A great test for me lately has been getting up in the morning on random days hahaha it takes me like 2 hours to actually wake up and some days i literally had 10 min to leave the house because I "just rested my eyes for 5 min" I can see why a lot of people on benefits dont even bother there is almost no options for assistance for irregular or erratic schedules and the hoops you have to jump thru just to get employed are insane- I hope to gain additional employment at night and scale back my days a bit and maybe work later in the afternoon when the weather is colder sometimes its not about not wanting to work or being lazy its just a lot of people are trying desperately to function as an introvert in an extroverted world or have untold amounts of trauma and no help or support or societies mechanisms are too competitive or outrageous or lets talk about the fact that on average 98% of workplaces are TOXIC