Tinkertot Lurv - Shaun Delage
I look at you in my mind’s eye and see your being.
I know you’re somewhat lost,
yet have it all together.
I know I love you.
But you’re out there.
Perhaps not even on earth.
Which is a choice I am facing.
I see you.
I see me.
I don’t see anything else.
Perhaps I am greedy.
Perhaps I need you.
Or perhaps we need each other.
Because why go through life without your mate?
I know if the choice comes I will evolve.
That is all I have ever done.
Evolved with the best intentions.
To not even hurt those that would gladly blood let me in open forum.
I see the suffering and I know he will be there.
He will amaze me.
He will make me cry with his stories.
I see so much of myself in the world.
But I belong to ME according to universal,
notwithstanding legal based society.
There is no earthbound government or being that can sway, trap, imprison, or kill me.
If it does happen.
I may fade away.
Or I may become a part of every living being on earth.
So it is in their best interests to sustain my being.
Because they are scared.
And it will happen.
But I am going to be here for a very long time.
- Shaun Delage
DVC - Shaun Delage
Perfection in forehead and brow.
Piercing eyes.
Nose with a small bead on end.
Softened lips reddish/pink.
Bright white teeth peering out,
ever so coy.
Heightened yet masculine cheekbones.
Bit of hair above the lips.
Boyish yet manly face.
Smaller ears.
Darkened hair.
Blue, yet changes colour weekly.
Fake piercings, candy bracelets.
Broad shoulders.
Hazed-tanned skin.
Huge arms, long too.
Small but defined Pecs.
Perfect guyish nipples.
Contour of chest.
Abs cast in marble-like oceanic, could slide or glide off into celestial.
Smaller belly button.
Extremely toned waist.
Thin yet bulky.
Instituting a body that is built to please.
Hair above a manly rod-cut, yet perfect.
Long and thin.
Perfectly ordained to give a lasting pleasure.
Root chakra skin so tempting.
Back cheeks so round, muscles–inviting and tempting-bits of hair.
Long legs with bigger thighs.
To fuel a long run in the woods.
Smaller feet-definitely do not reflect the manly equipment.
Toenails perfect.
Lip curled up, top lip bigger than bottom.
Piercing eyes. Softened tone-with deadly eyes.
I run my hand across his forehead and know how close I came to death.
- Shaun Delage
Body stalk - Shaun Delage
Character composition of a brotherly bodybuilder.
One arm as big as both of mine.
This beauty must need loads and loads of protein.
I imagine his hairy yet waxed body in certain places.
Lust.
But pure intrigue.
Singled out as a higher self.
I would ride him.
Show him who is boss.
I would at once, put on his huge giant clothes.
Pretend to be his higher self and walk with pride.
Casually tripping over my own massive feet.
I could afford anything to buy him.
I could say I love him, and he knows it I could wear his outfits and get sweaty and hard.
I would run in his boxer briefs.
To feel where he is most comfortable.
Slide on his socks .
Lick them before they grace my feet.
Taste the mans core.
A place so worked,
yet none would admire.
I would explore pieces of my fringe alter ego.
Definitely dress him up like a ken doll.
Hold his hand until dripping or leaking sweat.
Knowing nobody would dare say a word about us, to a man his size.
A sensitivity in his very seductive glance.
Tender, loving touch, traces pyramids in my wrist.
A knowledge of hey bud, I love you.
Thank you. I know.
- Shaun Delage
STEALTH poweR - Shaun Delage
Secretive powerful entities entrap my energy.
The master trickster.
Being that is sold.
That is traded
one self.
That is odd yet very complex.
Figurative natural sound.
A poetic prose.
A state of being...
colour wheel, rainbow love.
Life entwined,
places unheard of.
A state of wonder
-but placement into an alter of corrupted thought
-a stealth by nature.
A virtual western suicide bomber
-not fashioned in weaponry
-or chemicals but
energy.
A process of thought
deceived at every turn.
A great mind loving the inherited.
Knowledge.
The wisdom that cannot be bought or traded or sold.
Or even stolen.
You must be invited to express yourself
and your beautiful singular mind.
Thoughts of everything as digital repatriation.
Would single one out for targeted sense.
A knowing unheard of.
First of its kind artistically speaking.
An incarnate of many that cannot articulate nor comprehend.
The magnanimity of the situation at play.
- Shaun Delage
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Squirrel Pamper
I took a bit of time to read through this ministry and look
back on several years ago and I have to say that my writing style and my
eloquence has developed.
It is tough in this world to find your place when your whole
brain chemistry is totally fried from multitudes of rave drugs. I feel in some
ways that the rave scene really wronged me in a sense, but mirroring the real
world being a part of rave culture brings its own plethora of decisions and
choices.
I think the world is filled with thousands of people that
were irreparably harmed by the rave scene of the 1990’s and the elixirs the
chemists cooked up for us. But the other end of the spectrum is that it allowed
people that were marginalized and pretty effin weird to come together in a
community and dance the night away.
I find quite some comfort in techno still to this day and
the parties have not stopped since I started raving but being separated from
the rave scene since 2002 you tend to wonder what they are like.
Most people grow out of them, most people get a corporate
job and move on, worrying about their kids or mortgage and have no time to
party anymore.
I would go to bigger parties in Vancouver and like people
were having a seizure every hour at those raves, Vietnamese gang shootings high
on coke etc
But the Victoria rave scene was more intimate and everyone
knew each other. It was a huge challenge in my life to go from living within a
rave community to being outcast on my own will and going from hundreds of
friends to living a life of isolation.
Honestly I truly have no regrets however I would have lived
my life differently had I had the choice too
I would have respected people more, but that is a choice
that is not given to you when you have serious chemical combinations in your
mind. It turned into a very dangerous scene in the last year, with drug
dealing, people that looked like skeletons, meth and coke parties at dealers
houses, and me almost going off on a round the world yacht trip with an insane
coke head transvestite lol
It’s like almost to quantify it all seems a pretty big task,
I think my friends currently just say “you have had a lot happen to you” lol
I wish so much for my life to have been different, different
choices etc
In some way I would have liked a more normal existence not
such an indigo upbringing, but my own personal story is one of adversity and
compassion, only simply that I could live through such trauma and not inflict
it on others is a godsend.
In a way this virtual ministry completes my needs for ego
gratification, but it also helps shape who I am artistically and
professionally. When I go to the bank and explain that I am a reverend, I can
do it with pride because I have worked very hard and very diligently to explain
all sorts of spectrums from this reality.
In a way the party has continued every night for me, with
endless techno streams out there and the beat keeps going on, and techno does
heal and forgive.
This blog or virtual ministry still provides a rave in a
site for those that want random trippiness.
I don’t want peoples pity or scorn, I just want my writing
to be able to help others on their path.
Compassion
Solitude
Tekno
Forgiveness
PeaCe
Love
Unity
Respect
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To anybody that has a mortgage, or credit card debt or
student loan you feel helpless, you have no control but to send your money to
the powers that be so that you can live another day without harassment from
creditors
I have just recently become debt free and it is a blessing
but not many can come into my situation it literally takes an act of god to be
able to solve some peoples issues with money.
I think this is how they get most of us on board with the
system is they just hand you that credit increase when it’s most opportune but
they don’t tell you what the end result interest will be –if they did nobody
would accept it haha
Well things are pretty fruitful on my end of the globe but I
live in a very very insane world, people that only in a minor sense keep up
with current events can see the race riots and ebola stuff going out of hand
and I have to say the only things keeping me sane are my relative solitude,
meditation, stability and love from my family.
Also I strongly believe at least two hours of tekno keeps
the evil away and then imagine this, going straight into silence helps
immensely in meditation
My book is tinkering along I am coming up with more sound
ideas to market it in the coming months, and marketing it in the virtual world
of second life where it was inspired has led me nowhere however I believe some
of the skills of the virtual world have led me to have some transferrable
skills that I use in real life including shaping the ego
Many will notice I have placed my manifesto back on the
site, I did this for personal reasons, I believe it is who I am and has shaped
who I have come to be, while I am not a person that believes in crime, or drug
use anymore for example I believe strongly that some of the obscure events in
my life have better shaped my character far better actually a million times
better than any rich person will ever achieve
The manifesto is not me, currently. However it has some
reflections artistically of where I have come from and how I can better serve
people that flock to the Church of Techno looking for inspiration, advice and
entertainment. I strongly believe that by suffering through adverse situations
and being able to learn from them instead of burying them and feeling ashamed
to talk about them only helps me be a better spiritual advisor and a better
role model.
I have found great disgust in alternative cliques per se
looking for intellect in abstract forms of the internet and have only found
people that are and always will be unenlightened, distrusting, bigoted and
hateful.
So I hope to attain to be an avenue where people can
understand what it is like to grow up from an insane rave scene of the 1990’s
clubkid scene and live through it without addiction or being thrown in jail
because thankfully meditation found me when I was most suffering and the Buddha
found me, personally and gave me a gift that is unfathomable –being able to
unite to your mysterious self and a method of looking within, a method of relaxation
and I swear I would have gone nuts by now because I have had aprox 4200 days in
solitude and up at night currently since teenage hood
What most people miss with popular culture is that 99% of
the situations, stories, songs, shows, movies, and scenarios are all contrived
by initiated sellouts who basically will label anybody that opposes them a
terrorist and we have so much illusion playing out now I have not tried to
grasp it however I believe it strengthens your position in life to keep up with
the illusion but we have many many people that are not striving for
enlightenment or intellect
I believe once you start bettering yourself you start out on
a path of love and forgiveness and are able to live life with dignity and class
that even the higher ups currently cannot achieve
I feel strongly that through Vipassana and Buddhist practices
I am able to achieve a sense of understanding/innerstanding that most can only
achieve through multitudes of lives!
Care for yourself this holiday season, and tune out and
meditate, you never know what transferrable skills you will learn from it.
-Shaun A. Delage
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