HSBC ON THE BRINK OF COLLAPSE

Western Banks In Turmoil As British Banking Giant HSBC Nears Total Collapse

By: Sorcha Faal, and as reported to her Western Subscribers

The Ministry of Finance (MoF) is reporting today that British banking giant HSBC is nearing a total collapse after its having lost a staggering nearly $1 trillion due to the ongoing Great 2015 Global Market Crash and earlier today it completely ran out of cash to pay its obligations and depositors.

According to this report, HSBC is a multinational banking and financial services company headquartered in London, United Kingdom and is the world’s fourth largest bank by total assets worth $2.67 trillion.

Not known to many Westerners, this report continues, HSBC was established in its present form in London in 1991 by the Hong Kong and Shanghai Banking Corporation Limited to act as a new group holding company and the origins of this banking giant mainly lies in Hong Kong, and also to a lesser extent Shanghai, where branches were first opened in 1865.

Due to the staggering crash of the Shanghai Composite index that has shed 38% of its value since 12 June, this report explains, HSBC lost nearly $700 billion of its value in China while a further estimated $300 billion has been lost due to the Dow’s collapse of over 1,800 points since its high for the year was reached on 27 May.

To the consequences of this massive $1 trillion HSBC loss, this report says, began hours ago when reports began to surface in the UK that hundreds-of-thousands of people were not being paid their salaries, which this British banking giant first tried to deny, but a few hours later blamed their failure to pay on a “computer glitch”.

The men who crashed the world

Inequality of Wealth

The inequality of wealth may seem like an extremely complex subject when you bring in economics into the whole spectrum, but what we have here in the west is simply an equation that the highest percentage of people who have wealth have it because they have a deal with the devil so to speak. Most of the celebrity and political worship comes with the notion that the people we are led to adore are initiated sellouts, and they are initiated into one of hundreds of secret societies. Nobody knows the price they pay because we are not privy to that information.

Wealth itself gives an illusion of personality because people that have money to spend can fill their time with material things giving an illusion of self. People are segregated by a class system even in the west and people with more wealth constantly live and surround themselves with people with wealth and they make more money because that is who they are influenced by. The poor chav in a working class town only has other scrubs to hang out with furthering his detrimental upbringing and never if ever able to break out of his life of illusion.

This illusion of personality exists amongst capitalists because it goes along with the societal illusions at play, being the pyramid scheme and families, mortgages etc but there are very poor people with tons of character and much more to offer like an alms mendicant but many people are too suffused with programming of society to understand the basic modalities to being an alms renunciate and therefore don’t get given or taught the tools needed to understand more ancient wisdom.

Furthermore it is rumoured that human beings are bought, sold and traded on the stock market with the more illustrious earning more and therefore of a higher stock, and we are also rumoured to have a literal monarch slave system where people are bought and sold under the national security acts and offered as literal sex slaves and crime bosses to the elite. This would come under the terms of a modern day slave trade but one masked in shadow.

Much of the world can be understood by what is free essentially, being happiness, enlightenment, growth, success and love but there is the other dimension which operates along-side our own and that is the people that have a massive amount of wealth at their disposal, with a world that is unknown to a commoner including private jets, private dinner clubs, and Armani suits/Gucci dresses.

But essentially anybody can attain anything they want in life, this means that the lowest form can attain millionaire status if they set their mind to it, anything is possible. But I strongly believe the only thing you should concern yourself with is the progression of your soul, this may in fact not require any money or resources, and if all your basic needs are met and your bills paid you are in a fortunate position. One can go literally insane thinking about all the power and prestige in the world that they don’t have.

The apparatus that is leading us in the world is absolutely criminal, a celebrity monarch sciences slave trade, a black budget military and dimensional forces shadow government, a super elite world of politicians and freemasons that see themselves as supreme, a world rife with insider trading, sex work, sex abuse, trauma, darkness, and Satanism. A hidden supply network of drugs for every emotion, a hidden cache of people that are able to travel to other dimensions, snuff films, people protected by the national security acts, bribery, corruption, serial killings as sport…the list goes on and this is the hidden hand behind wealth – not one I would want to be part of.

I am happy with simplicity and a genuine life that is rather calm and focused and pursuing my own goals, not what everyone else is doing, I was almost tempted several times into this world, but none of it mattered to me.

We live in a world with a brainwashed populace because of religion, thankfully the time has come when yours truly has incarnated to offer a ‘different perspective’

It is truly something special when you can say that you have found 'the one' because anything is possible after that! You begin to see the world in a whole new light, one that is caring, beautiful and magical....when you have somebody there that cares about the smallest details of your life you really feel you matter and that you have a place here and it's not just a prison planet anymore

Keep ur plur on blogbuddies and keep your heads up, it’s rough seas ahead!   

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Proclamation of Guru, Swami, and Universal Philosopher of Ultimate Reality

It is with great pleasure that I announce my new titles :)

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Tinkertot Lurv - Shaun Delage

I look at you in my mind’s eye and see your being.
I know you’re somewhat lost,
yet have it all together.
I know I love you.
But you’re out there.
Perhaps not even on earth.
Which is a choice I am facing.
I see you.
I see me.
I don’t see anything else.
Perhaps I am greedy.
Perhaps I need you.
Or perhaps we need each other.
Because why go through life without your mate?
I know if the choice comes I will evolve.
That is all I have ever done.
Evolved with the best intentions.
To not even hurt those that would gladly blood let me in open forum.
I see the suffering and I know he will be there.
He will amaze me.
He will make me cry with his stories.
I see so much of myself in the world.
But I belong to ME according to universal,
notwithstanding legal based society.
There is no earthbound government or being that can sway, trap, imprison, or kill me.
If it does happen.
I may fade away.
Or I may become a part of every living being on earth.
So it is in their best interests to sustain my being.
Because they are scared.
And it will happen.
But I am going to be here for a very long time.
- Shaun Delage



DVC - Shaun Delage


Perfection in forehead and brow.
Piercing eyes.
Nose with a small bead on end.
Softened lips reddish/pink.
Bright white teeth peering out,
ever so coy.
Heightened yet masculine cheekbones.
Bit of hair above the lips.
Boyish yet manly face.
Smaller ears.
Darkened hair.
Blue, yet changes colour weekly.
Fake piercings, candy bracelets.
Broad shoulders.
Hazed-tanned skin.
Huge arms, long too.
Small but defined Pecs.
Perfect guyish nipples.
Contour of chest.
Abs cast in marble-like oceanic, could slide or glide off into celestial.
Smaller belly button.
Extremely toned waist.
Thin yet bulky.
Instituting a body that is built to please.
Hair above a manly rod-cut, yet perfect.
Long and thin.
Perfectly ordained to give a lasting pleasure.
Root chakra skin so tempting.
Back cheeks so round, muscles–inviting and tempting-bits of hair.
Long legs with bigger thighs.
To fuel a long run in the woods.
Smaller feet-definitely do not reflect the manly equipment.
Toenails perfect.
Lip curled up, top lip bigger than bottom.
Piercing eyes. Softened tone-with deadly eyes.
I run my hand across his forehead and know how close I came to death.
- Shaun Delage


Body stalk - Shaun Delage

Character composition of a brotherly bodybuilder.
One arm as big as both of mine.
This beauty must need loads and loads of protein.
I imagine his hairy yet waxed body in certain places.
Lust.
But pure intrigue.
Singled out as a higher self.
I would ride him.
Show him who is boss.
I would at once, put on his huge giant clothes.
Pretend to be his higher self and walk with pride.
Casually tripping over my own massive feet.
I could afford anything to buy him.
I could say I love him, and he knows it I could wear his outfits and get sweaty and hard.
I would run in his boxer briefs.
To feel where he is most comfortable.
Slide on his socks .
Lick them before they grace my feet.
Taste the mans core.
A place so worked,
yet none would admire.
I would explore pieces of my fringe alter ego.
Definitely dress him up like a ken doll.
Hold his hand until dripping or leaking sweat.
Knowing nobody would dare say a word about us, to a man his size.
A sensitivity in his very seductive glance.
Tender, loving touch, traces pyramids in my wrist.
A knowledge of hey bud, I love you.
Thank you. I know.

- Shaun Delage

STEALTH poweR - Shaun Delage

Secretive powerful entities entrap my energy.
The master trickster.
Being that is sold.
That is traded
one self.
That is odd yet very complex.
Figurative natural sound.
A poetic prose.
A state of being...
colour wheel, rainbow love.
Life entwined,
places unheard of.
A state of wonder
-but placement into an alter of corrupted thought
-a stealth by nature.
A virtual western suicide bomber
-not fashioned in weaponry
-or chemicals but
energy.
A process of thought
deceived at every turn.
A great mind loving the inherited.
Knowledge.
The wisdom that cannot be bought or traded or sold.
Or even stolen.
You must be invited to express yourself
and your beautiful singular mind.
Thoughts of everything as digital repatriation.
Would single one out for targeted sense.
A knowing unheard of.
First of its kind artistically speaking.
An incarnate of many that cannot articulate nor comprehend.
The magnanimity of the situation at play.

- Shaun Delage



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Baked Oregano

Most of you have heard that Canada had a shooting, it made CNN, RT, Al Jazeera, BBC etc. What we are witnessing is the gradual stray from a free society into one that is imprisoned. To some, they feel they are in a prison their whole waking lives, others don’t really think of it, most just carry on as usual because they simply have to survive to pay off the mortgage or eat delicious foods, and hardly anyone has time to look within and trust intuition.

I am witnessing the gradual demise of society from one that is open, free-will and all encompassing… To one that is closed, paranoid and suspicious of everything. I think in a time like this people have to take the cues and almost ride the wave otherwise you get carried away in hype and psychological operations.

I believe the Islamic culture is one that preaches love, happiness and acceptance but our western society has warped it beyond belief into a radicalized interpretation where everyone believes that people of a different colour skin want to behead them. It would be frightening if you were so closed in your viewpoint as to believe this collective psychotic jargon. Simply most people don’t have time to even read a few passages from the muslim holy book so we all operate in this race war with some levels of ignorance and paranoia and it is funny when the enemy is thousands of miles away instead of in your own mind you can begin to believe this nonsense, it is easier to believe this if you don’t have a muslim friend, or have eradicated ignorance to the point of actually watching a travel show on Iran or a closer country.

We have been under intense mind games the past few years, earlier this year and last year it was shooting after shooting after shooting, they almost happened every week. Now it is ebola and Arabian peninsula wars and people are frightened but that is exactly what the operators of this world want, is people kept in fear and distracting their energy outward rather than looking within. When you look within you begin to look at things as a whole and understand that we are being led into something that is like a soft new world order, one where you can be materialist, and be a slave and buy anything you want- but you will be watched, observed and scrutinized every step of the way.

It is best to go into the future, not with fear, anger and paranoia

But to go into the future smiling, with love and with immense amounts of courage.

If you are having trouble sleeping I recommend an affirmation that will program your brain to take rest but still be awake enough in the astral world to observe and be alive

I ask to be guided and protected while I sleep

I ask to be able to ‘project’

I ask to be able to make choices and decisions

                                           and have full control of my dreams

I ask to remember ALL my dreams

Clear the mind, Calm the mind, Rest the mind,  Chill the mind

This is an affirmation that works for me to be able to rest when I take rest because quite a bit flies through my mind when I need to sleep.

An immense amount of power is trying to sway your belief system, but to the wise… they  can see past the illusion and continue with diligence to calm the mind, live in the present and be able to understand solitude, enlightenment and true power, the power within.

-Shaun A. Delage

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The Matrix. This vast system of control and suffering is literally everywhere, isn’t it? Even hidden in plain sight, as they say. It’s on the tip of our collective tongue and the forefront of our mind. We live, breathe and experience it 24/7. It’s so pervasive that it seems utterly inescapable and destined to destroy us… or will it?

Let’s play the game and see…

It is our consciousness, our sentience, that gives birth to the backdrop of what we mistakenly perceive as existing outside of us; the dreamland where the Game of Good vs Evil is played. Designed by our Creator in order for IT, through the creation of us, to more fully understand itself while continuing on the never ending journey of experiencing, learning and evolving.

The rules and laws of physics regarding this holographic, outside dreamworld, as we currently understand them, were meant to be broken. And to do that, we must address what insulates and covers the dreamworld in order to see the players and the playing field clearly. That insulation and cover is The Matrix.

…So, just what is it, exactly?

The Matrix is the scripted delusion we think is reality. It utilizes the temporary construct of the ego to entice us with all things related to the five senses and forces us live in servitude and fear, seemingly cut off and separate from one another and our Creator. It scares, seduces and feeds the ego and in turn the ego will do anything to perpetuate it’s existence. It (the ego) identifies itself with the cravings and attachments to all things physical and creates Karma. Karma is the tool used by the ego to keep us locked into the game and coming back for more, endlessly repeating the cycle of birth and death.

Yet, we all know this and agree to forget who and what we are in order for this experience to seem REAL. There is no other way.

So who put the overlay, The Matrix, on top of this beautiful dreamland? Other players in the game. This is a multi-dimensional game played by many entities, not just humans. We, like every other sentient creature are energy beings and get to incarnate into different physical vehicles to experience and play in The Matrix.

But something is happening. We are Waking Up to the game and comprehending our reality for what it really is; a temporary theater of experience where we utilize our free will in order to experience, learn and evolve and change the Game within The Matrix. And it really is just a game. A great one at that but just a game nonetheless. Complete with the good guys and bad, obstacles to overcome, knowledge to be gained and experiences to be had. Ultimately, we become masters of this dreamworld and move on to the next theater of experience.

Science has proven that energy exists in both a particle and wave form, simultaneously. The particle form is the non-permanent or physical manifestation, the temporary illusion. The wave form is the eternal, pure potential and non-illusion. And energy, whether particle or wave, can never be lost or gained. It can only change form.

And why is this important? Because knowledge is the key that unlocks all doors including the ones that lead to the defeat and exit of the Matrix.

The Keys:

Know that we are the wave experiencing the particle aspect as a human as part of the temporary physical illusion; what we really are is immortal and limitLESS.

Know that the rules of The Matrix were meant to be broken and manipulated by freeing your mind and heart from beliefs, attachments and constraints. When accomplished, the construct of the Matrix reveals itself instantly for what it is; a control system facilitated through false belief systems.

Know that fear and loss is a trick, a temporary illusion fed by the ego.

Permanent death and loss is a cosmic joke. An absolute impossibility.

Live YOUR life in joy and compassion. If we all do this, the world will reflect joy and compassion back to us. There is no other possibility.

Appreciate every moment for what it really is..a celebration of existence itself. A moment of pure CREATION for us to create our own world.

When we go inside ourselves and touch the Absolute Truth that All Is One and live our lives that way, we beat and exit The Matrix…for good.

Now, let’s play.

Namaste,

RJ Spina

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Kevin Annett: Genocide affirms Republic of Kanata; Vatican's coverup of Child abuse and killings...

Absolutely Unbelievable !!



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Kevin Annett: Ratzinger is acting Pope; Francis is PR front; Pope, Card...

The first case in the docket of the ICLCJ commenced on November 6, 2012 and addressed the deliberate genocide of indigenous children in Canada by the Vatican, the Crown of England and other parties. In its final verdict of February 25, 2013, the Court and its fifty eight sworn citizen jurors successfully indicted and prosecuted thirty defendants for perpetrating or concealing this genocide. These defendants included then-Pope Benedict, Joseph Ratzinger, former Cardinal Tarcisio Bertone, Elizabeth Windsor “Queen of England”, and Canadian Prime Minister Stephen Harper.

After an exhaustive presentation of the evidence of crimes by church and state in Canada, and a refusal by the defendants to respond or refute the evidence, all of the defendants were found guilty of criminal conspiracy and Genocide, and were sentenced in absentia to 25 years in prison and the forfeit of all the wealth and property of their estates and institutions. Citizen arrest warrants were issued, and on August 4, 2013, the Vatican and Crown of England were declared to be transnational criminal bodies under international law, and were lawfully disestablished.

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WaR DrumS

We are facing a very difficult spring and next year, I see us at a precipice right now, things could swing either way. This may be the Archduke Franz Ferdinand moment with the Ukraine, igniting a world wide war and total chaos.

These are your options if you don't want to be drafted:

• Don't register.
• Don't tell Selective Service your new address when you move.
• Get lucky in the draft lottery.
• Don't show up for induction.
• Show up and flunk the physical.
• Show up and refuse induction.
• Convince the draft board that you're a conscientious objector, and do alternative service.
• Convince the draft board that you qualify for some other deferment (most people don't).
• Leave the country, or hide, for the rest of your life.

I have never heard of Canada having to draft soldiers, but everyone thought that America would draft people for the Arabian wars.

The best things to do in times of high stress and adversity like this is to live simply and to meditate often in the silence and learn to bring stress levels down as much as possible.

Canada has never drafted but with Harper at the helm for the next year or so I wouldn’t put it past him to draft Canadians.

The most thing you can do is say you object to ALL wars.

 Me personally, I would rather go to jail than to fight in a war. In a war you can always be shot or whatever but in jail I would be in heaven because the meditation has found me.

I have always been rather Buddhist about things, and deal with them as they come, and not to worry too much in the meantime, but our youth are spoiled it’s almost a dimensional thing to have them live through a war time with rationing etc, it would really wake people up and help them realize what is important.

The most honourable thing to do at a time like this is to be the calm cool cucumber and just support one another and be of service to loved ones, support your family and be one of high confidence that all will work out for you.

I will write more in the coming weeks as things develop.

-Shaun A. Delage

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CoCoNut BeLLe

I believe strongly that almost all forms of individuality are being eradicated, I know this because I am a pretty unique individual and I realize somebody reading my manifesto from who knows where....... may form their own opinion of me. I basically had somebody call me ‘fucking nuts’ after reading a text based version of my manifesto. It is funny because the insult has to be the least traumatizing of all my attacks online, for being a personae online you open yourself up to all sorts of criticism from people trying to correct you because they can’t grasp that somebody they idolize could be involved in more sinister worlds, like JOAN-E the drag queen or Jessica Alba for example.

Or they flat out attack you or threaten to eat you, or send you poetry or tell you, that you are not on their facebook because to do so, would involve them in a gigantic racist conspiracy lol that has happened by the way haha
but our culture has almost eradicated all forms of expression and individuality as well..

It is funny when somebody out of the blue so to speak attacks me online, because I know I hold more grace and dignity then they will ever hold, simply because I provide an avenue for entertainment and education that uses my life story as a teaching tool to better people or at least help them make the right decision.

It just makes me laugh though because my life has been anything but normal, and I have a character that lives in the obscure, so I never take an attack seriously per se, It usually just makes me laugh because trolls and weirdos are rampant and they hide behind anonymous identities.

I believe too that by being in the public domain, I shed light on a vast apparatus meant to enslave and indoctrinate people because I personally have almost been hypnotized many times onto path of darkness.

I was thinking about satans army so to speak and the power they collectively hold over individuals. They would be able to target criminals, sex workers, magicians, intelligence, musicians, artists, and people that are more than likely involved in a generational or satanic abuse family.

But I was thinking back to some of the scenarios I have been involved in and how they used code words and enunciated things that only myself and satan would know, and this is an unfathomable power, a power reserved for satans army to make say, a criminal feel guilt or even deeper being a spiritual oath from the unseen that has been orchestrated to ensnare you in this twisted cult that is hell bent on making criminals and other people pay for what they have done.

First off, how dare they judge me without offering me the same aptitude to judge them based on their ultimate sins, what a sense of entitlement they must have in their twisted little cat brain to be the judge and jury lol

But I know a few things that are in my path, one I have escaped this madness, and two I work to better myself and protect my nature so that I am keen enough to pick up on any attempts at indoctrination or hypnotic suggestion these days. Three, I believe I am on a path of forgiveness, for I have not been a perfect little angel, and I know there are others that have done far worse than I have in life, but I work to heal my soul from this fragmentation, and ask the higher powers that be, including darkness for forgiveness for I have grown and matured. But there are things that I am unaware of for example generational oaths and evocations that are made on the part of my relatives that almost binds my soul to these weirdos due to the nature of their sins and such

But none of this has any hold on me. We are ultimately born free, beautiful, gifted, and loving.

It’s almost as if these powerful men are laughing at me in their jaguars riding to their next victim, while saying enjoy your life in poverty lol

But I have more wealth than many multi millionaires I have met, I possess more grace, dignity and class than they will ever have and when offered the ‘chance’ multiple times to ‘sell out’ I chose a life where I obtain the full nature and reasoning of my souls path, something far more richer and illustrious than they could ever have.

I have won the game.

So now, I get to be a preacher, and tell people the path to salvation lol or at least a method of living and be able to warn people of some of the dangers I have fell into and I hope it has helped one or two.

I think it takes a lot of courage and pride to be so out there online, but it is easy, I have some karma to make up for, I have a lot to say, literary wise, I have a world to shape and change and construct in such a way that I see fit, and I have the confidence that I am able to guide people through difficult times and be a force for the ultimate and the infinite to express itself.

Do you know what you are here for? I hope you ask yourself that and start to express it like I have, you will be highly energetic and very superbly gifted if you do. *smiles*

-Shaun A. Delage

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Lemon Tinker

People may wonder, why bother? Why write? Why share so much of yourself online?

For me personally it is a sense of redemption, being so open online. A way to forward my own thinking process and release pent up philosophical notations and creativity. But I have also learnt that by sharing some of your mistakes you have the ability to affect change in a person’s life and help them make better choices and build their thinking process.

I was pondering other ways of receiving enlightenment, and I have released audio discourses but did not get very many listeners. Some people speak enlightenment, some show it, some act it, some sit quietly thinking about enlightenment, some people artistically present it, and some write it….eloquently.

I have had a lot of time to think about my choices in life the past decade or so, and the mistakes I have made and how much I have changed, and the outside forces involved. The power that I personally awakened in the matrix and how I have literally won the game by my own choices, and able to live a peaceful coexistence with my loved ones, and am able to grow from a very jaded history and massive amounts of adversity. But for the most part come out of it, alive, not imprisoned, not addicted, not wounded per se. This is a feat that not many are able to come to terms with.

I look at this blog, a very personal and intelligent collected works of my weekly journal entries and I sometimes ask why? Why do I do this? And the answer is simple, it is my karma, and it is a gift to have all of this available for people to learn from. Because life isn’t easy, it can be damn sad sometimes and other times painful with disease or surgery, sickened by finances or obligations, some are trapped in unenlightened partnerships, and a vast amount of people are born with advanced forms of extreme ignorance or completely unintelligent outlooks and ego’s

I look back on some of my rave days and wonder was it all worth it, hell yes haha but if I would have done it again I wouldn’t have done hundreds of points of crystal, thousands of caps of xtacy, multitudes of lines of coke and an insane amount of mushrooms. I still deal with the health effects of all that drug use and suffer greatly but it has also made me into a pseudo genius.

I still remember the ugliness you could see in people sketching for their next pill or fiending for some more heroin or whatever and the sunken in eyes at 5am when they turned on the lights after a rave that seemingly only lasted about 10 minutes after you popped the pill of X

Perhaps a gigantic societal psy ops, or the dark one experimenting with tweaking the fate of thousands of partygoers a night. I just think back to all the people I have met, essentially calling them, all my relations, a very native terminology. Somewhere in between there and my crime sprees and my sex work as a teen and I unlocked some very powerful situations with some very interesting people –essentially making a cast of characters in my life so to speak that I seemingly cannot recover from no matter how hard I try.

Seeing how all those people were ten years ago, I am sure that quite a few have died from copious amounts of drugs and continue to haunt my dreams in terrifying episodes of sleep paralysis but when I wake and come out of the terror I find that reality has a certain level of love and comfort in it.

But yet again I realise the sorts of astral places or dimensions one can end up in if they do harm in society and do harm to beings, which is why I am thankful that I am over and done with an adverse set of situations and individuals.

Now I can focus on bettering myself, my mind, my world, and helping others on their path, including small animals.

When you develop compassion for things you don’t understand you begin to unlock places in your soul you never knew existed. Things like family, crime, drugs, abuse, pain, relationships, and choices, some of them can’t be solved, it was simply made as an impression on your life to better your path and your decision making skills.

I write here because it is my gift to you, and humanity, a legacy, so that all beings may understand the vague nature of a raver Buddhist, and my only hope is that ALL beings be released from suffering.

-Shaun A. Delage

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2nd AUDIO DISCOURSE :)

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Proclamation of Sainthood of the ULC

A fallout map, based only on one of the six reactors melting down, shows the widespread deposition of nuclear particles across a huge geographic region

Pear Dumpling

It is an extremely terrifying time to be alive, I am thankful that I have just over a quarter decade behind me and how terrifying it must be to be a twink or twinkette just maturing in a complete police state and global financial meltdown

Luckily I have my intelligence and life experience somethings that many people don’t have or take for granted, we’re taught in western society how much you own is the makeup of your character and this is unfortunate because it provides people with a false sense of belonging

I have to say for a blog of this magnitude I am very fortunate to have some devotees and that is what you are but you are also enlightened in your own regard, and my enlightenment at times can be purely text based, I have mastered typing and storytelling and giving discourses but sometimes struggle with normal forms of communication

My art site so far has no sales, which leads me to believe first of all that my art is very bad or ahead of its time lol but for the most part I understand it is a chaotic time to be selling anything which is why I am going head on with marketing in various formats.

I have designed my own postcards in which I send to galleries and I am sure they are feeling the struggle too financially but there is always time for more art in the world, not a time to cower with my art between my legs however hehe

So I have taken out advertising in XTRA west which you can see the classified below this posting and my next course of action will be to formerly issue thousands of press releases and also continue with the classifieds (I am in xtra west and also the Calgary and Edmonton gay newspaper)

We are bombarded by advertising but I just struggle with the thoughts of how Warhol or Emily Carr did it…so my next courses of actions include the postcards, classifieds, press releases and some facebook advertising

Imagine this, I also have goals to attain my Ph.D in this time as well !!!

Kinda a crazy time to be doing these things but I have the time, thankfully and a small stipend by the government that affords me the ability to live in peace with zero stress.

I have almost put my manifesto behind me, I don’t think of it much but it is one of those things that once people read it – it changes their impressions, of me, and the world around them and shines light on the fact that anybody any old joe or susan could be being traumatized or abused this very moment by an unkind and sadistic system that is encapsulated around them

It is really tough to look at the world from the eyes of a medicated schizophrenic agoraphobic and enigmatic mind. Thankfully once my time is up here I will be hailed as a genius

Genius is often misunderstood in the moment, mocked, ridiculed, killed off almost too quick

Now I have a sanctuary in the forest and have somebody close to me, a loving partner that I can live with on my terms and this is what I have been looking for since my last breakup 4 years ago

I endlessly posted ads, mostly just to be mocked in the process but I found many people were willing to lead you on and make you believe they were the right person, after some coy sleuthing in text and emails, I usually found the person to be completely unsuitable for me after only a few emails

It is tough to date when you have a social anxiety or the stigma of a mental illness, which is why I strived to find somebody that would appreciate me for who I am and most people have this insane twitch to abuse others constantly and this is what I so casually picked up on

I have walked away from asexuality, because I believe I have some skill to offer my partner in the sexual department but it isn’t easy – I have been pretty asexual or celibate for about 12 years then a teenage hood of sexwork before that – that was not very pleasing nor satisfying just the dozens of gross old koots willing to throw hundreds of dollars on your naked body in hotel rooms astounded me, the world was ripe for the picking when I had a few minor violent encounters with some hair pulling and slapping while I was supposed to be having fun, then a Masonic inspired rape by subliminals and pawns people were ready to call me insane, maybe I was insane but my illness- to see things out of reality was the only illness I would most likely embrace. imagine coming from making $400 an hour to just under that to spend PER MONTH !!!! but I am not complaining - I am at peace with myself and the learning process and there is some deadly infections out der >:/

My diagnosis helped me tremendously, and before the financial collapse I was placed on a disability pension so my stipend is there for me to pursue my goals and dreams in small doses.

I didn’t do so well as far as being employable and found illusions in everything and everybody

I found people in employment scenarios to be cold, calculating and utter Nazis

Now I get to be a crazy artist and I love it, I have many many years before my novels will hit the mainstream and it will be time, almost when ravers seem like a flicker of the past I will revive the culture with a beautiful and amazing novel that will make anybody want to listen to a techno stream, put on some candy and buy a bottle of banana puree baby food and matching soother from the drug store and just effin dance

I am thankful that my own satanic oriented karma and actions didn’t manifest in the form of murder or violence, because that is so far from my soul it is not even funny.

Me, it manifested as an ex sex worker going nude at embassies, nunneries and universities

Kind of funny to laugh about it all now but it was terrifying at the time because I thought that if I didn’t go nude they would eat my leg

Or if I stripped at the Buddhist temple they would put robes on me and declare me a monk.

I have put my fascination with monasticism to rest because I have found their doors to be closed to me here completely –for such an open and accepting religion the Buddhist faith seems to be riddled with secrets and a secret society – nobody knows what the hell you have to do to ordain but they are not willing to ordain any new members it seems

In a sense it would have been hell to ordain, no sex, no food-after noon, no media, no books, no talking, no techno, no warmth, no hair, no anything. Kind of weird to want to attain this but it seemed appropriate considering the Buddha wanted to offer these places for people dissatisfied with the material world

Now my manifestations have brought me and cute man and a forest loft in the country, a cat that loves me –adores me actually and I have a circle of about 50 friends mostly online that also care about me

Sure beats the illusions I have been seeing in other, younger, more naïve souls.

I am pondering some higher education as well, I think this would be a good step for me, I would take out a student loan and study and then because of my disability it would be forgiven

So why not? :P

It has been a blessing to move away from a monarch sciences type scenario living with somebody constantly nattering your face off even though you seem unamused, I think I have a mean mother at times, she can be pretty cruel to me, for the most part were best buds but I found living with a middle aged woman to be a challenge not only as a gay man but somebody with various hinderances

I found her the opposite of anything I desire to be, cold, uncompassionate, materialistic, vain, neurotic, angry at times, trapped in illusion etc I just sat there endless late nights avoiding her and doing my own art projects and doing my novels, so my novels are a reflection of my isolation in wanting to create my own virtual world and play in it, and that I did. They were also a place for me to funnel my anger and sadness into.

Novel writing is a cold dark barren world, not one in which I advocate anybody to belong too but I started my projects so I am going to carry them through to the end.

Meanwhile, we have a very chaotic and crazy world we belong too and it has only intensified with the times changing into the full on 2012 police state. We have a varying distinction of those who have all the power and wealth and for the most of us those that have very little power or wealth

What it all comes down to, is who is left standing in the end. People that have millions behind their last name but only do things that they have subscribed to attain in life and not look into mystery paradox or their own god given creativity will go nowhere but forwarding the illusion state for the sheeple

There is very few people willing to put their life in the open like I have, to be studied, to be ridiculed, to be mocked, to be gabbed about but I wonder who is going to be left standing with all the power in the end

Much of the people on my manifesto are pretty wealthy and they get wealthier each day that goes by

The funny thing is that anybody on that document is free to sue me but to date no charges have been filed against me and no civil suit either in such a litigious society you would think that I would have threats or being served by now, but the funny thing is, there isn’t a damn thing anybody on my manifesto can do about it because it is based in the truth.

My only goals: the truth, power, beauty, intelligence, love, happiness, to be healthy, to be safe, enlightenment, wealth, money, authority.

-          Shaun A. Delage