I think of the church I worked at all night often it was such a blessing to be so close to christ as a buddhist I just am okay with it all I am too good for them fuck them they did not protect me properly and failed me in seeking a meaningful existence and did not help me at all when I reported the lewd daddy perv -I even lost a friendship over someone defending all this shit -it was a super path in life and it is okay to start over and do it all again rinse and repeat lmao had to start at square one again could it of all been handled differently maybe but I would not have been able to be honest in my review of the church for the fear of ruining a work reference so it is what it is in about 3-4 months I start again will be fully employable and dandy as fuck lmao oh well people were like oh you are not a kid its all okay um no its not normal for the chairman of a board of a church to send his picture of his genitalia to a staff member sorry you fucken goof smoke some more drugs or something lol

It was cool to manifest my blog totally in this place nightly and have so much responsibility and I cleaned it up listening to techno had 24/7 access at all times... it was great the income was pretty cool too it was a huge complex just mean fucks in these places like fucken ick get your shit together you fucken bunch of goofs oh reverend? of what exactly? sexcrimes and perversity?