I have been pretty grief stricken over the loss of a pet
lately this past week. I have never really dealt with death or loss very much
in this regard and it is tough but I am also thinking that a life is made up
with multitudes of deaths, we have to prepare ourselves to lose everyone we
know and live to be an old person. Luckily I have youth on my side these days
and can pull off the rave pants but when I am 80 I will look pretty silly
wearing candy beads haha
My cat Kitty has passed away violently attacked by coyotes
in the early morning, she died alone, and is now in a way better place eating
salmon out of diamond cups for she has progressed into a more divine realm than
our own. The vulgarity of this place just mystifies me, almost a survival of
the fittest mechanism or a survival of the strongest. Or a survival of who
makes the system more money lol
When a kind and gentle animal is taken away in this nature I
tend to think how unfair the system and reality is, from people being taken
violently from their homes, raped and murdered to people getting in traffic
accidents and the long slow process of drug dependence and the resulting slow
death.
It is an incredible & tough thing, is to live, to be alive, the
challenges one faces is almost insurmountable at times, I think of the poor
cute furry baby girl in the jaws of a wild dog and my heart just aches. I don’t
even know how I would cope if it was a human being, haha but maybe this is a
test, a first introduction to the grieving process, and rightfully how could I
be a proper reverend without understanding death.
It just caught me by surprise and I thought she still had a
decade to go of old age and I just never imagined that such a helpless animal
would leave the planet so brutally. It makes me think of my own mortality, how I
almost died, and the fact that I am still here, fearless of death really since
I already personally came so close.
I have been dealing with a plethora of negative energies
lately and it is only intensifying as 2012 comes into the spectrum. Many people
fear a complete annihilation of the species or simply that their luxuries will
be taken away so what was the purpose of buying that shiny new ipad lol
I am fortunate to be living as a nocturnal forest hermit
these days, the past few weeks I have been busy in the virtual world of second
life making my brands more appealing and it is a fun process to be a fashion
designer without ever having to operate a sewing machine lol
It almost will be a letdown to billions of people if nothing
happens on Dec. 21 like a y2k thing
Then we have xmas and new years and a quick goodbye to 2012
and onto 2013
Nobody has really thought about 2013, they are too focused
on 2012.
It may be a pseudo focal point in the grand scheme of things
for renewal, change, hope, freedom, beauty, love, happiness, evolution etc or
it could be complete chaos with world wars, nuclear weapons and microchips. If you
had the choice what would you choose lol
Most of us don’t have the ability to understand or grasp our
own nature or our own humanity so a choice like a nuclear weapon being launched
is out of our hands.
The world will be a different place on Dec. 22 & Dec 25th
and Dec 31st of this year – I can feel it.
I guess my strongest advice is not to be a prepper but
surround yourself with love, happiness and a smile and be willing to face this
thing headon and not be fearful, but keep your vibration whole and sound so
that you too can carry with you the evolution of humanity.
-
Shaun A. Delage
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