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Showing posts with label amazing men. Show all posts
Showing posts with label amazing men. Show all posts

migledio theory

my life with you and shawnigan lake seems like a dream
when I look at your face all I want to do is beam
my life before makes me want to scream
when I think of you it is all pure steam
I imagine us getting married by a brook or stream
I also wonder about the world and its theme
when I wonder about us I tend to think in the extreme
little do I know all we can talk about is face cream
I think of our life downstream maybe if your name was
joaquim or karim
when I live our life it is simply supreme
like a laser beam
heavy on the shaving cream
and no extra sour cream
maybe next date is peach ice cream
or watching the tidal stream
who knows maybe we will go for
vanilla ice cream

- Shaun A. Delage


noodle talk





to walk the path of enlightenment or to not 

The path of letting go is the toughtest in 2012, saying goodbye to the comforts and protections of the home life. I have decided for my own sanity to say goodbye to being with my mother through 2012
For the life of me, I cant live in a situation which harbours my intellectual faculty and my spiritual life
I am kinda preparing for monastic life at this point but it is hard to say where divinity will lead me next
If it means moving to Vancouver to be in a shared living situation than so be it….if it means living here in isolation than so be it…but I see some rewards to being in isolation in the middle of nowhere
I am at a level spiritually where it doesn’t matter anymore I have been at my wits end being with a mother that constantly natters my face off over every detail of her life.
I am prepared to take on the spiritual existence and the forest existence to achieve enlightenment
So I am sooooooooooo drunk so I will leave the discourse as is, and move on to editing my book and making mr. noodles lol but the point of my talk is we need people that are attached to the system to get to the place we need, I am thankful to divinity for affording me my income that enables me to be out of touch with reality
Peace brohams and brodettes
-Shaun A. Delage




giraffe pelt




The promotion of a beautiful soul on earth seems to be one of the qualities with more warfare than world war 3
And I do believe world war 3 is currently underway – the propaganda machines don’t fill you in otherwise you would take out all of your money and panic and start to prepare
Essentially promoting self growth and self exploration not to mention self development almost seems to be detested in todays society riddled with subservience.
Many don’t embark on decades long spiritual quests until they are faced with untold amounts of suffering and then they discover when they look into the greater world as a whole, that the west here is pretty much illusion
Or like me, you point the finger at a society literally infested with thousands of secret societies and cruel initiations every where you look and mind you –you don’t have to be an idiot to pick up on the real cues they are everywhere all you need is a minor investigative nature and the most heavily marketed ideology on the planet seems to be freemasonry at the moment
The checkerboard floor is everwhere you look. Anybody wanting more out of life only needs to look into the world that seems to mould itself around them and they figure that the only way to proceed essentially is to submit to a figurative death ritual essentially being overcome with possession from the Masonic and satanic consciousness
Of course magic will happen for you once you submit but you are generally made to take part in sadistic hazing and other events that will provide your worth to the members you stand beside
For a society that is able to operate in the shadows they do a pretty good job at manipulating mainstream ideology as well people think it’s the only way to progress.
I have covered it in my previous few years on here what exactly masonry is and it is always ever evolving but you are basically financed until you die for the power and use of the nature and reasoning from your soul you are used as a pawn with a pseudo corporate identity to achieve the goals of the organization which includes global domination.
And believe me they have succeeded.
But as well – advanced technologies and elixers are used to help you achieve your fullest potential and once you achieve that wisdom state you fly high and believe me you are marketed within the realms of the organization but also that title of sellout follows you everywhere
I look back on the church from its inception and I am reminded of the state of mind I have been in
I have been under a constant state of psychological operations. This comes in the form of a monarch slave setting which is very tough for some to grasp basically when you are born into these abuse bloodlines a contract (usually signed in blood on your behalf is made) because you are born with very dimensional and advanced occult blood, technically either born from the Christ or satan or Rothschild or nazi bloodline for example so you have very very vast powerful energies and then you are brought up in an advanced trauma setting for decades, and people like mothers and fathers grandpas and grandmas are usually unaware of their involvement because they remain possessed
You undergo severe amounts of trauma. And you are judged on that trauma and the resulting legal and spiritual occursions that occur but as well in the same regard you are left alone and helpless in this trauma mindset to make some very serious and grave errors in which those that are responsible for your torture glorify in and use against you
Very few monarch slaves make it out alive, very few make it out not wanting to be initiated into a cult and very few make it out as full fledged enlightened beings
What is the purpose of a monarch ? well to continue trauma and continue the cycle but also to market your god given talents as by-products of Satanism
Essentially what it all comes down to is the power of the soul to resist and so many of these sellouts sold out as early as possible and they cannot fathom for the life of them why you persist in resisting and persist in aligning with divine nature which by its very nature is one of the most elusive ideologies on the planet
I tend to come off as rather fundamentalist in my views of the world but what it all comes down to really is I am really just looking to progress past the cycle of humanity and animalia and elemental worlds
When 100% of the information and entertainment you get is processed into the brain via the multitudes of vast networks of the trauma state you have an argument that we are all under a pseudo hypnosis
I may come off as quite the whackjob or egotist in my discourses but that is not my intent
Haha I am too poor to be egotistical
I have been pondering the book tranceformation of America by cathy Obrien and how she has become a guide for me personally being a person that was a sex slave to the very wealthy and powerful
The idea is to keep silent and keep many secrets when in fact at some point you get to the point where you need to come into the public realm because your life depends on it and thankfully me publishing my captivation manifesto was a step in the right direction
I was on a path that would have seen me just as another murdered sex slave in the boiling hot tubs under queen elizibeth park and essentially cooked alive as roasted prostitute and eaten by the grand lodge of the BC and yukon along with the hotel vancouver
but I was able to resist the karmic toll and resist these seeming dimensional scenarios that played out to ensnare me but the funny thing about the whole thing is I would have ensnared my own soul by the contractual state and the power of the luciferian state we all live under.
kind of a funny position to be in with the state when you are me, and you accuse your monarch of war crimes or your country of crimes against humanity for forwarding the trauma state
But yes easy to become obsessed with conspiracy and there is conspiracy everywhere you look
Really what keeps me occupied is the belief in divinity and no gods or earthbased worship
I tend to look at things from a universal perspective and this people find troubling because they cannot leave the earth – they want to stay grounded
It is okay to explore the vast territory as it is known in a sense and I have always believed that the planets and stars and earth as you know it, essentially the solar system is not what its made out to be
That in fact it is smaller and more confined and restricted hologram or virtual world of sorts and not the trillions of miles of dark matter were lead to believe exists
Funny to look at a space shuttle launching into the atmosphere and KNOW that it is illusion, not an actuality
Anomalous nature itself is a strange world because there is great power always against you and usually isn’t even of this world
Funny too when I think of monarch slavery I am also reminded that the luciferian consciousness works through multitudes of initiated sellouts that come into your life and nobody can really grasp this when you think of it, in this virtual world – anything is possible
Only very recently have I come to some peace in my world, actually removing myself from a life of abuse and trauma and psychological operations but something makes me wonder about my future, it is the energy of the world. I mean I have trust issues but working with the system doesn’t seem to be an option it is almost as if you get the feeling that EVERYone is against you essentially
The medical establishment is quick to point out that you’re a paranoid psychotic schizophrenic when in fact it is okay to ‘see things out of reality’
I have always maintained a calm and relaxed composure in all dealings and I kind of thought to myself, when is this ever going to end.
My life has begun to open up recently and much of the last postings reflected my frustration of the world with a philosophical and dreamy nature.
Essentially I am only after my own souls progression, if others choose to join me that is their calling but I want to progress past the thousands of earth programs running and travel into other dimensions and worlds past humanity and past our field of perception
Not saying I want to contort into a thousand foot tall giant or into tiny microscopic bug but I would essentially like to progress past where everyone is going (heaven/hell/astral) and go into uncharted waters or the place that is toughest to get to – the buddhic planes for example
The highest realms of beings that have done their lifes work and dabble in things like philosophy and intellectualism and have qualities of love, compassion, happiness, sincerity, kindness, and a gentle nature
Everyone wants to be around their own kind.
Essentially what is happening in the world right now is many worlds are breaking into our perception and reclaiming the prisoners here as their citizens that were stolen from them by the elites (souls) and many of us are royalty and celebrities on other planets dimensions
We have just been harvested and used as a prison population under a slave state and a fascist ideology
of the corporate and masonic structure  that is a VERY small world once you are initiated
everyone seems to be apart of it and the families that control us you could count on two hands and that is the entire worlds structure
Really what it comes down is your own perception of the world, much of the world is built to make you believe you are not worthy of deeper quests or making choices or going somewhere
essentially  making you believe you are not a being to master your own choices
Society is hell bent on reminding us how dumb we are and how pointless humanity is and filthy rapists murderers and thieves lol when in fact our rulers should be promoting qualities of ascension and enlightenment in a sense progression but were literally left alone to rot in our cubes
then you have secret society initiates taking advanced hyper dimensional drugs to achieve their ultimate state
Really what it comes down to is the fact that most souls dont embark on decades long quests for spirituality so they are left too traumatized to look and too dumbed down to explore
enlightenment is actually a very very sexy quality *wink
When in fact your soul is the most impressive creation in the galaxy
Each one of us has our own place in the world and our own piece of the puzzle.
Really love-happiness-compassion-sincerity-kindness-gentleness is the only thing we have left so please share that smile and that soul with those that need it
-          Shaun A. Delage



Forest nook society



Really, in an enlightened state requires love but most of all a love for oneself before you can love another.  Without loving your inner nature and your external reality and in a sense even those qualities you keep hidden and secret from the masses.
Me personally I am disgusted by some of the criminality I have been involved in and the choices I have made but living in this reality has taught me a wise lesson
That mostly all choice is illusion. Choice is an illusion created by those with power for those without. 
So I imagine my comptroller self in the stars, my highest being, arranging all these events in my life to happen but for what end. My causality has lead me to this point. Leader of the church of techno, a writer, virtual fashion designer, poet, monk, reverend, matrix warrior.
Essentially I have end goals of being successful and have it all  together. I want my books and art to skyrocket into the unknown and I want to be a millionaire. I enter hospital lotteries and stuff but like most people just rely on lotteries for their inner most dreams, when they should be tapping their talent and creativity and inherently their enlightenment because there is way more ways to become a millionaire than the lottery.
I strongly believe that if you keep your mind focused on the end result you will never have to enter another lottery again for the ‘chance’ at winning. You can guarantee your success by taking on years long projects of residual income. At least start your book !!!! At least make your first art piece. At least work your first 8 hour shift or go for your 100th interview just remember that usually your success is laid out around you this very moment
I am deeply and fondly attracted to a man, that I admire. Not just his striking looks but his nature to want to get to know me. Not just the one way listening that most people tend to do. He takes time to understand me. Something not many people have attempted to do my entire existence.  I have begun to realize that I am a bit more complex than I originally thought.
Me I just go from project to project and part of it is boredom and unemployment and I have A LOT of time on my hands. Luckily I am fortunate to be liberated financially in a sense but very limited in that scope. I tend to focus on the five or six purchases I have a month and really plan it out when the very wealthy just blow through their money in this fascist corporate Masonic dictatorship we live in
The marketing is geared towards the lower end spectrum of humanity when really most of the items and things to ingest and buy are propped up by the illusion of wealth
We have multitudes of secret societies operating here in north America it is tough to put a finger on one core group of people that are accessory to things like monarch slavery, torture and war crimes because there is so many of them operating
In a way I oppose this structure. yes. But would you want to be stuck in tribal rule under a sadistic emir or a communist dictator or under the watchful eye of a socialist governance or under the spell and authority of bloodline monarchy
Part of me is beating myself up for not joining the anonymous movement. I am not desperate for change nor do I oppose anything they stand for. I just distrust anything extroverted. Groups of people.  Crowds.
I have done my research on these camps and yes they are a good idea but nobody wants to address who is behind the mask and it is the advanced psychologists of the CIA and various other intelligence agencies.
I guess it is better than living how we have been but I have strongly been advocating to not join a crowd and wear a mask but carve your own unique identity, carve your own mask. Be the master of your own enlightenment
Never join an ism, faith or ideology
Never be apart of the collective
I was thinking about love. I have met the most impressive man in the world. But up to two weeks prior to me meeting him I went to the beach at 4 am in the dark and I was seriously contemplating jumping in the water and inhaling and just giving up.
My life is constant psychological operations and trauma
But thankfully I didn’t jump in. I asked for help from divinity to show me a way out and I am proud of myself for not giving up
Part of me discovered that I have sought out love my entire life. But nobody has ever loved me like a soulmate it has always been me loving the person unconditionally and they take advantage of that
I have never had love. That is sad. The only time I was in love was at 15 yrs when I met Derek and he rejected me and I attempted suicide brutally so nothing to really base my experiences on and this silly fascination with love
But how could I love another without loving myself
Then I have spoken to hundreds of men online in chats that go nowhere emails etc
I just feel after some time alone for three years that I was able to come to a love for myself alone and this is paradoxical considering my beach jumping drama but I also live with the complex mental illness so I have an excuse lol for those that are going to call the white coats on me i say only this I way too damn talented and intelligent and kewt too to want to truly carry out something like that
I strongly believe wanting to give up is an emotion
but also one we are losing many too every moment of every day
but people are also finding their love and essentially linking with their soulmate wherever in the celestial world they may reside and some peoples soulmates for various reasons are gone only to be linked up with the person from the astral world and simply some people cant look for love based on looks or confidence so most people spend their whole lives ignoring the prospect of love and focusing solely on material gain...
To find him, and get so used to him in such a little amount of time is incredible.
He is amazing, friendly, confident, quiet, loving, has a soul.
He wants to get to know me and me same with him. But if I chose to jump that morning, I would have never discovered him. This makes me think of the countless people that we are losing every hour because of the trauma inflicted on behalf of the system and believe me most of it is satanic in nature
I strongly believe that god or divinity or Buddha or whatever is simply just effin exhausted keeping up with all the sellouts that inflict trauma on others.  I strongly believe divinity works through the mind a sort of dimensional gateway that can never ever be hacked
And believe me they are trying.
I wanted to find somebody that enjoys me for me, my core self
That wont treat me with hostility if I say something intelligent or trippy or funny
I strongly believe that many around one being are advocating for the torture of the being including friends relatives and family in this society we live in. There are millions of monarch generational abuse bloodlines and families and the abuse is happening at a very methodical and very satanic level even in the minds of the most divine.
Which is why so many people give over their minds and bodies to isms, faiths, religions etc
They are, essentially….scared of themselves.
When your diverse in your thoughtform you are enlightened
There is no other way to describe it
This is what our system hates, is diversity in thought
But as well what else is enlightenment ?? it is compassion for suffering in humans, animals, plants and elemental and celestial/universal worlds , it is a loving nature, it is happiness, it is kindness for others (at all times- even when they are ‘very mean’ to you)
Enlightenment is not a new age philosophy or needing to shave your head so people believe you are enlightened
There are very very few enlightened beings on earth
VERY FEW
Which is why you see people in droves flocking to sites such as this one, the resistance or david ickes blog or intheknow7’s or illluminatimatrix for example
Because these are mysterious internet strangers that have no other goals in mind but to further the cause of humanity and to lift the inherent trauma state.
But you must be careful of where you bring your presence to and where you broadcast your enlightenment because there is very envious people and organizations that are angry that they didn’t have the courage to go down the same path as you. They sold out. They were led along and helped along by rich parents got told about the masons by their rich friends got initiated into the various cults and well like the rest of us, they never have to worry about money or security ever again because these organizations take care of their own. But for people like me that resist masonry, trauma, cults, etc
You are mocked, abused, traumatized, and tortured until you submit
The luciferian mind wants every single soul on earth and will spend hundreds of millions to finance the soul being harnessed- the joke of situation is that you will never see a penny  of it because the conciousness technically has ownership over all beings in this realm that span for 70,000,000 planets in hell realms mixed with fantasy dream scenarios and psychological operations
Where do you put your allegiance and your choices?
Deep within your shining and most ultimate and beautiful self of course !
-          Shaun A. Delage 







simple exposure



The militancy of the cultural youth is astounding
Most of the youth these days have no real directive and are as a by-product of capitalism operating in modes of advanced psychological operations.
They have no idea their role or their future and the prospects of getting a job with a lifetime of security escapes most urban chavs and most youth as of this point
so many are willing to indoctrinate themselves with the ideology of fascist militarism to bring about this new wave of what ?
what exactly are we proposing 
were almost better off to go back to tribal rule lol 
What has been proposed is a movement based on the opposite of what our society holds true
So anti capitalism and anti materialism
When in fact if you look at society the corporate structure is all we have in a formation to society
By product of your birth you are a maritime admirality product so technically a sub corporation
To attack this nature in society seems almost defeating considering we live in a completely corporate dominated society. I would also argue that earth itself is a hacked illusion and that most likely the planet earth is technically a corporation making each person a by product of the corporation or a product in a sense under the supreme authority of one ruler (better to run the masses that way)
it uses earth as a dimensional prison to enslave the masses into this prison structure of thought and ritual that is needing to be changed because the past few generations have seriously messed things up
the illusion is starting to lift.
When one singular blogger points the finger directly to the queen and has evidence of initiation into supreme mystical solar sun cults or knighthoods
everyone it seems will be studied in this military and masonic  state safe to assume once the levels of security clearance are stripped away you could find out that you were under psychological operations for your existence and you begin to address the anomalous nature but seemingly get nowhere lol 
A society built on the adoration of how many alien objects you own, and how far you can step away from your inherent human nature. your compassionate,. loving, happy, beautiful, shining, impressive side.
How far can you go to dress yourself in clothing that does not make you look human. How far can you go to make your face look appealing like butchering it for example to achieve beauty (this is what we adore in the west) People With butchered faces. or to educate yourself so when you speak to others you are not of this world, in hybridic code-because language and linguistics is ever expanding dimensionally. How far can you go to eat things that will further this hybridic state, gets you so far down the nutrition sphere taking advanced calculations to achieve enlightenment when the most enlightenment is not in how many vitamin supplements you take or what $70 cream you put on your fingernails. 
The closest thing we have to freedom in the world of course is America and then Canada and the United kingdom. Slowly these places are degenerating into fascist corporate masonic dictatorships.
While luckily all three have the illusion of freedom, you still cant choose, not to have a life of slavery, or you cannot even wear a hoody in the UK without being branded a terrorist
Slowly the north American continent is degenerating into this fascist global superpower but I was just reading on my bank website that they are introducing interac flash which allows you to simply tap your bankcard to a reader for smaller purchases.
They have added this technology to further allow one to get used to this idea. And essentially preparing us for the microchip.
WE ARE GOING TO BE CHIPPED !!!!
The microchip is already being implanted in cats and dogs via a needle in the neck
The time is now.
Global apocalypse
Those resisting the microchip will be alienated, a sub race and pushed so far out of ‘humanity’ they are on the level of a common gypsy
The truth is nobody would willingly accept the microchip
It needs to be forced under military rule
With Julian assange taking the reigns as the leader of the protest movement currently I see this fascism spreading throughout the world and you can see it with the occupy protests essentially started the revolution. Or civil war. This is organized and methodical because it is this problem reaction solution that icke talks about a lot.
Corporate structure the problem, let a revolutionary movement take over, once in power institute fascism and other traumatic events to further the movement
It just seems to be here at quite the opportune time, the simplest explanation is always the easiest So we have engineered global chaos
Mainstream media has picked up on this movement in totality while ignoring the greatest issues
When the world trade center towers exploded it took hundreds of trillions with it in the xplosion never to be found again almost vanish
There is nobody on earth willing to relay that earth acts as a depository for universal wealth
The illusion is that our economies are localized or regional when in fact the greater wealth is celestial or universal and yes there are other planets that are being used like concentration camps and all of their wealth hoarded here under the various decrees of many city states.
When the urban poor like me have to live on less than $500 a month
Meanwhile some of the same type of mindset, just bloodline initiated sell outs get an allowance minimum of $1500 per day
This is the royal stature afforded those that sell out.
The fact that while everyone else suffers while you dine on the finest things available and wear the finest clothes available.
This hybridic mindset is something I have been observing in those closest to me
Too good to eat a bowl of slop, too dumb to comprehend my theories, too slave minded to be able to grasp my visions, too locked in the matrix to want out, too lost in illusion to even want to save
The only one I am after saving is my own soul through things like enlightenment.
I just know love is important to me, because if I find somebody kindred than we have a placement that is afforded above that of weirdo family members or initiated friends. We have an argument for tenderness
I am not expecting my lover to embrace every part of me, I know I don’t embrace every part of me.
I am not a good lover.
I believe this, this is the sad thing
But what else do we have without love, usually only slavery
The powers that be have me crushing on a beautiful man lately, part of me feels sorry for people that aren’t able to experience this elated nature.
Part of me knows many people cannot find somebody simply because of how they look.
Part of knows people are so defeated and fearful of love they never attempt to look
I have been in observation mode about this coming era of chaos.
I have come to terms with the fact that the world needs my art
Time to explode
So many people willing to wear the mask of an ideology that escapes one essential fact.
The mask is not their own mask.
but on the other hand......guess whom will be asked to lead anonymous?
-          Shaun A. Delage  


pouring soul






No time like the present for a mini universal dispatch
global revolution is unknowingly bringing about a military controlled north american union where the protesters will be labelled terrorists and since there are so maNy OF THEM - it would catapult the world into total chaos. it is very easy to initiate military rule...they just need "Something" and they almost achieved it with 9-11 but not quite
I am currently in Vancouver catsitting and having fun doing that, working on my novel. I have been pondering the total anarchy that seems to be taking the world by storm lately
This fuck it all attitude and I have been coming to terms with the fact that the apocalypse is individual
There will be people living in illusion and oblivion in dominion until the very end
It is essential that people continue to make their mark in the world creatively.
It is tough to navigate the planet when there is so much psychological operations going on
The world seems so expansive and ever expanding yet why so filled with hatred and so confined
This is not my world.
Essentially human beings are dissatisfied with themselves constantly…just the daily menial tasks actually form a basis to our character. This is funny because people simply cannot get past bodily functions in society especially the ruling class…they are literally obsessed with the waste products of the body
it is almost a given , given the mystery and illusion surrounding our creation. The system only attempts to make you familiar of it and then the rest is up to you
This is a society with unmeasurable wealth all around but lacking one essential ingredient to wealth being class. And class level in perception
Class is one of the hardest to come by qualities in life, many of the super elite don’t have any levels of class and operate solely as a psychologically damaging, fetishist, unintellectual being
It would seem those that are so desperate that they too are going to lose their livelihood and believe me many are coming to terms with this fact that the world is getting more confined, expensive, brutal, slave minded.
Lately I have been anti everything and trying to find some solace in the world other than my own pursuits and I can tell you the worlds illusions keep layering themselves onto my character but I don’t give in.  As soon as you begin to let the story evolve and take form in your life without resisting that is when you have literally given up
Trying to find employment in this climate is beyond belief hard
Living with complex mental illness including nocturnalism is tough as well
Which is why I advocate as much as possible blending with the system as much as you physically can and don’t do anything that will get you arrested keep busy stay sane so that you too are ready when the viel lifts and the illusion vanishes and we are all returned to enlightenment
-          Shaun A. Delage


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