Well, I have read through the last few days of the church and can say what the mindjob lol
Currently I am under several realms of psychological operations and it shows but I am also going through the aesthetic practice of isolation at the moment So it is tough to connect with a reality that seemingly isn’t there
Then I have my more conspiracy side that doubts the more positive qualities of this matrix and I wanted to relay that the system inherently does love you.
There are so many systems and levelz of control over individual minds it is tough coming to terms with it all. Then you have these policy driven Nazis that have literally infested all levels of governance and social services. Basically in my country and province we went through massive cutbacks in social services a few years ago and anybody that isnt driven towards a sort of productivity quota was let go.
Essentially those actually interested in genuinely helping others were let go and we have the current nazi like state in front of us. This is why when you get worried about 2012 (which by its very nature is a recurring curse and ritual magic) Just remember that the world does care for you. The people in control in various realms of association however are too worried about their quota or their policy to really give a damn about the poor or the dejected or those that cant care for themselves.
While I could have a blog about the paranoia rant of 2012 or claim to be in connection with alien hybrids from other galaxies (I probably would have more traffic lol) I have attained to be a somewhat calming force amidst so much illusion. And there is illusion everywhere From those that claim to be on your side to those that oppose then you have people changing their personalities on people and your left confused
Many look to alternative media for answers because they aren’t getting it from the plastic surgery induced faces that are in mainstream media and there is more illusion. It seems the answers may lay with enlightened beings that help out virtually on blogs such as this, or your neighbours or your friends but really the answers lay within your own mind. People around you...even this mysterious virtual reverend may help you ponder things you would never dream about but essentially I may say something you don’t agree with and that is fine and you take your enlightenment elsewhere equally as fine with me.
I don’t want to sit here and fill you with more paranoia saying there is going to be a disaster or collapse But I aim to fill each soul that visits with contemplation on ascension and a compassionate guiding force through very difficult times where there is illusion all around, from people saying you should only eat organic vegetables and nothing else to raise your vibration to others saying to become enlightened you need to put cream on your third eye or ranting continuously about the masons, this is not my goals.
My goals however are to simply assist you in ascending and questioning your reality around you. Including this being that you are housed in. Those around you. The world that is around you. And most of all the constant barrage of media being shown to you in a neuro paradise that is equally as tough to dissect.
I found not many in my reality are ordained in matrix universalism likewise not many are taught Gnostic Buddhist meditation. Likewise not many gay male reverends out there. Likewise not many reverend artists that specialize in male art lol likewise not many chav guys that believe in the spiritual nature. Likewise not many urban poor with class levels that far surpass those of millionaires and billionaires. Likewise not many with a vocabulary with only a GED and a few honorary certificates.
I aim to provide practical enlightenment in a confusing time...Not lead you further down illusion with more questions and more things to take on. I just provide enlightenment in a beautiful and serene virtual environment that is easy to read and easy on the eyes. Furthermore I provide instruction as to who I am and exactly how I came to be in this position with the main writ of the church being a public document (which by the way I have to date received ZERO cease and desist letters from any parties involved on captivation because libel is only threatened when you lie about somebody or something)
My realms are within the highest devotion to divinity, not appeasing a fattened monk, or an old man with a beard or people that can touch water and turn it to gold or people that meditate 70 hours a week or people that are surrounded in opulence or live in palaces. The divine nature really that I aim to uphold is the power that gives me consciousness, the void that fills my soul with happiness, the mystery behind my creation and faculty that provides me with this train of thought., essentially the power that helps me return to my body and have it align soul and body each time I wake. The choices behind each decision. The help I get in forms of clues from the psychic world as to where to go next and essentially the dream that I may exist in many other forms for all of eternity.
It is best to nurture this part of you like I wrote in last blogpost it is best not to instruct your soul further into the hell realms but to elevate it to the highest realms of beauty. I have been thinking in my meditations what I seek in a man. After quite some time apart from my ex boyfriend of 8 years. I have now almost had 3 years to heal from the breakup and I still go through times of loss and confusion but the oracle in the matrix words ring out in my mind. Neo: I don’t want to do it. I cant do it. Oracle: you have to. Neo: I wont oracle Your here to understand WHY you made the choice
Essentially the choices are made for you. By you or by a faculty of divine and satanic instruction is beyond me. But literally to understand the choice takes a whole depth of vivid reality that not many are willing to accept. Which is why it is difficult for most to imagine my role in their lives as this virtual priest. I don’t ask for money, i mean my needs are taken care of for life...why would i need anymore?
Technically I don’t have to reward myself for the trauma of slavery. So I am left to simply share my enlightenment and the divine instruction imbued within me only.
I don’t say this out of egotist pursuit that you too cannot be given divine instruction everyone can. But it is the toughest route to take and essentially nobody equals my path on earth and have gone through the levels of trauma and choices and literally shaken to death over some choices..Many just get to live oblivious to suffering in their block long homes and that is fine. If that is the life you choose to live in. Essentially ignorant to the struggles of the rest of humanity.
So I decided to relay what I am looking for in a man. Rev. Kai’s part in my life have helped me question this and his virtual presence helped me to nail down what I seek in a man....Believe me with all my male art and my level of cuteness it is not tough for me to attract men but I don’t want just anybody...
In my cyber travels I have encountered quite a few personaes online. I guess to say it lightly ....I dont really get along with vampires, femme guys-hot still but no lol, um military men, older grandpa daddies, um leather men, vampires, goths, trolls, mean people, weirdos, kooks, and loony toons, stalkers, mean people, wiccans, Right wingers, Christians, Hiv+ and other sex disease people lol libra is sketchy at best and no scorpio lol, light workers, hippies, and sexual obsessed fetishists, extremely obese people, essentially as well if you want to get into universalism =new incarnations ;)
I seek somebody that likes techno music (at least dont mind hearing it)
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I seek somebody interested in a union of sorts not just hookup and I have gotten many penis photos online but i just wonder if they have a face
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I seek somebody around my own age - some are happy going around with a bald man or a grandpa but that is not me
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I seek somebody understanding of suffering
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I seek somebody intelligent and able to converse with me because it is difficult with a universal intelligence (this remains my greatest struggle btw)
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I seek a firesign (I am told I get along best with these) - so aries , leo, sagitarius
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I seek somebody not involved in cults, masonry , lions club, shriners, illusion and luciferianism
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I seek somebody that doesnt mind me as a person and wont oppose me at every turn - which if you give us the chance to get to know each other u can decide if i am right (I believe)
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I seek somebody attractive :P confident yet i dont mind if you have a few flaws because nobody is perfect...just almost beautiful i mean or feline looking
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I seek somebody that doesnt mind that I have a limited income and dont follow the path of money essentially selling my soul for a paycheque every few weeks essentially slavery is something we all have to live with really so is paradoxical
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I seek somebody that at least knows what the matrix trilogy, mp3, downloading, ipod, youtube, flickR is etc
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I seek somebody that smiles and is happy that doesnt mind addressing illusion in their own programming
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I seek a non alcoholic/non drug addicted however occasional 420/shrooms etc is fine whatever cranks ur boat
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I seek a non smoker (I quit 3 years ago and will never touch those things)
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I seek somebody with depth, character, and love. An Enlightened being.
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I seek somebody that doesnt mind dating perpetual youth and a perpetual teen amidst an intelligence that is almost 30.
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I seek somebody innerstanding
Too much to ask or right on the ball? Essentially Love will find me. I have to have faith.
Peace*Love*Unity*Respect
- Shaun A. Delage
