a lot of people are critical of me due to my own choices when they very seldom look at their own.... like take smoking weed and cigs for example all while using a pay as you go social welfare organization for 50% of my food....they think I should not have a suitable life simply because of where i choose to spend my money...like if I cant afford to eat than why smoke these things----tbh its not of your fucking business what the hell I do - so go yell at yourself all day lmao like I get the cheapest weed by the poundful and buy native smokes at about $38 a carton and seem to do ok on social assistance for 22 years with my budget anyone would have lost it like 5 years into it - I should not have to sacrifice having the same life as some little worker bee or simply go without things - I have found a lot of the social welfare aspects are complete pyramid schemes and traps but have found my cafe I order food with to be a really great and fantastic experience like everytime I have a few bucks I throw it their way and that is really cool because 1) they deliver 2) its frozen cafe style food 3) its the hunger games ordering it lmao 4) its a really social justice warrior type service that does not judge you for what you spend your money on - like basically even professionals that are making $4000 a month can be food insecure its not about judging people here its about doing what you can to live a good life....the other 50% is wal mart and the same veggie meat sandwiches and some mr noodles here and there all month lol its funny I have a super strange relationship with food like hate cooking but can really cook well when I need 2 and can eat the same sandwich 500 times and not get bored of it and I am not really addicted to food to be honest like yea its nice and all to cook an $89 meal from scratch for your boyfriend but like I spend maybe less than $7 a day on mine so ....like people are like well if they just stopped smoking weed they could eat better -um nope. nope. nope. a fucken green pepper is like $4 here you have to be smart about it all not waste your money on fruits and vegetables much and get a whole foods organic fruit and veggie supplement then make proteins and carbs with the rest of your funds...when you have an income (pension) like mine you have to be extremely smart about things what you buy and how you spend your money cause its like five weeks till the next cheque- its sad but if I had tons of cash I would probably just be eating a lot of microwave dinners anyway so who knows lol