They tied me to a chair and paraded me across a college in a masonic mega ritual with my wrists slashed in a foreign country at evergreen state college due to advanced radio broadcasts and a cruel beautiful bf's freemason MK ultra mind control -I actually suspect I died in this foreign country at that point and crossed over but there are also several other times it could have happened and I was like 15/16 at the time it seems right about the time I detected the energy shift in the reality in totality it became way darker way more cruel but the raver world I was in was fruitful aloof and seemed to go on forever possibly thousands of years