful, other things are happening that we are unaware of. This meditation sticks with me to this day, calms and heals me. but also cured me of my greatest curse alive the one that would have had me thrown in jail. The need to break the law. The rush of being in trouble. The torture of being cursed to be THE most detested personality type on the planet. I was not supposed to act out or speak out how dare i. Nobody that takes the course ever speaks ill of it. They use a method that is all to familiar like posting a sign that says “please do not point your feet at the teachers” without explaining it it created an imprint so that whenever you point your feet at somebody you think of vipassana  and the confusing linguistics. It is a modern day Masonic CULT of people but it is widely accepted and is taking over the world. Which is paradoxical in itself. The followers empathetically protect the values of the meditation while it is helpful to some degree it allows you to disassociate with your human wisdom state of being actually in the moment.
Was telepathically assaulted while on the course and subliminated to do sexual things with illuminated light With another guy. I was followed here by somebody from the hippy gypsy cult that was trying to trap me into a child sex scheme and was made fun of in meditation and had energy vampirism and assault done on me while on this course by a weird eunich related to shahee warner
Nextel -i was introduced to a central intelligence agency person from a pride party at the downtown library in Vancouver. I was given a behind the scenes tour of Nextel in Portland and given a toxic DMT substance at a rave in Portland where i felt instantaneously murderous in my thoughts, it took alot to resist the vibration. I only introduced myself as seven or 7 and people mistook me for seven of nine this was in the year 2001 aprox.
CBC NEWS  that while my 1994 outfront interview was broadcast after my serious suicide attempt Canada wide they refuse to publicize this document
British Columbia government and there is a solid and verifiable paper trail in my case as well with many cases of abuse that the government has kept secret and never attempted to intervene.... while applying for a $5000 grant for school i walked into a ministry for children and families office and discovered several files containing abuse records which were never acted upon but conveniently logged sitting on a computer screen in front of me, and while there was a few investigations involving police and counselling in Sydney BC for having a black eye nothing came out of it thank you to the RCMP Many many cases of abuse that were never logged yet when something was brought on me regarding something sexually devious everyone jumped on me beat me an harassed me for flat out lies
Kingdom of the Netherlands The Hague War crimes Court- articulating that if a person is being tortured in their home country for their political views they essentially have ignored my requests for political asylum in the Netherlands so far..including grave breaches of the geneva convention by having biological experimentation done on me at VGH
Queen Elizebeth the 2nd. Cretien, and prince phillip . The HMCS quadra mindcamp. R. C. S. C. C. Rainbow.  My abuse there was a human rights investigation shunned by the admirality of the pacific coast- Despite the mind torture that ensued in the system and the drugs given and the collective thought process that was instituted there is no war yet a war on ourselves. Abused by a female officer and assaulted at age 15 put to sleep  @ camp Quadra.
UBC – i was introduced to a mysterious Japanese psychiatrist through my xtra west billionaire escort ad that had me read newspapers for him on the grounds of uBc and it instituted my breakdown involving my psychotic episode where i was getting messages in newspapers then went to the embassy and stripped naked and was certified i also have sex with him but couldn’t have sex with him cause he is asian, his records of identity are confirmed at F212 bathhouse in vancouver
Peter Andrachuck- the start of it all. Victoria regional royalty. Made me touch 2000 year old books. With hide for paperback. Had furry legs. He raped other guys in hotel rooms. Father leading advisor on Hispanic artefacts. mother is a medical doctor Darlene hammel. Masonry . referral done by above. Met him through the VYPS VICTORIA YOUTH PRIDE SOCIETY where he was co chair where many men up to age 35 where preying on vulnerable gay youth as young as 14
Shahee/craig Warner – setup a child sex scheme to try and lure me into a “hippy cult” took parts of my name like others and is generally a fucked up individual. Introduced me to a satanic hippy cult that had sexually abused girls by a girl named ‘estarte’ and they tried to neuro program me to sexually assault the girls , of course it never happened lol but they were trying their hardest including feeding me visionary herbs was instilling the notion of vipassana on me and also the forceful encounter with the ambassador to costa rica through subliminals of costa rica.
Joico salon products for making me strip to my underwear at Canada place for a hair show at age 17
The empress hotel/Banff springs hotel-proscout/wedgewood/pinnacle hotel-hotel vancouver-theft/sex/death/chemical/blood magic. Mrs. QUEEN  Elizebeth cursed me with the thieves curse to steal thousands upon thousands from the empress and police officers. As a youth. Then later continuing my curse with the chemical neuro programming. I hopped the security rope and walked down the same path as her royal majesty put on display for all to see. During the commonwealth games. Inside and outside the Emperess hotel, ironically.  Anybody that did this these days would have been tackled and shot but i did it because a few other intelligence agents did it. Many other people present at her walkabout there received the same dimensional curse. It is done through neuro linguistics mind altering phrases and words flashes of cameras and pre cognitive rituals and then they do the walkabouts. I was at the time of a youth going into The emperess hotel (same as the walkabout) and greedily stole over $200,000 from a pool locker room ....all before being able to be charged legally. Why would they never question me and permit me access even under video and security surveillance but there was a hot security guy who is blonde that happily watched me on camera in the hot tub. This was all around 14 years old.. Of course a newly minted senator was a victim larry Campbell the corner, i know because i almost took his badge.... i’m sorry but those that at this point that are thinking.ineed.jesus i think you should just stop reading lol no charges no investigation other than that by secret entities i would spend hours and days semi nude at age 15 in that place all under the watchful eye of the people that work there. PROSCOUT was a cover for Monarch slave trading where i was auctioned off in front of people from ford agency and others like willhemnia and etc etc in the Banff springs hotel which is ironically owned by the same people as the emperess Where i committed many crimes just to get to Banff where i was literally sold off under the guise of modelling
Jessica alba – was on her movie dark angel in the pilot ...then later checked up on me at sen5es a few times with peter wall (sen5es vanished but is currently in Toronto) daddy wall finances her and cash warren. She did not like that i was apparently involved in a crime on her movie set and wanted to see and make sure i was put to death. She is an eastern star affiliated freemasonic entity
-tourism BC and Corporatel. Intrawest. Staffing of the movies higher ground and dark angel. Hayley wagner: star. on dk angel the scene about the pilot scene where i am in (candy raver clown courier with beads all over doing tarot with super huge cards is an interesting scene indeed) he was a witchdoctor, playing us all....so it would seem. The witchdoctors curse would entail much secret litigation and intrigue. Those cards were about a ½ a foot with. simple symbols on them. Northshore studios and Hollywood north extras. Corperatel is a Masonic corporation that was charged with my death while employed at corperatel i was given lots of crystal meth and a free trip to whistler where i attempted suicide and was literally possessed in the pinnacle hotel
Thomas haas and renata borak my boss at sen5es and the head pastry chef  (incestuous nazi’s)- Austrian nazis that work for mr.wall ....live in his place at the wall center.
Peter wall – Wall Center Hotel – Vancouver Architect.... i went into his hotel after being fired at sen5es for not accepting my pimping scheme and crystal meth addiction...i grabbed a crystal glass and smashed it grabbed a ladies purse and didn’t steal it but just threw it across the room took off my shoes, threw them, walked up the escalator and went to the phone to report a crime against the geneva convention.
I traced pyramids in the blood soaked floor. Now one would wonder how could he do all of this. Well the simple pleasure of being graced with this sauris royalties presence is enough to be whispered in your ear on other levels. They commissioned a hair dresser just below the metropolitan hotel to cut my hair to take it to continue this magic and curse. The hair dresser was beyond hot so i seductivated to their obsession by my own love for men ironically this hair dresser lived in the wall center as well. If you view the wall center from above it it directly in the center of the city and is an eye. Reported a crime via 9-11 against the geneva convention. I was arrested under the mental health act from this hotel incident and brought by ambulance across the street where i spent the night at st. Pauls hospital before being released.
Vancouver General Hospital For injecting my knee with a Masonic non human entity by forcible injection... Called 4 security officers tied me down to  a stretcher and like i said injected me with a secret alien being. All against my will. Against any convention on human rights in the country of Canada and against the treatment of prisoners of WAR. placing me in an oxygen deprived room and making me wear blood soaked robes. Introducing me to another twin of mine but more muscular. Traced the injury in my wrist. Reptile CIA mindcamp. Torture studio. Ugliy hybrid creatures that are charged with your mindcare and neuro programmings. He said his name was Dr. Freezin but i suspect that is the name he gave because i was found naked in front of a Buddhist temple freezing. Reported a crime against the geneva convention via 9-11and the phone was shut off and i was locked up further. During one of my certifications i was forced to strip and then a police officer came up and harassed me about a little metal tin case with crystal meth he found supposedly around me and was treating me with hostility when a nurse spoke up and said that it could have been left by somebody the night prior. Dr freezing said i was “low on potassium” and to drink his elixr after he gave me this mystery drink.... i tried to throw a chair through the window of VGH and was given a lethal injection of this alien being in my knee against my will and being forcibly confined while tortured. This potassium mystery drink was also given to another guy when he as well acted out and punched a nurse and was transferred to a locked mental institution while somebody was shouting that the entire nursing staff should be charged with treason. They locked me in a room and took out all the oxygen so i would pass out ...
 Vancouver Police told me none of my sexual assaults were “real” in their opinion. Had sex with a  cocaine smoking cop that looked like me that made me dress in womens panties and bras
and saanich police -> whom falsely accused me of a serious sexual assault at age 14 and tried to lure me to “steal” a wallet that was “mysteriously” left on the table by the detective. To this day people still assume that i did it and well let them because i know the truth.
R.C.M.P -i’ll simply leave it at this for the moment
University of British Columbia. The elite ones so to speak. Later forcibly confined there as well with no rights under the law. Reported a crime against the geneva convention i caused ten thousand dollars in damage to the hospital flooded the room, set fire to my bed and escaped their mindcamp. Reported a crime against the Geneva convention via 9-11 and the phone was shut off.  I was eventually released after being paraded around naked at starbucks and having the RCMP clothe me with their jacket and hauled back for further incarceration.  And confined by the national security act in UBC

SimonFraserUniversity – Gave blow jobs to the swim team at age 15 in the locker room and also favours for the blue shirt student security team. While servicing the official swim team in the locker room,  i was told that i was their little ‘loony toon’
Kitsalano mental health team - when i brought up the issue of being injured in my hands their reply was you don’t think you would be feeling things so long after your injury do you ? and they said all i was looking for was to be taken care of. What mean things for people to say that are charged with your care and the quacks just babble on while telling me not to relate any of my psychotic outbursts when in fact when you put them all on paper here they seem to flow together...however he did relay at my last appointment with him that my life has a level of surrealism to it
Derek Van Cleve – Olympia Washington –suicide/blood brother-EVERGREEN state college(mindcamp)-mushrooms –masonic elite death ford family  (van cleve ford, morton Washington-family biz) (shauns restaurant Atlanta , Mason world usa. Currently employed) Formerly of neworleans via the hurricane. After doing mushrooms with this guy when i was 15/16 on foreign soil i attempted suicide brutally at evergreen state college neuro CIA torture. My first introduction to the men i so love the most. I was tied to a chair with my wrists slashed and put in hospital where i was flown back to the country under my guardian the minister for children and families. It is simply a crime against the patriot act to incite terrorism against a united states citizen.  At a point after my suicide attempt i was driven from port angeles to Olympia to the doorstep of Derek in an official united states coast guard vehicle from a  Chinese man that counted the beads on a rosary. While i stuck my thumb out to hitchhike to Olympia this man picked me up.

Gold Buddha Monastery – Indonesian Embassy- stripped naked arrested and confined by methods of unseen magic and told i was the insane one. At the Indonesian embassy i was technically on Indonesian soil completely naked and bathing in running water when my old crystal meth dealer magically appeared and said “i will give you the clothes off my back”
Interactive male phone line submitting me for handwriting analysis and voice identification under the guise of a job search when in fact they were collecting voice and evidence.
Delage cars – all but vanished around the turn of the century igniting an occultic war with the ford people.
Terry toivannen abusive administrator introduced me (grade 5) at an early age to the lions club –sex cult- drugged food and urine in the food.  Where i dressed as Michael Jackson, and teased and started a massive sex investigation ironically at ‘macaulay elementary’
The former eaton’s in The former eaton’s centre Victoria B.c. i was hired on as a school liason retail sales associate and was fired for stealing chocolates on valentines day for above peter andruchuck i was also walked on in the perfume cabinet where over two million dollars in colognes and perfumes were kept and spied on by a Victoria Reserve Police officer after being given a secret key that nobody knew about. Well i stole the bitches badge so she will always remember me.   i was hired by the same school where matthew lillard and sherry oterri were filming a movie that i got to give a ride on kabuki cabs. Matthew gave me a $20 tip. While i drove them to ocean point resort with a bodyguard in tow. Sherri said she wished she was having sex on the back of the kabuki cab.
Alberta government foster care physical and sexual abuse as young as 4 also thru the 1988 calgary Olympics ritual sexual abuse while in their care from a house where there was a hockey player as my foster parents also was taking showers with strange men at this time too because i remember asking what their adult penis’s were...still with meh??
Vancouver island health authority Doctor Zsigmundson – contractual psychiatrist – told me that my schizophrenia may have been mistaken for clairvoyance and then rid himself of me and my file and then gave me a lengthy and confusing freemasonic handshake after our only meeting which resulted in physical pain for a few days . It would seem a bit odd that somebody with my history would be refused psychiatric/psychological care.  It is impossible to resist handshakes in todays societies if you are male. Furthermore all i am being offered is medication monitoring given my situation psychological care and further therapy are essential so in effect this health authority and the province of BC and the Government of Canada are perpetuating a war crime. Their answer to my issues is to raise my meds more and more and offer nor real solace to my concerns than to call me paranoid. I told him i was off to a monastery and he said go be with god and he said at some point i may want to have my diagnosis reviewed when it is a hereditary and neurochemical imbalance
Victoria public library and BC forestry ministry – ritualistically tortured in the square of this building underneath the ‘trippy art metal piece’ i was grabbed and thrown into a  concrete stair with blood flowing head injury by a violinist. No charges were laid by Victoria police because they believed i was stealing money from a pan handler when in fact i was putting yellow pellets from a toy gun in his case.
canadiana hostel in dt toronto involving stolen id's posted notices and a staff that was all for the justice dept of ontario where my passport was seized and i was auctioned off to the highest bidder in toronto (see R Larry mason) sex scheme it would seem that if the situation plays out to the exact trademarked script so to speak than the court of your peers would essentially play out in legal jargon that is why they need high level justice people monitoring the situation my second trial by jury was at sen5es (based out of Toronto)
ROYAL JUBILEE hospital in Victoria – i was refused medical and psychiatric care even while producing this document as a basis to wanting help. The receptionist said to sit on the blue bench when there was no blue bench only beige and brown benches when you enter these facilities it is not really how you see it, they actually arrange for actors and other slaves to be present to continue the illusion that it is a medical facility.  The doctor said i was a ‘loner’ and also that my manuscript will never be looked at (cruelly) what strange people to be healing others, and cruel humans
St. John ambulance . Cadet sex troupe . pedophile ring. More drugged food, introduced me to the rave scene initially which was not all that bad, just the series of handlers that i met in the process that would continue this cycle..... St. John Ambulance is no secret that it has secret affiliations.  I was neuro programmed with a very graphic detail of how a man attempted suicide by injuring himself on city hall property extremely graphic details. One half year later i almost died. After this programming took place i was fired for giving somebody oxygen at a rave. Supposedly because i was not trained. Was pedophile ambulance officers in charge. That would always pick their ears to simulate an orgasm
St. Pauls hospital for releasing me when i had hundreds of scratch marks on my arms from a possession and a drug induced episode at the pinnacle hotel in whistler c/o corperatel.  and for saying i deserved to be in the psychiatric ward for saying i was sexually assaulted and that i wanted a test done, yet the doctor was hesitant on examining my anus while saying that as well... so i had to walk out almost naked and scared.
Being forcibly confined there with rights suspended after my wall center incident. I did get to baptize myself in orange juice *total raver style* lol J
Joanie obese Vancouver Drag queen- dogwood monarchist. Sexual assault in the odyssey night club. If it wasn’t for her touch the curse would have never evolved. It needed to go thru a court of my own peers. The sexual assault was a brutal finger in my ass by this demonic dogwood monarchist in the middle of the dancefloor of the odyssey nightclub. I have never been back there since. This sexual assault occurred after she saw me at the club with milligan as a bad transvestite im sorry but that tranny did not look passable, too much heroin !
these are just the localized players the illusion is continued in a methodical way via media and familiarity and everyone i know involved in this madness wants out but cannot. If i am to subscribe to this given estate i will no longer have rights to my story and my life. I will no longer be a man. They have the art and science of sickened torture down to an art. Replacing peoples hearts with dog hearts.
If i fall, all will fall. If i give in, my entire lineage will suffer and i will reward myself with the royal intrigue.
If i give in to this, everyone on earth will be lost forever. I have before but not this time. It is the illusion that it is not happening the illusion that none of this relates to you- everything was random. Everything was incredibly shaded in mystery. No really i know of what i know. When you say continuously you are raped by people thru sublimination the collective mind laughs-not only because they can read your every thought and action-but also because they themselves get raped and medically tortured on a weekly basis-laughing it off as a bad date with consent given. The Nazis contributed to a dark hell magic that would have been instituted into the world masked in invisibility – as if it doesn’t even exist. We are still hunted and taken care of methodically. Plz look at those in ur life- don’t freak out justunderstand that sometimes they have over fifty shades of a self. But also this person u see is usually a first response implant sent to investigate your emotional response and familiarity. Quite possibly the EVIL twin of whom u will come to know later. Most don’t understand the sickening state they are under nor can they remember the sexual and physical abuse from a young age. I know they are  not the only one to blame for this. People are simply pawns, i mean my thiefs/sex slave curse would entail me taking things from ritzy places, locker rooms, eastern star ladies, freemasons, rich men, powerful men, a man who became a senator that was a coroner, universities, foreign spies, poor people, handicapped people, satanic people, drug dealers, a few of royal decent, much of this will never be found out. It is untraceable. I feel i have friends in high places that were able to protect and seal my records. Of course i am unaware of the more larger implications of my actions. I just know that if certain doors were not opened i would not be here to this day to be writing about this. Much of this mindset was fuelled by a drug or sexual based mindset. Of course i am here to learn my lessons as you are. Some paths are not as wicked as others. I have almost paid for my path with the cutting of my tendons in both arms. Because i believe in myself.
I wanted to unlock the doors that keep us all chained up and i believe in you. Although there is forgiveness in peoples hearts. There is no forgiveness in the matrix we live in. Zero.
As a youth i was witness to many many crimes and forced to testify at these crimes, some sex crimes and others which brought the gangwarfare to light, the more hidden elements of occultic magik i was also jacking off with an adult member of the john howard society at age 12 where i was made to do community service as a youth.
I also committed so many crimes ( i cant even count)  straight from the Freemasons and easter star people selling tickets for cars directly. These witches and weirdos have made me into their demolay prince and i am something of marked meat these days. I would find things like business cards that said like how to greet a mason “are you a turtle?” “why you bet your sweet ass i am” and I look out to the north to the east to the south to the west type rhymes etc  i also hear this sweet ass thing in many movies and tv shows as well ....
I am a perpetual late teen, and everything is being done to make me believe i am sick for thinking as such when this is my core self. Mainly due to my upbringing but also being given many many drugs at age 15-18 which stopped myself from aging so to speak. Kinda hot but some would make me believe i am an oddity when all i really want are what any average 17 yr old wants. Most people in power find it incredibly hot to sleep with a 17 year old well me being in the mentality otherwise they could be in trouble for being seen with the guy :P~~~
These words are ordained by god and protected at the most highest level. For the progression of my own soul and not the elevation of half human hybrid animal rapists.  The entire world is illusion my world is illusion. I doubt yours is far from normal. My whole self is quite peculiar as a being where they would replace all of my relatives with hybrids and such :P once you are on their blacklist you get no help whatsoever from anybody involved in the system that they have instituted over all of us. The ones that ignore this fate are outcasts or exiles and get no financial benefits or any status within the system that they finance through various means that i will not get into right now.  What are my goals ? why bring this info out. I cannot keep it secret- if i do i will be easily snuffed out. What do i want ? i am unsure. That is not for me only to decide. It is up to a faculty to decide. But i do not want the country i live in to be controlled by these sex cult psychos anymore. Or a country run on sexual abuse, human trafficking. I would gladly take control of the entire country myself. I believe i have the reasoning. And it does actually belong to my people. This would make Kanata the only sole republic on the planet. Not influenced by the collective. But it would be tough to run a nation with only one compassionate Buddha and the rest in my region as hybrid digital entities that have no compassion, no talent, no sincerity, no love, no feelings, no enlightenment. They simply rely on the intellectual status quo of the collective hybrid thoughtform. That to me is an undesirable life. On one hand they have everything yet lack what i am wealthy in character of. On the other hand it is the other way around with the people that are wholeheartedly against me for some reason. There are many things. I cant pinpoint exactly what it is but there are about a hundred thousand incursions that were mainly against my own choice more of a subliminated ideology that would force me to do things to people which to this day i don’t regret because i know now i have a full faculty of perception of right and wrong. Unfortunately in my hay day from age 12 or so to about 22 years old i was not aware of this perceptive skill paradoxically the universal echelons of the vipassis allowed me to completely release every painful experience i held inside my soul. Allowed me to completely understand what i have done to others and allowed me to move on and ask for their forgiveness. It is all i can do. But not something that people on a monthly basis can threaten you subliminally with codewords that freak the hell out of you. I come from a family of torture and abuse and suicides. People allaying that they are apart of the KKK and also that my life is under the laws of the national security act and that i have no jurisdiction in Canada as a sovereign being due to the terrorism legislation enacted after the 9-11 stuff ...The only perceptive abilities you can rely on is what is in your field of vision in the moment. Everything else is illusion.
For those not familiar with the Geneva convention it is an articulation of the rights of prisoners of war. Those that resist this cult mindset will be treated with respect, dignity and all the rights afforded to a singular human consciousness.
They simply cannot take care of me through official channels so they send the earthbased sinbased justice league (mason wizards) to ‘take care of me’
Shaun A. Delage