been struggling so much with meat eating past year or so like ethically it seems right to refuse it all right like ok but then I figure out oh I will buy some meat cause I enjoy it and all then I see a meme I posted a few posts ago about chickens and it just puts me back into that horrible brutality of the meat farms hell slaughter network all of us are hooked on and I am like holy fuck I DO NOT want to support this shit with my money so I totally decided that if I am spending money I will not spend it on meat unless its a social thing like a holiday or birthday meal like steak for someone or something like as a treat or prawns or take out like this chinese meal for example lol so this cuts down about 70% of it and then I am like well donated meat is not that bad if its reclaimed from the trash so its kind of back to my 50/50 kind of thing like I will still eat the donated stuff and not spend money on it but like if it is a gravy or something then not gonna freak out and cry or anything hahaha I just think this is something for each soul to either ignore totally and deal with it later or battle it in the present and stop the hell dimensions in its tracks and stop the countless lives you are taking with your addiction to chewing and seasoned flesh I figure since I struggle with this its best to choose the middleground but each person is different like some may do 100% vegan I could not live like that hahaha